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Sorry Hi guys, welcome back to another vlog today is Friday today is a family day if you will We're supposed to go to my grandma's we're not anymore I'm gonna go get a list out my cousin soon I woke up this morning really early to go to a workout And then it was like a spin class and I forgot socks and they didn't have socks there So then I left went home went on like a nice matcha walk, but I've been working and now we're about to leave I'm wearing it the oak kind at Dallas pants These are available on Thursday. Actually this top is Eritzia and my shoes are Nike All right y'all we're at Highland Park Village going to sit Going to sit else to get some coffee. I'm with cousin Alyssa over here I decided over to keep it up cousin Alyssa cousin Austin moves here on Monday So he'll be welcome to the vlogs Forcefully, you know They have new umbrellas, but you know what I love over here. Oh, there's no book. There's normally books Oh, no, but someone took it. But guys go here and leave a book. Okay My god these make me cry like the kids boots guys Especially these it's just the heat Also, like so many of my dresses are blue Wow, yeah, I do love these I want to see like I wish I was wearing Ticket on a bar and like it's here for hours. It's so hard Oh, we also went to the new reformation that I didn't really vlog that I should have My friend works there Anyways, so drinking this we decided we're gonna go to Katie's your eyes out So my friends are getting drinks there and I want a coronee to help take you guys along It's really quite the Dallas day tonight. We're going to a writers game a little cousin outing plus Lauren Yeah, it's gonna be a hot dog. I can't wait cuz next week cousin Austin I really refer to you as cousin Alyssa Awesome, it's moving. It's so much easier if you guys understand moving to Dallas to be closer to his cousin That's like the sweetest thing you've ever heard on Monday So he's gonna be in the vlog for like he wants to be or not. He said I could do a dating profile one for him once he moves By the way, that's everyone I'm gonna bring the Dallas city to that Please my two trucks blowing up today. So we're bringing it back. We're talking about what we're gonna get our niece Basically technic Sophie is on the other side of my family But like Alyssa is also equally on that side of my family before my parents towards um, so Arnie's For her birthday, she's not really giving he's turning seven. She's not giving you much to work with I want to give her love Sharkant and she's not gonna appreciate that so it'd be like I always get her a gift that I want to give her and then I give her what she wants like a candle, but she uses it She reads about Dolly Parton now and she loves her She wants to read Dolly Parton when she goes up. I was I got her a dream house for Christmas The Barbie dream house and she really wanted it. I've asked. I have asked her so many times I've also bought her so many things. I just don't know I'm running out of ideas pretty soon. She's gonna be asking for the car So like Sophie our family is not like this by the way like no one has kind of money We have no idea where she even knows what this is. We don't understand. Um, I took her on like one of our day dates We have like a whole thing And she told me that I asked her when she gets a order look what kind of car she wants Thinking she's gonna be like a pink one or something. No, she wants a Lamborghini Um, I think she knows about a fucking YouTube ad. I don't think our family I don't think we've ever even discussed Lamborghini. We never have. We have no idea Where this came from, but apparently She wants my Lamborghini stuff. I'll get on that. I work, you know people like oh my god I work so much my dogs don't have to work. No, I work like see give my dogs a good life. I work to give Sophie a good life Yeah She looks so happy guys. I See that's what I'm saying. This is a good sign guys because my friends never even know that we're recording That just shows how I'm really true to myself So I was supposed to get the beer ita which is a frozen bar gonna grow in the top in it But I accidentally ordered them separately essentially Had to chug a little bit You just want me to spill all over. Yeah, no Now I think why the dollars okay Do something crazy Ready this is how it goes I freaked out it's just to go right in it's upside down But there's no way she's extreme So like I don't even know I don't even know what be there Should I try it? Yeah All right y'all here's an outfit for the Rangers game Dress, Abercrombie, boots, Miranda Lambert. We're off. My phone is charging This dress like feels awkwardly long Bank? I don't know. It's just like maybe to me. Maybe that says something but like I don't really like it. But like this would like make school dress code. No, yeah But like my boobs are not out as much as like another one. Yeah, that's the thing When you have like bigger boobs is actually the most annoying thing in the world. I have big boobs too. You just like can't wear I can't wear anything. Yeah, this is fine. No. Anyways, Traylois, this new song is out. It's really good. We're playing it downstairs No Here we are Being a little bit wild. Well, it is Saturday. I am dressed to go day drinking I'm not gonna like drink too much today. We ended up going out last night We went to Harvard Arms and then I was in bed by one. It was incredible. The game was great. We lost But it was fun. We were in a suite which was Amazing. So this top is from the Okind the one that launches and Dallas top I actually love butting it all the way up like that's been my vibe with these tops recently My bag is blintzy yoga. I just have these black biker shorts on my boots are thrifted from Depot, but they're Harley-Davidson originally. Yeah, I'm gonna go walk get some coffee and then I think we're going to HG So I'm just gonna like go on a walk get some stuff Okay, testing at the cucumber Coconut lime Hg Absolutely love we love the smash this year 10 out of 10 the problem is that they're The problem is that they're Bop confused this one's tequila and someone just got told me about these so If you're wanting to have an a like yeah, we're for drinks in all right. It's Sunday. It's actually Easter I'm just going to get lunch with my dad I'm wearing this dress from a lot of shock fancy my vintage Harley boots, and we're off when I get back tonight I'm probably gonna film more of it like prepping for the week Sort of thing. I honestly just need coffee. But anyways is now the next day. Sorry. I didn't vlog went to Pytop And honestly, I had a really rough day like stuff family stuff can be like just you know a little bit Difficult sometimes, but I did want to talk at the end of this vlog just about I guess this is kind of imposter syndrome Also like fear of failure also like making failure something that like it isn't obviously the O kind is launching on Thursday 21st, and I think just because we're getting so close to it yesterday I was like spiraling because I was already having a really hard day just a bad day I was crying and then I was spiraling more in my head about how I'm like no one's ever gonna buy it No one cares everyone hates me But what like the typical stuff of like things just spiral especially when you're extreme especially just like certain family dynamics I think that I have that I'm working through like it just spirals and spirals and spirals, but yeah I'm kind of freaking out. I'm kind of definitely really worried I do have a part of me that thinks that no one will ever buy anything that I do And I was something like so big is coming and it's been a dream of mine for so long And it's like actually happening now. I'm definitely just getting Stress I don't try to be like negative by the way or anything like that. I'm just being like very honest and realistic So I feel like a lot of my vlogs are like obvious. It's a highlight reel It's like the good mainly the good things I do share some of the bad things but like some of it isn't fully my thing to like share Also, I just don't necessarily think that's like the healthiest thing for me But basically I say all this is say yesterday was not a good day But yeah, I'm getting it nervous I am definitely a confident person for the most part, but I think with this new endeavor I do worry. I'm like, oh my god I do feel like a lot of it is obviously leaning on me and just like stressed for sales and I don't know. I just like I I guess and maybe it's imposter syndrome, but I think more than imposter syndrome though It's more so like just fear of failing and like no one buying things. So that's reality But um, I think it's normal and I think we all feel that way and obviously that probably isn't the truth But I do go through things where I spiral and I'm like, alright. I just needed to like take the day Get laundry done clean my house do that stuff and then start fresh this morning I am vlogging today, but I did just want to end off this vlog. Thank you guys for watching I hope you guys enjoyed a little bit so much and I will talk to you soon. Bye