 The streets are really good inroads. It kind of gets you a little taster. It's a community taster. What actually is going on out there? And then you come and you experience it and you go, oh, this is a vibe. This is the vibe of the community. This is pretty much, we have a light structure, but it's very devotional like this. In our community, we don't watch quite as many movies as we've watched in the last couple of days, but we watched them pretty consistently. And people come in all kinds of ways. Nikita flew in, was that how many years ago? Two years ago. Two years and four months. Yeah. I'm here to say. Yeah, I came here and I knew I wasn't going anywhere. And so I just stayed. And the thing is when I came here, I had no idea what I was going into. That was not in the way like, in the way that I really didn't know what it is. I didn't even know who David was to be like. I really did not know. I learned everything here. All I knew that it wasn't very clear for me that I was like, I felt like my whole world was changing. Right? I was, I like of the whole world and the next, I can't even call it a step. And it's like the next world appeared and it was here. I was to come to Utah and I was even guided not to even ask any questions. It was clear. I was guided to fill out an application. David called me the next day and two weeks later I came and from there on it was like, you'll find out everything here is just like everything. And it was like the feeling was I came into a different world and I had to learn of it every day. Every task that was given, every single meeting, every single like encounter, it was all for me to learn of a new world, to learn of a new way, to learn of a new me because I knew like there's something that's like there's a deep desire to know who I am and I couldn't live without knowing myself anymore. And I knew that I have to know capital M, myself, capital S. And so that was the experience. And so it's just like sometimes people ask me like, what is it like to live in the community? And I say, I don't know because the experience is just, it's just the experience living. It's just everything is new like to the point where I would wake up, like especially then it just became more and more so, I would wake up every day and I'd be like, I don't know anything like I don't know who anyone is. It's like, you know, if you guys have seen Fifty First Dates and then it's like, where am I? Who am I? Who, what's going on? And then I would just like, here like stay with me and then I'll hear spirit interpreting like everything. This is where you live. This is what you do. This is like, you know, this is, this is so and so, this, you know, just like really thoroughly like really interpreting the world, interpreting everything for me. And that's just become an experience. And it's like just I'm living in this new deep, deep experience. And it's like, that's all I know. And then so yeah, that's just been the journey and just deepening into the unknown, deepening like, you know, there's no like the beauty of it. There's no ever like technically, I've known some, you know, some of the seeming people, they're not people for two years, but there's no sense of like, Oh, I know you. This is like, that's David. That's cursed. You know, it's just like every day, it's like, I don't know, it's like spirit. It's like the desire is to know spirit and to hear spirit. And so everything that comes, it's like that spirit and, and the beautiful thing that the ones that I give and I'm like, I'm so grateful because I am like, these are the ones where I can somehow through them, the spirit is recognized very easily. It's just, it's just easily, I don't have to sit there like, is it spirit? Who is it? It's like, who else can it be? It's like, you know, the love of your life all the time. Right. And so there's no like that casual familiarity. It's like an everyday just like, yeah, everything is new and deep and exciting and with sense of sometimes a little bit like, because you don't know, right. And, and on the other hand, it's just like the sameness of like the depth, you know, because there's still a lot of movement, seemingly, but the depth is the same to say, like that deep vibe, deep forgiveness, deep presence, that's just deepness and deepness and deepness and deepness. And it's just like, lately, I've been having experiences of just falling. And sometimes I wake up and I'll hear today, just in the fall, and I'll have these like experiences, I'm just falling. And that's, it's great. It's great. And it's just kind of like the abyss, you know, just falling. And then while I'm even falling, it feels like I'm still being very tightly held, held very tightly. It's not like I fall in crash. It's like, no, I'm very tightly held in the love. And that's why I said, that's all I ever wanted. That's that's the depth for me, just feeling that like I'm so tightly held in the love. And so, so that's my community experience.