 Hello everybody, welcome back to Esoteric Atlanta with my friend Emmy whose birthday is today because this is being aired on Monday So happy birthday and me make sure you guys give Emmy all sorts of birthday love in the comment section below We as your friends. I always think birthdays are more fun For people whose birthday it isn't because we get to celebrate The people whose birthday it is because you know friendships family, you know We that's a chance for us to get to celebrate the people in our lives that are important to us And so it's your special day at Emmy how how I mean even though recording this on Sunday How is the eve of your birthday? How is your birthday feeling this go around this go around the Sun? um Well, I've been sick the last couple weeks. Um, I think It's given me some time to reflect so I'm grateful Most definitely since the beginning of December with the yoga and all of the other Activations that have been happening. I think that is kind of like sped things up a little bit It's been a little rough it's been a little rough I'll say that but it's given me some time to reflect you can come through honey Yeah, my my office is not in a very good spot in the house, but whatever Y'all get to see all of my children. That was my kid by the way. He's like twice my size I honestly, I don't know how it works. I don't know how A six foot four almost three hundred pound man can come out of a five foot eight woman Like it doesn't make any sense to me. I mean, they're not that big in the beginning, but still like what? It's so funny. My grandfather my dad's dad was six five My dad is between six two six four ish. I think he's you know as age I think people get a little little shorter But I was looking at it I was looking back at pictures of when I was baptized as a baby like a three month old baby and my great-grandmother Trixie Was tiny and she was sitting in between her son my grandfather who was six five And her grandson my dad who's between six two and six four holding me a five pound baby And she's this tiny woman and you're right. It's like she produced that man I don't know It's amazing. No, it's amazing what the what the female body can do like the fact that it can pop out I don't know and he was almost he was almost 10 pounds too My nephew. Yeah, my nephew was born. Um He came out like a toddler Like he literally I remember when he came out and they held him I yeah, they pulled him up and do some stuff over in the little baby care away from my sister And I was I saw this whole shoulders pop up and I was like, look my sister gets that through her whole Thick it's very elastic size of a watermelon out the size of like a Those shoulders get through that tube. I don't understand I always say it was the biggest god moment, but now I'm like hold up What what what how did you do? I want to like it's like, you know when you're a little kid used to get like uh You would take a straw and you get the wrapper of the straw and you get a wet and put it in the straw Like shoot it out at your friend So it's like you but it was like a watermelon that shot out That was my mom My mom she used to do that at restaurants every time she was a troublemaker my mom You want to make little straw spit thingies and she'd shoot it Across the table at us and sometimes it would go past our head and like And she just blame it on you. Sorry my kids did that. I'm so sorry I love my mom. Oh my god. She was amazing Well, I'm sure your mom is smiling down on you emmy, you know, oh, yeah, she's she's laughing her butt off Oh, yeah, she was definitely a Non-conformist a rebel brought fun to to litter really everything For sure you should all bring even the hard stuff. It's so funny speaking of women's issues Um, I you know with the shadow work challenge we have going on. I've been facing my own I have the propensity to overwork I've always had the propensity and to over to kind of go overboard with like exercising and um I had a migraine headache last night And so I let myself sleep in today Before I went and taught and I told myself, oh You'll just you'll just exercise this afternoon Well, I just kind of had to have a little sit down come to jesus come to yashua moment And it was like wait a minute. You're on your cycle right now You need to be taking rest like that's what you need to be doing and so it's amazing Speaking of women's issues. I wanted to kind of bring that up because we all struggle Even those of us who've been doing this for 17 years and those That artful dodger will for me it comes in the form of no you have to get this in because No, actually Artful dodger a female's body needs to be honored and when it's detoxing when you're in your cycle in india you you I mean in india my teacher Thinks we should all be in the spa on our cycles and be like pampered and massaged and like I love your teacher I Have a whole conference about this once You know and usually my teacher is very like, you know, you do you boo kind of like Here's my opinion, but do what you want to do and he gave He actually got really fiery about it because somebody asked about the lady's holiday Like is this not chauvinistic and my teacher was like no It is not it's a way for us men to honor you women because you you ladies do things with your bodies that men cannot do You have abilities with your bodies that men don't have like shooting a watermelon through the whole size of a penny You know like and and he was taught. He's like listen It's not about you being dirty. You're not dirty when you're on your cycle It's about the fact that your body is detoxing because it needs to prepare for the next cycle And in that next cycle there could be life there could be new life coming through you And so you need to let your body rest so it can prepare for that and he was like my wife I sent my wife to the spa Sorry, bryce. No, you're fine. He was like I spent my wife. I sent my wife to the spa every month And all the ladies in the room got silent. You could see every woman calculating in her head like Her husband's being like so guess what next period your ass is sending you the spa And you can see all the men in the room who have wives like getting real uncomfortable I keep seeing dollar signs racking up in their head like damn it Stop don't don't say anything else charot. You know, he's like my wife goes to the spa She's pampered because her body is important and her and he was like in her body is important to me too Because that's where my children came through And that's Yeah, really sweet and he um, you know, and so I want to you know, that's something that's hard for me as well I when I first started practicing not when I first started practicing Like I would say maybe five six seven years into my practice early 30s, which seems like a forever ago I was like when my practice was at its strongest and I was like, I'm not taking ladies holiday I'm gonna practice all the way through And um, I ended up losing my period for a significant amount of time And I had to actually start following the the moon cycle to get my period back And so that taught me a huge lesson. And so I was sitting here I was like beating myself up about and I was like, what am I doing? I'm on my cycle That is time for rest Tomorrow I can get back on my mat again because this is day three for me So tomorrow's day four and that's a great and the first three days of lady cycle is typically generally speaking when the uterus is contracting After that it's just residual stuff. So the uterus has stopped contracting So then you can start to to bring the chronic energy back So that's something that I struggle with that, you know, um, it's kind of like the whole like, um Food thing but people often think about overeating as being an issue But under eating is also an issue coming from the same wound just reacting differently And so and I struggle with under eating and so I wanted to like I thought maybe I should talk about this Just a little bit because we it doesn't matter how many years you've been doing this The same things will continue to come up Until you and it's an opportunity for you to observe yourself And you know, I had to think about that I was like, what would I tell Emmy or a student of mine if they were on their cycle and they were beating themselves up about Missing a practice or missing a workout. I'd be like, girl, you crazy. You're on your cycle You're not supposed you had a migraine last night. You're on your cycle. Like you're not supposed to be You're not supposed to be killing it right now because your body is doing something really important and that detox Takes it takes energy for that. That's why people get really tired. Are women get really tired on their cycles While you get headaches sometimes because your body's Your somebody told me once your uh, the calories you burn. It's like it goes up by like four percent When you're on your cycle because your body's doing so much to cleanse itself And it's a beautiful thing because it's preparing The next cycle for potentially having a life foot in a side of it And so anyway, I just wanted to talk about that a little bit because I want everybody watching to understand that Even though we've been doing this for a long time The artful dodger still appears and still shows its head Um, and I know I know that I just want everybody to understand that don't beat yourself up about any struggles you're having Uh, that's part of shadow work, right? This is awesome Speaking of the divine feminine Um So a whole a whole herd or divine feminine Young ones young divine feminists So maybe they can heed the advice and be like, yeah when you're on your period Yeah, my girl my girls have um, I'm trying to change their attitudes toward their um Their moon days I'm trying to change the name of it because there's just so much negativity around it and they're just so Irritated with their bodies instead of working with their bodies They want their bodies to to perform all the time so that they can keep up with the demands of school and sports And all these other things and it's just like it's so sickening how early they start this preparation Of slavery. Yeah And that's what it is and that's exactly what it is I love and that's what I love and and yogi call the ladies holiday. It's the ladies. It's a celebration It's it's a vacation. Um a lot of men I know get very jealous that you know when you're doing a six-day week practice I know men that are like fuck man. I want a holiday I want to take three days a month off You know, there's some shawls out there that will charge less tuition for women and men because women Have to take three or are asked to take those those days off to rest and so um, but yeah, I it's it is a holiday it's um I know many men who I will uh kino mcgregor's husband 10th film in one day He missed a day at the shawla in india And he came back and shrap was like, where were you? And he was like, oh, it was kino's lady hall. I mean, he's holiday So I decided to take it with her and shrap was like, but you're not a lady Solidarity with my wife You know and and I will say my I admit said this before at 40 years old My cycle still really healthy and I think a lot of that is because after I had that experience in my early 30s I realized how important and valuable it was to honor that, you know, your boobs go up a size There's sore like there's a lot going on in your body during that time And so yeah, so that was that's my correction And so I will be resting the rest of the day and tomorrow I will start back again With my six day a week workout because that's you know, this this is my time of the month and so Um, no, emmy you were saying before you got on that you have a sweater on today that oh, yeah my my sweaters I used to wear this years ago and I pulled it out of my closet and I'm like, oh my gosh, I've worn this is so long And I couldn't believe how big it was. I'm like, oh That's nice Yeah, my spiritual awakening started around 2015 2016 and um 2018 Right before the new year. I was at my heaviest I was almost 270 pounds That's hard. Yeah, and then um 2019 the beginning of it. Um, I went back to The 12 step program that I had been in and out of for years since my early 20s And I stayed this time And I was able to lose a hundred pounds And keep it off and it's been Almost four years now It's amazing. Yeah I love it. I love So amazing and that's so I I'm gonna ask I wasn't planning on doing this But for anybody who's doing the shadow work challenge or if you're just doing your own thing and you've had some Breakthroughs and accomplishments or even setbacks. I mean, I figure what happened to me today Was kind of a setback that led through it to a breakthrough when I was like, oh, yeah No, I need to I want you guys to let us know down in the comment section below on top of wishing emmy a happy birthday I want you I want to hear what all of you guys have accomplished or Realizations that you've made about yourself in this journey shadow work can be really hard But so it's really important that we also take the time to celebrate. Um, the little things too The little things, you know, it might just be that you didn't think you were capable of finishing a 30 minute kickboxing video And you did you know, like just the little list of things. There's there's nothing too small It's all and really important in the in the grand scheme of things One thing too before we get into this video that I told emmy I was just going to bring up And I'm so grateful I want to give a huge shout out to jan and to sal who are two of our moderators in the signal group Because honestly, like I don't think if it was just us content creators monitoring it I would be a shit show wouldn't it emmy because none of us have the Ability to really be in there all the time and so jan and sal are kicking But taking care of the group making sure everybody's taking care of and so I've got to really shout them out Now we did a couple weeks back. We had some issues some bots got in We had some suspicious activity And so, um, we've had to kind of monitor Who comes in and out of that group a little bit? closely And if anybody gets removed from the group accidentally just let us know and we'll let you back in And so we're asking that everybody have a profile picture And the signal group now the signal group is a private group So once you're in it No one else can see what's going on in the group because it is you can't just go and read it without actually being a part of the group And I want to also now in the signal group um Any you can talk about anything you want in that group. There's no there's no rules It's it's a group and it's an amazing group I mean, I'm so inspired by all the conversations when I get to look in and read and people what they're talking about It's a beautiful beautiful friendships are being formed There's so many people in there that have a wicked sense of humor and I love it It's fantastic because I love a good sense of humor. And so I want to just make that clear We had now with that being said It's totally fine for people in the group to have different opinions about things. In fact, that's awesome If you can have conversations where people have different Perspectives and opinions amazing because that's how the world goes round goes round But one thing I think we're kind of all in agreement is is there can't be any name calling Um, we had an incident earlier today and I'm so grateful Everybody in the group handled it in a very classy way Somebody had shared a video of another person in the to their community And this person uh called called the person the truth or are crazy Which is not a word. I really want people calling each other Okay, and so um and anyway The people in the group were very classy handled it really well was a hey, you know, maybe we shouldn't let you know I'm kind of paraphrasing what was said and we shouldn't maybe name call We know some people don't resonate whether people that's totally fine And if you don't like this person that they're the video they're sharing just keep scrolling You know no need to like shame people or um, and I think there were some other comments about how this person Was upset because there was another conversation going on about something and this is supposed to be a shadow work No, it's the shadow work support group But people can talk about whatever they want in that group there if people are are having funny conversations about something Then that's fantastic because sometimes that is the support you need Sometimes that is when you're having a rough time Sometimes it is fun just to be able to laugh with your friends about stupid stuff in a private group And so I want to make that very clear just because it's a shadow work challenge Does not mean that people are restricted to only talk about shadow work We are not a cult. I want to make that very clear that behavior Trying to micromanage what other people are talking about is cult behavior. The only thing we don't want is name calling Okay, and this person who was doing the name calling did we did not remove them from the group They removed themselves. They left the group because so many people said hey, that's not cool. You know, we're not going to call people names We're not going to you know micromanage what people are talking about um And so I just want to make that very clear anything this is a group of really incredible men and women um, and Nothing is off limits if you want to get up and say yo I just had a crazy dream about a leprechaun and a unicorn and talk about it That's totally fine. You know that's that's totally fine because the the journey of being a human is not just your shadow work It's not just your light work It's you as a human living your life and we all need friends and that's what this group has turned into It's group and it turned into a beautiful group of friends all over the world And so I just want to again want to reiterate We're not a cult Emmy is not a cult leader. I'm not a cult leader Jan Sal. We're just moderators. That's it the group belongs to everyone It belongs to absolutely you can talk about whatever it is that you want to talk about You can even get in there and say my husband really upset me today This is what happened. Can I have some advice? The only thing we just don't want again is name calling We don't want name calling and we don't want We don't want someone to be scolded Because they shared something that someone else doesn't like Again, if someone shares something that you don't resonate with That's okay. We're not all going to resonate with everything. Just keep scrolling That's it. You don't have to then go chastise someone because they like a person you don't like That's not how it works in the in the signal group. So I just does that make sense and me or do you want to add anything to this? Well, you know, I think that we've gotten so used to being censored that we expect it and that is Sad um So I I'm just really really grateful that we are um That we have people who are willing to um Look at this on a daily basis And keep it safe for everybody so that we can have a place to come and talk about whatever it is that we want to I mean, it was awesome. There was a conversation about plant medicines and you know plant medicine um, there's such a stigma Um built around it, you know, and and they've done that intentionally because they want you to take pharmaceuticals and not plant medicines and you know, I think that there was a A big sigh of relief Among the people who do partake because it's like, okay. You know, I'm among people who are understanding um You know, that's really important. I think plant medicines are brilliant Yeah, me in the past greatly, I mean when I was coming off of um, I was on six Different pharmaceuticals it started out with one Uh, and it they kept adding more and more because the one that I started out with caused symptoms That needed more medication to control and it ended and almost ended up in kidney failure And it's like, are you kidding me? And I'm getting off this stuff. That was 2017 And um, I used plant medicines because I couldn't sleep I couldn't sleep My anxiety was through the roof. I mean these medications had formed pathways new pathways to my amygdala And I was like in a prison of my of emotion of negative emotion And if it wouldn't have been for god made plant medicines Um, I probably would have went back to pharmaceuticals to cope because it's just it's dang near impossible I mean they make it so hard Once you start taking this stuff to stop Yeah, make it almost impossible. In fact, when I called one of the manufacturers they urged me to get back on it Oh, clearly you need medication Clearly you need it Like no, can I please speak to you know a manager or I wanted to file a formal complaint I called probably three times and got the run around For several hours and never actually ended up getting anywhere to file a complaint It's just it's terrible, but anyway Everyone knows I'm a fan of micro dosing. So it's yeah, you can talk about plant medicine. You can talk about Literally anything you want we're not you are not censored in that group The only thing we just ask you don't not do is not name call now with that being said if you do name call We're not going to kick you out. We're we're just going to probably remind you a let's You know, you can say I don't like this person for x y and z But don't don't name call and don't chastise people Who do like that person? Okay, that's not we're not, you know, that's that's a form of abuse in my opinion And so we're not going to do that. That's just not cool and most people and I just I really just want to applaud I left a voice message in the signal group everybody in that group before I was even aware of the situation going on It had already taken care of itself and I was reading back through all of the comments And I just have to applaud all of the people who were in the group when that comment was made who Responded in a very respectful way and just said, hey, you know, like it's cool if that Truth the video that was shared you don't resonate with that. That's cool Like you don't have to resonate with everyone But maybe let's not name call And maybe let's not like shame people who like this particular person because we all resonate with different people And that's okay And if and if you don't like the video that was shared in the post that just keep scrolling down There's more posts, you know, you don't have to respond to everything And and yeah, just because it's this this person made a comment about I thought this was a shadow Where we should we be talking about shadow? No, it's a shadow work support group. Of course, but but true shadow work Which tells me this person's probably never really done true shadow work because true shadow work is going to pull out all sorts of stuff All I mean there are days where you're proud you're doing your workout or you're journaling and you're going to be taken over with bits of giggles And you don't know where they've come from, you know And so you're going to need to know that you have friends That are that understand what it is you're doing and that's what the support group group is for It's not that we talk about the dark stuff all the time It's that you have people that you can reach out to and be like man I had a you know, just just to know you're not alone You know and that's so important. And so I really just want to Applaud all of the people in there because you guys really showed your maturity And you showed your level of understanding and compassion because when that person was name calling You handled it with respect and you handled it with dignity and you did not react in the same way that they reacted And so I want to just applaud you guys because that that took a lot of um integrity And and and that's amazing. And so I thank you guys. I thank you guys for handling it that way Um, all right with that being said emmy we got some like mac daddy solar flare coming up. Don't we? Oh man. Yeah Um, so coming in today coming at you today straight from the sun birthday present Yeah, oh my gosh. I don't know if you guys are interested but there is um A channel that I follow on youtube called suspicious observer And he is all about the sun and the sun activity and he's got a video up Day or two ago of of the actual flare And um, it is beautiful. Oh my gosh. It's it's like Sparkling and oh my gosh. I watched it like five times. I'm like that is amazing. Um, so yeah, we Oh, you made it you muted yourself How did I do that? What did I do? I don't even know Okay, so We have a long duration x-class solar flare and the difference between the you guys remember a few weeks ago We had several x flares Come at us, but they didn't really do anything And that's because they were um, they were called impulsive and the impulsive flares are very Like a really quick flash So the the immediate radiation is is there but like the impact when the The energies come to earth is not as as not nearly as powerful as a long duration and this x flare that we had the other day um is a long duration x flare and They're expecting the kp index to go possibly up to eight It's pretty high so anyone with heart issues psychological issues Those kinds of issues in particular can be exacerbated with geomagnetic storms It can affect satellites. Um, if you're in northern states like, um, northern michigan northern wisconsin Canada Yep, canada All of canada you're probably going to get to see some northern lights. So if it's clear I'm I'm hoping it's clear. I'm setting an alarm tonight for like one o'clock in the morning so I can go out and see Um, see if I can see anything on your birthday. I'm a birthday. That'd be awesome. Oh my gosh Um, so yeah, just just be aware Lots of ascension symptoms. I know I woke up this morning with a screaming headache I Last night like crazy migraine Yeah, it could cause all kind of stuff ringing in the ears headaches nausea dizziness aches and pains fatigue tiredness like flu symptoms um, so yeah, that's what's going on there with the sun and then also people were interested in Figuring out the types of or the quality of energies in their chart So I have this cool book here It's called astrology made easy and it's by Yasmin Boland This was one of the first astrology books that That I ever got and I have all kinds of tabs in here. Like I really I really like this book Um Okay, well while I find my page She shows in here how to find the quality of your chart And the quality is the different types of energy uh cardinal fixed or mutable and Sorry, brace. Why don't you talk about something for a second while I find this again? No worries. You know what I'm gonna do while you're doing that. I'm actually going to um Pull it up for people. What's the name of the book again any? Um astrology made easy By Yasmin with a Y Boland Okay, it looks like they actually have a pdf available you guys so I'm gonna I'm gonna just gonna click on the first as always amazon is the first link that pulls up But um here. I'll share screen quickly Um, and this is so cool We talked about this in our last episode because we know the doshas. We know all these um Things kind of line up together And so and I am always telling people do your own research learn this yourself as well And so I will put a link to this book down in the description box below um For you guys to order Yeah So on page 35 of this book Um, she has what I liked about it is that she has different exercises for you to do Um Where you can write things in the book according to your chart Yes So, um, can I share my screen? Yeah, I think you have permission. See if it works. All right Okay, so this is my um Brothers chart. We're gonna just use this as an example again Uh, okay. So on page 35 So for your sun sign And your moon and your ascendant You're gonna give each of these two points. Okay So for my brother his son is aries Aries is Cardinal, okay on page 37 of the book she gives all of the different qualities for each of the signs So I would put Two points for cardinal for his sun sign And then the moon is cancer Cancer is also cardinal. So there's another two points for cardinal The ascendant is Sagittarius Sagittarius is immutable So he's got so far two points for Or four points for cardinal and two points for mutable And then it's one point each for the rest of the planets So then you would just go through and write it all down And then add up the points Does that does that make sense? Should I should I go through and actually do that for my Yeah, and let's explain quickly to people that missed that so cardinal fix immutable Can you explain quickly again like what that means and how that pertains to your work and like your exercise and stuff? Yes, okay So cardinal is very leader light People with a lot of cardinal energy as far as exercise is concerned would do well with Shaking up and changing up their goals Frequently like every four to six weeks set a new goal and work towards that goal You can use the same kind of exercises That's fine But setting new goals to keep yourself motivated is probably what's going to be best for a person with a lot of cardinal energy Someone with fixed energy I have a lot of fixed most of my energy is fixed So someone with a lot of fixed energy would do well sticking with the same thing And just working through like like I think that's why It's been so easy for me to stay so disciplined with the yoga is because I have a lot of fixed energy in my chart I'm able to stick with something for a very very long time That's always been A quality that I've had I've been able to stick with something for a long time People with mutable energy Do well changing it up. So like every four to six weeks do a different type of exercise or or Uh Combining a couple of different types of things to keep it fresh and interesting for you Because people with a lot of mutable energy crave change. They need something different They get very very bored with the same thing over and over and it loses its Luster and they just don't feel like doing it anymore. And so they'll give up on their on their goals and then a lot of times, you know We get down on ourselves like oh, why can't I just stick with something or why can't I just do this? Same thing for a really long time. And I think that's really doing ourselves the disservice because you know, you really have to honor yourself and and the way that you are and your tendencies and Do something that is is going to be beneficial to you and your particular Energy set with your chart so Going through real quick here Where my brother his son is in Aries so that is Cardinal and I'm sorry. I didn't have this done prior to the zoom guys I had to go help my husband today He didn't have any help with his um new business And he really needed somebody to go with him and I'm really glad that I went because I just forgot how Stress relieving it is to do physical labor. My husband's a carpenter by the way and he he owns his own handyman business and He was called in to fix this brand new house. That's brand new house. That looks like garbage I feel so bad for these people you guys. Oh my gosh But you know, even though they'll have to pay extra money that they already paid the builder for to do my husband is Is a master at his craft and and they'll be happy. I'm sure he'll be and he really really enjoys Making people happy with this with their stuff. So That's why I don't have this done Because you're kind of talking people through it for themselves because I find this very fascinating as well Okay. Yeah All right. So son is in Aries, which is cardinal and then his moon Is in cancer Which is also cardinal So that's two points two points And then the rising sign Now the rising sign is always going to be at the very start of your first house So that's where you can always look for the the rising sign is always going to be at your first house That's the start of your first house Always and it's always going to be over here on the left-hand side of your chart. That's why everyone's chart has different Signs starting over here. If you notice that one will put up different charts and there'll be different signs over here It's never the same. It's because it always starts with your rising sign Okay, so and rising sign is depicted with an ac Uh, so Sagittarius Which is mutable Okay And then Mercury Mercury looks like this little It looks like venus with horns Mercury is in Aries Aries is cardinal So that's one point one point for mercury Venus Is in Aquarius Aquarius is fixed I knew it I swear I just knew it Okay, and then Mars Mars is in Libra Libra is cardinal Boy, my brother's chart even though it's completely different it has a lot of the same energies as my husband's Interesting. Good thing. Okay, so Mars in Libra Jupiter Jupiter is in Scorpio Scorpio is fixed Saturn Saturn's in Libra Libra is cardinal Uranus Uranus is right here in Sag Which is mutable And at the end I'll give a list of all of the different Signs in mutable and then all the ones in cardinal and fixed also so You guys have a List here Neptune Neptune is also in Sag And Pluto Pluto right here in Libra So my brother is definitely Cardinal has a lot of cardinal energy. I don't even need to add these up and I can tell you it's cardinal So that's an example. Let's go through an example Um, I'm just going to list off here And let's clarify quickly. Um, your brother the chart we're using he is no longer alive, correct? Yeah, he's passed away, which is why I use which is why Yeah, I I would you know, even though even though birth records are public information I would be very cautious with sharing your chart information with anybody, especially publicly You know, that that's you're not going to share your social security number publicly Don't share your your astrology chart either. No, they use it. They can use it They can use it Okay All right, so the cardinal energies are Aries cancer Libra and Capricorn and notice there are One of each element So you have Aries, which is fire I was about to say earth. Yeah, and cancer, which is water Libra, which is air Capricorn, which is earth. So each of the qualities has a particular, um Elemental Okay, so the fixed energies are torus Leo Scorpio and Aquarius holy shit All of mine My rising is Leo. My moon is Scorpio Yeah All fixed After 17 years of yoga, I can guess that Yeah, right Okay, um and the mutable signs are Gemini Virgo Sagittarius and Pisces It's interesting It's interesting to me Because I'm a double Pisces my Sun and Moon are in Pisces and I still have fixed I still have predominantly fixed energy. I think My double Pisces is the only Mutable energy I have in my chart Everything else is fixed. Well, you just so my boyfriend is Gemini um Birth sign and then he's a Virgo moon sign. I don't know what his rising is. He's that's all mutable too Leo It's very interesting, isn't it? Yeah Yes, indeed And so that helps people it's kind of like understanding the doshia system It helps you understand you better And so it's kind of like we talked about the solar flare. I told my yoga class this morning. I was like We can't stop what's coming But what we can do is we can learn to to to ride the waves through it's like Marnie Alton says you can't control the Wave so you learn how to surf right like You know and so I think sometimes and we know Our energy We're able to then understand ourselves better And we was just like when you go through when you have CPTSD or PTSD You're able to then understand That was one of the biggest revelations when I went through trauma therapy was understanding that I actually have an anxiety disorder It is called complex post-traumatic stress disorder and no Not everybody feels this way and this is what this is and this is how we we work with it And once you know that I know emi we've had conversations off air before about that once you know it's coming It it takes the power away from it a little bit A lot bit a lot bit It still comes to visit every now and again, but you're like, okay, this is gonna pass I know i'm having a panic attack right now. I've got to ride the wave of it, but I know what it is Mm-hmm. It's not it's not real in that sense. It is real, but it's also not real You know, my fear is not real. It's just a result of something and with that being said with the astrology with the dosha Then you can go aha like I said in one of my vlog videos like There's someone on my I know that coconut oil is really in vogue right now It's real in vogue to be cooking with coconut oil But coconut oil is terrible for vatas And someone keeps posting about it. I'm like, no, no, no. It's great for copas It's good for pitas because it cools the pitta down But for vatas, it's a death wish And so knowing this is power though, right? And so if you're fixed energy, you can understand yourself better And how to work with that you can't change it But you can work with it and when you learn how to work with it like working with your dosha Then you all of a sudden can lead a healthier life and feel better in your body because you're not trying to work against Your own nature, you know, and I believe that your astrological Alignment, I mean I was born 10 days early. I was supposed to be born on valentine's day And I came 10 days early I was actually the most on time baby out of all of my cousins and my mom said I had one cousin who like really rocked it. He came in two months early. So So we come early and we come small. We are born small early and small But but you look at that so I I came in on february 4th 1983 now get this guys My soul knew what it was doing Because my great grandfather A man named dr. Joseph brice where I get my name from my mom's maiden name His birthday was also february 4th not 1983 many years before he was long gone when I was born Well, guess what dr. Joseph brice was a 33rd degree master mason How karmic is that? Wow, I have his name and I share his birthday and what am I doing? I'm trying to course correct Mm-hmm So you think my soul knew what it was doing was like guess what? We're gonna come out right now My cousin who was born two months early like that changed his whole zodiac makeup From what he was supposed to be to what he was and what he is and he's very healthy now. He's married What's a great job? You're very healthy So it's it's all designed perfectly It's all designed perfectly and it gives you information about yourself You know with with my sign being or with my rising sign being a leo Um, I can see that because I'm able to go on youtube. I'm able to do things like that But actually I'm what they call an introverted extrovert No, sorry an extroverted introvert I actually really really love my alone time And I'm kind of a homebody, but I can go on youtube and do shows So you see how you can work with You if I if I if I since I am since my natural in my natural nature Surprisingly for a lot of people is to be an introvert is to want to stay at home and read and not and take baths and not go anywhere The fact that I am have a rising leo. I can use the rising leo To do what I need to do to to teach a big yoga class to be totally fine to you know to be on youtube with emmy And so we see how we work with We can use these to our advantage. It's like our soul was like we're going to create a gps system So you can navigate your life You know and and get the most benefit not just for the purpose of your job To the macro but also for you for your micro work as well for the real important work, which is your work So I really I just find this stuff so freaking fascinating like it's so Astrology is how god talks to us Mm-hmm. I remember the day that I started studying astrology. I have a funny story so I'm going to try to I'm going to try to use my words carefully here. I'm in a self-censor um, so the lockdowns happened and um they were recommending like forcefully these things, okay And I had worked in a chemical plant for a number of years and we had osha training every three months And so I I knew I knew what ppe was. I knew What different things were rated for different things. I knew what they would protect you from and what they wouldn't And I was just like wait a minute They're telling us that we can wear these things for eight hours I'm like it was shoved down our throat that we there was a 15 minute time limit And we could have been heavily fined or fired for not Operating within these guidelines. And so when that came out, I was just like wait a second And then I went to osha and looked up their stuff and they started changing the laws to fit the story And I I was just like, okay something is going on something's going on and then I started researching and then I started finding stuff out um about narratives and about fear and how the years fear And then I got pissed and then I was like, okay Where are fear narratives and I started looking everywhere for fear narratives And the biggest most pervasive fear narrative is in the church with the concept of hell and I was like And then I I had about a week where I I was just like ghostly white and shock I had Dove down a whole bunch of rabbit holes and kind of redpilled myself all in a very short period of time And I really think that I put myself in shock um But wow what I had found was Astonishing and I was like, okay. All right What if they told us You know, especially the church, what if they told us that is bad and the first thing I thought what astrology, okay I'm gonna start studying this I'm like, what else do they tell us we shouldn't do? Oh crystals. Let me look into that Well, here's the thing you guys like it's so it's so silly because like darkness I always say you guys like if you're if you think the the controllers created some of this stuff You are giving them way too much credit Darkness cannot create anything only the light can That's science If you think lucifer created shit Then you are either real stupid. Don't understand science or you are heavily brainwashed Are you are giving the controllers way too much credit? And so with that being said if darkness can't create anything Who created the constellations? Mm-hmm God the real god Who created job said Uh in the book of job. He said, you know, who can change the maser off the maser off is the zodiac Who can change that nobody? God created that god made that And we know the bad guys under state So and I will also encourage people if you're still struggling to look up the hess act Now it's funny when I first started talking about the hess act they remove stuff They have removed stuff when I went back to look up when I had saved I had bookmarked these pages on the hess act and when I went back to go 404 not found 404 not found. Yeah 404 not found 30 races that interesting they keep they keep And I think I'm the only person that's really been talking about the hess act Um, so isn't that interesting when does a when does a rattle sake rattle? When it's scared So I when I found the hess act when I was studying um Um And I was looking at uh, one of the missing people that was Doing stuff with the nazis in Antarctica. That's when I found the hess act And basically to make a long story short. What happened with that? What happened was Before the hess act before world war two now. We had at the turn of the century there was a lot of spiritualists you think about Madame Blavonsky like all these seances that were going on people Were getting back in touch with spirituality and I think this was post mud flood. So they were like, whoa, wait a minute. What's going on? um, and most people under had a had a base understanding of astrology At that time and a base understanding a fundamental understanding of divination Okay, so the hess act comes around and there's a whole story behind it But just to just to sum it up a cliff notes version the nazi party worked with the pope to basically create a narrative That astrology and all this divination was of the devil Because what's preached from the pulpit is taken a lot of times is the word of god And so people started to become fearful of astrology and fearful of divination Why did they do that because they wanted to make it they wanted to dumb us down? Because you cannot change the zodiac So what does that mean that means that the bad guys have had the road map this whole time And we haven't They know where we're going and so they're trying to derail it because we are worked on that's why I always say like, you know the hippie revolution Was and my belief was orchestrated by the three letter agency, but they did it Because they were trying to derail it They were trying to derail the awakened They knew astrologically that the awakening was upon us that we were on the heels of the age of aquarius Which is the end of gog and may gog where we ascend so they knew so if you merge that with the law of one They knew that earth was going to ascend Now are we going to go positive? Are we going to ascend to negative? They're both an ascension So if they can derail the consciousness of mankind Then they can bring it to follow the negative path versus the positive one because it's going to happen They knew that they had the road map Okay, it pisses you I mean it pisses me off so much So that's how we keep saying like consent consent consent because we have to not give consent Right and we have to start taking our tools back and taking our power back. God gave us astrology For us to understand time All right, and his time got god mother her him sofia Source whatever you want to call source creator. I don't think they source creator really cares So that we would understand where we collectively were going Now the jokes on them on the controllers because we figured it out anyway So that was I mean We kind of got to play a little small violin for for the controllers because man they tried so hard like slow clap They tried real hard They did a lot. They were real patient And they they did a lot to try and we we still woke up We still did it. We still woke up with all the deck stacked against us with the card stacked against us with everything taken from us all tools taken from us um You know my my parents were pretty cool about the whole astrology thing as like as a teenager I was really into the astrology thing And my mom would let me get stuff with the Aquarius on it because that was my sign and you know So I'm I'm grateful to my parents for being kind of cool about it. Even though the church said it was sinful Um, I always read horoscopes just to see you know, but I really started to understand it when I or take a deeper Interest in it when I got into yoga because I realized that the Joyce family was an astrology family And like how much is kind of on the same time I started to really get into the doshas like how detailed And looking at my western chart versus my vetic chart Which for a lot of people the western chart and the vetic chart look very different for me They were identical They said the same things and on the vetic chart. There's a house of yoga And I don't think that's in the western chart But I remember sitting down with my philosophy teacher in india who one of my philosophy teachers who also does the vetic charts And he was showing me my chart and he was laughing at me. He was like you have so many planets It he was like you have more planets in the house of yoga than most of the gurus do He was like you had no choice As i'm sitting in india, he's telling me this i'm like i kind of i kind of figured that What but so they even have the house so i was like, oh, yeah, okay You know i figured you know So um, and so it tells you a lot about about if you if you get your vetic chart done It's going to be a little different in the western chart for some people But you know, but it's it's beautiful because it's kind of god's love note to you Hmm It's god's love letter to you Like okay, my child. This is what you're here to do And you can do it and i've given you the tools to do it So I really I think a lot of people though are starting to kind of Wake up to the fact that this stuff isn't bad Nothing that's created on god's earth is bad The stars are beautiful We don't get to see the stars that much in atlantic because we got too much city But if you are living in an area where You're not around a lot of city and you can go outside just look at the stars. They're beautiful And they're sentient beings as well Yes So You know and it's everybody loves the song from the fifth dimension. It's the donning everybody dances. Well that song comes on so We're the ones that get to usher it in so yay Hey So all right you guys envy is there anything you want to end on today? Um I don't think so I think we said everything we wanted to say I don't know. I my mind is the world. It's it's been it's been a couple months It is like I said to my class this morning I keep because I was telling about this mac daddy solar flare. I was like I keep waiting for the curtain call Like the last scene of the play where the rockettes come out doing their kick line and the curtain call Comes and they keep going now for act 45 for act 46. I'm like, where's the curtain call? I'm done yet. Yeah, okay. Okay a whole another act So, uh, yeah, but you guys I know we're coming to something pretty cool in march And we can do up for a video soon about everything that's going to be happening in the month of march Astrologically, but for now you guys just with that mac daddy super flare if you start to feel your emotions get heightened Just be like up there it is also too. We just entered Pisces season and we have a Pisces New moon so the sun and the moon are in Pisces right now and Pisces is about Deep stillness. It's about the feminine and the yin and the darkness and the going within so if you are feeling a lot of Just internal Eruptions just know that you know, it's just that it's just the time right now It's just the time and if you've had a rough couple months like I have You're not alone It's okay if you can just put your hands down and open them up and no matter what you're feeling however uncomfortable It is or awful or horrid even If you can just put your hands down and open them up and say welcome. Okay. Now. I'm feeling dread. Okay. Welcome Welcome dread. I see you Lean into it feel it a little more These emotions are not going to kill you and the beautiful thing About allowing yourself to feel the really really hard shit Is that you get a full range of the heart? Yeah, you get to feel that's the beauty of heartache is you get to feel the full range of the heart Without heartbreak and heartache and all these really really tough Difficult things that we go through. We don't know what we're capable of We just don't you know, so as hard as it is, you know, this too shall pass I was about to say that it always And I love I love what shanti says like when the when the dread comes up when they abandon all the bad stuff Bad stuff the uncomfortable feelings come up You know shanti's like, okay. Okay abandonment. What are you here to teach me? What do you want to tell me? Just by saying that to yourself or out loud or journaling it I feel my abandonment issues coming up. I feel my jealousy issues coming up. Whatever it is betrayal Okay, betrayal. I feel you coming up What do you want to tell me? What do you need to teach me in this moment? Because once you ask it that that's what I love it in dia The demon the character of the demon is short for demonstrator What's a demonstrator a teacher? So it takes the scariness away. Okay Anger, what are you here to teach me? You're here to teach me something What is that? Instead of trying to push those feelings away Ignore them shove them down. They're just going to keep coming back Until you actually say sit down and humble yourself and be that pupil and say And the minute I feel like you open yourself up to to learning from these feelings Um They start to dissipate the charts. They start to transmute and the less likely you are to project them on to other people You can see this say the same thing for joy. Hey joy It's good to see you again. What are you here to teach me now? Hi happiness. Hi peace You're back again. What are you here to teach me now? Yes And that's it you just journal and know that this too shall pass and if you gotta cry go freaking cry like There's no shame. Oh, yeah. I cried the other day for two hours straight. I couldn't stop I did this meditation in one of my uh course in miracles classes and I had this vision and it was It was kind of like It was a pimple popper It was a pimple that got popped and this eruption happened and it just came out and there was no stopping it and it was really really profound It was really profound. So just allow it. Just don't fight it. Just allow it Your feelings are not going to kill you. I thought they would kill me I thought my feelings would kill me and so I held them in for years years and years and years I mean, what's the thing you tell me all the time when I'm down and out and feeling like I can't survive something You're safe. You're sovereign. You're loved And she you also said and you survived a hundred percent of everything Your track record is a hundred percent. Oh, yeah So And that's it. What and what a privilege this is to be on this time or a force. I mean In the past if one country went belly up people just went to another country And when we first hit lockdown I was like, oh, this is interesting No, we no one could go anywhere The whole world Has to stop and look at themselves What the devil will use for bad God will use for good. Why? Because the devil can't create anything They can only steal from god still from the light and invert it So god's always the mastermind Always because what they're trying to use for bad was actually originally created for good. So good can outsmart it every time So all right you guys you guys all you've got this you're awesome your superstars your rock stars and once again Please make sure to wish ebi a very happy birthday Thank you guys. Thank you. We're grateful to be here in this battle with you ebi We're very glad that you decided to shoot out of that small hole Actually, I was pulled out. I was sunny side up and they had to pull me out with four I don't want to be here. So i'm gonna come ass out. Yeah, screw you guys pictures of infants that come out and they're flicking out Yeah, even better. You're like no take this. I don't want to be here. I was forced to come back. So i'm gonna just Ask out to you guys It's like I know there are male babies I've heard from not my my nephew didn't do this, but I've heard from some of my friends who have sons They came out peeing like they came out with a wiener just Oh goodness I'm like that would be my son if I had a son that would be he would come out peeing So And if I wasn't in so much pain, I'd probably be laughing. Yeah, that's my son Anyway guys, we'll make sure you wish emi the happiest happy some birthdays emi We love you so much and we're so grateful that you decided to be born ass up and everything so Thank you All right, we'll talk to you later. Bye everybody