 Hey what's up you guys, welcome back to my channel. If you're new here, hi, hello, I'm Lydia and if you are new here, make sure you hit the subscribe button during the growing family, my goal is to hit 10k by the end of the year, let's do this, let's work as a team. If anyone who doesn't know, I make mental health videos here on YouTube through my experience. I take you along to appointments, document my physical health, I'm a type 1 diabetic and basically I just share every aspect of my life. So today I thought we could talk about the hallucinations that I got when I was taking zopiculomone. Now let's do a bit of a pretext, I took zopiculomone for 7 years, yes I'm aware that it's a very long time to be on a x-ray, but I literally couldn't sleep without it. Go to May last year, late 2020, I was in hospital but I started having really vivid hallucinations every time I took a zopiculomone, and it was only ever after I took a zopiculomone. Now I never had a problem with zopiculone until that point. The first night I thought it was just my medication because I hadn't had my medication for a period of time while I was waiting for a bed. But it got more and more intense. It felt like bugs were crawling under my skin, I then tried to scratch it out, but yeah I started hallucinating and it wasn't pleasant. So I felt like I had bugs crawling under my skin, every time I lay down close to my eyes I'd just start seeing these little creatures and I don't know if my eyes needed to still be there and it just, it was horrendous. So I couldn't sleep because I was hallucinating. I just continued until I got put on Trasadone for sleep, because I needed something to help me sleep. I've tried not taking anything to sleep and I genuinely just can't sleep, which is why I took Trasadone, I mean if you didn't see my last video on Trasadone I'll link it up there on the i-card, because it goes over the use of Trasadone for sleep. But hallucinations are something that should be taken seriously, no matter what causes them. They're scary, you just don't know if it's real or not. The only reason I'm able to differentiate between hallucinations and reality is because when I'm on my medication I don't hallucinate. If anyone doesn't know I'm on Haloperidone, Lithium, Volteoxidine, Clemasal Pan and Trasadone. But when I'm on my medication I don't hallucinate, and I was on my medication for some of the nights to follow the first night. I need to get to the works and pick up a pen, because my favourite pen ran out of ink, so I'm going to leave it up to place it. A video that I want to make, and I don't know if you guys want to see it, is about anxiety ticks. Because I've been having a lot of them recently and I did film some, so I want to make a video on that. If you want to see it let me know in the comments below and let me know by kicking this video a thumbs up. So, the hallucinations were very intense. I strolled with them, quite badly, because I wasn't sleeping. When I don't sleep it affects how my other medication works. But the important thing is that it did get resolved, and now I'm on... I'm on Trasadone. Like I said, the video will be linked in the card. Sleep is important, and if you don't have a sleep schedule your mental health will decline. I take my nightmares at 8 o'clock in the evening, I'm normally asleep by 9. And I sleep right through until the next day. So, Trasadone works. Well, yeah, Zopiqon is annoying for me now. So, if Trasadone stops working, I don't know what I'm going to do. I tried Zopi down, Sun Zambian. It didn't work for me. It did nothing. It didn't help me sleep. And I was on 10 mil rooms with that, I think. It's quite a while ago now. But it did nothing for me. But yeah, that's all I've got for this video. If you want to hear more stories from the cycle order, yes. Let me know in the comments down below. Let me know what you want to see. If you've got any video requests, let me know. I'm always open to requests. This was a request video. So, hit me up. Don't forget, if you want to support the channel, I have a Patreon. If it's linked in the description down below, I posted a video on there yesterday because YouTube took down the video. So, bonus video is over on Patreon. Which I will link up there. Peace.