 Welcome again to the 21 summit. The year is 2020. What a great year. What a great way to end the year. Especially with the speaker that you're about to hear. You know him from the Jesse Lee Peterson show, The Fallen State. Rebuilding the man. His goal is to rebuild the man. Please welcome with a huge applause. With gratitude and thankfulness for Mr. Reverend Jesse Lee Peterson. Good morning. Hi y'all. So what I'm going to do is just tell you. I'm going to tell you briefly about what I do. But then I want to hear from you so that we can try to work this thing out. Because one of the most important, the most important, not one of them, the most important thing that needs to happen is for men to wake up, to overcome the fallen state. And right now men are in a fallen state like I've never seen before. And they don't quite know how to overcome it. I talked to men around the world and it's just pretty sad what they're going through. The suffering and stuff that they have to deal with. So we're going to deal with that today. All right. Excuse me. Got to drink a little water here. So I started a nonprofit organization called Bond. The Brotherhood Organization of a New Destiny. And we are rebuilding the family by rebuilding the man. We're bringing back God's order of God and Christ. It's Christ in man, man over woman, woman over children. And nothing is going to work but that. Nothing. And if you notice the world is going to hell in a handbasket because men are not in control. That order is not there. The order is reversed where women are over men and Satan is over the women and it's just not working. It's never going to work like that. And Christ came and he put things back in order so that men can come back to their natural state of being. Men are the most important creatures on this side of heaven. You represent God. You're his son. Even though you're not hooked up with him right now. You're in a fallen state. You left home. You're out in the wilderness. You're still his son. You just may be a beta son, but you're still his son. And so as soon as you come back to him, that's when your life is going to open up. So I started born as to rebuild the family by rebuilding the man. Bring back that order. And we tutor, we counsel. We have a home for young men that we bring in from around the country that want to move to LA area. We help find jobs. We show them how to invest. And that's easy because what we do is encourage them to say 10% of every dime they make and live off the rest of the money. You know, put money away for investment because once you come back as a son of God, opportunities are always there for you to invest. So we encourage them to say 10% of the money. All men should own land. You should buy a home. You should prepare yourself for your family. And so when you save money like that and then you live off the rest, pay your rent by gas for your car and buy your food, you're going to always have that saving there and never have to worry about it. I also started an entrepreneur academy where we're teaching men how to start businesses ages 15 and up. Because what I noticed after a period was men overcoming that falling state, the real talent come forward and they have major ideas about how to start a business and some of them are already in business but they're struggling so we show them how to overcome that. And I started a credit union because a lot of these guys, they don't have credit or if they have credit, had credit, the mother's messed it up by getting credit in their son's name when they were little kids and they messed up the son's credit. So we started a credit union so that we could loan them the money and they pay back with interest. Those who are in the entrepreneur academy. Whatever you need, we try to meet that need but in a way where you're not hurt by it, you're not going from it because one of the things that you want to be is independent. A man should be independent, not relying on a preacher or a therapist or psychologist or psychiatrist or anyone because God is in you and he can teach you. You don't need another man to teach you and often ask people, if you have some God teaching you, who is teaching the guy that's teaching you? They never tell you how to find it for yourself. So today I want to show you how to find it for yourself. I've noticed that most men are, and by the way, success over the last 30 years, when I started bond, I had no idea what I was doing, zero idea. It's just that I had all this anger and I didn't know how to overcome that so I asked God one day because I had gone to different churches and all they did was to teach me the scriptures, read the Bible, lift up holy hands. That didn't work. And so finally I asked God to let me see myself because I didn't know myself and he allowed me to see. One day I was just getting dressed in the mirror and I had a quick glimpse of myself from within and I'm like, wow, I didn't know I had all that darkness inside of me. It was like a darkness that was evil inside of me and I had no idea. And then I asked him to let me know how to overcome it and he caused me to realize that I was in a fallen state because I resented my mother who had turned me away from my father. And the worst thing, worst thing, worst thing that can happen to boys and girls is to be turned away from their fathers. When they turn you away from your earthly fathers, they turn you away from God. And if you don't love your earthly father, you're never gonna love God. I don't care how many bibles you read. You could read the Bible until the cows come home. You could read the, you could hold up holy hands and quote scriptures. You could go to church Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday. But if you don't love your earthly father, you're never gonna love God. How can you say you love God, who you never see and hate your earthly father? It's not gonna work. If you love men, your earthly father represents God. Even if he's weak, he still represents God. And love, to love him, me, not to hate him. Don't resent him. It doesn't mean you gotta hang out if you don't want to, but just don't resent him. And anyone who don't have anger has love. But if you have anger, you have no love. And so when you hate your father and your mother, you're playing God, you're judging. You play God, you will never know God. One thing I want to tell you, that no human being can teach you how to be a man. No human being. But what they can do if they have overcome that Father's sake, they can point the way to show you how to become a man. You can't. Cutting out a tree doesn't make you a man. You know what I mean? Pain in the house doesn't make you a man. It just provides an opportunity for you to earn a living. But it doesn't make you a man. And that's why we need fathers in the homes and the fathers should love what's right with ours heart, soul, and might, along with nothing else. Along with nothing else. You should love what's right more than you love yourself, more than you love your wife, more than you love your children, or any physical thing. Because if you don't love what's right more than anything else, that thing or that person will control you. It will control you, or he or she or whatever. But when you love what's right more than anything else, nothing on earth can control you. You can take it or leave it, really. And so when people threaten to take something away from you, like a lot of times your wife gets mad at you, the first thing she wants to do is, I'm not going to have sex with you. You got to sleep on the couch or something dumb like that. And so if that should happen, you're like, okay, fine. Good night. You sleep on the couch like a baby, like a virgin, right? And so, but if you love her more than you love what's right, she can control you. She really can. And until you overcome that fallen state, they will control you. You have no other choice. So I'm going to show you today how to overcome that fallen state that you would never, ever, ever, ever be controlling here. I used to be a beta male. I was there. I know what it means to be that way. But I also know what it means to be a free person, to be free, to love what's right, to take it or leave it. Nothing's that important more than what is right. So first, so I want to use this time to try to answer your questions, things that you're dealing with, anything that you want to know. I want to know that. But first, let me ask, how many guys you have anger? Okay. And the rest of you don't, right? Am I right about that? So this is so nice. So everyone who didn't raise their hands don't have anger. Am I right about that? I can't hear you. Yeah, you can talk. I like fellowshiping together. All right. So let me see you guys with the anger again. Oh, see now I see more hands going up. What a mess. What a mess. Let me see the guys that don't have anger. Oh, good. Amazing. So let me ask you, can you go to the mic and tell me how did you overcome your anger right here? Yeah. I want to know how did you overcome your anger? So did you have anger at one time? I did. I mean, I was resentful of my father, you know, from my mostly teenage years, but throughout the years, I've just been able to overcome and forgive and appreciate him for his lack of, you know, leadership in our family. You know, but I mean, I perceive it as that way, but, you know, I'm still going through my journey. I'm not sure if you would call it anger, but, you know, there was certainly some resentment. And so you don't have it at all now? I mean, maybe there's very little of it. I mean, there's still part of me that would wish that, you know, my dad would have taught me how to be stronger, you know, as a man. But I realize that I need to take responsibility of that feeling and just not, you know, putting on him, burning on him. So it's my own journey. Do you still have it at all now? All right, I do, I do. All right, I do, yes, sir. I'm sorry? Yes, sir, I said I do. Still a little bit, yeah. You still have it, right? I still a little bit. But why did you say you had overcome? Well, yeah. I mean, it's a process. It's a process. So I mean, I guess it's less of now than it was back in the day. So you still have it? I still have it, yeah. Yes, sir. Amazing. So what did your father do to you that caused you to be angry at him? I mean, I would just, I would just, well, I mean, it's, I would hallucinate that he wasn't trying to be supportive of me. I mean, he was, he was there. He worked a lot, but he was there in the household. Right. And he was very loyal to my mother, which I really appreciated. But I'm the only son. And I wish that there were more times that he and I spent more time together. But, you know, as a breadwinner, you know, he had like three jobs and, you know, grown up with four other sisters of mine. So, you know, I wish that he taught me more of what it was to be a man. I mean, I was actually just having a conversation with my friend about this, saying that, you know, I think I learned more indirectly from my maternal grandfather how to be a man because he was more like, he was more. He teach you about being a man. My father? Or my grandfather? Yeah. I beg your pardon. My father or my grandfather? You say you learned more from your internal father how to be a man. Oh, I learned more from my maternal grandfather. Yes, sir. And what did he teach you that caused you to be a man? He just, he just, he, you know, there were like a lot of life lessons. He was, he was teaching me like, you know, at one time my cousin and I got in a fight with, with some other, some other boys. And my, my, and then I kind of, I kind of left my cousin just to kind of fight on his own. He's like, why, why the hell you, why, why the hell you left your cousin out there to fight for him? You know, you gotta, you gotta step up, you know. So, you know, those little, those little fleeting memories that. Oh, okay. So what did your father do to you that caused you to be angry at him? He didn't, he didn't really, it's more of a, it's, I think I would say it's more of a, an omission. More than what he did not do versus what he did to me. So he didn't do anything to you? No, sir. I mean, he was very, very loving, very supportive. So why were you angry at him then? I think it was more of his absence, more than anything. Like, and, you know, there were times where I wish that he, we would spend more time together, do, do guy stuff, you know, go fishing and go, whatever. All right. So, yeah. Interesting. Yes, sir. All right. I want to, the guy in the red hat, you said that you don't have anger, right? True. Come to the mic for me. And then, yes, sir, it helps. This fellowship, we're here to help one another. We're not just here to hear Jesse talk. All right. We got, you got to know if I know what I'm talking about, I could be just making up some. You know what I'm saying? You got to know that you know that you know that you know, because if you don't know that you know, you don't know if it's true or not. You know what I'm saying? You're just taking somebody at their word. Whatever, ever, ever, ever, but never. As long as you want this, sir, just take somebody's word. You got to know that you know that you know. Otherwise, they'll lead you down the wrong path, they'll take advantage of you, and you'll walk around quoting things that you have no idea of what you're talking about, and your life no change. But when you know that you know that you know, then you know. So, when you hear speakers up speaking, let it go in one ear and out the other. Don't hold on to anything. Don't hold on to anything. You always want an empty glass. So, just always let words go in one ear and out the other. All right? Don't hold on to anything. Don't hold on to anything. So, you don't have anger. I do not. And how were you able to overcome it? A strong connection to a higher power, a focus on seeing myself, accepting my part in what created anger before, and then forgiveness, and then a sense of just love. Amazing. That's all good. Isn't that like amazing? Okay, come back because you said nothing. Everything you said made no sense. But it's all good, right? But it made no sense. What part of it didn't you understand? What is a higher power? Pardon me? What is a higher power? What is a higher power? It's whatever you choose to put faith in that is outside of you that can bring guidance to you. See how that made no sense? Pardon me? But I understand. It made no sense at all, but it just sound good. And if you're not aware, it feels good. But it won't do anything for you. No, I know it's good. No. How did you become angry? I had a preconceived notion of how I wanted my world to be like happiness and a happy family. And I worked really hard and gave everything I possibly could. And then when the outcome was that I didn't achieve that or I thought somebody took that away from me. Then in that moment, I became very angry because my preconceived notion, my expectation of the relationship went out the window. Are you married? Twice. You've been married twice? And why didn't it work? Because I owned, I contributed to the situation where I was not meeting up to the expectations of my wife and my children. And what was your wife's expectation of you? Good God, man. Amazing. Hell if I know. I love fellowshiping. Hell if I know. And so you didn't know what it was or how do you know you didn't meet up to it? No, no, no. She made that decision the day she walked out. She's like, I'm leaving because you're not living up to my expectation? No, she just left. But how do you know she left because you didn't live up to her expectation? Well, why else would a woman leave? So you're just making that up too? Well, I make up everything. See? How many of you smoke pot? Oh, no. Do you smoke pot? Hell no. Okay. I want to be present. Hell, it's hard enough. That's for sure. Now that's true. Stay off the pot. How about the alcohol? But I'll tell you how to stay off the pot. Don't worry about that right now. We'll get to that. You drink? Hell no. It's hard enough. It's hard enough. What's hard enough? Just stay in present and being able to deal with life as it is. I mean, come on. Okay. Amazing. All right, I'll come back to you. All right. Thank you. Amazing. Let's say I want to tell you the easiest thing in the world to do is to live a life as a man. It is the easiest thing in the world to do. It's a no effort, zero effort. And anyone who's trying to live as a man is a beta. A lot of you are slept makers too, right? I heard. You're just slept makers here? No? You know what a slept maker is? So anybody else here is a slept maker? Is that a no? Is that a no? We don't have any more slept makers, right? It's not one. Okay. How many of you have sex out of wedlock? Slept makers? Anyone who has sex out of wedlock is a slept maker. And any woman who's having sex out of wedlock is a slut. So you're making sluts. But it'll stop after today, I hope, eventually. So right here, what do you guys say you don't have anger in this second row? Okay, can you come to anybody for me? Isn't this fun? I'm already learning. So you don't have anger? No. No, I don't. And how are you able to overcome anger? Well, like, I had anger early on in my life, you know what I mean? When I was a kid, because my dad left when I was like four years old. And, you know, it was a lot of built up anger. But as I got older, I let go of it because I just accepted the world for what it was. And I actually embraced the fact that my dad left because I felt like it made me stronger at the end of the day. It did make you stronger, you say? Yeah. When he left? No, not initially when he left, but like where I'm at right now. And so you got angry at your father at four years old because he left? No. It was once I started, once the growing pains started happening, you know what I mean? At what age did the growing pains start to happen? Like teenage years coming up, you know what I mean? And so as a teenager... That's when my anger, that's when, you know, I had the anger, but I let go of all that. And so what made you angry at him as a teenager? Just not knowing things, you know, knowing things that a father teaches you, you know what I mean? Yeah. That most, you know, most kids who have their dad around, you know, they get a head start in a way, you know. And what did you want your father to teach you? Man shit, you know what I mean? You said man shit or man ship? Man shit. What is... No, man, like man, like how to be a man. But did you say man shit or man ship? Man ship. Man ship? Man ship? Yeah. What the... One thing about... Are you a millennial? Nah, come on. How old are you? 31. Yeah, you're a millennial, don't know it. Oh, I'm in that group too? Yeah. Oh, okay. You are a millennial, buddy. One thing about millennial, they were cursed in a minute. I would try my body god who was me and I was asking him something right or he was doing something and he was like, oh, shit. I'm like, what the... They occurred, it's the second language. My fault, my fault. Well maybe the first, no problem. I understand it. I don't care. And so you got mad at your father when you were a teenager because he wouldn't teach you man ship. Yeah, yeah. And what is man ship? I'm saying as far as a mindset, certain skills... What's the mindset that you wanted from your father? I would say accountability, responsibility. Your mother didn't teach you to be accountable? She did, but in a different way. What do you mean? I probably would have learned it. I think it was her delivery that even though she was saying something, I wasn't really hearing it. So you wanted your father to teach you how to read and write or cut down a tree or what? Yeah, that, but also just the basics of being a man. I totally understand that. I'm having fun, but I totally understand. But I ended up learning that later on, you know what I'm saying? And so now you know man ship? I mean, I'm not going to say I'm perfect, but still learning, still growing. But you do know some man ship? Some, yeah. Like what? Like I mentioned man, just being accountable. What are you accountable for? Everything. Like what? Everything that goes wrong, I'm not blaming nobody. Like what? Like for example, like a relationship, like, you know, before I used to point the finger, all that. But now I'm, you know what I mean? Like it's all on me. Are you in a relationship now? No. You've been married before? No. Have you ever been in a relationship? Yes. And so in that relationship, what did you learn? That I messed up. I did a lot of messed up things, you know what I mean? Like what? Isn't this like amazing? We're getting deep. This is so amazing. And because we walk around thinking we know, we really don't know. But when we have to examine ourselves, we really realize we don't know. We just going along with what we heard and believe into it. And whatever you believe into believes in you and it controls you. If you notice, there are a whole lot of people who believe in the Bible, right? Have you heard of people who believe in the Bible? And they can quote the Bible to the cows come home. Am I right about that? But they have nothing as a fruit cane. But they believe in the Bible. But they have no more, no sense. They have no love. They're in and out of different relationships. They're sleeping around with everybody and their mama. But so what did you learn with the last woman you were with? What did you learn from that? I could be a better, how should I say, like right from the beginning. Knowing how to judge. Like, know how to pick the right partner. You know what I'm saying? Because I think that... Pick the right partner? Well, yeah, like... Could you say pick the right partner? Yeah, well, what's up? Are you gay or something? It's a man or a woman. A woman. Oh, don't use the word partner. Well, I'm saying like this. Like, after... No, no, what I'm saying is... Don't use the word partner because a partner means two men or two. Or two lesbians. It's a girlfriend or wife. All right? Let's get it right. Oh, come on, man. See, we've been trying to use that word partner now because the homosexuals want you to believe that their thing is right too. So now straight people going partner. What's up? Before we used the word partner, we used to say girlfriend or wife. Remember that? Yeah. Now the guys are saying partner. And so now I'm not sure they were the man or woman. I'm just saying. But anyway, what you learned from the last woman you were with? Ways I could have managed that situation a lot better. That's one quick example. One quick example, they would move on. Like, let's say her being emotional. Me not feeding into it. You what now? Me not feeding into that whole thing, you know what I mean? Yes. So, you know, little things here and there. Right on. Did you have sex with her before you married? You didn't get married to her. No, no, no. Did you have sex with her out of wedlock? Yeah, right away. Right away? Yeah. Right away. That's like rolling up a joint and smoking it right away, right? Why did you do that? Because I wanted to. And why? Because I was sexually attracted to her. Why? Because she looked good. And why? I mean, I don't know how far we could go. All the way. Do you regret now having sex with her before marriage? No. And why not? I mean, I maybe regret making her my girlfriend. And why do you regret making her your girlfriend? I mean, I just didn't, I didn't, I didn't better out. Like, I didn't, I didn't really get to know her enough before making her my girlfriend. Right on. If that makes sense. Okay. I appreciate that, man. I'm going to come back to you in a minute. I want to find one other person who has to overcome anger. And then I want to find one that maybe two that are still angry. All right. And so you have no anger now at all. No, I'm good now. You have no anger. No. Zero. Zero. You never get angry. I mean, maybe with some dumb stuff, but you know what I mean? At the end of the day, you know. So do you ever get angry? Ever? I mean, yeah, it happens every now and then. But now I know how to control it. I know how to control the anger. So you do get angry. Yeah, but I don't live with anger. I don't live with it. But you do get angry. Yeah. So if you don't, if you overcome anger, well, how do you get angry if you don't have anger? I mean, I think it's just a human emotion. Like it's just everybody gets angry. They do? Every now and then. Yeah. Did you know that any male that has anger is a woman? That's crazy. That's crazy. But did you know that? No, I didn't know that. Yeah. Now that you know, what do you think about that? Well, I'm trying not to get angry then. Amazing. So did you have your hand? Okay. Come on. I had to think about it before I came out here, but I don't really think I have anger in me. You don't think you have it? No. You might have it and don't know it? I'm almost positive. I don't. And how did you, you had it at first, right? At one time? I've always been a naturally pretty happy person. So I don't think so. So what now? I've always been a pretty naturally happy person. So I don't think so. So you have never had anger? Not that I can recall. I mean, if you realize like everything comes from some place and you might not be able to make sense of it. What's the point of getting angry at something that you don't really understand? It comes from something. It comes from a place. You go through things in life and it makes sense to you. You don't know that person. No point in getting angry. You try to accept it and move on. And how old are you now? 36. And so your whole 36 years on earth, you've never gotten angry? Maybe stubbed a toe, got mad, hit a cabinet, but I guess I've been always pretty self-aware that I can't control other people. I can control how I feel. So something kind of makes me. And so you've gotten angry about stomping a toe. That's it. Bang in my foot? Yeah. But no other person, man or woman, has ever made you angry? Well, they shouldn't. Have any man or woman ever made you angry? I mean, they shouldn't, no. Has any man or woman ever made you angry? Like from then, personally, I'm really thinking about it, no. Like, to be completely honest, if you really know yourself and you realize like I can control how I feel or if my dad punish me for something I did or, and I can't speak for everybody else. I just, my upbringing is different. I've been through a lot. I just never, I had to think about it before I came up here. I just never really felt like, yo, I've been mad at something. So your whole 36 years on earth, on this side of heaven, you know man or woman has ever made you angry? I'm thinking. We don't have our day. Not that I can reason, not that I can reason, and I'm being honest, not that I can reasonably think of to a point like that. Okay. I want you guys to meet Jesus. No, I don't know like what you, like, I don't know if you mean like, I guess I'm saying like, I mean, if you really look at it and a person really shouldn't affect you that way, if you understand that, I guess I understand, I know other people have reasons for doing what they do. I don't. Were you arranged with both parents? Yes, I was. Are you married? No. And have you had sex on a wedlock? Yes. Murder. You've been angry, but we'll get to it in a minute. Okay. But I appreciate that, though. All right. Thank you. Thank you. I saw another hand somewhere. Yes, sir. Real fast. Did I see your hand? So I've definitely had periods where I have been angry over events that have happened in my life. Right. But what I do know, what I do know now through what life has taught me is that if I'm going to be angry, like, it's an emotion. And so I always, emotions, I always have a choice if I want to feel those things, because the things that happen to me are, I've learned that they're not either good or bad, that they're just, it's just things. So you have a choice. And so I give it meaning. So if I, if I say that it's a bad thing, then, yeah, I can get angry over it. I'm not going to say I've never been angry in my life, but it's through my life experience and also in the past few years, through my stronger connection with God, and I guess that, that it's just brought me to some of that truth. So if I'm here, you're right. Are you saying you do have anger, but you control it? I'm saying that I don't have anger anymore. Oh, you don't have it at all? No. And how are you able to overcome it? Through the experience of when something happens to me over and over and over again, that could make me angry. Right. Realizing that, hey, I have a choice as to how I want to perceive it. And so now when something does happen that potentially could make me angry, I stop for a minute and I say, hey, I can get angry, but that's going to be my choice to get angry. And so do I want to get angry? And I say no. And I was, and what I've come to understand through the experience of doing that is that it just kind of goes away, you know, like whatever, whatever that thing was. So you can be at an argument with someone and then you stop for a minute and say, oh, let me see if I want to be emotional about this or not. Right? Yeah. That's amazing. How did you become angry? In the past? Yes. What made you angry? Lots of different things. What caused you to become angry? People, events, circumstances. Oh, OK. That either somebody doing something to me, an event happening, or me finding myself in some sort of circumstance that I wasn't happy with. Is it normal for a male to have anger? I don't really know the answer to that question. I'm sorry? I don't know the answer to that question. So is it normal for you to have had anger? I believe so. And why is that normal? Actually, I don't know that because I think what I know now is that it's not normal for me now. But you don't know how it happened to you, right? Before? Yeah. Yeah, I do know how. Did you know that any male, before I said it today, did you know that any male that has anger is a woman? I didn't know that. Yeah. Isn't that interesting? That's really interesting. I'm very curious to bring you to elaborate on that. So did you know you used to be a woman? I didn't know. He looked down at the private part. That doesn't make you a man. Oh, man. So let me ask, are you married? I'm not. You have sex at a wedlock? Absolutely. Why? Because I like it. What do you like about it? Well, I love women. I love the feminine. You love what? I said I love women and I love the feminine and experiencing that. You love women and you love the feminine? The feminine. Oh, the feminine woman. And what do you love about those things? I think it's the counter energy of things that I don't have so being able to experience that. So since you can have sex with yourself, you want to experience it with a woman? Yeah. I can't have sex with myself. No. Do you? No. And so that made you want it. So you're having it. I don't understand why would you like about it? What do you like about sex? What do I like about sex? I mean, where do I begin? At the beginning. I mean, like I said, it's that encounter and engaging with the feminine of experiencing something that I don't have. And I mean, and so I'll give you an example. Like it's not even just sex, but for me, like I love nature and I view nature as like there's very feminine aspects of nature. And so me engaging with nature, like there's times where I'm like, like I'm a big surfer and so there's times where I'm surfing and I get a very similar high and feeling as I'm having sex. So when you're surfing, it's like having sex? At times, yeah. Wow. It might mean not to go out there with you. So I look over and he's on his board and I'm thinking, wow, he thinks he having sex. So listen. Yes. If it wasn't for sex, would you have anything to do with a woman? If it wasn't for sex, would I have anything to do with a woman? Yes. Are you sure? You took forever to think. Okay, so sex for recreation and procreation. I'm sorry? What about procreation and having children? Is that totally taken off the table too then? But that's not why you haven't sex. You were not trying to make a baby. Not right now, not presently. Right. So if it wasn't for sex, would you have anything to do with a woman? Beyond friendship? If it wasn't for sex, would you have anything to do with a woman? I don't know the answer to that right now. Yes, you do. Probably not. I rest my case. Okay, man, that's honesty. I appreciate that. So let me see someone with that. You say you have anger, right? In the mask. You just say, can you come up to the mic for me? Do you mind? All right. And then I want to hear right here. This is like amazing so far. I want to encourage you to start asking questions. Know thyself. If you want to overcome anything, know yourself. Even God said know thyself, right? And 99.999, 0.9. Not all, not all, not all, not all. But 0.9 of people do not know themselves. They have no clue. And that's why you can't, you have not overcome. You got to get to know yourself. So you have anger? Yes, sir. I'm sorry? Yes, sir. And what caused you to become angry? Where did that come from? Well, basically I just came back from a six-month deployment. I was stationed in Africa. You came back from what? A six-month deployment. I was stationed in Africa. Yes, I was in the military. I have been in the military right now. I had a lot of anger dealing with that, because my life was on the line. Yeah. My coach is here. Coach EO, he's my coach. And he got me through those trying times. Right on. Basically dealing with those emotions of dealing with taking somebody's life. Thank God I didn't have to do that. But I had dealt with anger issues in the past, dealing with situations where my parents and other loved ones dealing with the stand-up of myself. Right. Noticing that to deal with those certain emotions, everything that I just don't want to go off of here say. That's right. I do believe in the Most High. Yes, God. But when I read the Bible, I want to interpret it for myself, not for just somebody who just preaches to me. Right. I've been in the church. It's a feel-good type of setting when they go and they speak. But when you go out, you still feel depressed, anger, jealousy, all of that. Do you want to overcome anger? Yes, sir. Do you want to live where you never have to deal with it again? I want to say I want to live with peace. I want to say that I'm a perfect person and say I'm never going to have anger. Do you want to be perfect? No. You don't want to be perfect? I just want to be a man who understands myself and others and not put judgment on others because I don't want to judge other people. I'm not God. I'm not saying that. I'm saying that. I want to be able to look at somebody and realize that they are human just like me with the same issues, the same problems. And the only thing I could do is give my advice from my experience to help that person just to be a helping man. So you don't want to be perfect? You'll never be perfect. You'll always have... But do you want to be perfect? I strive to be perfect, but it's a process. Everything in life is a process. Who told you that? It's a process. I learned that from my own experience. Nobody told me. I learned that growing up, everything is a process. Everything is... You grow to be a better person each and every day. It's not like you're going to this world and say, oh, I'm perfect. This is so good. It's like mind-blowing. It's like, I don't know if you've heard. I don't have an Afro. I have an Amerifor. Right? I don't have African drums beating in my chest. The Amerifor guitar playing in my heart. But like I say to Spain, that's how good this is. I'm an Amerifor. So you don't want to be perfect? As long as I live to do what I have to do each day and I'm at peace with it and just live in my life. Do you want to be perfect? What's perfect? What's perfect to you? You said you was striving to be perfect. No. What did you say about striving? I said I'll never be perfect. I'll never be perfect. Do you want to be perfect? If the most I strive for me to be perfect then I'll want to follow in his ways and know how he can make me perfect. But I am the only one who could be perfect. Do you want to be perfect? I don't know. You don't know if you want to be perfect or not? To be honest, I don't know. I'm telling you, I don't know. You don't know if you want to be perfect? But what's being perfect though? I don't understand. I'm just trying to get a little understanding. You don't know if you want to be perfect or not? I don't know, man. I don't know. I don't know. This makes you want to smoke a joint, right? Anybody have some pot on you? No, I don't smoke pot. I'm just playing. Millennials smoke pot. Like, now they're going normal. So that's why. A lot of guys I work with smoke pot. So you don't know what it is, right? So what last thing did I move on? Do you believe we could be perfect? Being perfect for each individual is different. So if people think they can strive to be perfect then... Do you believe we could be perfect? Do I believe it? Yes. You can be perfect, but you can't do it without God's help. Okay. You can't do it. I appreciate that, man. And I wish you well. By the time you walk out of this room today, you're going to be walking on water. All right? We're going to get you through all this stuff. It's so easy to overcome it just like that. All right? I appreciate it. Any questions for me right now? No, sir. Okay. Thank you, man. I appreciate it. All right. Thank you. You have anger, right? You raise your hand. Oh, yeah. Yeah, definitely. And how did you become angry? When I began, I mean, always started when I was a kid, you know, just... I remember specific times I was a hockey player and learning how to stick handle and actually shoot where I'm trying to aim at. You know, when I'm not getting it, you know, slamming the hockey stick, just letting that kid anger go through my body, you know? Just living life as a human, just natural emotions going through my body. Yeah. So I now just started naturally feeling it and I never really thought about it until, you know, the past couple of years that I haven't angered you. Yeah. Yeah. Do you believe a man should be angry? You know, everyone has their own opinion, but me, yeah, I do believe it. You know, it's just... It's normal for men to be angry. I mean, you're saying otherwise, but... You haven't said yet. I just said a man that has anger is a woman, but I just said if it's normal, I'm normal right now. I mean, yeah, it should be normal, you know... For a man to be angry? Yeah, but depends on how you go about the actions. What do you mean? You know, if you're angry, you know, you quickly solve it and you're gonna feel angry, you're gonna feel emotions depending on the situation that's happening at hand. Yeah. But it depends on how you deal with the emotions. So, like, if you actually go end up hitting someone because you're in an argument, you know, it's the wrong way of taking it, the other way of taking it, you know, maybe take a couple breaths, step onto the side. When you are angry, is it controlling you or are you controlling anger? Me? Oh, that bitch is controlling me, man. It's controlling you? Oh, yeah, that shit controls me. Isn't that amazing? It's crazy how it works like that. Do you... Were you raised with both father and mother? I was raised with both. And who were you closer to, your father or your mother? My father. My father. Did you know before today that any male that had anger is a woman? Well, I don't believe in that just because you said it. That's right. So, no. It's not true. So, you didn't know before today that, even though I said it, you don't know if it's true or not, that any male that has anger is a woman. When you are angry, do you see that you're acting like a woman? Oh, no, because I started... Because I learned how to take the proper action of how to get rid of that anger. How do you get rid of it? Well, I fight MMA, so I hit the bag. You hit the bag? Mm-hmm. And then get rid of the anger? Oh, yeah. It melts right away. It's like that's... Does it come back? Does it come back later? Huh? Does it come back later? No, no. Unless something else happens to happen. So, there's something else that can happen to you? I mean, it depends only... It's always like a he said, she said kind of thing. If it's something that is continuously gave me angry, I've removed that situation or that person from my life. Do you have sex at a well-op? Yeah, I was trying to figure out what you're saying. Sex on what? Out unmarried. Oh, yeah, yeah, absolutely. Do you have unmarried sex? I'm black and slow, so I may be saying it wrong. No, no, no. You're saying it quickly, actually. Do you have unmarried sex? Absolutely. That is so white, huh? Unmarried sex. Yeah, yeah, I do have an unmarried sex. But if you're black, do you have sex at a well-op? Yeah, yeah, I do that as well. Why? Why? I mean, I'm a human being. You know, men are attracted to men. I mean, women, men are attracted to women. So you have a partner. No, it's all right. I'm a human. I can make a mistake. Look, see, there's an anger coming out. There's an anger coming out. So he has a partner. No, we're human beings. We're meant to, you know, mingle with females. So why would I not be attracted to females? You know, just a natural thing. Just my body saying, yeah, that's right. Has anything ever come good, anything good ever come out of having sex out of unmarried? Well, I've never been pregnant into a girl, so yeah, it's only been good. I mean, look, there's some issues with the girl later on the road, you know? But nothing crazy, you know? So if it causes problem, every time you have sex unmarried and some type of problem comes as a result, why do you still do it? No, not every time. It only happened, like, you know, two, three times. There was an issue with it. It only happened three times? With certain, you know, like, you know, I'm not gonna get into, like, yeah, I've banged a lot of girls in my life, but I'm saying, like, I've had an issue with, like, two or three of them. All right. Yeah. So you're like a real slept-maker, huh? No, not really, but I like my sex. You say you banged. You're not having sex. Why do you like sex so much? Yeah, come on, man. Like, you know, it's awesome. It feels good, you know, it's just nice to get, it's kind of like comforting being with a girl too at, like, before and after it. It feels good. It's just nice being around females. You say it feels good, right? Yeah, it feels good, yeah. What is causing you to feel bad that you need sex? What's been, wait, can you say that question again? What is causing you to feel bad that you need sex so you can feel good? Oh, no, nothing. It's just like a bonus. It's that cherry on top, like when you get an ice cream Sunday, you know, you want the hot fudge on top, maybe a couple of strawberries, you know. That's what it is. Life is great for me, you know. I don't have a complaint. Is sex love? Um, sometimes, yes. Sex is sometimes love? Yeah, I mean, should be 100% of time, but what is love? What is love? What is love? What is love? Um, I mean, I never had true love, you know. You never had it? Huh? What did you say? I never had true love, so I can't answer that. And what is true love? I mean, probably a good relationship between two individuals, hopefully a man and a woman where, you know, they help each other out. They kind of solve problems together. They raise children together and they're always able to come out of any situation strong together. Do you want that? I would love that. Okay. Amazing. Amazing, right? Amazing. Amazing. That is like amazing. All right. Any questions for me? Oh, let me ask this one. As a matter of fact, I do have a question for you. Let me ask you this first thing you can ask me. All right. If it wasn't for sex, would you have a say in doing with a woman? Um, you know what? I mean, like, I was trying to think about that when you were asking the other gentlemen. And, um, you know, like I said before, yeah, I would. I mean, I would limit it to, you know, an extent. I mean, I hope this is on YouTube because my future wife might see this. She might not like it. But, I mean, like I was saying, I like that before and after or just being with that comfort of a female, you know? Um... So if you're not having sex, you still have comfort with a woman? Yeah, you know, it's nice to... It's like a blanket. Yeah, no, it's kind of like, it's kind of like a nice, warm aura, you know? Like, I'm not gonna hang around with my boys and then expect, you know, like when we're... I mean, when I'm with my boys, we're always doing something. Like, and it's not, you know, we're sitting around, you know, complimenting each other. It's nice when the girl's like, hey, you're looking good. And, uh, you know, I like, you know, I like how you're doing this with your body this time. So when you go around a woman, you're hanging out with your friends. And so now, all of a sudden, you feel like you want that warm, fuzzy feeling. I mean, I don't feel out of nowhere. I hate, you know, like, if I'm not doing anything, you know, maybe I'll hit up a couple of ladies and be like, hey, who wants to hang out and see what's good. And then it's just a bonus when I'm hanging out with them there. Like, they give me a couple of compliments. It makes me feel good. There's a couple others, but... All right, any questions for me? Yeah, yeah, yeah. Do you have sex with females? Not anymore. I used to be a major slept-maker. So you're a married man? A major slept-maker. Are you a married man? I'm sorry? No, not now. No, okay. I used to think that I couldn't live without sex. I literally thought if I didn't have sex, I was gonna die. Anybody ever had that bad? No, no. I remember what I would... Is that it for me? Yeah. That's amazing. Thank you. Come on down, slept-maker. I remember, are you proud to be a slept-maker? Me? Uh-huh. I had an award, slept-maker award. No, I'm glad. I'm glad. I used... When I was dating, in order for me to break up with one woman, I had to have another weight in the West Wing. That's how soon as I was about it. Anybody know about that? I just couldn't break up with a woman unless I expected if I cared about her, unless I had another one waiting. You know? So, amazing. How many guys tell women their problems? Wow. Y'all can be earnest? Three, four, five, six, baby! Let me ask the young man in the back, with the red shirt, you know, why do you tell women, go to the mic for me, come on? Look, he got all muscles and everything. Can you imagine a guy with muscle telling a woman his problems? What the... I'm sure the woman's sitting there thinking, what am I supposed to do about it? Why do you tell... What type of problem do you talk to women about, concerning you? I would say certain things like probably past relationships with, you know, other women, you know, like... I'm a slut maker, so... Slut maker! I mean, just being honest, but, you know, I would talk to... You know, I have a real close relationship with my mother, so that kind of carried on. Yeah. Expressing that to, you know, small circle women, but, you know, not every woman, but probably like, you know, like two or three women I really trust. I've known since we were kids. Right. What does it feel like to be sitting there as a man, big muscle working out at the gym? I can hear you at the gym now. Uh! Uh! Uh! And then you go out and tell the woman your problem. What does that feel like when you're telling a woman your problems? What do you expect to get from it? I mean, it feels good. I mean, to me, I'm very expressive, so getting it off my chest, I feel a thousand times, you know, better, you know, like, I have anger. I have anger, you know, so... And where'd your anger come from? I would say my childhood growing up. And what happened to your childhood that caused you to become angry? I would say more of my relationship with my older brother. I have an amazing relationship with my father. I talked to him 30 minutes before I came in here. You were angry with your father one time? No. No. I mean... I have an amazing relationship with my father. Oh, you have a good relationship? Yeah. Yeah, sir. Nice. Do you have a good relationship with your mother, too? Yes, sir. Yes. What does that like to have a good relationship? You tell your mother your problems, too? Um, 90 more now. I'm more geared at towards my father than anything. I would say the past five, six years. Yeah. I try not to tell too much to my mother because I feel like as a son, hey, my dad's going to understand, you know, things I'm going through more emotionally and mentally, even physically, than my mom. Right on. Okay. That's amazing you tell women your problems. Yeah. Who else tell women their problems? Oh, okay. Let me ask this young man here. Thank you, man. And then I want to tell you this and then I take questions. You tell women your problems. Yes, sir. And why? I don't know. Thinking back, I guess, probably has something to do with being raised by a single mom. Okay. You know, just, I guess, just the way I raised. And I noticed that it kind of stopped, you know, in my early 20s, you know, becoming a man, you know, being a player, all that, you know, I mean, I was taught a don't tell much to girls. You know, you know, that's, that's, that's how I taught. And are you married? No, no. I wasn't never, never. Yeah. But I wasn't a serious, serious relationship. That kind of changed me as well. Being a serious relationship. Then I kind of, I started becoming more open and started, you know, just let it out. Everything just started telling everything, which I looking back, I think it's been a mistake. Do you have sex out of unmarried? Yes. And why? I guess just, you know, just, just, you know, seeing other people who did it, hearing about other people who did it, just, you know, seeing what? Seeing other people who did it. Oh, I mean, not seeing other people. Yeah. And you're just hearing about other people, you know, you know, just, just being, I guess, just being, just turning from a boy to a man, I guess. Oh, okay. Do you believe you could be perfect? I think so. Do you want to be perfect? Yes. And why? Why wouldn't I be? What does it mean to be perfect? In your mind? Oh, man. Definitely not having anger or just having control over anger. That's one of them. And just be more caring. Definitely be financially, definitely be financially free and a lot of stuff. Right. Just, just, yeah. Yeah. Amazing. Any questions for me? Not the moment. Probably will come later. Okay. Yes. So let me lay this out for you and then whatever questions you may have. I mean, because I see that we're running out of time. A man has no anger. Any man that has anger is a female. And that's why God said we must be born again. A man cannot have anger because he represents God. And God is perfect love. And in perfect love, there is no fear. There is no doubt. There is no anger. There is no insecurity. There is no worry. You never, ever, ever doubt. You always see what to do in every situation. You see how to overcome it because you represent the father. God and Christ, Christ and man, man over woman and woman over children. And so the women and the children need you to be perfect. And because women, the man came from God and the woman came from the man. So the woman looks up to the man as the man looks to Christ and Christ looks to God. But if the man is looking to the woman, the role is reversed and all you're getting is hell. You're not going to be free. It's not the order and it's never going to work. And what happened is when Adam, during the Adam and Eve syndrome, the story of Adam and Eve, Adam had a perfect relationship with his father. He loved his father. They communicate without words. And when you return to the father, that's what's going to happen to you too. You're going to communicate with the father without words. So Adam loved his father. And then God created the woman from Adam. And the reason he created the woman is because he wanted to keep creating human beings. And without doing it from the earth, he wanted to do it through the woman. It's easier that way. So he set it up where the woman can have babies and things like that. That's why women are having babies. And so what happened was he made Eve for Adam. And so Eve came along and Eve loved Adam who loved her father. And life was amazing. It was perfect. Right? And then along come Satan, the deceiver. And he said to Eve, you know what, Eve? Well, he tried to say to Adam, I'm like, no, get away. You're a deceiver. You're a liar. Get out of my house. You're not welcome here. And he said, okay, I'm not going to work on the man because the man has a relationship with God. And he recognized evil and he rejected. And so what Satan did was he went to Eve. He said, you know what Eve? You don't have to listen to Adam. He just says this. He, he want to control you. He hate women. You could be equal to women. And so he's like, yeah, he's like, yes. And so she went home and told Adam what Satan has said. Right? And Adam said, no, stay away from evil. It's not good. He's deceiving you. Don't believe it. Right? And he's like, okay, honey, I won't do it. And so another time came about and Eve was out with her girls at the club, her night out. You know how women want a night out? Her night out with the girls, right? And so Satan saw her at the bar. He's like, you want a drink? And he's like, yeah. Okay, he bought a drink. He's like, you look nice. You're so pretty. You lie to women to get what you want. You're telling me, you're so pretty. You're so smart. You don't care about how smart she is. You just want sex. Right? And so Satan told Eve again, you could be like your husband. He's trying to control you. He's a sexist. He doesn't like you. He's over you, right? And Eve believed it. And the moment Eve believed it, she turned away from her husband. And Satan became her God. She can only believe lies after that. She became emotional. She fell away from consciousness from the voiceless voice of God. And she woke up in her imagination, started believing thoughts and about life being up and down. And she started to believe that emotions are good and you should have it. Because prior to believing in lies, she didn't have emotions. She was, she had a logical mind. And anyone who has a logical mind cannot be emotional because it's the light unto your feet. And so Eve went home. She's like, you know what? I'm independent now. I joined the women's group today. I belong to the National Women Association who hate men. I'm on my own. And Adam was like, no, no, no, don't go. And she said, all right, we got to have sex. And so he had sex. And Eve said, you know what? I want to be free. And Adam believed Eve, long story short. He believed Eve. And the moment he believed Eve, he became his God. And today, the woman is the man's God. And Satan is the woman's God. Thank God Christ came. God loves us so much. He sent away so that we can overcome it. He sent his son. And his son was perfect. No ego and none of that stuff that you all have right now, right? He sent his son. And his son said, my father sent me so I can make a way back. So you can make a way to overcome this stuff. Because prior to that, you had no way to overcome. And so the son said, if you believe me, then you believe into the father because the father and I are one. He's with me. He's in me. I'm his son. And if you believe what I say, you can return to the father as well. And so that's not a way back, right? So when you return to the father as sons of God, you're going to bring your wife out of the hell that she's in into your world. Any man that goes into a woman's world, you catch hell. But any woman that goes into a man's world is life. And everyone who is born of a woman is dying because of who her father is. She has an ego. She's rebellious. She doesn't want to listen to her husband, right? She hates all men because he represents God. So when you're born through your mother, you take on your mother's identity, the ego, which is anger, which is judgment. And anyone who has anger is judging. You're playing God. Anyone who plays God will never know God. That's why God said, before you enter into the kingdom of heaven within, you must forgive. Your mother's hate your father's, and she's turning you away from your father's, your earthly father's. And when mothers turn you away from your earthly father, she's turning you away from God. Because through the earthly father, once you love him, you automatically return to the father that's in you. But she hates your father, and she's turning you away by playing victim. All your daddy is abusive. Your daddy didn't love you. Your daddy was this. And the moment she put pressure on you to be a certain way who are growing up, you got to do what mama's saying. And the moment you became angry at your mother, you took on your mother's spirit, her identity. You started limiting your head rather from, from logic, from the mindset of God, consciousness, right? You started limiting your head. You started believing in thoughts. And every thought is a lie. They bill you up. They let you down. They bill you up. They let you down. And eventually you go to a psychologist or something, and they give you drugs. They say, oh, you have HTSD or whatever, right? You have H-H-D-S-S-D-S-T-Ds. I know a lot of guys with STDs, right? Because they don't know how to point you back to the father. And so the only way you're going to come back to your natural state of being, you got to forgive your mother for turning you away from your father's. Because they turn you away from your own identity, turn you toward her. And now you think and act and feel like a woman. And then they have these women groups that tell you, oh, man, it should be emotional. Because they hate men. And they want to destroy you. Because they don't realize in most cases that they're working against God serving Satan. Because Satan hates the image of man. And he's using the woman, your mother, your grandmother, the woman you meet. They're using the woman to destroy the man because he represents love. He represents insight. He represents good. He represents life. And so if you want to overcome that anger, you got to go and forgive your mothers for turning you away from your father's. Nobody hates their fathers. They yearn for their father. That void that you have, that whole, that emptiness, like, you can have sex until the cows come home, right? But still, that void is still there. You can get all the money in the world. You can hear all the speeches, read all the books, live on the hill. But that emptiness is still there. And what it is ain't longing for the father. And until you stop resenting your father, your father couldn't help himself. He could not deal with your mother because your mother was his mother. And if you don't overcome your mother, every woman you get involved with is mama. And you're going to end up repeating the same cycle, not knowing how to deal with that woman because you never dealt with your mother. So you have to forgive your mother. Don't ask for forgiveness. Don't apologize for anything that you have done because she recreated her image. And all you were doing, you were mirroring image of your mother. And it means you're intersect like this before the wrong time because you're looking for something that was missing. And what is missing is the father. But because the woman took your innocence, your mother took your innocence away from you by turning you away from your father, you're now looking for love from a woman and women don't have love. No woman has love. Women need love from the man who's come from Christ who's come from God. Women do not have love. So they don't have love to give you. That emotional stuff they feel come from hate. When you have anger, it'll awaken your lower nature. That's why when you're mad at your wife, you have the best sex. Or when you make it up, you have the best sex, right? It's that lower nature. But when you don't have anger, you could do it in the right way. A woman would come into your life, you would date her and get to know her. And you would see if this is the right woman that I'd like to be married to. And if this is a woman that I want to be the mother of my children, right? Because you can see that this is the woman. But because you're looking for mama's love, you can't see what you're getting into. And you end up with the wrong woman. And then you end up becoming a boy and a woman become your mother. And the cycle goes from generation to generation. But if you go and forgive your mother, God forgive you. Don't ask for forgiveness. Just say, hey, I'm sorry for resenting you, for turning me away from my father, for being impatient, for imposing your will on me when I was a kid. And if the mothers apologize, fine, if they don't, that's fine. And never, ever, ever ask anyone for forgiveness because human beings do not forgive. That's why nowhere in the scripture is said go and ask for forgiveness. It says go and forgive and I will forgive you. What do you mean is anyone who has anger, and anger is hatred, is resentment, it just has a new word. It's hatred. And anyone who has hate, judge. They make decisions, they judge, they resent themselves and other people. And God, you are playing God. And when you play God, you would never know God. You would never know him because you think you are God but saying this is your daddy. And so the sin, you know how I said confess your sin and he will forgive you and you can enter in. The sin is not the sex, it's not the drugs, it's not the whatever you're into. You have your mother's ego and you're actually doing just what women do. You're not yourself. So if you go to your mother once you realize it for yourself, you resent your mother. That's why it's hard to go to her and tell her the truth about herself. It's hard to disagree. Mama can come to your house and destroy your relationship. She'll destroy your marriage, she'll destroy your children. And nothing you do about it, you let mama do it because you're subject to mama. All women are your God and so you can't stand up to her. But once you forgive your mother, I'm sorry for resenting you for hating you for what you've done. That's what you've been doing, right? And if she says, I'm sorry son, I didn't know what I was doing or I'm wrong, that's nice. And if she doesn't, that's nice. If she fall out and die, you just say, oh mama is dead. Go get the insurance. I don't know about white people but the insurance paper is always in the kitchen right next to the drawer in that drawer by the knives and faucet thing. Go get the insurance. Don't let your brother and sister know yet and cash it in and have a little cheap funeral and go buy a house because you're not responsible for making your mother repent. That's her responsibility. And then forgive your father for not protecting you from your mother because when you wake up, when you return back to God, you're going to protect your children from the mother so that the mother cannot spiritually corrupt them, make them angry, recreate them. Your father was not able to do it because they didn't overcome their mother. Nobody told them they had to go and forgive the mother so that they could return to the father. Forgive your father for not protecting you from the mother so they couldn't help it, right? And in that very moment you will change. When you deal with your mother, you're going to wake up right away. She doesn't have to apologize. You forgive her and your life will change and you will come back to your natural state of being. You will be perfect as your father in heaven is perfect. You represent him and you will be as he is. We are a spirit. There are two kingdoms. There's a foster kingdom on the outside in the world and the world going crazy, right? But the New Testament, the New Kingdom is inside of us. Inside of us there's another reality and it's perfect. It's light, it's insight, it's wisdom, it's communication with the father without words. It guides you in every day and so what happens is once you overcome that, your mother, you're going to stop living in your head. You're going to get is a lie and you're going to live by logic that only comes from God, right? And his ways are always perfect, always good and you will be perfect. As you're spirit, you are a spirit. You're not a physical, you just live in a physical. But you are a spirit and you are a chip off the old block. You come from God, you have his nature. It's just that your mother took you away from your earthly father, she took you away from your natural nature and gave you Satan's nature. You're going to return inside to his nature. His nature is perfect and you're going to live a perfect life. You will not have anger. You will be able to deal with whatever. You can take it or leave it when the world is going crazy. You won't be a part of it. You'll be in it, but not of it. You won't be freaking out. When the Chinese virus comes, you won't freak out. You will be able to save your money by land and do your thing. Every man should buy some land or your wife or your children, right? Don't ever go live with a woman. Don't ever date a woman that's older than you. Do not move into her place. You will live to regret it. She will judge you. And never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, but never tell the woman your problem. They will judge you until the day you die. You said, no, I'm not doing that 50 years ago by. And you say, no, I'm not doing that anymore. She's going to say, prove it. And you can never prove that you're innocent to a woman. Because a woman, God is Satan, and she lives off judgment. She gets life from driving you nuts. She gets life from that. If she can make you mad, she feel good. She come alive, but you die. And if she can't make you mad about calling your names, she'll make you a cake. Or she'll offer you a good meal. She'll make you feel good, and she has control over you. But when you return to your natural self, you're not controlled by emotion. No one can make you feel bad or feel good, because you have perfect love. You can speak up. You love even your enemy. It doesn't mean you hang out with your artist with them. So you got to return to your natural state of being. Right now, you're women. You're not men. It's abnormal for men to be angry. You're not a man's natural state. That's the woman's natural state of being. Because God is the man's God, and Satan is the woman's God, and you feel to bring her out of that. Out of that emotional state so that she doesn't destroy your children. But mothers are turning boys and girls against the fathers. The girls are just like their mothers, and the boys are just like their mothers. Look at the black community. I can't even find a real man in the black community. They're just like their mommas. Black Lives Matter. Anybody have heard of it? Black Lives Matter is an organization that was started by a bunch of fat black radical lesbians. Lesbians. I never thought I'd see a day when men would follow lesbians. I knew that they would follow women, but I didn't know they would go down to the lesbians. You know you got to be a beta when you follow a lesbian. Right? But men are subject to women because the woman is your God. But forgive your mother. I'm sorry for resenting you and then God will forgive you and he'll bring you back and the woman will not be your God. The order will come and you're going to operate in the perfect way. That makes sense a little bit? Smoke on it. Well, don't smoke. On to the piehead, don't smoke. I'm playing. But you got to come back to yourself and that's the only way it's going to happen. You got to forgive your mothers and your grandmothers. They hated your fathers and many women do not hate their fathers. They yearn for their fathers and those who do hate their fathers they say they hate it. They hate it with their mother's hatred because the mother's playing victim and she made you identify with her. So now you got all your ideas and emotions about your father come from her. It's not your hatred. You yearn for your father. You're not hating your father. The father hasn't done anything really. We love the father but it's the mother's hatred. But all that would disappear once you forgive her. God will forgive you. All right? That's all the time. Sorry about your questions. Amazing. Right on. So this last thing go to my silent prayer. Let me just say this. I have a silent prayer dot video on my YouTube channel. And it is. It calms you down so God can catch up with you and bring you out of your imagination. Bring every thought into... All thoughts alive, right? So go to YouTube silent prayer dot video and give it a try. Still do your hoop of the Holland and praise the Lord and carry on, right? And when you calm down be still and know God. So try the silent prayer dot video on my YouTube channel Thank you.