 Hey yo, I'm easily fascinated, I'm feeling so creative It's your boy Stevie, I'm a planet Earth native I'm enjoying all the moments, cause you're such a thrill living And I'm not sure if you notice, listen up, we're still spinning Okay, hello, we are live, I guess? Podcast 70 in the books, we did 70 of these fucking things And I still don't know what the fuck I'm doing Welcome, today's episode is incoherent Literally I have nothing to talk about, literally just wanted to start Yapping, no video, straight audio, I didn't have time to set that thing up That's a lot of work, I'm a one man show Take a breath, breathing is good Stay hydrated, stay healthy, keep your life up I'm trying to motivate you people, I'm trying to get you to friggin' live it up Live it up, I'm telling you, live it up Right? That's what we do here, still spinning Let's give a little quick recap of what the fuck is going on Still spinning podcasts, right? Still spinning the earth, still spinning Stay with me now, and then there's stars and we're out there with them And we kind of forget, we usually forget We usually are like, you know what, we are killing it We're walking, we're eating, we're doing things, you know We're living our lives, but we're not That's where we lose it We think we're living our lives, and then we're like, hmm I'm just an animal And you have weird thoughts And you remember, you remember, you remember that you're a lot more And we have knowledge that we shouldn't probably have As just a regular species, and that trips us out And so we lose ourselves a little bit, and I'm trying to bring us back I'm trying to bring it back Bringing sexy humans back to their consciousness Anyway, I'm on my own journey I don't know what's going on, but I'd like to try, you know That's kind of my motto right there I don't know what's going on, but I'd like to try I'd like to try to understand some things I like to read a few words What are words? We made them up Hmm Oh, it's only been two minutes? Wow That's insane Feel like I've been writing a novel in my head And it's been two minutes and 21 seconds Jesus, St. Jezebel, and Randall McFlanagan All came and went in one fell swoop Where are we going with this? One can never be sure Anyway, let's try to have something coherent Let's talk about the books I read It's only been three minutes anyway, I've got plenty of time For what? Nothing I went to Italy, it was amazing I lost my mind, people are nuts there Dude, everyone was jumping, everyone was dunking I was like where am I dunking, dude? What is this, Italy? No, nobody was dunking, nobody even freaking worked out I don't think I saw Jim once Pretty interesting Had a lot of carbs, pretty good carbs I felt pretty good My diet is so strict right now That I feel like when I go off for a week it's not even much And all I had was pasta and carbs I didn't really have that much sweets I just kind of had pasta and carbs I didn't have that many sweets And I walked a ton We walked all over the place We walked miles and saw a million things I took a million pictures I love the pictures I took I'm getting pretty decent at photography And that's really fun And I guess this is what my podcast is Just me talking about my life Which is fun, I got to remember that more And I know I like when people do this On their podcast So that's why I enjoy it too Man, it would be cool to have video too Right now Italian 49% and then the 51% Or 50-50 Italian Ashkenazi Jewish Thank you 23 and me Your boys Jewish, most people knew that I think I've rapped about it 18 times What? No, twice? Yes So I was in Italy We went on the gondolas Venice is like its own world Surrounded by water, I don't understand it It's sinking, it's floating, what's happening Beautiful place, took great photos I don't see these photos, Steven Selly Media Instagram It's awesome stuff, I mean coming from me So then We went to Florence, good food I'm trying to remember everything, it's impossible Anyway, the cities were crazy, the overall take-aways Just to be somewhat legible Verbal Beautiful place Tons of people I don't know if I was thinking about it It felt like it was just how they lived there Especially in Rome, it was so packed I left the last city I went to was Rome That's kind of more fresh in my head I guess Because that was the last scenes I was at But just so packed, everywhere you go People, so many people And more people And yeah, they just This is what I, but it felt like It felt like everyone just wanted to talk to everyone But nobody wanted to do anything So like not And anything means work Or workout Or anything besides Talking to each other It's not just anything in the fact that they don't want to do any work It's no We're going to talk And drink wine and have coffee on the street And that's Everything And then everything else Is nothing And so that's what we do And that's what it felt like I don't know if that was just where we went Because it was such the popular destinations And it's just amazing buildings So I get it, when you sit outside Over there, that's the thing When you're sitting outside having a coffee Which I don't even think I did, but we had lunch It was kind of like you get it And you're just like in that area With those people And people from all over the world too I don't know if that was even true What I just said, but it felt like that Because there was a lot of tourists But there's people and the buildings are just so incredible To look at You're just like This is life And I go for that one moment I'm kind of thinking it through As I'm thinking about the experience But for me it's like I want to enjoy Every moment, not just the one that Not just like one Type, I guess Because that's their moment They're sitting there looking at this architecture They're with their friends and family It's the most beautiful way things can be But that's all they do That's weird to me Because I love that too Donkey, you know But I also love swimming And I also love Eating other foods Instead of just One type So, what else do I love Let's see, like rapping and dancing I didn't even hear music, bro I thought I'd hear some friggin accordions or something Or some kind of gesture Like dancing to some Like the monkey with the hat with the cymbals Whatever happened to that It's not good for the monkey, yeah But yeah, there wasn't that much music It was just the same thing It was just liquid and conversations That's it, if I had to sum up Italy It's liquid and conversations and architecture The friggin L-C-A Can't spell Italy Without L-C-A But it was great and I loved it And it was amazing to see another part of the world Because the people are so different They have different mannerisms And even different language Obviously, but when they The way they live They were walking right in front of cars And I see that in big cities, but not like this This is literally like Everyone's knees are getting bumped At every corner And the streets are going down are tiny They're the size of a hallway in a high school I mean I have no clue the size of high school hallways Because I guess now Those big halls that are like But like an average hallway And the cars are going down And they're going fast too They don't slow down And it's like on people and the car I'm not slowing down, you're not slowing down So we're both just going to pass right by each other With friggin one hairline Of an inch to spare And people are loving it, no one's worried And the other thing that's interesting Is when you think about, did that guy just get hit Or what if that guy just got hit right there And if he does, I can just see him getting up like Ah it's a god damn it, I hate Mondays Like that's their Mondays, they just friggin get Hit by a car Instead of like us when we're on Mondays It's like ah I got too many ice cubes in my milk There's a lot of comedians talking about milk lately Theo Vaughn was talking about on his podcast They did an April Fool's one I don't know what's happening right now But then there was, oh I also watched Nate Bargazzi He had a great stand up special on Netflix too I'm really into comedy if you guys don't know more about me I love talking about myself This is bad, but I guess it's what a podcast is for And if you guys, dude, what This is amazing, I really like sharing That's another, that's a better way to say Than just talking about myself, I like sharing Because when other people talk like this And I learn about them that I enjoy watching Like Chris Lee and Theo Vaughn And like when they talk about themselves It makes me enjoy them more And their content more Because you get to know them and they're funny So when I watch their comedy I like know That they're finding that funny themselves as well Instead of just making us laugh, you get it So that's what I'm doing And, uh Yeah Where was I? More about me, I said Oh comedy, I left Italy So yeah, that was Italy for me And it was a beautiful time And I had a 10 hour flight I increased that, you just keep working bro That was the longest flight I've ever been on And it was fine It was a good flight, you just, whatever I mean, even if you're, what's the word Like as long as you don't get sick Which I learned the last couple of times Is not work out the day or before after travel Because your immune system is so down And I have jacked energy because I'm fucking nuts And I can go anytime, anywhere Any minute, any geography And I can't do that because then I get sick That happened the last two times I traveled So I'm learning, I feel great All I did was a little bit of jet lag And then I went to sleep early a couple nights I had like a couple nights where I woke up weird But that's it, I mean, you're just tired As long as you stay not healthy I mean, as long as you don't get sick You just sleep and you just, you get a little tired But you just sleep because that's what you do when you're tired And yeah, so now I'm back And I felt like dunking and I feel amazing And I had one day where I dunked once Which was an amazing feeling after three months Even just to get a baby one to feel like Still athletic and feels, still feels strong And then my friggin Next day I went, which was yesterday I got one banger, it was like It was all hype because I got One good jump that I can kind of see The path of me getting to the Getting back to full strength Because it's hard, I would believe in myself Believe in myself and visualize it But when it comes together it feels amazing And that's what's happening And the hype is friggin building boys And I feel like I wish I could document every second of it But those who are listening And those who are watching can feel it And I can feel it too and it's a lot of fun To share in that energy That's another thing I love I don't love just sitting and relaxing Bro, I got that energy in my blood And god damn it, it's friggin green If I think about it Oh god So that energy is real I can't believe it's only been 12 minutes I believe right now This has been 12 minutes of straight energy Whether it's whatever Which way, funny Preachy Motivation I meant to say motivational Whichever way it goes It was all pure It was just hype It was this, it was that It was good, there was no laps You could feel it I feel like you could feel me the whole time And if you stick with me, we're in this And I don't know where I'm going to go next I guess I Do a lot of things And I'm also training to be a life coach I really enjoy doing that for those who don't know me Those who do know me, I'm like Getting closer to picking kind of like a program That would just kind of teach me about everything And I really look forward to getting that started I just love the idea of helping people Be the best energy That's actually kind of insightful Is like, find what they love to do And do that the most But also motivate them to go after People just want to do it But they don't have good influences around them Or they don't have They don't see the why Or they are a little bit afraid to be themselves And I know that because I was Wow, we're getting deep real quick But I was, like you was just like before like dunking I wanted to do so many things And I had to kind of just like choose dunking as the way To prove to myself I can do something I choose to do That's kind of what this whole thing is about So all these things I do is kind of proving That I can do it if I work hard enough And that's that's fucking motivational But I'm feeling good I made a really good rap recently That I'm really proud of and This is not this B like air again I don't give a fuck what you think Like that rap I put out there Sounds so dumb, but no it's honest It's like all I'm doing the rap is for Is because I love doing it And I'm sure that comes out In the way I do it and stuff like that And I have no interest of like trying to Make money off it or anything like that But my only goal Is to get a song where You can show your friend or you Like it and you didn't know it was me Like you thought it was an actual song And it was something you would bump Or something that you hear once Like maybe you heard my story because I posted on my story 17,000 times in a row If you heard it one of those times That you would hear it and then be like What was that song and you just want to hear it again Because I made a banger And it's so fun to do and I love getting better Because you can find progress So when you do something you love And you get better at it, you know what I'm talking about That progress, that little step of progress Is fucking what I live for So when it comes to rapping and I play it I'm like man that edit was good Or that line was really good Or I made a coherent thought And I told like a story with it Or sounds good on the beat And I really felt like I nailed it With the right, what type of like little Words I'm using. There's all those different things When it sounds like it's coming together a little bit Or obviously After all those things I just said that came from internally Which I feel good about is like If someone gives me feedback, that's why Any feedback that's positive friggin Lights me up because I'm giving myself so much feedback And so much criticism, so much criticism And I feel good about it, but I can never be sure The only way you know about creative things is feedback Which is, I'm learning that now I'm way deep in my head, this is why I jumped on the mic I'm thinking so much So, yeah You have to, being creative And doing creative things is I think it's good and I'm confident it is Because I'm practicing and I'm working so hard But it's always It always feels like it's like that 99% That it's just you need Feedback to make it 100 But that's kind of what I'm learning now And why I feel like I'm doing my best Is because I'm being more confident in everything I do And not thinking too much You can't let, you want the feedback? Here's the thing I'm learning The feedback is great, but you can't think about the feedback While you're doing it You can't think about how people are going to perceive it As you're doing it, you got to Do it full confidence that you're the fucking man And that's what I did with my last rap It kind of came out that way, like That's why I was kind of like Talking about like who would have thunk Not me, keeping it up Keeping it top speed, being myself It's all like, if you listen to it now I'm kind of like me being confident Just being with that energy Because I've always wanted to make a rap that was kind of like Cocky, I guess, because it's just fun But I didn't want it to come off the wrong way But I was like, yeah don't go all Fuck, bro, you know me or you know me I don't know who I know But you know that I know who I am Sometimes Alright, so that was what I liked about that rap And if you didn't see that rap, it's on my YouTube It's on SoundCloud, you find it I mean, do I really have to post things For you guys to click? Fuck it Is it even worth it? Is anybody even clicking this shit? I'm spending so much time to be like one link Instead of two links or friggin one page Instead of two pages gotta go through Just click my link, support me if you want And if the best thing you can do for me Is just share some shit If this made you laugh or something, just share it Cause then that's like Me finding, okay, this is what it's like If I'm trying to get a new subscriber This is what it feels like It feels like I'm throwing my video out on YouTube With a couple good tags A thumbnail and a title And I'm throwing it out into the billions of videos And they gotta find it, right? Or I could See one of you guys Sharing it to a friend If you know your friends at all And you find something you like, share it with them They will love it, it'll elevate your friendship And I'm over here in the back Getting a little kickstart But also, that's my demographic Other, if you like it Chances are your associates will As well I don't know where I'm going with this Kinda like a I don't know, I'm just really exploring my mind Which feels amazing to do And I think that's it I gotta go eat dinner It's seven And I'm gonna go to sleep early I'm gonna friggin visualize when I go to sleep I'm gonna Take my vitamins and go to sleep And what else? Oh, I gotta get that too I gotta go now, okay BCAAs I'm talking about I'm gonna sleep, try to shoot for that eight hour sleep baby And then when I wake up Read my little mantra, read my little visualization things Maybe do a five minute meditation And then We start the day and it's another beautiful day Again, I don't know when this podcast is coming I don't know when the next one is I didn't even know this one was one So, yeah, I loved doing this I love when you guys Enjoy from this And when I get some energy from it That just feels amazing because when I feel like this I love life the most And when I get that energy from someone else And they make me love life, god damn it I love them And so I hope to share in that as well So we'll cut it there Solid 18 minutes of what the fuck And yeah, love ya Dunk life, keep it up, do it Love, sick it, okay If I'm enjoying all the moments Cause you're such a thrill living And I'm not sure if you notice Listen up, we're still spinning