 feel and that's not like a rational thing like whether this vaccine I shouldn't mention that whether the jab was absolutely the best thing that you can do or the worst thing you can do I have really no opinion if everybody should choose for themselves as far as I'm concerned but I have a really imminent sense of danger and that is not like because I it's there's something not right about where this is going I do not like the way that this is going and it reminds me I just listened to your podcast that you did with Aubrey Marcus and Zach Bush and I probably this morning while I was practicing my yoga practice and probably cried through the whole thing like literally it was just like it was so touching and it was probably the most beautiful podcast I've ever heard and one of the things about was beautiful too was like just the way that you three men were dealing with each other there's I just you know there was a person this morning on my feet she was like white man or so this job like really and I was like well these three men these are three I don't know Aubrey if he's white or not but two of them are white and the most respectful way of how you listen to each other and the raising of the vibration was just exquisite and as one of the things you said in there it was I wanted to which ties into what I just said is that you said that this curious statement that just struck me right in the heart you said everybody wanted to come for this moment because we're at the birth of something new and it's just like I mean I have goosebumps again now and you know I feel like I knew this was coming when you said that I was like yes that's why I came I knew this was coming ever since I read Lord of the Rings like many many years ago I when I was 14 I sequestered myself in my room and I didn't come out until I read all three books and I declared that's my favorite books of all times I read it like every couple of years I read it again and I felt like the moment this started and you know not just this but a few other things that I saw you know that like we were being misled and I was like we are in this now so there is definitely something bigger that's at stake and I feel like there's something that wants us to go a different route like more into control and like and we are at a crossroads so I was wondering if you could speak a little bit to that like why did everybody come for this because we have we have come for this I know so tell me more about that one of one of the essays I wrote during covid was called the rehearsal is over which is pointing to the fact that like we've been getting ready for a long time philosophizing talking about these ideas and now we're actually required to to live differently according to our ideas required in a way like I mean I've been a critic of conventional medicine for a long time I've been pretty much you know outside the system for a long time but it didn't really matter that much I could hold my different beliefs and no one would really bother me well that is starting to change now where you know if I didn't get vaccinated then I wouldn't be allowed you know to enter various countries I wouldn't be allowed into to concert halls you know restaurants etc etc so if I want to participate in society I have to actually do something brave you know I can't just slide under the radar and and you know continue to to live a full life so I'm being pushed into a kind of an activism that I didn't have to be part of before now I've always been somewhat vocal on these things so I don't want to overstate the case but it's like okay show time now and I can look at my life up until now as a preparatory phase where the the I've laid the ground for the capacities and gifts that need to be expressed right now and you can look at this also like on a much bigger scale that we have all of us here been incarnating and reincarnating again and again developing the experiences and conditions it's not like we've been see I don't want to say that we're necessarily like more capable than human beings were 2000 years ago but our consciousness has reached a point where we are ready for this particular initiation into a higher degree of our power actually and our our our reality as consciously choosing beings the time in our story for that is here we've been even like yearning for it desperate for things to matter both I'm afraid of it but and desiring it at the same time afraid of the comfortable normality the comfortable prism breaking apart but of course also yawning yearning yearning for that liberation that's why for so like every time a world-ending calamity came onto the radar people were like kind of excited for it y2k peak oil 2012 you know people were like there was a part of them that was like oh yeah this is going to happen it wasn't just a warning and a terror of it it was that but it was also a desire and now it's here after all of those false alarms it is here we are not going back to normal it's going to be one thing after another after another each thing calling us more and more clearly into our full agency