 The following contains strong language, nudity and scenes of a sexual nature. What beautiful view. Okay, I should have taken me mam somewhere a bit more exotic. But at the end of the day, we're still spending time together and that's all that matters. What is it like to be a mam? It's a lovely fulfilling experience. I'm excited to be a mam one day. It's getting on now mam, I'm nearly 30, you had me when you were 24. Things happen for a reason and we've just got to just get on with things, haven't we? I've always wanted to have kids, but after me apatomic pregnancy, it just seems to have gotten further and further away. I have spoken about it with Josh to be honest. Does Josh want children? Josh wants children too, but he's just a bit too young. And it's not something that I would rush into. I would want to know that he was the right person. 100% committed. You're making lovely mam. I couldn't ask for a better mam. If one day I'm half the mam man is, I will be so happy. I'm ready to do this. What are we doing in this hotel on Charlotte Street with Charlotte Cosby? It's all about me, isn't it? I'm just looking forward to the show. I do get a little bit nervous because I'm like scared in case nobody watches it. Are you going to watch it? I'm going to, obviously. One of you are great. And then I'll watch it, so that's two. So does the ex appear as well? We started filming shortly after everything happened. Do you ever speak to Ben? No. No. We don't converse. So, love life, got to talk to you about that, otherwise I get sacked. You're happy? I am so happy. I am extremely happy. But me, I just, and I don't have a boyfriend, he isn't my boyfriend. What do you say you guys are in love? So it's very tricky to know if the lover's there yet or not. OK. Is there something holding you back? No, no, nothing's holding us back. I want to be official. Believe me, I have asked many times to be official. So how long has he got before he has to tell you? I'm going to give him one more week. It's not very long. But I can't wait much longer. It's been four months, for God's sake. I've told him, I've said. It's been so long. He's like, it hasn't been that long, four months isn't that long. I was like, eh, what if Josh is a commitment form? What if he doesn't want to be my boyfriend? What if he never says he loves us? What if we don't get married? What if we never have a house and have three dogs? It's been a full-on press day for this show. But I've also got a very important meeting with the team from the Eptopic Pregnancy Trust, which I'm a patron for. I met Alex and Monira shortly after the ectopic pregnancy. It was so nice to be able to speak to people who would have the same experience. And I felt like I wanted to really spread awareness about ectopic pregnancies. When I had our ectopic pregnancy, I felt like I was the only person in the world who'd been treating us. You're left at the end of surgery having lost a baby. A conflict emergency surgery that you weren't expected. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Having a facility affected and then worrying about the future. And then you have the emotion as well, cos the heart is broken. I'm getting emotional just thinking about what to do. It just brings you back to that time when you just feel lost. Like, you feel empty. Like, I think everything's just been taken away from you, so that is the hardest part about what I think. Here and other people's experiences brings back so many memories that come flooding in, and it just fills us full of emotion. They're walking the new thing that you're doing. I think I want to do it. It's covering either 1,000 kilometres or 1,000 miles. That's a lot of miles. But it's over, yeah? Oh, thank God. You can do it with your mum, seeing who can do it the quickest. I will. Hello. Hi, man. Listen, I've got with being set to a challenge. We're going to raise money by doing 1,000 miles walk-in. 1,000? I'll take forever. How long have you got to complete that? Yeah. We can complete it in the year. We're doing it. There's no time limit. I've been out for all of huge youngins. Oh, for God's sake. What are you eating, anyway? Eating hand soup. I'm going to die it. Right, okay. I'm so skinny. With the challenge and the pain. I thank you so much for coming back. Oh, my God, no. It's lovely. I'm just so worried with mum's funny illness. She's just being so funny all the time. I'm starting to get down about it. I would, as well, because she's so much more funnier than you. I don't really think anyone's happy about you anymore.