 You are the first live person who has spoken of so many of these things that I have read about and Now I'm I'm sort of Restless, I I want to get on with it if you will and I know that's my mind And I'm not even my experience today has been that I haven't been able to appreciate To receive Life here today. I've been Anxious to move ahead to To experiencing life, but I I can't seem to do it myself. I can't seem to sustain it now Let's Look at it through like an analogy You're living in certain prison. Let's say there's a fort around you Initially if the wall is big enough, it all seems to be okay Yes, let's say this is 50 acre land Big wall you lived in this only all the time you'll felt quite alright but then Suddenly you see up and the birds seem to be going beyond 50 acres The wind seems to be blowing beyond 50 acres. There is something within you which gets into the madness People who are on you who pretend to be sane they all tell you stop that nonsense. Just do what you have to do here Don't have such fancy dreams, you know, and they're telling you The so-called worldly wise people. They're always telling you But you cannot suppress this If you suppress this you will suffer if it doesn't find expression you will suffer But if it seeks expression, you'll suffer even more a Seeker suffers much more than others because now he knows the pain of ignorance Most people in the world do not know the pain of ignorance If you do not know the pain of ignorance, you have real no real longing within you, isn't it? You are the kind if you eat a pizza, you're happy I'm not saying you should not enjoy your pizza. It's just that if you eat a pizza you think life is fulfilled Now you still don't know the pain of ignorance You think by eating sleeping or indulging in this pleasure or that pleasure life is complete You still do not know the pain of ignorance the pain of ignorance should tear you apart Then the longing to know becomes intense if the longing to know becomes intense It is just one moment The reason why it seems to be so far away is simply because the necessary longing has not come It is just off-and-on longing accordingly off-and-on experience If the longing becomes so intense that till I know I cannot sleep. I cannot eat. I cannot breathe if it becomes like that Just in one moment you will know Because what you're seeking is not sitting on the mountain or floating on the clouds. It is within you You know Jesus told you though he did his initial marketing About taking you to kingdom of God The moment enough people gathered he turned around and said kingdom of God is within you If kingdom of God is somewhere I don't care to go there. It's okay If it's within you and you missed it, that's tragedy, isn't it? Isn't it so? If it is somewhere up in the heaven, I don't want to go there. I'm happy in Ohio That's different But if it's within you and you missed it, that's true tragedy, isn't it? Right now that's the tragedy It's right here and people are missing it There was a time When I first came to this if I just looked at people I would burst into tears Just seeing what they're missing Right here. I am exploring with ecstasy People are walking around with long faces and it's there in them also. I can see it right there But they are going about totally unaware of it. I would just cry if I see people tears would come Now I got season and I just laugh at them Because there's no other way to handle life, you know so One of the ways is now there is a wall you jump up and Fall down you have a glimpse of the outside There are many jumping methods we can make you jump and have you see a glimpse of it The glimpse is shown to you because that is not the end of it That is the inspiration if you don't have a glimpse Then you don't have the momentum to keep it going, isn't it? Mine becomes hopeless. Oh, maybe there is nothing beyond this. Maybe this is all there is after all eating sleeping reproducing dying What else is there? This is all there is to life. You'll try to convince yourself. So a little glimpse is given so that now Suddenly everything here becomes stale. You want to know something there The glimpse is only an inspiration To give you the necessary momentum to go on with life To go on with the search and seeking now Jumping and looking beyond the wall was good at one time after some time it becomes frustrating Because it's just one moment looking and falling back again So what we need to do Now jumping is not good enough. We need to build a ladder, isn't it? I have always described yoga as a ladder to the divine Because now you're learning how to build a ladder