 Yeah, it's beautiful that you can just open it up because I think that's why we're given a function You know call it whatever you want but a miracle worker or whatever that it's like a it's literally a life devotion To be shown and taken into what seems to be the unknown and away from what seems to be the familiar and And Yeah, I can relate that's those are the same few things I had initially When I started to really have heart-opening experiences to start to work with the course You know even in between going to course groups and whatever there would be this pounding heart and Kind of like oh, you know, where is this going to lead and I could just feel like my whole trajectory my whole life and I Was looking at my expectations and assumptions my parents and family and all those things that seem to be Going in one direction and then this was going in a completely different Direction and and there will be fear that will come up as you open up to your function and We're just here to join together and rejoice with you in finding your function. I mean obviously to come All the distance that you've come to just take that step is a great indicator of your willingness and your determination and It's not that we can actually kind of give you a roadmap and and that's what I always wanted You know give me like a five-year plan or a ten-year plan And I would never get that even though I had a degree in urban planning a five-year degree in planning I never I never got a plan From Jesus with Holy Spirit