 Hey, how are you guys doing girl? It's Friday. It's Friday, and I'm ready to swing Girl, let me change this This is a summer walkers nobody else slope down. It's a YouTube channel is she uses all these crazy clips something else, but I'm not looking at that. What are the anime porn? I'm not looking at that. It's it's so funny I responded to the YouTuber and I was like girl I'll be playing yourself in the background when I do my chitchat and I know my subscribers be like what the heck is she watching but She just slows down famous songs And being that I'm from Texas. I like my music slowed now Anyway, nothing about that girl It is time for another chitchat. We're gonna just jump right into it We're gonna talk about personal life. What's in these YouTube streets is a bunch of foolery What is it not and Part of my personal life. I'm gonna show you what I've been buying You want to talk about what's been going on in these quarantine streets? Cuz I I got from the store today when I tell you I had to take I'm still up there I am upset with what's going on in my in my state people absolutely ridiculous. Um And then what I'm watching which is you know a lot So before we get into all of that you guys look at my nail It's not gonna zoom y'all. I do apologize, but this is called Charlotte blue This is a dip powder kit that I got online. This hand looks crappy. I guess I got from eBay with this one She looks good. They're a little too thick though. That's the thing about dip powder You got to be very careful because they can get thick, but I like I like I like I'm down. This would be my third time doing dip powder doing my own nails And I'm getting the hang of some things, but I definitely think I need a new set Just because I don't think that these are coming off meaning like they're lifting and so I don't think that I properly I don't know I don't know what I did wrong My sister said that I didn't push back my cuticles far enough that could possibly be it which makes a lot of sense So let me show y'all what I've been ordering and let me tell y'all the fullery Americans are so entitled y'all like I get that a lot of these small business owners are Suffering with this pandemic, you know with doing to the closures, but we opened way too soon There are 19 states in the US whose numbers are steadily rising Phoenix, Arizona is one of them I looked in our area. There are 40 known cases. There are about a hundred thousand people in this area And so I'm thinking okay. That's not that bad and my husband looks like it looks at me He's like those are the people who have been tested those two people who've been running feet running a fever There is more than likely more more people who are positive and they just didn't test positive So, you know, we opened up on the 15th, I believe no no yeah March 15th I believe Memorial Day was crazy. I just got back from the store I went to fries early in the morning thinking that I would beat the rush, right get there a 30 Why is it packed? At Fry's grocery, which is crow crows so packed that I have to park in the Uncovered parking it was complete So I go in there, you know me. I'm already have my face mask on and when I go into the grocery store now I wear it in 95. I'm not playing around. I don't I have three tops of mask I have the N95s. I have the surgical mask Which under honestly I already had surgical mask only because I was One of those preppers I had us you see this thing down here. You see what these products are sitting on. Let me show y'all You see that container that is actually Full of supplies everything from medical supplies face mask hand sanitizer Seeds I'm not playing. I'm not playing like I started to stockpiling years ago Accenture oils Prescription medications was probably shouldn't matter at this point because I have enough but that's my thing I already had that there. So here. What's the point? So going into the grocery store this morning half the people in there are walking around with no mask on I Get back home, and I'm like Christine have the people walking around with no mask on she's like are you serious and It's alarming because our numbers are going up, but it's beautiful out here in Phoenix for now Hot as hell, but it's nice. So I guess people assume since it's hot the virus shouldn't travel like that That's not how it works. Let's move on to some other stuff. Let's get into the stuff. I've been buying. What do you have in mind? I've been shopping like me girl And you know what's been been been getting on my nerves this after pay Let me tell you something after pay you could literally go on to if you want to spend money like me Hold on. Let me get this box. Let me do my thumbnail You could literally get on after pay And look up There You know, what do you call it vendors they work with are y'all let me open this up But you could literally go on after pay and see which vendors after girl Fenty all tough more When I saw that I made it he logged out and then I logged back on Beauty Camille Rowe can be trashed dresses. Hey you guys is an interest free Almost like a layaway, but you get your stuff now and you make payments every two weeks. Oh ASOS does it too So I'm gonna show y'all what I order My Camille Rose packages just shipped out today and I'll show y'all what I ordered when it comes in Okay, so I ordered two of the lot of bodies More she milk chrome and style milk leaving conditioners. These are protein free. I'm very excited. I in our honesty, this is one of the In my opinion one of the best leaving conditioners affordable leaving conditioners under five bucks You can find it locally, but I got them online through Amazon cuz I'm saying in the house Okay, got that so I'm like I told y'all in my previous video. I accidentally bought the Serious I accidentally bought this bundle. I was trying to do the after pay, but she got all my money up front That's okay, sis. You know get your coins that it's perfectly fine So I have the kinky dresses. This is the moisture bundle. This is her coconut mango hair butter I don't know if you guys can see that opinion. And by the way, I've already reviewed these products This in my opinion is one of the best. Oh Yes, oh, that smells good. Bring it back memories. I love her new packaging This is one of the best stylers that I have ever used my twist out was banging with this I tried to stretch it didn't I have her leaving conditioner is a avocado infusion hair milk and Then I purchased her nourishing hair oil all of these together including shipping It was originally $39. All of it together was 46. All right, let's get into my package from Ulta I don't even I don't remember what I ordered Ulta sells Tgion I was supposed to be buying that but then I was like It's Ulta. I can get more than just hair products girl. So let's just go in. Okay. Oh, I ordered some makeup. Okay I don't need no makeup, but stuff was less than two dollars like this Revlon Is this lip anyway? Look at these colors Good and get into this. It's okay. I'll use it anyway. I will use it then I am videos, but I ordered it This is good they bubble wrap this foundation cuz I was running out of Revlon Then I ordered the wrong dang on cutter color for 40. This is the old one But I bought for 10 Cappuccino, that's okay. I'll mix it by Revlon. It's okay. I'll mix it I purchased a palette by makeup revolution. I like them This one is called velvet rose Very pretty some neutrals in there along with some glitter Okay, this is purple. It's called forever fearless. Yeah, I'm gonna do this next time them on my nails dip Powder fragrant body mist the Ulta brand. I don't even know what the smell like but it was like It was like a dollar or something. So that's why this probably stinks see Some of this stuff y'all because it's alcohol based. So sometimes it smells like straight up alcohol. It's okay I'll just put it over here somewhere Next I bought I need to put that I need to put this back because I'm gonna put this in the other room What is this? Creamy this this is for those three and one smoothies so it can act as a shower gel bubble bath and shampoo Girl I'm not putting this in my hair No, that's not going in my hair Um, but I will use this as a shower gel and bubble bath. Let me some good bubble bath tree hutch tree hutch Shea sugar scrub you guys exfoliating your skin is so important Um, what flavor is this? I just said that Shea sugar scrub. I typically make my own exfoliant. Um And lately I've been getting like my knees has been rough, but they're good now, but they were all bumpy I'm like girl. I don't think so. So I was using I made a diy shea butter shea butter brown sugar and coconut oil Squared up for my knees and then I also applied some Products from the orton mary. What is it? Yeah from the orton mary like the lactic acid and stuff and they cleared it up In like two weeks t g i n's honey miracle mask I will be comparing this with the enum body work y'all youtube We're gonna get into youtube like right now youtube is straight tripping I have a lot of videos I have a ton of hair to the point There are a couple of reviews that I've done twice you guys because I just forgot How much was this order? Hold on y'all. Let me see y'all this order was They didn't leave it on there so Every week like literally every week. I've been getting a copyright being from an old video And um, so then I use I lose monetization off of that It's happening every week. And so that means my coins go down, which is honestly. It's okay Right now because I'm one of the few people I have to let you know angel My revenue is actually going back up now. Um, it went down for like two No, no for one pay period and then it jumped up and this This upcoming pay period for me it went up by a hundred dollars. Oh, yes So I'm doing really good right now you guys because I'm I'm putting out quite a bit of videos. Um, You know, like every seven days. So like every three or four days. I'm basically uploading. Anyway, I'm still losing monetization on some old videos. So apparently that youtuber I was talking about the one that Rehomed her child that she adopted from china a couple of years ago. She's been investigated by Was it child projected services her and her husband are being investigated? Um, and thank you sis Thank you. Sarah. She let me know that apparently she already knew This is so sick man to me you guys This woman was looking for someone with special needs apparently she was looking for a child I shouldn't say someone she was purposely looking to adopt a child with special needs So when she got the baby, she knew that he had special needs And the thing that pisses me off about this entire situation is that they have the funds to have gotten this child help They had the funds. They just didn't want to do it And I watched several of the videos from from people who are adoptees and people who have actually parents who have adopted children Who are special needs and I get that everybody is different. All right But when you are privileged enough to be able to afford like I think someone said that she went on a trip Did she go to Bali like she went out the country recently with her family They are selfish. She to me she comes off as fake um bits of narcissism in in there And I think she really wants people to feel sorry for her But overall anyone who is a parent you don't even have to be a parent. Let's just be honest Anyone with half a brain Know that the the person who who we're really sympathizing with is that child That poor baby. So anyway, y'all move along along with that. Um I'm gonna talk about linda land's video In response to me. Yeah. Me. L is canceled. We're gonna get to that in a minute. She's canceled. Monique is canceled. Oh, yes so y'all Besides Besides, you know, what's going on in the world with the corona virus along with, you know, the financial situation the dow dropped down like 1800 points, you know, girl the 401k is not looking that great right now You know what I mean? I get online a couple of days ago and I see that lovely ti had posted a video Talking about demon time and I'm like demon time What the hell this is y'all I'm 39 turning 40 But I have no idea what any of these people are like you could put up a picture of migos Um, who are these other people like I know the I know the the More popular folks like I know who drake is. I know who the babies this is now I know what he looks like, but I have no idea who walk walk a flock. I look like, um two chain Migos I have no I so I guess my point is that I'm not hip to Even the music baby. I'm still listening to bobby brown and pebbles I just Look, I'm listening to stuff from 2000 and back So when I heard about this demon time and how there's artists that are making music called demon time And lovely ti went into the video a little bit more. I'll link it down I'll I'll I'll link it in the cards if you want a better description of it But basically it's like a time of fullery and then late night hours, you know after 11 after 12 Just a time of fullery, but then apparently It got into a little bit about how it's a time for strippers and they refer to these women as demons So I saw a comment from a young person and she was like, you know You guys are really taking this out of hand because there was an upward like why would you refer to yourself as demons? and why would you refer to having demon time like It's so this young lady was basically like, you know, you guys are taking too much into this demon time Just means that you're vibrating on a lower level and we all have two sides We all have two sides of us and the demon time is just your ratchet time. Let me tell you something I don't have no demon time. Absolutely. There are some times where I can get out of pocket and I can be ratchet But there is no way in hell that I'm going to call myself a demon. Do y'all realize that words have There's energy behind that so you want to invite that type of negative energy that demonic entity that demonic energy Into your life but referring to yourself and other people as demons It is really twisted how what's considered um Abnormal is now the normal and so that's honestly one of the tricks of the enemy to flip These things around to where you're okay with it You're okay with calling your friend a demon and then you wonder why in a couple more days things are not going as planned You don't think negative things keep happening to you one after enough It's because you invited that into your life by referring to yourself as a demon by referring to the people around you as a demon I would not want any of that stuff attached to me y'all It is absolutely crazy I just don't understand this generation Like what makes them think that's okay to call each other demons and yeah, let's go have demon time And apparently there's these young girls twerking and they're getting paid sharing their cash app It's just disgusting. I just anyway, so y'all I was I was on the live. Yes t. I did. I wasn't sure what you were referring to about the meal But thank you for confirming I don't I didn't know everything about it when you have posted the question On my previous video, but I did see that live But I really wasn't paying attention honestly. It was african hair god live and he responded to a video that linda did So I guess linda reviewed Let me look it up. Y'all actually look it up on here. Hold on So linda reviewed my y'all's new rice water collection And it did not work for her and so she was very honest in her review letting you know letting everyone know it didn't work It didn't go well The instructions were very vague. You know, she shared her honest opinion about the products and at the end though Well, linda girl at the end she was basically like I feel like this is a money grab And we've seen this before where where companies just put out products because they just want some coins, right? And so linda said that she's like I felt like this was a money money grab Um, you know, those of you who are product junkies, maybe this is something that you could try but it didn't work Maybe her hair Did not look great. Her hair looked frizzy She looked like y'all remember red from the fragger rock. She's like a damn fragger rock Um, it's just and linda has beautiful hair. So the products didn't work well on her hair. It looked like it was starting to dry Yeah, so I was laughing because linda was like monique, you know better So this is my thing you guys This is why still to this day. It is really hard to find genuine people on youtube I can honestly say there are probably Less than 10 youtubers on this platform Who would give honest feedback and honest product review and I'm one of those 10 So he'll there's only about nine of us on here who give legit honest feedback and honest reviews Um, and linda's she did did another video. Linda did another video I don't see it Okay, stop testing my gangster with these product reviews. So she was going on and how people were up in her inbox Saying you know so-and-so is talking about you. Oh, let me go back to the review to the rice water review apparently the owner got on to Linda's comment section how she since deleted the comments because I don't see them because I I didn't see the video To a week after it was released. Okay, so monique the owner of me all organics got into the comments going back and forth with other people left a comment for linda She just was not receiving The feedback in a good way if you are going to be a business owner Especially with amongst black women. You have to be able to accept criticism constructive criticism Do not take it personally. I get it. It is her business. It is her baby. She probably worked for years for this She worked hard But as a business owner you need to be open to feedback You should be open for you should be grateful that linda gave you that review and was honest with you That way you can look at your formulation and switch some things up a bit. You know what I mean y'all girl This is why I am not working with many any new companies. I have worked with a lot of different Companies you guys I have relationship with a lot of different companies that y'all probably don't even know everyone from tgi in chocolate kinks and curls jane carter um read by kiss of course one the curl I mean Quite a bit. I've never had this type of situation where an owner came to me after review and was like Showing their ass especially on my channel now. I've had had a company Because i'm honest I'm honest you may not like my delivery But i'm honest So I did have a company after they saw my video and they were like They saw my video That I hadn't released yet. I sent them what's called an unlisted link and they basically was like Um, you came up a little negative. Is it possible for you to do this over? To another I sent it to actually a couple of the youtubers and asked them for feedback And one was like, oh well, and the other one was like, yeah You're possibly could have said things a little bit differently And so I took her advice and I switched to my video. I would never do that again. I'm sorry. I would never do that again um if you want to Grow as a business owner If you want to be competitive in this business, you have to be willing to change you have to be open to change That's absolutely ridiculous. London was saying how She's even she stressed out about it having panic attacks. Now, I will say I haven't gotten that for her But when I do release a product review video, I'm nervous y'all I mean, I've been doing this for seven years and I still get nervous about it because Not everyone's going to be open, you know to it. I haven't gotten that type of drama and pettiness Not on the level that that um linda is getting I'm also a little bit a little bit older than linda. And so uh, that's not that's not, you know Any shade by that because I love linda. She's a sweetheart, but I tend to let things go honey I will leave comments on I won't even read them. That's not everyone's going to receive things How you put out there a girl that was one time where a person was basically like I have gotten a handful of comments. I've gotten someone completely cursed me out Um, folks are fighting over in the rice water video, but my rice water video is going up the views Baby, I've made well over $2,000 on that rice water video fight all you want. I keep the comments going I don't even read them Look after I post a video I read the comments for the first two days after 48 hours I don't go back and read my comments I just don't because I have so many videos that I'm posting y'all I just don't have the time to do that and especially if it's an old video Yeah monique you either want feedback or you want coins and it seems like at this point You don't care about the feedback. You just want your money bag. Okay. That's all she's looking for so Yeah, y'all I have learned to just ignore a lot of the comments Um, I don't take people that seriously there was one time where Someone wrote um I don't remember what video it was. I was detangling my hair I do know that and the person wrote a damn paragraph Girl, she basically was like this is my first video It needs to be paraphrasing because I don't remember exactly what she said. Okay, so she basically was like This is the first video I've seen of you and you seem very angry You may need to check your attitude when you're doing video so that people won't rub off on the energy that you You know some BS like that and I was like girl watch the video several times again Am I angry? I'm like girl, you are being angry too. If you had all this damn hair to the tango What are you talking about? I'm angry But I deleted it when a comment is that negative. I typically delete it. I really don't understand why people choose to write negative and nasty stuff like that. I mean So yeah, I feel for linda and I totally understand Especially when it comes to product reviews. That is one of the reasons why I'm only sticking to the lines that I'm familiar with. Um, just I don't want to say I don't want to jump. I'm not jumping on the bandwagon But I've had had comments where people asked me if I'm going to try the new rice water by uh by monica No, I wasn't going to do it even before the post of this. I wasn't going to review it Um, and I'm winding down. This is I'm seeing it again. This is my last year doing product reviews I y'all it's a lot. It is a lot of work. So enough about that linda. I completely agree with everything you said in that video and look She may not like it. Keep that video up girl They may not like it, but that's your truth and you stand in your truth. All right, so all right, you guys What am I watching on tv? I finished altered carbon I liked it. No, I loved it. I loved it a lot you guys and I agree if you girl I can't remember who posted I like the original bodies And by the original bodies you guys these people have So basically these people can be immortal But there is something called real death when they're stacked a stack is basically this stack of Almost looks like I don't know what it is girl I'm in the back of their neck that as long as the stack is intact Then they can take that stack and put it in another what's called a sleeve like as a damn I'm like a condom. What are we doing a body basically? Um And so the first Season was my best second season was great, but I do agree with you says I prefer their original sleeves Those people are great, but I love the the series is very diverse Um, yeah, I enjoyed it a lot. I'm starting to watch this stranger. I'm on episode three I like it. It's really different. Um, based out of the is it based out of the uk Think it's based out of the uk I don't recognize anyone Um, just to give you a brief snippet. I'm gonna try not to spoiler There's these group of women who basically go around blackmailing people They're strangers these women and they're going around blackmailing people to get money And so like the first episode the father was watching his son. What's he playing? They call it football Which is soccer they're playing football. So this woman shows up This father's out ordering coffee or something. She sits down. I'm like, what does blue country all do and sit She's very fair skin it beautiful young lady. So that's how it spins off and it's interesting. I'm on I'm on episode four And I like it So hulu I went ahead and added fargo like I told you and I started to watch it when I tell y'all Fargo, this is one of those series that is very similar to the movie Um, I wonder I wonder if they have the same producers. It is the same feel They're using the same type of music um, even the Transitions between the scenes are very much the same fargo is one of my favorite movies y'all I really do love the movie that minnesota is in minnesota accent. It's hilarious. I actually knew someone from fargo It wasn't that strong. So it they purposely make the accent stronger on the series So I'm really I'm enjoying the series so far really really good. I'm on episode three A movie that I saw That was A good movie is definitely was a gem. It's on netflix and it's called the florida project Not it's some heavy language. Um, it surrounds this woman who lives in a Hotel with her child. She's a single mom and she does everything that she can to survive And you guys I like these type of movies this this movie. It's Like I said strong language. I don't agree with some of the stuff that's going on in the movie But I don't have to this is real life for some people There are some people who've had to live in and um, basically homeless. They have had to live in hotels to survive Um, there are people who have had to sell drugs. They've had to hustle to provide for their children. Um So like I said, it details the the real life struggles of this mom, but then The real star of the show is the six-year-old little girl in this in the show y'all when I tell you I'm not going to give any spoilers But when I tell you this baby acted her heart out in the last 10 minutes of this movie I girl. I've already been crying y'all now. I will say I did say a couple of um chichats ago That I try to hold it in lately though. Oh, I've been crying to wear everything. Oh I've just been so like I tell you I'm an empath. I've been feeling everything. Look, I'm a type of person I like to know how people are doing. So when I ask you and you're sad and you're crying I'm gonna cry with you like when my on my um Friends father died he posted last night. I was crying all last night crying all last night I read his story over and over. So girl all of the place. I do apologize. I'm all of the place So when the babies are crying in the movie, I'm crying with them, you know So that's all I'm gonna say the Florida project and besides that you guys I'm on my kick again watching for my man But now I started to watch fatal vows. I'm like, oh, yeah, let's get some white people in there So fatal vows is all races for my man specifically Around african-american people. So anyway, um, yeah watching some of that stuff I gotta be careful what you know with that too, but that is it you guys This is gonna be a quite a long chit chat. It's all over the place. When is it not all over the place? I see y'all in the next chit chat. Bye. Take care