 You might feel right now like God is a million miles away, and that feeling could be a major sign that God is testing you right now. When you can't feel God, He's not leaving you, He's leading you into deeper places. The more you grow, the less reliant you become upon feelings, and the more reliant you become upon faith in what God says in His Word. If you feel like God is distant, like nothing seems to be working, everything seems to be falling apart. Remember, He makes a way where there seems to be no way, and especially remember, in the fire, we are purified. In the trials, we are tested. You're not being abandoned, you're being tested. Persist in faith and pass this test. If you believe that, type Amen.