 It seems like whenever I do anything that makes my life better in some way I Immediately think oh Now I finally figured that out. I should have been doing that earlier if only I had been able to Make that change 10 20 years ago. I mean even one year ago and that really used to bother me the sense of just it being too late to be able to do To make the most of my life the feeling that you know I'm too far down the road and That any time I make a change to Improve things now. I just think wow it could have been so much more effective if I had started earlier So this feelings of mine bothers me But I found a way to Kind of shift how I see it because now I know that Whenever I have that feeling It's because I found something good So it's a change that is a good change and I'm feeling like Yeah, of course, it would have been great to have implemented that change earlier doesn't change the fact that I am at the age I am and There's there may be no end to that feeling of if only I were younger if only I could have started earlier There may not be no there may be no solution to that Until the point where our view of life is so So Perfect so everything is totally okay complete acceptance of all things In that supreme accepting state then We may no longer think I wish I was younger but outside that Exalted state of total acceptance of the universe Yeah, of course, it would be nice to be younger and to know what I know now and be able to Make the change when I was still younger and had more time ahead of me but I just like to think I Just like to remind myself that this is The price of doing anything good for anything good that you do Any kind of good change that you make you can immediately say Wow, I'm only figuring this out now. I wish I had figured it out earlier it's like At the extreme level there is no solution to this because yes It's always better to be younger. I mean being younger is better In every way because you have more life ahead of you so it's the there's really nothing that you can do to Make a fair trade say okay go to the Teenager and say, you know here you can have this and this and this but will make you 60 years old Well, what trade? What trade would be worth it and if you're a 60 year old saying you can be a teenager again and Go through and have all those years again But we're going to take away this and this and this and this well It would have to be pretty extreme for the 60 year old to not accept Being traded to the teenager and being to be able to have all those years So it is always better to be young and that's never going to change but once we can accept the age we're at then That feeling of I wish I had started that earlier. I should have done this before that feeling I like to use that as a sign as a signal pointing to I must have hit something here. I must have I have made a change that is absolutely a good change Because that feeling is wow, okay, this change is improving the direction of my life this change I'm making is making my life on a better path and So of course if I had made the change to this better path, you know further back along the road In my younger days, then it would be even better But at least I can know that it's better to Move on to the better path at any age so this is now a Sign Helping me to know if I'm in a good direction And I'm I felt this this week as I've started organizing my life using the e-max org mode It's a this intense text-based organization system You know to make a full outline for your life. So everything in my life I'm starting to organize it and all into like went to one big system. So everything is all Clear and I love it and Why didn't I do this 10 or 20 years ago? I Felt the same thing You know when I quit bad habits, of course for every bad habits like why did I spend so many years with that bad habit? Why couldn't I have done it earlier? It's like we have this Kind of a template of you know, what is the the good time to figure things out? We think okay, well teenager you're gonna be dumb because you're a teenager So that's normal, but then maybe by the 20s. Okay, you're still kind of dumb your 20s But you're starting to figure things out now by the time you're in your 30s. Well, you should really Be on your path and have things figured out. Well doesn't always work that way and So that this is similar to my message in my it's too late Video the idea of it never being too late and this is just another aspect of that It doesn't matter what age we're at all we have is now and so any change we can make If it would have been good at 20 it can be good at 30 40 50 a good change is a good change and However much path we have left in life. It's good to start moving in the right direction