 So I took it as a heckle. He's been immediate. I'm brand new, you shouldn't have wore the dress. I'm like, could you call me directly and tell me, you know what I mean? At the time. I'm 25 years old, you know, doing a film with Martin. I'm like, why is he so mad that I'm doing a film with Martin Lawrence? He ain't know me. That's what I thought. Yeah, we on boss talk one on one, one on one. Yeah, we gonna talk. Wow. I just really, like I said, man, I see you. You started it off right, you know. I got, I'm a dive in, you know. He's gonna go ahead and dive into it. Yeah, because I really like your name, you know, it carries weight. You don't listen, man. Praise God, man. 43 million views right now for Shannon Shore. Yeah. That means your name has been mentioned. 43 million views. I was so happy that I was this. Mike Epps was upset. I'm like, thank you, Kevin, for this and me. I'm like, thank you. You could have called my name, called my name, please. I just really, I mean, you know, cause I called Faiz on it the years, you know, I was like, man, they done called your name by two times on here. He said, all right, I'm gonna call you back. He called me back. What? What'd you say? I said, bro, it's still going on right now. Do you know how many calls I got? Bro, yo, Cat said, I'm like, yo, let's go. My ticket sold out. Thank you, Cat. And the dark matter to her. I love you guys. Oh, man. Shout out to Cat. Will you say that? I just, like I said, when I look at something like that, you know, you got God had blessed me. I'm dealing with a lot of comedians. I promise you, that's what I'm dealing with. I see it. And so when I think about, when I thought about you, I was like, man, I'm for the car. He coming to what? This ain't number God. You know, that's how I wrote it. Come on now. Oh, this ain't number God. Come on now. I mean, he coming here and I'm a man in the law of God. So this gonna work. So I turned around and I hit you up. But the thing I really was looking at was like, dang, I wonder how you feel about him mentioning his name after all these years, because you mentioned his name back when he was, you thought he was heckling you. Yeah, I thought he was hating me. That girl, I don't know who she was, but she was trying to stop you from talking. I don't know. Because Cat, What are you saying? Yeah, tell Cat Williams, I said that. What about, what about? Yeah, oh, that was that. What was that? Bruh, that's the one I just called. Oh, that was her? That's her. She was trying to protect me because I'm not, I'm not a slave. Don't give me that shit about I wore a dresser. Yeah, you wore a perm. Okay, I'm a free man. You don't know how to censor. I'm a free man. I talk what I say, and if it gets me in trouble, it's like, yo, that's, that's between God and society. He loves Cat Williams. He loves Cat Williams. But he calling me out. We're on now, come on over. But the thing is this Cat never spoke to me directly. Okay. Excuse me. So I took it as a heckle. He's being immediate. I'm branding you shit in the water dress. I'm like, could you call me directly and tell me at the time? I'm 25 years old, you know, doing a film with Martin. I'm like, why is he so mad that I'm doing a film with Martin Lawrence? He ain't know me. That's what I thought. But he was trying to warn me. I know. He was trying to say branding. But the way he says it, because every time I say, okay, he's like, Brandon T. Jackson, I'm not talking to you anymore. I'm like, what did I do? And you know what you did. I'm like, Nick, could you sit me down and tell me the actual history of what we call buck breaking, what we call emasculating man in society and shout out to all communities. You know, we're not going to bash any communities. When we're talking about heterosexual men and we're talking about men that take care of families, these are things that we have to understand that the psychologically on us as actors, we have to deal with so much, you know? And we don't want to feel like we're bashing people. What we also want to do is be true to who we are. And it's tough because it's like, when something compromises your spirituality or what you feel your manhood, you know? Or what you identify as. You see what I'm saying? So you can, if someone's telling me I identify as this and you challenged them, you're now, what's the word I'm looking for? You're combating the identification, right? And they always say, what's acting is acting. Okay, cool, great. I'm going to tell you something about acting. Robert Downey Jr. was really black in that scene. I seen it. He came late to the set one time. He's like, you know how we always late? I said, no, I think I don't know how we always late. What is, he was black for real. He going all the way in on this one. Mentally, great actors live it. He studied it. Great actors live what we're saying. So you want me to live a lifestyle that I'm not accustomed to, I should say. So now I'm living a lifestyle I'm not accustomed to. And to play it, it's like those things could come off very psychologically damaging where you have to get therapy, mental help, because you're living the lifestyle of something you're not accustomed to. When they call that, don't they call that method acting or something like that? But I'm a method actor. Right, because Columbus Short. That's why I got Hennessy in my cut right now. Because Columbus Short. I'm acting as a comedian doing. Because Columbus Short, he mentioned that on the show. He did, he did. He was saying that in the beginning when he was acting, that's what he would do, but then that's not healthy, because then some people don't know how to come back out of that character when it's time to go home. I'm very, I'm a method actor. I remember you told me that. Yeah, so I didn't want to see her until I saw her. And when you seen her, you like. I was like, okay, they killed me with this. And you got me going to Hennessy in a national meme. So we, you know, I really did garner a real relationship with her and that's the only time. You know, if I'm gonna keep it, give you the buzz. You gotta realize, if you're every day pretending, see this is why I don't play gay roles, right? Because I don't want to, that's not, I don't want to be in that world. I can't do that, I'm not gay. You know what I'm saying? Some actors have the ability to do that. I don't. Me either. So, but when you create chemistry with a leading woman and you guys are, you know, the scripted, you're going on a journey, not only a journey in the scriptural way. Emotional. You're going on a process on production, right? You guys, you know, you're on a movie set with somebody for three months. You gotta, it's a grind, it's a war, it's a battle. And then, boom, you're actually creating this chemistry and this vibe that actually turns you, you know, so that that is all, it's not, you know what I'm saying? But just because this is where you get in toxic relationships because just cause you do a movie and you guys are creating some chemistry, you know, it even goes down to friendships. You think some people are your friends just cause you made a movie with them for 68 days. They're not your friends. Right. You just created that chemistry. Exactly. Let me tell you something about methanacting. Let me tell you about what Leonardo DiCaprio said. He said, I don't act, I channel. You understand what that means? That's a spiritual energy that people don't understand. When you channel a character, you know what I mean? Every, that's so funny. I know this might be a soundbite, so I watch how I say it. My counterpart, my partner, my beautiful 50% wife who I'm getting back with right now told me that I'm very emotional back in the day. Not now, I got under control. I'm not so emotional, I was never emotional like this. Like, okay, maybe I'm big mama, what the fuck? What's going on? I'm, you know what I'm saying? It's because when you play certain roles, if you tap into those roles, then you become them. That's good. And they follow you. When I said I was broke on lottery tickets, I was broke for a season in my life. But I took on the oppression of the people and I spoke how we felt and that came on me. So I said, oh, wait a minute, hold on. So when Kat said what he said, I was so engulfed and loved it because what he's saying is true. Well, you can't just, that's what people think you're so slick. Certain entities think they're so slick when they say, okay, I want you to play this. Just that we've had a problem with the training day thing. He lived that. He said that he couldn't come back from it. Really? I don't, I didn't. His wife, that was a whole thing. He had to like repro, okay, look at Matthew McConaughey. Look at Matthew McConaughey, right? He did that movie Dallas, right? I remember that. It's gonna sound so bad. And it was a sound bite. You said the right way. Because I know how people edit. So I'm gonna say it the right way. The comedian version with me will say, if Kat, I'm gonna say it in Kat's voice. Ever since Matthew McConaughey did the movie Dallas, his neck has never been the same. I'll say it in Kat's voice. That's all I know. If I say it in my voice, they'll be like, oh, it's Brandy Jackson in it. Cause I'm a dramatic actor and I'm also a comedian. So what I say, and I'm also a spiritual entity. So what I say holds so much weight sometimes that it shocks the matrix so much. We're like, oh, you know, he ain't got a shirt on. I haven't seen him since Big Mama's and Lottery ticket. So they, yeah, they have this like persona that chasing shadows. Yeah, we on boss talk one on one, one on one. Yeah, we gonna talk.