 Chapter 29 We went home, leaving all that was mortal of our darling, sleeping at Enderley, underneath the snows. For twelve years after then we lived at Longfield, in such unbroken, uneventful peace, that looking back seems like looking back over a level sea, whose leagues of tiny ripples make one smooth, glassy plain. Let me recall, as the first wave that rose, ominous of change, a certain spring evening when Mrs. Halifax and I were sitting, as was our want, under the walnut tree. The same old walnut tree, hardly a bow altered, though many of its neighbors and kindred had grown from saplings into trees, even as some of us had grown from children almost into young men. And when his late home from Nortonbury, said Ursula, so is his father. No, this is just John's time. Hark! There are the carriage-wheels. For Mr. Halifax, a prosperous man now, drove daily to and from his mills, in as tasteful an equipage as any of the country gentry between here and Enderley. His wife went down to the stream to meet him, as usual, and they came up the field path together. Both were changed from the John and Ursula of whom I last wrote. She, active and fresh-looking still, but settling into that fair largeness which is not unbecoming a lady of middle age, he, inclined to a slight stoop, with the lines of his face more sharply defined, and the hair wearing away off his forehead up to the crown. Though still not a gray thread was discernible in the crisp locks at the back, which successively five little ones had pulled and played with and nestled in, not a sign of age as yet in father's curls. As soon as he had spoken to me, he looked round, as usual, for his children, and asked if the boys and Maude would be home to tea. I think Guy and Walter never do come home in time when they go over to the manor house. They're young, let them enjoy themselves, said the father, smiling. And you know, love, of all our fine friends, there are none you so heartily approve of as the old towers. These were not of the former race. Good old Sir Ralph had gone to his rest, and Sir Herbert reigned in his stead. Sir Herbert, who in his dignified gratitude never forgot a certain election day when he first made the personal acquaintance of Mr. Halifax. The manor house family brought several other county families to our notice or us to theirs. Notice when John's fortunes grew rapidly, as many another fortune grew, in the beginning of the Thirty Years' Peace, when unknown petty manufacturers first rose into merchant princes and cotton-lords, these gentry made a perceptible distinction, often amusing enough to us, between John Halifax, the tanner of Nortonbury, and Mr. Halifax, the prosperous owner of Enderly Mills. Some of them, too, were clever enough to discover what a pleasant and altogether visitable lady was Mrs. Halifax, daughter of the late Mr. March, a governor in the West Indies, and cousin of Mr. Brithwood of the Myth. But Mrs. Halifax, with quiet tenacity, altogether declined being visited as anything but Mrs. Halifax, wife of John Halifax, tanner, or mill owner, or whatever he might be. All honors and all civilities that did not come through him and with him were utterly valueless to her. To this her peculiarity was added another of John's own, namely that all his life he had been averse to what is called society, had eschewed acquaintances, but most men might easily count upon their fingers the number of those who, during a lifetime, are found worthy of the sacred name of friend. Consequently, our circle of associations was far more limited than that of many families holding an equal position with us, on which circumstance our neighbors commented a good deal. But little we cared, no more than we had cared for the chit-chat of Nortonberry. Our whole hearts were bound up within our own home, our happy long field. I do think this place is growing prettier than ever, said John, when T. being over, a rather quiet meal, without a single child, we elders went out again to the walnut-tree bench. Certainly prettier than ever, and his eye wandered over the quaint low house, all odds and ends, for nearly every year something had been built or something pulled down. Then crossing the smooth bit of lawn, Jem Watkins's special pride, it rested on the sloping field, yellow with tall butter-cups, wavy with growing grass. Let me see, how long have we lived here? Phineas, you are the one for remembering dates. What year was it we came to Longfield? Eighteen hundred and twelve, thirteen years ago. Ah, so long! Not too long, said Mrs. Halifax earnestly. I hope we may end our days here. Do not you, John? He paused a little before answering. Yes, I wish it, but I am not sure how far it would be right to do it. We will not open that subject again, said the mother uneasily. I thought we had all made up our minds that little Longfield was a thousand times pleasanter than Beechwood, grand as it is, but John thinks he never can do enough for his people at Enderlea. Not that alone, love, other reasons combined. Do you know, Phineas? He continued musingly as he watched the sunset over Leckington Hill. Sometimes I fancy my life is too easy, that I am not a wise steward of the riches that have multiplied so fast. By fifty a man so blessed as I have been ought to have done really something of use in the world, and I am forty-five. Once I hoped to have done wonderful things ere I was forty-five, but somehow the desire faded. His wife and I were silent. We both knew the truth. That calm as had flowed his outer existence, in which was omitted not one actual duty, still for these twelve years all the high aims which make the glory and charm of life as duties make its strength, all the active energies and noble ambitions which especially belong to the prime of manhood, in him had been not dead perhaps, but sleeping, sleeping beyond the power of any human voice to awaken them under the daisies of a child's grave at Enderlea. I know not if this was right, but it was scarcely unnatural. In that heart, which loved as few men love, and remembered as few men remember, so deep a wound could never be thoroughly healed, a certain something in him seemed different ever after, as if a portion of the father's own life had been taken away with Muriel, and lay buried in the little dead bosom of his first-born, his dearest child. You forget, said Mrs. Halifax, tenderly, you forget, John, how much you have been doing and intend to do, what with your improvements at Enderlea, and your Catholic emancipation, your abolition of slavery and your parliamentary reform, why there is hardly any scheme for good, public or private, to which you do not lend a helping hand. A helping purse, perhaps, which is an easier thing, much. I will not have you blaming yourself. Ask Phineas there, our household Solomon. Thank you, Ursula, said I, submitting to the not rare fortune of being loved and laughed at. Uncle Phineas, what better could John have done in all these years than look after his mills and educate his three sons? Have them educated, rather? Corrected he? Sensitive over his own painfully gained and limited acquirements. Yet this feeling had made him doubly careful to give his boys every possible advantage of study, short of sending them from home, to which he had an invincible objection. And three finer lads, or better educated, there could not be found in the whole country. I think John Guy has quite got over his fancy of going to Cambridge with Ralph Oldtower. Yes, college life would not have done for Guy, said the father thoughtfully. Hush, we must not talk about them for here come the children. It was now a mere figure of speech to call them so, though in their home-taught loving simplicity they would neither have been ashamed nor annoyed at the epithet. These two tall lads, who in the dusk looked as manlike as their father. Where is your sister, boys? Maud stopped at the stream with Edwin, answered Guy rather carelessly. His heart had kept its childish faith. The youngest, pet as she was, was never anything to him but little Maud. One whom the boys still talked of, softly and tenderly, in fireside evening talks, when the winter winds came and the snow was falling, one only was ever spoken of by Guy as sister. Maud, or Miss Halifax, as from the first she was naturally called, as naturally as our lost darling was never called anything else than Muriel, came up hanging on Edwin's arm, which she was fond of doing. Both because it happened to be the only arm low enough to suit her childish stature, and because she was more especially Edwin's girl, and had been so always. She had grown out of the likeness that we longed for in her cradle-days, or else we had grown out of the perception of it. For though the external resemblance in hair and complexion still remained, nothing could be more unlike in spirit than this sprightly elf, at once the plague and pet of the family, to our Muriel. Edwin's girl stole away with him, merrily chattering. Guy sat down beside his mother, and slipped his arm round her waist. They still fondled her with a childlike simplicity, these her almost grown-up sons, who had never been sent to school for a day, and had never learned from other sons of far different mothers that a young man's chief manliness ought to consist in despising the tender charities of home. Guy, you foolish boy, as she took his cap off and pushed back his hair, trying not to look proud of his handsome face, what have you been doing all day? Making myself agreeable, of course, mother. That he has, corroborated Walter, whose great object of hero worship was his eldest brother. He talked with Lady Oldtower, and he sang with Miss Oldtower and Miss Grace. Never was there such a fellow as our Guy. Nonsense, said his mother, while Guy only laughed, too accustomed to this family admiration, to be much disconcerted or harmed thereby. When does Ralph return to Cambridge? Not at all. He is going to leave college, and be off to help the Greeks. Father, do you know everybody is joining the Greeks? Even Lord Byron is off with the rest. I only wish I were. Heaven forbid, muttered the mother. Why not? You have made a capital soldier and liked it, too, better than anything. Better than being my right hand at the mills and your mother's at home? Better than growing up to be our eldest son, our comfort and our hope? I think not, Guy. You are right, Father, was the answer with an uneasy look. For this description seemed less what Guy was than what we desired him to be. With his easy, happy temper, generous but uncertain, and his showy, brilliant parts, he was not nearly so much to be depended on as the grave Edwin, who was already a thorough man of business, and plotted between underly mills and a smaller one, which had taken the place of the flour mill at Nortonbury, with indomitable perseverance. Guy fell into a brown study, not unnoticed by those anxious eyes which lingered oftener upon his face than on that of any of her sons. Mrs. Halifax said, in her quick, decisive way, that it was time to go in. So the sunset picture outside changed to the home group within, the mother sitting at her little table, where the tall silver candlestick shed a subdued light on her workbasket that never was empty, and her busy fingers that never were still. The father sat beside her. He kept his old habit of liking to have her close to him, ay, even though he was falling into the middle-aged comforts of an armchair and newspaper. Where he sat, sometimes reading aloud or talking, sometimes lazily watching her with silent, loving eyes that saw beauty in his old wife still. The young folks scattered themselves about the room. Guy and Walter at the unshuttered window, we had a habit of never hiding our home-light, were looking at the moon and laying bets, Sadovochi, upon how many minutes she would be in climbing over the oak on the top of One Tree Hill. Edwin sat, reading hard, his shoulders up to his ears, and his fingers stuck through his hair, developing the whole of his broad, knobbed, knotted forehead, where, Maud declared, the wrinkles had already begun to show. For Mistress Maud herself, she flitted about in all directions, interrupting everything and doing nothing. Maud, said her father at last, I am afraid you give a great deal of trouble to Uncle Finneas. Uncle Finneas tried to soften the fact, but the little lady was certainly the most trying of his pupils. Her mother she had long escaped from, for the advantage of both. For to tell the truth, while in the invisible atmosphere of moral training, the mother's influence was invaluable. In the minor branch of lesson learning, there might have been found many a better teacher than Ursula Halifax. So the children's education was chiefly left to me, other tutors succeeding as was necessary, and it had just begun to be considered whether a lady governess ought not to finish the education of Miss Halifax. But always at home. Not for all the knowledge and all the accomplishments in the world would these parents have suffered either son or daughter, living souls entrusted them by the Divine Father, to be brought up anywhere out of their own sight, out of the shelter and safeguard of their own natural home. Love, when I was waiting today in Jessup's bank, ah, that was another change, to which we were even yet not familiar, the passing away of our good doctor and his wife, and his brother in air turning the old dining room into a county bank, open from ten till four. While waiting there, I heard of a lady who struck me as likely to be an excellent governess for Maude. "'Indeed,' said Mrs. Halifax, not over-enthusiastically, Maude became eager to know what the lady was like, I at the same time inquiring who she was—' "'Who?' I really did not ask,' John answered, smiling, but of what she is Jessup gave me first-rate evidence—a good daughter, who teaches in Nortonbury anybody's children for any sort of pay, in order to maintain an ailing mother. Ursula, you would let her teach our Maude, I know. Is she an Englishwoman?' For Mrs. Halifax, prejudiced by a certain French lady, who had for a few months completely upset the peace of the Manor House, and even slightly tainted her own favorite, pretty Grace Oldtower, had received coldly this governess plan from the beginning. Would she have to live with us? I think so, decidedly. Then it can't be, the house will not accommodate her. It will hardly hold even ourselves—no, we cannot take in anybody else at Longfield. But we may have to leave Longfield. The boys here turned to listen, for this question had already been mooted, as all family questions were. In our house we had no secrets. The young folk, being trusted, were ever trustworthy, and the parents, clean-handed and pure-hearted, had nothing that they were afraid to tell their children. Leave Longfield, repeated Mrs. Halifax, surely, surely, but glancing at her husband, her tone of impatience ceased. He sat gazing into the fire with an anxious air. Don't let us discuss that question, at least not tonight. It troubles you, John. Put it off till tomorrow. No, that was never his habit. He was one of the very few who, a thing being to be done, will not trust it to uncertain tomorrows. His wife saw that he wanted to talk to her and listened. Yes, the question does trouble me a good deal. Whether now that our children are growing up and our income is doubling and troubling year by year, we ought to widen our circle of usefulness, or close it up permanently within the quiet bound of little Longfield. Love which say you. The latter, the latter, because it is far the happiest. I am afraid, not the latter, because it is the happiest. He spoke gently, laying his hand on his wife's shoulder, and looking down on her with that peculiar look which he always had when telling her things that he knew were sore to hear. I never saw that look on any living face, save John's, but I have seen it once in a picture of two Huguenot lovers. The woman is trying to fasten round the man's neck the white badge that will save him from the massacre of St. Bartholomew. He, clasping her the while, gently puts it aside, not stern, but smiling. That quiet, tender smile, firmer than any frown, will, you feel sure, soon control the woman's anguish, so that she will sob out any faithful woman would. Go, die, dearer to me than even thyself, are thy honor and thy duty. When I saw this noble picture, it touched to the core this old heart of mine, for the painter, in that rare expression, might have caught John's. Just as in a few crises of his life I have seen it, and especially in this one, when he first told to his wife that determination which he had slowly come to, that it was both right and expedient for us to quit Longfield, our happy home for so many years, of which the mother loved every flower in the garden, every nook and stone in the walls. Leave Longfield, she repeated again, with a bitter sigh. Leave Longfield, echoed the children, first the youngest, then the eldest, but rather in curiosity than regret. Edwin's keen, bright eyes were just lifted from his book and fell again. He was not a lad of much speech, or much demonstration of any kind. Boys, come and let us talk over the matter. They came at once and joined in the circle, respectfully, yet with entire freedom, they looked towards their father, these the sons of his youth, to whom he had been from their birth, not only parent and head, but companion, guide, and familiar friend. They honored him, they trusted him, they loved him, not perhaps in the exact way that they loved their mother, for it often seems, nature's own ordinance, that a mother's influence should be strongest over her sons, while the father's is greatest over his daughters. But even a stranger could not glance from each to each of those attentive faces, so indifferent yet with a curious family look running through them all, without seeing in what deep, reverent affection, such as naturally takes the place of childish fondness, these youths held their father. Yes, I am afraid, after much serious thought on the matter, and much consultation with your mother here, that we ought to leave Longfield. So I think, said Mistress Maud, from her footstool, which putting forward of her important opinion shook us all from gravity to merriment, that compelled even Mrs. Halifax to join. Then, laying aside her work, and with it the saddened air with which she had bent over it, she drew her chair closer to her husband, slipping her hand in his and leaning against his shoulder, upon which Guy, who had at first watched his mother anxiously, doubtful whether or no his father's plan had her approval, and therefore ought to be assented to, relapsed into satisfied, undivided attention. I have again been over Beechwood Hall. You all remember Beechwood? Yes, it was the great house at Enderley, just on the slope of the hill, below Rose Cottage. The Beechwood itself was part of its pleasure-ground, and from its gardens, honest James Todd, who had them in keeping, had brought many a pocketful of pears for the boys, many a sweet-scented nose-gave for Muriel. Beechwood has been empty a great many years, Father. Would it be a safe investment to buy it? I think so, Edwin, my practical lad, answered the father, smiling. What say you, children? Would you like living there? Each one made his or her comment. Guy's countenance brightened at the notion of lots of shooting and fishing about Enderley, especially at Luxmore, and Maude counted on the numerous visitors that would come to John Halifax Esquire of Beechwood Hall. Neither of which excellent reasons happened to be your father's, said Mrs. Halifax shortly. But John, often tenderer over youthful frivolities than she, answered, I will tell you, boys, what are my reasons? When I was a young man, before your mother and I were married, indeed before I had ever seen her, I had strongly impressed on my mind the wish to gain influence in the world, riches if I could, but at all events influence. I thought I could use it well, better than most men. Those can best help the poor who understand the poor. And I can, since, you know, when Uncle Phineas found me, I was Father, said Guy, fleshing Scarlet. We may as well pass over that fact. We are gentle folks now. We always were, my son. The rebuke, out of its very mildness, cut the youth to the heart. He dropped his eyes, coloring now with a different and a holier shame. I know that. Please, will you go on, Father? And now, the Father continued, speaking as much out of his own thoughts as allowed to his children. Now twenty-five years of labor have won for me the position I desired. That is, I might have it for the claiming. I might take my place among the men who have lately risen from the people, to guide and help the people. The cannings, huskisons, peels. Would you enter Parliament? Sir Herbert asked me to-day if you ever intended it. He said there was nothing you might not attain to if you would give yourself up entirely to politics. No, Guy, no. Wisdom, like charity, begins at home. Let me learn to rule in my own valley, among my own people, before I attempt to guide the State. And that brings me back again to the pros and cons about Beachwood Hall. Tell them, John, tell all out plainly to the children. The reasons were, first, the advantage of the boys themselves. For John Halifax was not one of those philanthropists who would benefit all the world except their own household and their own kin. He wished, since the higher a man rises, the wider and nobler grows his sphere of usefulness, not only to lift himself but his sons after him, lift them high enough to help on the ever-advancing tide of human improvement, among their own people first, and thence extending outward in the world whither soever their talents or circumstances might call them. I understand, cried the eldest son, his eyes sparkling. You want to found a family, and so it shall be. We will settle at Beachwood Hall. All coming generations shall live to the honor and glory of your name, our name. My boy, there is only one name to whose honor we should all live, one name in whom all the generations of the earth are blessed. In thus far only do I wish to found a family, as you call it, that our light may shine before men, that we may be a city set on a hill, that we may say plainly unto all that ask us, for me in my house we will serve the Lord. It was not often that John Halifax spoke thus, adopting solemnly the literal language of the book, his and our life's guide, no word of which was ever used lightly in our family. We all listened, as in his earnestness he rose, and, standing upright in the fire-light, spoke on. I believe, with his blessing, that one may serve the Lord as well in wealth as in poverty, in a great house as in a cottage like this. I am not doubtful, even though my possessions are increased. I am not afraid of being a rich man, nor a great man, neither, if I were called to such a destiny. It may be, who knows, said Ursula softly. John caught his wife's eyes and smiled. Love, you were a true prophet once, with a certain, yes you will. But now, children, you know when I married your mother, I had nothing, and she gave up everything for me. I said I would yet make her as high as any lady in the land. In fortune I then meant, thinking it would make her happier. But she and I are wiser now. We know that we never can be happier than we were in the old house at Nortonbury, or in this little long field. By making her lady of beechwood I should double her responsibilities and treble her cares, give her an infinitude of new duties, and no pleasures half so sweet as those we leave behind. Still, of herself and for herself, my wife shall decide. Ursula looked up at him, tears stood in her eyes, though through them shone all the steadfastness of faithful love. Thank you, John, I have decided. If you wish it, if you think it right, we will leave Longfield and go to beechwood. He stooped and kissed her forehead, saying only, We will go. I looked up, half reproachfully, as if the father were exacting a sacrifice. But I questioned whether the greater sacrifice were not his who took rather than hers who gave. So all was settled. We were to leave beloved Longfield. It was to be let not sold, let to a person we knew, who would take jealous care of all that was ours, and we might come back and see it continually. But it would be ours, our own home, no more. Very sad, sadder even than I had thought, was the leaving all the familiar things, the orchard and the flower garden, the meadow and the stream, the woody hills beyond, every line and wave of which was pleasant and dear almost as our children's faces, a almost as that face which for a year, one little year, had lived inside of but never beheld their beauty, the child who one spring day had gone away merrily out of the white gate with her three brothers, and never came back to Longfield any more. Perhaps this circumstance, that her fading away and her departure happened away from home, was the cause why her memory, the memory of our living Muriel in her human childhood afterwards clung more especially about the house at Longfield. The other children altered, imperceptibly yet so swiftly, that from year to year we have forgot their old likenesses. But Muriel's never changed. Her image, only a shade, yet often more real than any of these living children, seemed perpetually among us. It crept through the house at dusk. In winter firelight it sat smiling in dim corners. In spring mornings it moved about the garden borders, with tiny soft footsteps neither seen nor heard. The others grew up, would be men and women shortly, but the one child that was not remained to us always a child. I thought, even the last evening, the very last evening that John returned from Enderly, and his wife went down to the stream to meet him, and they came up the field together as they had done so for many, many years. A. Even then I thought I saw his eyes turn to the spot where a little pale figure used to sit on the door sill, listening and waiting for him, with her dove in her bosom. We never kept doves now. And the same night when all the household was in bed, even the mother, who had gone about with a restless activity, trying to persuade herself that there would be at least no possibility of accomplishing the flitting tomorrow. The last night, when John went as usual to fasten the house door, he stood a long time outside, looking down the valley. How quiet everything is! You can almost hear the tinkle of the stream. Poor old Longfield, and I sighed, thinking we should never again have such another home. John did not answer. He had been mechanically bending aside and training into its place a long shoot of wild climates, virgin's bower, which Guy and Muriel had brought in from the fields and planted. A tiny root it covered the whole front of the house now. Then he came and leaned beside me over the wicket gate, looking fixedly up into the moonlight blue. I wonder if she knows we are leaving Longfield. Who? said I, for a moment forgetting. The Child. End of Chapter 29. Chapter 30 of John Halifax Gentlemen. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. John Halifax Gentlemen. By Dinah Craig. Chapter 30. Father and Son. A goodly sight, as they paced side by side up and down the gravel walk. Alas, the pretty field path belonged to days that were. Up and down the broad, sun-shiny walk in front of the breakfast-room windows of Beach Wood Hall. It was early, little past eight o'clock, but we kept Longfield hours and Longfield ways still. And besides, this was a grand day, the day of guys coming of age. Curious it seemed to watch him as he walked along by his father, looking every inch the young air, and perhaps not unconscious that he did so. Curious enough, remembering how meekly the boy had come into the world at a certain old house at Nortonbury, one rainy December morning, twenty-one years ago. It was a bright day today, bright as all our faces were, I think, as we gathered round the cozy breakfast table. There, as here to fore, it was the mother's pride and the father's pleasure that not one face should be missing. That summer and winter all should assemble for an hour of family fun and family chat, before the busy cares of the day. And by general consent, which had grown into habit, every one tried to keep unclouded this little bit of early sunshine, before the father and brothers went away. No sour or dreary looks, no painful topics, were ever brought to the breakfast table. Thus it was against all custom, when Mr. Halifax laying down his paper with a grave countenance said, this is very ill news, ten bank failures in the gazette today. But it will not harm us, father. Edwin is always thinking of us and our business, remarked Guy rather sharply. It was one of the slight, the very slight, jars in our household that these two lads, excellent lads both, as they grew into manhood, did not exactly pull together. Edwin is scarcely wrong in thinking of us, since upon us depend so many, observed the father in that quiet tone with which, when he did happen to interfere between his sons, he generally smoothed matters down and kept the balance even. Yet though we are ourselves secure, I trust the losses everywhere around us make it the more necessary that we should not parade our good fortune by launching out into any of Guy's magnificences. Eh, my boy? The youth looked down. It was well known in the family that since we came to Beechwood, his pleasure-loving temperament had wanted all sorts of improvements on our style of living—Foxhounds, dinner parties, balls—that the father's ways, which, though extended to liberal hospitalities, forbade outward show, and made our life a thorough family life still, were somewhat distasteful to that most fascinating young gentleman, Guy Halifax Esquire, heir of Beechwood Hall. You may call it magnificence, or what you choose, but I know I should like to live a little more as our neighbors do, and I think we ought, too, we that are known to be the wealthiest family. He stopped abruptly, for the door opened, and Guy had too much good taste and good feeling to discuss our riches before Maude's poor governess, the tall grave, sad-looking, sad-clothed Miss Silver, the same whom John had seen at Mr. Jessup's bank, and who had been with us four months ever since we came to Beechwood. One of the boys rose and offered her a chair. For the parents set the example of treating her with entire respect. Nay would gladly have made her altogether one of the family, had she not been so very reserved. Miss Silver came forward with the daily nose-gay which Mrs. Halifax had confided to her superintendents. They are the best I can find, madam. I believe Watkins keeps all his greenhouse flowers for tonight. Thank you, my dear. These will do very well. Yes, Guy, persuade Miss Silver to take your place by the fire. She looks so cold. But Miss Silver, declining the kindness, passed on to her own seat opposite. Ursula busied herself over the breakfast equipage rather nervously. Though an admirable person, Miss Silver, in her extreme and all but repellent quietness, was one whom the mother found it difficult to get on with. She was scrupulously kind to her. And the governess was as scrupulously exact in all courtesy and attention. Still, that impassable, self-contained demeanor, that great reticence, it might be shyness, it might be pride, sometimes Ursula privately admitted, fidgeted her. Today was to be a general holiday for both masters and servants, a dinner at the mills, and in the evenings something which, though we call it a tea drinking, began to look, I was amused to see, exceedingly like a ball. But on this occasion, both parents had yielded to their young people's wishes, and half the neighborhood had been invited, by the universally popular Mr. Guy Halifax, to celebrate his coming of age. Only once in a way, said the mother, half ashamed of herself for thus indulging the boy, as, giving his shoulder a fond shake, she called him a foolish fellow. Then we all dispersed, Guy and Walter to ride to the manor house, Edwin vanishing with his sister, to whom he was giving daily Latin lessons in the school room. John asked me to take a walk on the hill with him. Go, Phineas, whispered his wife, it will do him good, and don't let him talk too much of old times. This is a hard week for him. The mother's eyes were mournful, for Guy and the child had been born within a year and three days of each other. But she never hinted, it never would have struck her to hint, this is a hard week for me. That grief, the one great grief of their life, had come to her more wholesomely than to her husband, either because men, the very best of men, can only suffer, while women can endure. Or because, in the mysterious ordinance of nature, Maud's baby lips had sucked away the bitterness of the pang from the bereaved mother, while her loss was yet new. It had never been left to wrinkle in that warm heart, which had room for every living child, while it cherished, in tenderness above all sorrow, the child that was no more. John and I, in our walk, stood a moment by the low churchyard wall, and looked over at that plain white stone where was inscribed her name, Muriel Joy Halifax, a line out of that New Testament miracle story she delighted in, whereas I was blind, now I see, and the date when she saw. Nothing more, it was not needed. December 5, 1813, said the father, reading the date, she would have been quite a woman now. How strange, my little Muriel! And he walked thoughtfully along, almost in the same footprints where he had been used to carry his darling up the hillside, to the brow of Enderle Flat. He seemed in fancy to bear her in his arms still, this little one whom, as I have before said, heaven in its compensating mercy, year by year, through all changes, had made the one treasure that none could take away, the one child left to be a child forever. I think, as we rested in the self-same place, the sun-shiny nook where we used to sit with her for hours together, the father's heart took this consolation so closely and surely into itself that memory altogether ceased to be pain. He began talking about the other children, especially Maude, and then of Miss Silver, her governess. I wish she were more likable, John. It vexes me sometimes to see how coldly she returns the mother's kindness. Poor thing, she has evidently not been used to kindness. You should have seen how amazed she looked yesterday when we paid her a little more than her salary, and my wife gave her a pretty silk dress to wear tonight. I hardly knew whether she would refuse it or burst out crying in girlish fashion. Is she a girl? Why the boys say she looks thirty at least. Guy and Walter laugh amazingly at her dowdy dress and her solemn haughty ways. That will not do, Phineas, I must speak to them. They ought to make allowance for poor Miss Silver, of whom I think most highly. I know you do, but do you heartily like her? For most things, yes, and I sincerely respect her, or, of course, she would not be here. I think people should be as particular over choosing their daughter's governess as their son's wife, and having chosen should show her almost equal honor. You ll have your sons choosing themselves wife soon, John. I fancy Guy has a soft place in his heart for that pretty Grace Oldtower. But the father made no answer. He was always tenacious over the slightest approach to such jests as these. And besides, just at this moment Mr. Brown, Lord Luxmore's steward, passed, riding solemnly along. He barely touched his hat to Mr. Halifax. Poor Mr. Brown, he has a grudge against me for those Mexican speculations I refuse to embark in. He did, and lost everything but what he gets from Lord Luxmore. I do think, Phineas, the country has been running mad this year after speculation. There is sure to come a panic afterwards. And indeed it seems already beginning. But you are secure. You have not joined in the mania. The crash cannot harm you. Did I not hear you say that you were not afraid of losing a single penny? Yes, unfortunately, with a troubled smile. John, what do you mean? I mean that to stand upright while one's neighbors are falling on all sides is a most trying position. Miss Fortune makes people unjust. The other day at the sessions I got cold looks enough for my brother magistrates, looks that would have set my blood boiling twenty years ago. And you saw in the Nortonbury Mercury that article about grasping plebeian millionaires, wool spinners spinning out of their country's vitals. That's meant for me, Phineas. Don't look incredulous. Yes, for me. How disgraceful! Perhaps so, but to them more than to me. I feel sorry because of the harm it may do me, especially among working people who know nothing but what they hear and believe everything that is told them. They see I thrive and others fail, that my meals are the only cloth meals in full work, and I have more hands than I can employ. Every week I am obliged to send newcomers away. Then they raise the old cry that my machinery has ruined labor. So you see, for all that Guy says about our prosperity, his father does not sleep exactly upon a bed of roses. It is wicked, atrocious! Not at all, only natural. The penalty one has to pay for success. It will die out, most likely. Meantime, we will mind it as little as we can. But are you safe? Your life? For a sudden fear crossed me, a fear not unwarranted by more than one event of this year, this terrible 1825. Safe? Yes. And his eyes were lifted. I believe my life is safe, if I have work to do. Still, for others' sake, I have carried this month past whenever I go to and from the Colton Bank, besides my cash box, this. He showed me, peering out of his breast pocket, a small pistol. I was greatly startled. Does your wife know? Of course, but she knows, too, that nothing but the last extremity would force me to use it. Also that my carrying it, and its being noised about that I do so, may prevent my ever having occasion to use it. God grant I never may. Don't let us talk about this. He stopped, gazing with a sad abstraction down the sun-shiny valley, most part of which was already his own property. For whatever capital he could spare from his business he never sunk in speculation, but took a patriarchal pleasure in investing it in land, chiefly for the benefit of his mills and those concerned therein. My poor people, they might have known me better. But I suppose one never attains one's desire without its being leavened with some bitterness. If there was one point I was anxious over in my youth, it was to keep up through life a name like the Chevalier Bayard, how folk would smile to hear of the tradesmen emulating Bayard, sans pure et sans reproche. And so things might be, ought to be. So perhaps they shall be yet, in spite of this calumny. How shall you meet it? What shall you do? Nothing, live it down. He stood still, looking across the valley to where the frosty line of the hill-tops met the steel-blue steadfast sky. Yes, I felt sure he would live it down. We dismissed the subject and spent an hour more in pleasant chat about many things. Passing homeward through the beech wood, where through the bare tree-tops a light snow was beginning to fall, John said musingly, It will be a hard winter. We shall have to help our poor people a great deal. Christmas dinners will be much in request. There's a saying that the way to an Englishman's heart is through his stomach. So perhaps you'll get justice by spring. Don't be angry, Phineas. As I tell my wife, it is not worthwhile. Half the wrongs people do to us are through sheer ignorance. We must be patient. In your patience possess ye your souls. He said this more to himself than aloud, as if carrying out the thread of his own thought. Mine, following it and observing him, involuntarily turned to another passage in our Book of Books about the blessedness of some men even when reviled and persecuted. A. and for all his many cares John Halifax looked like a man who was blessed. Blessed and happy too throughout that day, especially in the midst of the milliard dinner, which reminded me forcibly of that feast at which guests were gathered out of the highways and hedges, guests such as John Halifax liked to have, guests who could not, by any possibility, recompense him. Yet it did one's hard good to hear the cheer that greeted the master, A. and the young master, too, who was today for the first time presented as such, as the firm henceforward was to be Halifax and Son. When full of smiling satisfaction was the father's look, when in the evening he stood in the midst of his children waiting for guys' visitors, as he pertinaciously declared them to be, these fine people for whose entertainment our house had been these three days turned upside down. The sober old dining room converted into a glittering ball room, and the entrance hall a very bower of bliss, all green boughs and Chinese lanterns. John protested he should not have known his own study again, and that if these festive transformations were to happen frequently he should soon not even know himself. Yet for all that, and in spite of the comical horror he testified at this first bouleverse maw of our quiet home ways, I think he had a real pleasure in his children's light, in wondering with them through the decorated rooms, tapestryed with ivy and laurel, and arbor vitae, in making them all pass in review before him and admiring their handywork and themselves. A goodly group they made, our young folk, there were no children now, for even Maude, who was tall and womanly for her age, had bloomed out in a bald dress, all white muslin and camellias, and appeared every inch Miss Halifax. Walter, too, had lately eschewed jackets, and began to borrow razors, while Edwin, though still small, had a keen, old manlike look which made him seem, as he was indeed in character, the eldest of the three. Altogether they were a fine family, such as any man might rejoice to see growing or grown up around him. But my eyes, naturally, sought the father, as he stood among his boys, taller than any of them, and possessing far more than they that quality for which John Halifax had always been remarkable, dignity. True, nature had favored him beyond most men, giving him the stately, handsome presence befitting middle age, throwing a kind of apostolic grace over the high, half-balled crown, and touching with a softened gray the still curly locks behind. But these were mere accidents, the true dignity lay in himself and his own personal character, independent of any exterior. It was pleasant to watch him, and note how advancing years had given rather than taken away from his outward mean. As ever he was distinguishable from other men, even to his dress, which had something of the Quaker about it still, in its sober color, its rarely changed fashion, and its exceeding neatness. Mrs. Halifax used now and then to laugh at him for being so particular over his daintiest of cambrick and finest of lawn. But secretly she took the greatest pride in his appearance. John looks well to-night, she said, coming in and sitting down by me, her eyes following mine. One would not have guessed from her quiet gaze that she knew what John had told me she knew this morning. But these two, in their perfect union, had a wonderful strength, a wonderful fearlessness, and she had learned from him what perhaps originally was foreign to her impressable and somewhat anxious mind, that steadfast faith which, while ready to meet every ill when the time comes, until the time waits cheerfully and will not disquiet itself in vain. Thus, for all their cares, her face as well as his, was calm and bright, bright even with the prettiest girlish blush when John came up to his wife and admired her, as indeed was not surprising. She laughed at him and declared she always intended to grow lovely in her old age. I thought I ought to dress myself grandly, too, on Guy's birthday. Do you like me, John? Very much. I like that black velvet gown, substantial, soft and rich, without any show, and that lace frill round your throat. What sort of lace is it? Valenciennes. When I was a girl, if I had a weakness, it was for black velvet and valenciennes. John smiled with visible pleasure that she had even a weakness gratified now. And you have put on my brooch at last, I see. Yes, but—and she shook her head. Remember your promise. Phineas, this wife of mine is a vain woman. She knows her own prices, far above rubies, or diamonds, either. No, Mrs. Halifax, be not afraid, I shall give you no more jewels. She did not need them. She stood amidst her three sons with the smile of a cornelia. She felt her husband's eyes rest on her, with that quiet perfectness of love, better than any lover's love. The fullness of a stream that knew no fall, the love of a husband who has been married nearly twenty-five years. Here a troop of company arrived, and John left me to assume his duty as host. No easy duty, as I soon perceived. For times were hard, and men's minds troubled. John, except the light-heeled, light-hearted youngsters, looked grave. Many yet alive remember this year, eighteen-twenty-five, the panic year. War having ceased, commerce, in its worst form, started into sudden and unhealthy overgrowth. Speculations of all kinds sprung up like fungi, out of dead wood, flourished a little, and dropped away. Men came ruin, not of hundreds, but thousands, of all ranks and classes. This year and this month and this year, the breaking of many established firms, especially bankers, told that the universal crash had just begun. It was felt even in our retired country neighborhood, and among our friendly guests this night, both gentle and simple, and there was a mixture of both, as only a man in Mr. Halifax's position could mix such heterogeneous elements—townspeople and country people, dissenters and church folk, professional men and men of business. John dared to do it, and did it. But though through his own personal influence many of different ranks whom he liked and respected, meeting in his own house, learned to like and respect one another, still, even tonight he could not remove the cloud which seemed to hang over all, a cloud so heavy that none present liked referring to it. They hid upon all sorts of extraneous subjects, keeping far aloof from the one which evidently pressed upon all minds, the universal distress abroad, the fear that was knocking at almost every man's door but ours. Of course the talk fell on our neighbors—country talk always does—I sat still, listening to Sir Herbert Oldtower, who was wondering that Lord Luxmore suffered the haul to drop into disgraceful decay, and had begun cutting down the pine woods round it. Woods, older than his title by many a century, downright sacrilege, and the property being entailed, too—actual robbery of the air. But I understand anybody may do anything with Lord Ravenel, a mere selfish, cynical, idle voluptuary. "'Indeed, you are mistaken, Sir Herbert,' cried Mr. Jessup of Nortonbury, a very honest fellow, was Josiah Jessup. "'He banks with me. That is, there are some poor Catholics in this neighborhood whom I pay, but bless me, he told me not to tell. No, indeed, cynical he may be, idle, perhaps, most men of fashion are. But Lord Ravenel is not the least like his father. Is he, Mr. Halifax?' I have not seen Lord Ravenel for many years. And as if, even to this day, the mention of the young man's name brought back thoughts of the last day we had seen him, a day which, its sadness having gone by, still kept its unspoken sacredness, distinct from all other days. John moved away and went and talked to a girl whom both he and the mother liked above most young girls we knew—simple, sunny-faced, grace-old tower. Dancing began. Despite of my Quaker education, or perhaps for that very reason, I delighted to see dancing. Dancing, such as it was then, when young folk moved breezily and lightly as if they loved it, skimming like swallows down the long lines of the triumph, gracefully winding in and out through the graceful country dance, lively always but always decorous. In those days people did not think it necessary to the pleasures of dancing that any stranger should have liberty to snatch a shy, innocent girl around the waist and whirl her about in mad waltz or awkward polka till she stops, giddy and breathless, with burning cheek and tossed hair, looking as I would not have liked to see our pretty mod look. No, though while watching the little lady tonight I was inclined to say to her, When you do dance, I wish you a wave of the sea that you might ever do, nothing but that. And in her unwavering spirits she seemed as if she would readily have responded to the wish. We did not see Guy among the dancers who were now forming in a somewhat confused square in order to execute a new dance called Quadrills, of which Miss Grace Oldtower was to be the instructorous. Where is Guy? said the mother, who would have missed him among a room full of people. Have you seen Guy anywhere, Miss Silver? Miss Silver, who sat playing tunes, she had declined dancing, turned, coloring visibly. Yes, I have seen him, he is in the study. Would you be so kind as to fetch him? The governess rose and crossed the room with a stately walk, statlier than usual, her silk gown of some rich soft color, fashioned after Mrs. Halifax's taste. And the chaplet of bay leaves, which Maude had insisted upon putting in her dark hair, made an astonishing change in Miss Silver. I could not help noticing it to Mrs. Halifax. Yes, indeed, she looks well. John says her features are fine. But for my part, I don't care for your statuesque faces. I like color, expression. See that bright little grace-old tower. A thoroughly English rose, I like her. Poor Miss Silver, I wish— What, out of compunction for a certain sharpness with which she had spoken, Mrs. Halifax was about to wish, remained undeclared. For just this minute, Guy entered, and leaning his handsome head and his tender, petty swans over the English rose, as his mother called her, led her out to the dancing. We sat down and looked on. Guy dances lazily. He is rather pale, too, I fancy. Tired probably. He was out far too long on the ice today with Maude and Miss Silver. What a pretty creature his partner is, added Ursula thoughtfully. The children are growing up fast, I said. A, indeed, to think that Guy is actually twenty-one, the age when his father was married. Guy will be reminding you of that fact some day soon. Mrs. Halifax smiled. The sooner the better, if only he makes a worthy choice, if only he brings me a daughter whom I can love. And I fancied there was love, motherly love, in the eyes that followed through the graceful mazes of her dancing, the Bonnie English Rose. Guy and his partner sat down beside us. His mother noticed that he had turned very pale again, and the lad owned to be in some pain. He had twisted his foot that morning in helping Maude and Miss Silver across the ice, but it was a mere trifle, not worth mentioning. It passed over, with one or two anxious inquiries on the mother's part, and a soft dewy shadow over the down-dropped cheek of the little rose, who evidently did not like to think of any harm coming to her old playfellow. Then Sir Herbert appeared to lead Mrs. Halifax into supper. Guy limped along with pretty grace on his arm, and all the guests, just enough to fill our longest table in John's study, came thronging round in a buzz of mirthfulness. Either the warm, hospitable atmosphere, or the sight of the merry youngsters, or the general influence of social pleasantness, had for the time being dispelled the cloud. But certainly it was dispelled. The master of the feast looked down two long lines of happy faces, his own as bright as theirs. Down to where, at the foot of the table, the mother and mistress sat. She had been slightly nervous at times during the evening, but now she appeared thoroughly at ease and glad, glad to see her husband take his place at the head of his own hospitable board, in the midst of his own friends and his own people honored and beloved. It seemed a good omen, an omen that the bitter things outside would pass away. How bitter they had been, and how sore the wife's heart still felt, I could see from the jealous way in which, smiling and cheerful as her demeanor was, she caught every look, every word of those around her which might chance to bear reference to her husband. In her quick avoidance of every topic connected with these disastrous times, and above all, in her hurried grasp of a newspaper that some careless servant brought in fresh from the night mail, wet with sleet and snow. Do you get your country paper regularly, as someone at table? And then some others appeared to recollect the Nortonberry Mercury and its virulent attacks on their host, for there ensued an awkward pause during which I saw Ursula's face beginning to burn, but she conquered her wrath. There is often much interest in our provincial papers, Sir Herbert. My husband makes a point of taking them all in, bad and good, of every shade of politics. He believes it is only by hearing all sides that you can truly judge of the state of the country. It's as if a physician must hear all symptoms before he decides on the patient's case. At least so our good old friend Dr. Jessup used to say. A. said Mr. Jessup, the banker, catching his own name, and waking up from a brown study in which he had seemed to see nothing except perhaps the newspaper, which in its printed cover lay between himself and Mrs. Halifax. A. did anyone—oh, I beg pardon. Sir Herbert, hastily added the old man, who was a very meek and worthy soul, and had been perhaps more subdued than usual this evening. I was referring, said Sir Herbert, with his usual ponderous civility, to your excellent brother, who was so much respected among us, for which respect allow me to say he did not leave us without an inheritor. The old banker answered the formal bow with a kind of nervous hurry, and then Sir Herbert, with a loud premise of his right as the oldest friend of our family, tried to obtain silence for the customary speech, prefatory to the customary toast of health and prosperity to the air of beechwood. There was great applause and filling of glasses, great smiling and whispering, everybody glancing at poor Guy, who turned red and white, and evidently wished himself a hundred miles off. In the confusion I felt my sleeve touched, and saw leaning towards me, hidden by Maud's laughing happy face, the old banker. He held in his hand the newspaper, which seemed to have so fascinated him. It's the London Gazette. Mr. Halifax gets it three hours before any of us. I may open it. It is important to me. Mrs. Halifax would excuse, eh? Of course she would, especially if she had seen the old man's look as his trembling fingers vainly tried to unfold the sheet without a single rustle betraying his surreptitious curiosity. Sir Herbert rose, cleared his throat, and began, Ladies and gentlemen, I speak as a father myself, and as son of a father whom I will not refer to here except to say that his good heart would have rejoiced to see this day. The high esteem in which Sir Ralph, always held Mr. Halifax, has descended and will descend. Here someone called out, Mr. Jessup, look at Mr. Jessup! The old man had suddenly sank back, with a sort of choking groan. His eyes were staring blankly, his cheek was the color of ashes, but when he saw everyone looking at him he tried desperately to recover himself. It is nothing, nothing of the slightest moment, eh? Clutching tightly at the paper which Mrs. Halifax was kindly removing out of his hand. There's no news in it, none, I assure you. But from his agitation, from the pitiful effort he made to disguise it, it was plain enough that there was news. Plain also, as in these dangerous and critical times, men were only too quick to divine in what that news consisted. Tidings, which now made every newspaper a sight of fear, especially this, the London Gazette. Everyone caught and read the fatal page, the fatal column, known only too well. W's have stopped payment. W's was a great London house, the favorite banking house in our country, with which many provincial banks, and Jessups especially, were widely connected, and would be no one knew how widely involved. W's stopped payment. A murmur, a hush of momentary suspense, as the Gazette was passed hurriedly from hand to hand. And then our guests, one and all, sat looking at one another in breathless fear, suspicion or assured dismay. For as everyone was aware, we knew our neighbor's affairs so well about innocent underly. There was not a single household of that merry little company upon whom, near or remote, the blow would not fall, except ours. No polite disguise could gloss over the general consternation. Few thought of Jessup only of themselves. Many a father turned pale. Many a mother melted into smothered tears. More than one honest countenance that five minutes before had beamed like the rising sun, all friendliness and jocularity, I saw shrink into a whizzened, worldly face with greedy selfishness peering out of the corners of its eyes, eager to conceal its own alarms and dive as far as possible into the terrors of its neighbors. There will be a run on Jessup's bank tomorrow, I heard one person saying, glancing to where the poor old banker still sat with a vacant, stupefied smile, assuring all around him that nothing had happened, really, nothing. A run? I suppose so. Then it will be, saw they keep youth, and the devil take the hindmost. What say you to all this, Mr. Halifax? John still kept his place. He sat perfectly quiet and had never spoken a syllable. And Sir Herbert, who was the first to recover from the shock of these ill tidings, called him by his name, Mr. Halifax looked quickly up. It was to see, instead of those two lines of happy faces, faces already gathering in troubled groups, faces angry, sullen or miserable, all of which, with a vague distrust, seemed instinctively turned upon him. Mr. Halifax, said the baronet, and one could see how, in spite of his steadfast politeness, he too was not without his anxieties. This is an unpleasant breaking in upon your kindly hospitalities. I suppose, through this unpropitious event, each of us must make up our minds to some loss. Let me hope yours will be trifling. John made no answer. Or perhaps, though I can hardly hope anything so fortunate, perhaps this failure will not affect you at all? He waited, as did many others, for Mr. Halifax's reply, which was long in coming. However, since all seemed to expect it, it did come at last, but grave and sad as if it were the announcement of some great misfortune. No, Sir Herbert, it will not affect me at all. Sir Herbert, and not he alone, looked surprised, uneasily surprised. Some mutters there were of congratulation, then arose a troubled murmur of talking in which the master of the house was forgotten, until the baronet said, My friends, I think we are forgetting our courtesy. Allow me to give you, without more delay, the toast I was about to propose. Health, long life, and happiness to Mr. Guy Halifax. And so poor Guy's birthday toast was drunk, almost in silence, and the few words he said and acknowledgment were just listened to, scarcely heard. Then rose from table, and the festivities were over. One by one all our guests began to make excuse. One by one, involuntarily perhaps, yet not the less painfully and plainly, they all shrunk away from us, as if in the universal trouble we, who had nothing to fear, had no part nor lot. Full congratulations, given with pale lips and wandering eyes, brusque adieu's, as some of the more honest or less courteous showed, but too obviously how cruelly, even resentfully, they felt the inequalities of fortune. Hasty departures, full of a dismay, that rejected angrily every shadow of consolation. All these things John had to meet and to bear. He met them with composure, scarcely speaking a word, as indeed what was there to say. To all the friendly speeches, real or pretended, he listened with a kind of sad gravity. Of all harsher words than these, and there were not a few, he took not the least notice, but held his place as master of the house, generously deaf and blind to everything that it were as well the master of the house should neither hear nor see. At last he was left, a very pariah of prosperity, by his own hearth, quite alone. The last carriage had rolled away, the tired household had gone to bed. There was no one in the study but me. John came in and stood leaning, with both his arms against the fireplace, motionless and silent. He lent there so long that at last I touched him. Well, Phineas, I saw this night's events had wounded him to the core. Are you thinking of these honest, friendly, disinterested guests of ours? Don't! They are not worth a single thought. Not an angry thought, certainly, and he smiled at my wrath, a sad smile. Ah, Phineas, now I begin to understand what is meant by the curse of prosperity. End of CHAPTER XXXI of John Halifax, gentlemen. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. A great, eager but doggedly quiet crowd, of which each had his or her, for it was half women, individual terror to hide, his or her individual interests to fight for, and cared not a straw for that of any one else. It was market day, and there was no one who could do it. It included all classes, from the start farmer's wife, or market woman, to the pale, frightened lady of limited income, who had never been in such a throng before, from the aproned mechanic to the gentleman who sat in his carriage at the street corner, confident that what he had done was right. Everybody was, as I have said, extremely quiet. You heard none of the jokes that always rise in and circulate through a crowd, none of the loud outcries of a mob. All were intent on themselves and their own business, on that fast-booted red-bay's door, and on the green side of the street corner. There was a slight stirring, a rustling hair and there of paper, as some one drew out and examined his banknotes, openly with small fear of theft, they were not worth stealing. It was the first time that there was such a loud outcry of a mob. All were intent on themselves and their own business, on that fast-booted red-bay's door, and on the green blind of the windows which informed them that it was open from there, they were not worth stealing. John and I, a little way off, stood looking on where we had once watched a far different crowd. For Mr. Jessup owned the doctor's former house, and in sight of the green bank blinds were my dear old father's known windows. Guy's birthday had fallen on a Saturday. This was Monday morning. We had driven over to Nortonbury, John and I, at an unusually early hour. He did not exactly tell me why, but it was not difficult to guess. Not difficult to perceive how strongly he was interested, even affected, as any man knowing all the circumstances could not be affected, by the sight of that crowd. All the sadder for its being such a patient, decent, respectable crowd, out of which so large a proportion was women. I noticed this latter fact to John. Yes, I was sure it would be so. Jessup's bank has such a number of small depositors and issues so many small notes. He cannot cash above half of them without some notice. If there comes a run he may have to stop payment this very day, and then how wide the misery would spread among the poor, God knows. His eye wandered pitifully over the heaving mass of anxious faces, blue with cold, and growing more and more despondent as every minute they turned with a common impulse from the closed bank door to the abbey clock, glittering far up in the sun-shiny atmosphere of morning. Its finger touched the one heel of the great striding X, glided onto the other. The ten strokes fell leisurely and regularly upon the clear frosty air. Then the chimes, Nortonbury was very proud of its abbey chimes, burst out in the tune of Life Let Us Cherish. The bells went through all the tune to the very last note, then ensued silence. The crowd was silent too, almost breathless with intent, listening, but alas, not to the merry abbey chimes. The bank door remained closed, not a rattle at the bolts, not a clock's face peering out above the blind. The house was as shut up and desolate as if it were entirely empty. Five whole minutes by the abbey clock did that poor patient crowd wait on the pavement. Then a murmur arose. One or two men hammered at the door. Some frightened women, jostled in the press, begun to scream. John could bear it no longer. Come along with me, he said hurriedly. I must see Jessup. We can get in at the garden door. This was a little gate round the corner of the street, well known to us both in those brief courting days, when we came to tea of evenings and found Mrs. Jessup and Ursula Marsh in the garden, watering the plants and tying up the roses. Nay, we passed out of it into the same summer parlor, where I cannot tell if John ever knew of the incident, at all events he never mentioned it to me, that had been transacted a certain momentous event in Ursula's life and mine. Entering by the French window, there rose up to my mental vision in vivid contrast to all present scenes, the picture of a young girl I had once seen sitting there with head drooped, knitting. Could that day be twenty-five years ago? No summer parlor now, its atmosphere was totally changed. It was a dull, dusty room, of which the only lively object was a large fire, the under-half of which had burnt itself away, unstirred into black, dingy cabins. Before it, with breakfast untasted, sat Josiah Jessup, his feet on the fender, his elbows on his knees, the picture of despair. Mr. Jessup, my good friend. No, I haven't a friend in the world, or shall not have, an hour hence. Oh, it's you, Mr. Halifax. You have not an account to close. You don't hold any notes of mine, do you? John put his hand on the old man's shoulder and repeated that he only came as a friend. Not the first friend I have received this morning. I knew I should be early honoured with visitors, and the banker attempted a dreary smile. Sir Herbert and a half dozen more are waiting for me upstairs. The biggest fish must have the first bite, eh? You know. I know, said John gloomily. Hark! Those people outside will hammer my door down. Speak to them, Mr. Halifax. Tell the man and old man that I was always an honest man, always. If only they would give me time. Hark! Just hark! Heaven help me. Do they want to tear me in pieces? John went out for a few moments, then came back and sat down beside Mr. Jessup. Compose yourself. The old man was shaking like an aspen leaf. Tell me, if you have no objection to give me this confidence, exactly how your affairs stand. With a gasp of helpless thankfulness, looking up in John's face, while his own quivered like a frightened child, the banker obeyed. It seemed that great was his loss by W's failure. It was not absolute ruin to him. In effect, he was at this moment perfectly solvent, and by calling in mortgages, et cetera, could meet both the accounts of the gentry who banked with him, together with all his own notes now afloat in the country, principally among the humbler ranks. Petty trades people and such like. If only both classes of customers would give him time to pay them. But they will not. There will be a run upon the bank and then all's over with me. It's a hard case, solvent as I am, ready and able to pay every farthing, if only I had a week's time, as it is I must stop payment today. Hark! They are at the door again. Mr. Halifax, for God's sake, quiet them. I will. Only tell me first what sum added to the cash you have available would keep the bank open just for a day or two. At once, guided and calmed, Lord Man's business faculties seemed to return. He began to calculate and soon stated the sum he needed. I think it was three or four thousand pounds. Very well, I have thought of a plan. But first those poor fellows outside. Thank heaven I am a rich man and everybody knows it. Phineas, that ink stand, please. He sat down and wrote. Curiously, the attitude and manner reminded me of his sitting down and writing at my father's table, after the bread riot years and years ago. Soon a notice signed by Josiah Jessup and afterwards by himself to the effect that the bank would open without fail at one o'clock this day was given by John to the astonished clock to be posted in the window. A responsive chair outside showed how readily those outside had caught at even this gleam of hope. Also, how implicitly they trusted in the mere name of a gentleman who all over the country was known for his word being as good as his bond. John Halifax. The banker breathed freer, but his respite was short. An imperative message came from the gentleman above stairs desiring his presence. With a kind of blind dependence he looked towards John. Let me go in your stead. You can't trust me to manage matters to the best of my power? The banker overwhelmed him with gratitude. Nay, that ought to be my word, standing in this house and remembering. His eyes turned to the two portraits, grimly coloured daubes, yet with a certain apology of likeness too, which broadly smiled at one another from opposite walls. The only memorials now remaining of the good doctor and his cherry little old wife. Come, Mr. Jessup, leave the matter with me, believe me. It is not only a pleasure, but a duty. The old man melted into senile tears. I do not know how John managed the provincial magnates who were sitting in council considering best how to save first themselves in the bank. Lastly, if the poor public outside had been made acquainted with that ominous lastly. Or, if to the respectable conclave above stairs, who would have recoiled indignantly at the vulgar word, jobbing had been hinted a phrase, which ran oddly in and out of the nooks of my brain, keeping time to the murmur in the street. Vox populi, vox dei. Truly, I should have got little credit for my latinity. John came out in about half an hour with a cheerful countenance, told me he was going over to Colpham for an hour or two. Would I wait his return? And all is settled, I asked. Will be soon, I trust. I can't stay to tell you more now. Goodbye. I was no man of business and could assist in nothing, so I thought the best I could do was to pass the time in wandering up and down the familiar garden, idly watching the hawfrost on the Arbutus leaves, and on the dry stems of what had been dear little Mrs. Jessup's favourite roses. The same roses I had seen her among on that momentous evening, the evening when Ursula's bent neck flushed more crimson than the sun said itself, as I told her John Halifax was too noble to die for any woman's love. No, he had lived for it, earned it, won it. And musing over these long ago times my heart melted, foolish old heart that it was, with a trembling joy to think that Providence had in some way used my poor useless hand to give to him this blessing, a man's chiefest blessing of a virtuous and loving wife which had crowned his life for all these wonderful years. As it neared one o'clock I could see my ancient friend, the abbey clock, with not a wrinkle in his old face, staring at me through the bare abbey trees. I began to feel rather anxious. I went into the deserted office, and thence, none forbidding, esconced myself behind the sheltering bank-blinds. The crowd had scarcely moved. A very honest, patient, wary crowd, dense in the centre, thinning towards the edges. On its extremest verge, waiting in a curry-call, was a gentleman who seemed observing it with a lazy curiosity. I, having like himself apparently nothing better to do, observed this gentleman. He was dressed in the height of the mode, combined with a novel and eccentric fashion which had lately been set by that extraordinary young nobleman who everybody talked about, my Lord Byron. His neck-cloth was loose, his throat bare, and his hair fell long and untidy. His face, that of a man of Barth-30, I fancied I had seen it before, but could not recall where, was delicate, thin, with an expression at once cynical and melancholy. He sat in his carriage, wrapped in furs, or looked carelessly out on the scene before him, as if he had no interest therein, as if there was nothing in life worth living for. Poor fellow, I said to myself, recalling the bright, busy laughing faces of our growing-up lads, recalling especially their fathers, full of all that active energy and wise cheerfulness which gives zest to existence. God forbid any man should die till he has lived to learn it. Poor fellow, I wish his moodiness could take a lesson from us at home. But the gentleman soon retired from my observation under his furs, for the sky had gloomed over, and snow began to fall. Those on the pavement shook it drarily off and kept turning every minute to the abbey-clock. I feared it would take the patience of Job to enable them to hold out another quarter of an hour. At length some determined hand again batted the door. I fancied I heard a clock speaking out of the first-floor window. Gentlemen, how tremblingly polite the voice was, gentlemen, in five minutes, positively five minutes, the bank will, the rest of the speech was drowned and lost. Dashing round the street corner, the horses all in the firm, came our beachward carriage. Mr. Halifax let out. Well might the crowd divide for him, well might they cheer him, for he carried a canvas-bag, a great, ugly, grimy-coloured bag, a precious, precious bag, with the consolation, perhaps his life, of hundreds in it. I knew almost by intuition what he had done, what, in one or two instances, was afterwards done by other rich and general Englishmen during the crisis of this year. The bank-door flew open like magic. The crowd came pushing in, but when John called out to them, good people, pray, let me pass! They yielded and suffered him to go in first. He went right up to the desk, behind which flanked by a tolerable array of similar canvas-bags, full of gold, but nevertheless waiting in mortal fear, and as white as his own neck-cloth, the old banker stood. Mr. Jessup, John said in a loud, distinct voice that all might hear him. I have the pleasure to open an account with you. I feel satisfied that in these dangerous times no credit is more safe than yours. Allow me to pay in today the sum of five thousand pounds. Five thousand pounds! The rumour of it was repeated from mouth to mouth. In a small provincial bank such a sum seemed unlimited. It gave universal confidence. Many who had been scrambling, swearing, almost fighting to reach the counter and receive gold for their notes, put them again into their pockets, uncashed. Others, chiefly women, got them cashed with a trembling hand, nay, with tears of joy. A few who had come to close accounts changed their minds and even paid money in. All were satisfied. The run upon the bank had ceased. Mr. Halifax stood aside, looking on. After the first murmur of surprise and pleasure, no one seemed to take any notice of him, or of what he had done. Only one old widow-woman, as she slipped three bright guineas under the lid of her market-basket, dropped him a curtsy and passing by. It's your doing, Mr. Halifax. The Lord reward you, sir. Thank you, he said, and shook her by the hand. I thought to myself, watching the many that came and went, unmindful, only this Samaritan. No, one person more standing by addressed him by name. This is indeed your doing, and an act of benevolence which I believe no man alive would have done except Mr. Halifax. And the gentleman who spoke, the same I had seen outside in his caracal, held out a friendly hand. I see you do not remember me. My name is Ravenel. Lord Ravenel! John uttered this exclamation, and no more. I saw that this sudden meeting had brought back with a cruel tide of memory the last time they met by the small nursery-bed in that upper chamber at Enderley. However, this feeling shortly passed away as must needs be, and we all three began to converse together. While he talked, something of the old Anselmo came back into Lord Ravenel's face, especially when John asked him if he would drive over with us to Enderley. Enderley, how strange the word sounds. Yet I should like to see the place again, poor old Enderley. Irresolutely. All his gestures seemed dreamy and irresolute. He drew his hand across his eyes, the same, quite long-fingered, womanish hand which had used to guide murals over the organ keys. Yes, I think I will go back with you to Enderley, but first I must speak to Mr. Jessapier. It was about some poor Catholic families who, as we had before learnt, had long been his pensioners. You are a Catholic still, then, I asked. We heard the contrary. Did you? Oh, of course, one hears such wonderful facts about oneself. Probably you heard also that I have been to the Holy Land and turned Jew, called at Constantinople, and come back a Mohammedan. But are you of your old faith, John said, still a sincere Catholic? If you take Catholic in its original sense, certainly, I am a universalist. I believe everything, and nothing. Let us change the subject. The contemptuous scepticism of his man altered as he inquired after Mrs. Halifax and the children. No longer children now, I suppose. Scarcely, Guy and Walterers, tall as yourself, and my daughter, your daughter, with a start, oh yes, I can recollect, baby Maud. Is she at all like, like, no? Neither said more than this, but it seemed as if their hearts warmed to one another, knitted by the same tender remembrance. We drove home. Lord Ravenel muffled himself up in his furs, complaining bitterly of the snow and sleet. Yes, the winter is setting and sharply, John replied as he rained in his horses at the turnpack gate. This will be a hard Christmas for many. I indeed, sir, said the gatekeeper, touching his hat, and, if her mat makes so bold, it's a dark night and the roads lonely, he added in a mysterious whisper. Thank you, my friend, I am aware of all that. But as John drove on, he remained for some time very silent. On, across the bleak country, with the snow pelting in our faces, a long road so deserted that our carriage-wheels suddenly sound audible, and that might have been heard distinctly for miles. All of a sudden the horses were pulled up. Three or four ill-looking figures had started out of a ditch bank and caught hold of the rains. Hello there! What do you want? Money. Let go, my horses, they're spirited beasts. You'll get trampled on. Who cares? This brief colloc we passed in less than a minute. It showed at once our position. Miles away from any house on this desolate moor showed plainly our danger, John's danger. He himself did not seem to recognise it. He stood upright on the box-seat, the whip in his hand. Get away, you fellows, or I must drive over you. Theed better! With a yell one of the men leapt up and clung to the neck of the plunging mare, then was dashed to the ground between her feet. The poor rich uttered one groan and no more. John sprang out of his carriage, caught the mare's head and backed her. Hold off! The poor fellow is killed, or may be in a minute. Hold off, I say! If ever these men, planning perhaps their first ill deed, were struck dumb with astonishment, it was to see the gentlemen they were intending to rob take up their comrade in his arms, drag him towards the carriage-lamps, rub snow on his face and chafe his heavy hands. But all in vain the blood trickled down from a wound in the temples. The head, with its open mouth dropping, fell back on John's knee. He's quite dead. The others gathered round in silence, watching Mr. Halifax, as he still knelt with the dead man's head leaning against him, mournfully regarding it. I think I know him. Where does his wife live? Someone pointed out across the moor to a light faint as a glow-worm. Take that rug out of my carriage, wrap him in it. The order was at once obeyed. Now carry him home. I will follow presently. Surely not, expostulated Lord Ravenel, who had got out of the carriage and stood shivering and much shocked beside Mr. Halifax. You would not surely put yourself in the power of these scoundrels? What brutes they are, the lower orders! Not altogether, when you know them. Phineas, will you drive Lord Ravenel on to Beechwood? Excuse me, certainly not, said Lord Ravenel with dignity. We will stay to see the result of the affair. What a singular man Mr. Halifax is, and always was, he added thoughtfully, as he muffled himself up again in his furs and relapsed into silence. Soon, following the track of those black figures across the snow, we came to a cluster of Pete Hutts, alongside of the Moorland Road. John took one of the carriage lamps in his hand and went in without saying a word. To my surprise, Lord Ravenel presently dismounted and followed him. I was left with the reins in my hand, and two or three of those ill-visaged men hovered about the carriage, but no one attempted to do me any harm. Nay, when John reappeared after a lapse of some minutes, one of them civilly picked up the whip and put it into his hand. Thank you. Now, my men, tell me, what did you want with me just now? Money! cried one. Work! shouted another. And a likely way you went about to get it, stopping me in the dark on a lonely road, just like common robbers, I did not think any enderly men would have done such a thing so cowardly. We be not cowards, was the surly answer. The carries pistols, Mr. Alifax. You forced me to do it. My life is as precious to my wife and children as that poor fellow's to his, John stopped. God help us, my men. It's a hard world for us all sometimes. Why did you not know me better? Why not come to my house and ask honestly for a dinner and a half crown? You should have had both any day. Thank ye, sir, was the general cry. And sir, begged one old man, you will hash up the crowner's quest. You and this gentleman here. You won't put us in jail for taking to the road, Mr. Alifax? No, unless you attack me again. But I'm not afraid. I'll trust you. Look here. He took the pistol out of his breast pocket, cocked it, and fired its two barrels harmlessly into the air. Now, good night. And if ever I carry firearms again, it will be your fault, not mine. So, saying, he held the carriage door open for Lord Ravenel, who took his place with a subdued and thoughtful air. Then, mounting the box seat, John drove in a somewhat melancholy silence across the snowy, starlit moors to beech wood. End of chapter 31.