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A Declaration of Body of Love, Sins 2007

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Published on Sep 1, 2009

Lateef McLeod and Lisa Thomas-Adeyemo in an excerpt from Sins Invalid 2007

Transcript Below:

Undressing myself is a special
thing for me

Because I do not normally do it

it is other hands that take off

my shoes

braces

socks

pants

jacket

sweater

shirt

and chair

until I am left

naked

before them

so these foreign hands

not my own

can bathe me

sccrub every inch of my body clean

so my shower turn into someone
else's duty

a act to be checked off

my shower can never be a place

where I can claim privacy with my
body



That's why some nights I get out
of bed

undress in the moon light

I would only wear

a shirt and pajama bottoms

I pull my arm of one sleeve

then pull it over my head

then off my other arm

and let it drop to the floor

I flex my bare chest muscles in
the mirror



Then I slowly pull my pajama
bottoms over my hips

and crawl out of them

Lay them in a pile with my shirt

And crawl to my mirrror in my room

Touch and rub every inch of my body

my thick dick erect in front of me

my body shudders in the wind

my hands rub the muscles of my
inner thigh

and then move ever so slowly upward

only to feel that twinge of
remorse

after I finish



You see jacking off seems to be a problem

at least for me

Even before fanatic Christians
told me it was a sin

I still felt guilty after doing
it for some strange reason

as if God was shaking His head in disapproval

I used to think that doing it
will make bad things happen to me

like I blamed the stomach flu
that made me miss my high school
senior breakfast

just cuz I masturbated the day before

and I thought I could get more dates

if I stopped playing with myself

so since high school I have been
on a futile endeavor to be abstinent

Sometimes I can go for weeks
without it

but after weeks wilt will power

I do it again

disappointed with myself and
ashamed

I try to work

to be celibate again

celibate, which really means alone



All I want

is my lady

my wife

to hold me


and I want to hold

my wife

feel at home

in my her arms

the best feeling ever

better than sex

I don't know though

cuz I never really experience
that before

Yes, I had sex with a few women

but I never felt the close
feeling of

needing to hold my wife so tight

that our two heart beats become one

to feel the light whisper in my ear

that tingles my eardrum and then

vibrates through my whole body

with the same warmth

that encases me

like her body

wrapped around me

her legs circle my waist

her arms fold across my chest

her breasts against my back

her head lays on my shoulder

and I lay back on her

as I finally find home

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