 And that person who is doing that needs a lot more training in how to do this appropriately. But they're on the right track. They're trying to get somewhere. You know, they're going in the right direction. But there are people who will train other people about how to do this, okay? I don't know if any of you have ever read one of those websites. They still exist. They're still out there. They have this particular type that's really, really big. The font is really, really big. A bunch of things are highlighted in yellow and kind of have that three-dimensional vision coming toward you so that it sticks out a little bit more. And there's a call to action button. Like, if you are ready now to do this, if you are ready to change your experience and change it for the better, but then if you're not, you just keep reading and this thing goes on. And if you printed it out, you would probably go on for 25 pages. And just in this big font telling you how it's gonna change you. I know people who have done this, who have taken these courses, they're copyrighted courses and they tell you exactly how to give people just a little tiny bit of the answer, but not enough to make them feel like they got it, like that you have it. And because you have it, they need to get that answer. It's very, very interesting. And you talk around things. So politicians are great at this, right? But if everybody can do it together, then we can really pull the wool over everyone's eyes collectively and we don't have to do anything other than manipulate the fuck out of one another. It's great. Totally sponsored by NPR tonight, by the way. Just to let you know. So basically, I wanna show you how that works in live real time. I was a person, I was a person and now I'm a man. I was just an ordinary human being and now I'm full grown, I'm an adult. And how did I get here? I'm gonna tell you all how it happened. First, I'm gonna tell you the first thing that happened to me, I was born, we all were. But my birth was a little bit different because it didn't happen when I was an infant. No, it happened at the age of 26 and it was a rebirth. It was a rebirth, it was my real birth. My first birth, thank you mom, I appreciate it. But really, my real birth was when I was 26. And I went from being Jerry to Gerald, full name. I went from being handy to handsome. I went from being Jerry handy to Gerald handsome and I will tell you that that moment when that all occurred, when that all happened, when I realized, when I looked in the mirror and I saw a handsome fellow and I don't mean just physically but internally, I was handsome, handsome all the way through. I realized that I could change people's existence. I could change their lives just by standing like this, shoulder length apart, okay? Basically doing Tai Chi all the time without anyone knowing. I am here to show you how to do that, how to be whatever age you are right now and how to rebirth yourself into your full potential, into your adultness, into your growth period, into your spurt, if you will. Now how does this happen? How does one, how does one do it? Did you see what I just did there? I repeated something and I repeated something because it was important. It was, it was, it was and I did it again. Now why did I do it? We'll come back to it or maybe we won't. Are you ready? Yes, good. This is not real but this is. Did you see what I did there? Great. Remember, it's all about boxes. Do you go in the A or the B? Would you like to see? Do you know the rest of the alphabet? Of course you will do and that's what's important is understanding the alphabet and the numbers. Now there's less numbers than alphabets, correct? No, maybe and that's the point. If we all understand this, just the chest, that's all you need. Just get rid of the legs. We don't need them. If you think about it, all they help us do is walk. So what the, and so like these people, like they do this and it's incredible. They just like save as bullshit and people are fucking completely captivated. And the reason why this is so fascinating to me is because I had to do two shows on this. I had to do two full length scripted fucking shows on the self-help New Age paradigm crap. And the reason is, is because I got hooked into this shit and I believed a lot of this crap. It was awesome. I was always skeptical about it, but I was always, you know, but there's a problem when there's kind of this mass of people around you that you like and you trust and you're friends with that are also buying into it. So you kind of feel like you need to go along with it. It's kind of like Catholicism, which I grew up in, okay? Now there's nothing wrong with Kassad with Catholicism at all, okay? I mean, it's a great cult. You know, it's got dudes who don't get married, I think that's important, you know? And there's rules that get said by a guy in a big white hat. Now these things to me are imperative to our culture. But then it just continues, you know? I just, I start going to a Buddhist college and I become Buddhist and then that's fine and dandy. And then I get rid of that whole fucking thing and I just start getting weird, it's not there. Getting information, channeling shit. It was ridiculous, okay? And the thing is is I always took it with this grain of salt but at the same time I wanted all of it to be real because I wanted to be kind of out of this painful suffering that I was kind of going through at the time. And I still go through painful suffering. I just don't give a fuck anymore. And I mean, I do give a fuck. I mean, I give a fuck about my painful suffering and I give a fuck about other people's painful suffering. So I'm giving a lot of fucks. But I also don't give fucks. We've talked about this. How important it is to not give fucks. It's very popular 2015 right now to give no fucks. And so I'm trying to jump on that in the give no fucks thing. And you can say that that's a cult too, the give no fucks. But it's great, you know, it's a wonderful thing. But I'm watching at the same time, I'm watching some friends of mine who are doing phenomenally well with their businesses. They're doing phenomenally well at using these scripts, at using this language and hooking people in who desperately want to do what they love to do. And hooking them in through something and just making seriously millions of fucking dollars. And I'm sure in some weird way, they're helping people. They're really, really, that's, and that's the thing with all of this is everybody is genuinely, I believe, no I don't. I think probably 70% of the people out there are genuinely trying to assist other people. And other people are just, they're just racketeers. It's pretty amazing, it's pretty phenomenal, you know. And I commend them for being able to, you know, just act like that for full on 100%. But don't you find this strange? You've got to feel hot, you have to feel like horny. About selling your nutrition to other people. Do you get what I'm saying right now? You need to feel sexy when you're talking to your clients. Sexy. You need to feel like you are wearing the most kind of low cut dress with the highest heels and then you are just gonna fuck the hell out of that nutritional console. Do you know what I'm talking about right now? That's what you need to do. I'm taking it to an extreme right now, but, you know, but it's true. Like I'm watching a friend of mine just use that as a way to sell, and it works, man. It fucking works, it's great. It's disturbing. I mean it's this really, really disturbing thing to watch because at one end I'm thinking to myself, well, you know, I mean these people are adults with thinking capacities within their, this. And then somehow they're gonna be able to, you know, kind of determine for themselves somehow how to, you know, reasonably, really, like I was saying, kind of go towards this thing and go, you know, the sound's a little, but it's, and the thing is, is that the pressure is on. The pressure is put on in a particular way and there's one person in particular, I don't know if you've ever seen him, but he's phenomenal at doing this. Did you know that it's all in your mind? That it's all in your mind that everything that you want can be achieved by thinking about it? Doesn't that sound strange? But it's true because God wants you to be rich. I mean, look at me. I am rich and I am not only rich in the bank, but I am rich because of you. I am rich because of my wife. I am rich because of my children. I am rich because of my house. I don't know who you've seen it, but I am rich and I'm rich because I said yes. I said yes to God and I looked in the gospel and I saw that God was saying over and over again, yes, I want you to have those words and I reinterpreted them and I saw that that reinterpretation was helping people. Imagine people saying over and over again, hell, hell, hell, hell, hell, hell. Well, we all know where they're going. But if you want heaven right now, if you want it, then you just can have it. Just by thinking of it, just by thinking yes, I want this money, yes, I want to serve you. Yes, I want fucking crazy. This guy, Joe Austin, has a fucking stadium. He has a stadium in Texas. 50,000 people come a week to his service to talk about the prosperity gospel. It has nothing to do with Christianity. It has nothing to do with the gospel. The scriptures, they kind of come up on the TV and he kind of talks around them. He just kind of picks and chooses and he basically is talking about positive thinking. He's just taking the positive thinking movement from the New Age and self-help over shit and just shoving it through Christianity because it fucking sells like a hot case. It's amazing. I'm incredibly impressed with this motherfucker. He is phenomenal. And in my show, Super Happy Melancholy Ex-Bialidocious, I play this bastard and I do him for like 10 minutes. And after a while, I just, I feel like I'm a candle within a candle. Like I have, the candle inside has dripped wax on itself, just trying to just fall apart so that it could not be a candle anymore. But then another candle comes around it and he's like, no. And it just gets trapped inside its own wax and it's just this waxy fucking mess. But one of the strangest things I ever saw was when I was getting really, really into hardcore and I realized at the age of 15 that I was straight edge, that this was a thing. I was a kid who didn't do drugs. I didn't drink. I didn't smoke. I didn't have a girlfriend so fucking was not an option as well. So, yeah, in terms of the whole like, the way that the straight edge was, you know, put across in the hardcore movement, I was like, I was a perfect fit. And I didn't want to do any of those things either while the sex part I did, I didn't want to drink or do it. I just didn't want to do it. And so like when I would find these bands that were singing about this and how great it was, I was like jumping on the bandwagon, putting an X on my hand, which identified me straight edge and I would go to these shows. And one of the first shows I ever went to was this band Shelter. And Shelter was kind of an offshoot of this band Youth of Today. And Youth of Today was a fucking New York hardcore, jockcore. These guys were like built, like these guys were solid as rocks, okay? Like six packs wearing like, like the kind of pants or shorts that you go running in. I mean, they didn't look like hardcore kids in any way, shape, or form, but when you listen to them, they did, but they, they're just kind of beef cakey. It was kind of strange. And they would just be singing about how great it was that they were all friends, you know? I mean, you couldn't distinguish anything that they were singing about, you know? I'm just like, oh, fuck, I know! It was great. I mean, he sounded like a bird, angry, like an angry bird, right? But like a real angry bird, not the thing. Anyway, but I went to go see this guy and Ray Capo was the singer. He was Ray of Today, ridiculous name, Ray of Today, Youth of Today, singer, Ray of Today, terrible. Anyway, so I went to go see Shelter and this was like his band. Nobody else in the band was in the band at the time from Youth of Today, but they were Krishna. They were Krishna kids. He had converted to being, to following Krishna. So he had the little tail in the back and everybody in the band did and they were praying before they're set. I mean, it was really weird and this guy comes up to me and this is a club, I mean, this is an all ages venue, okay, with a bunch of hardcore kids, you know? Like wearing like hardcore T-shirts and blah, blah, blah, blah. And this Krishna guy comes up to me and he's like, would you like the coconut peanut butter ball? I'm like, well, what's in them? He's like, coconut's peanut butter. That's like, no. I was really confused. I didn't know what was going on. I mean, they were just, you know, going around trying to get people coconut peanut butter balls. Just fine. But then all of a sudden like they come out and they just like take the stage and they're crazy, but Ray's singing all of a sudden and he's singing about like all these Hindu gods and shit and like there were all of these kids there who had little Krishna tails. This was like this new movement, Krishnakor, ridiculous name, but it was true, Krishnakor. And it's like, it taken like all these elements of straight edge and like, you know, jamming it through, you know, Eastern philosophy. You could have picked any of them, right? You could have picked Buddhism, just, you know, Hinduism as is, but you know, he decided to go with Krishna, blah, blah, blah. And it just was like this kind of perfect ridiculousness. All of these kids who were in youth of today were Italian-American Catholic kids who just like left all of that, became straight. And not like you have to leave it, but like, it was just another dog to adopt. But it was amazing how many people, for me, adopted that. You know? And what's really, really fascinating at this point is in youth culture, like some of the music, I still listen to a lot of metal, a lot of punk. There's a whole strain of this music that are Christian bands. And I mean like evangelical, incredibly homophobic, like just really high on Jesus stuff, but they call themselves secular bands, which is confusing, because they're on these Christian metal labels, but they're like, no, we're like fucking secular though. But what it gives them the ability to do is it gives them the ability to climb the Christian charts and the metal charts at the same time. So they're able to kind of get these two audiences. And it's a really interesting thing in terms of converting people, if you think about it. Because if you are just sleeved and look like any other metal kid, but you have this message that comes out every once in a while about Jesus, the amount of people who roll over into that, it must be high, because it's just a perfect storm. It's a perfect storm. And the thing is that the whole thing, not necessarily metal, but around punk, is about thinking for yourself, completely. Like arguing with everyone about everything. It's like being illiberal, except with music all the time. You never agree on anything, maybe agree on some things, et cetera, et cetera, et cetera. But I mean, that's the fascinating part to me. And as we're coming to all of these movements within politics, what I'm finding is that everything becomes this package deal. It's the same thing. If you are a Democrat, you have to buy into all of these things about being a Democrat. You just take all the bad shit and you just kind of focus on the good stuff or whatever you do. Maybe you complain about your party, but blah, blah. But the same kind of goes with the green party, anything like that. And I'm just, I'm super, super confused about where we're kind of headed. But I am, I'm really, really confused because it's more about the party dynamics than anything else. We can talk about this all fucking day and eat, boom, boom. But what's really fascinating to me is that I don't feel like there are many politicians out there who actually say what they really think and therefore follow that. And then to this point with our culture, where it's like people have to fit into this particular parameter. And if they don't, we'd want nothing to do with them. Maybe we'll blog about them. Maybe we'll tweet about the issue. Maybe we'll go to a public forum and go, blah, blah, blah. But in general, we won't put ourselves in a circumstance or a situation where we are ultimately unbelievably, incredibly uncomfortable because we do not agree with the set of circumstances that these people are necessarily talking about. We will de-friend people on Facebook because of it. But aren't we just manipulating ourselves in that circumstance? Aren't we basically just saying, well, I don't want to think this way. I don't want to be this way. I don't want to have this. And therefore I'll just shut it down. I'll shut it off. I don't want to feel it. I don't want to think it, et cetera. Now we all do this. Sometimes it's really healthy, you know? You're like fucking overwhelmed by all of this shit and you don't want to deal with it. And so you just shut it off. Like I got off of Facebook for a week. It was a brilliant time, let me tell you. It was amazing. I highly recommend it. It's incredible. Your whole world opens up. You know, flowers? I looked at those, pretty incredible. I ate something, I actually tasted it. Yeah, no, I'm serious. I walked down the street, I could feel my feet. But there is something about it where it kind of cuts you off from reality because basically you're just getting pummeled with the same kind of feedback over and over again that not only have you curated, but the algorithm is curating for you. And so as you are reading through this feed and reading through all these things, I mean, it's picking up on all of the words and the language that you use to kind of show you what you basically wanna see already. And maybe every once in a while there's something disturbing. Or there's some, but you are gonna jump on the bandwagon with the people who are disturbed by that thing. Maybe. Or maybe you're one of those people who argues with everybody about everything, which can be fine too, but it's also annoying. I mean, there's great. It's like, it's the certain thing where it's like we should have this open discourse. We should have these open discussions. But if you're gonna argue with me about every single word that I use and every single choice that I make, fuck you. I mean, it's the same thing. I mean, there are people, you know, why? Why do they exist? Seriously. It's like, it's kind of the opposite. You could say it's the opposite of being manipulated in a sense, but it's a good point where you get jogged and just get talked at. That's what I think. I like how you think, but I'm gonna tell you what I think right now. That was an interesting statement, but you forgot to use a the, where I would have used a the. I'm gonna tell you about this now. I'm gonna tell you about the thought that I'm having in my mind right now. I'm just gonna stare at you the whole time. Are you there? It doesn't matter. I'm still gonna talk about my momma, me, me, me, me, momma, fucking Christ. We've all met these people. Now, you know, we're gonna just take a break from the whole manipulation. Let's see how we can stop this. Let's talk about it. Okay, there's different ways. One way is to just be like, whoa, gotta go. Fake text is also really good. Whoa, oh my God, really? I gotta go. Fake text is awesome. Can use fake text, but what are we doing? We are manipulating the situation. So we can also say, you know, everything you're saying is incredibly fascinating. My brain is getting overloaded by the fascination. I feel like I need to go process it for a while and get back to you like three months. Got something else you could do. That's nice. Or you could just kind of say to them, you know what, everyone hates you. Not everybody, but a lot of people do. We've been talking about it. You need to change. I don't think that that would work really well. It's kind of mean, but it's accurate. It's accurate and it cuts through a lot of the bullshit. Does it not? I think that that is something that we should do. And in general, like for example, have you ever been in a circumstance where you're seeing somebody or maybe a group of people being manipulated around something? Like they're being, they're just, they're, you can see it. Like you're at a talk like this or you're at a presentation and you're just kind of like, this is fucking bullshit. And but people are like, well, we've got to ours. They just are going on and on, you know, about how amazing this process or whatever it is is happening. And you just kind of want it. You want to say something, but you don't. But why do we choose not to do it? It's because there's such a kind of a quorum of people around us who are just like, oh my God, it's just like the singing and everything. It's just like, it's amazing. It's going to take over the world. It's like the next green day. Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah. I loved green day back in the day before they were what they are now, which is fucking crap shit. And that's like double shit. Both together, crap and shit, mix. And that, have you ever seen it? Gross crap shit. And you throw in some dookie, which was one of their albums in there. Get a little bit of that in there. And you just, and you're like, you know, a saga log of fuck. Anyway, but like, why don't we say anything? Like, I go to, like, I talked about this last week, but it's like, the week before, I can't fucking remember anymore. People have been doing 24 shows. Like, I tell you, this is insane. What am I doing? So this, but you know, I see, I see this, I see him at this table with all these people at a conference in there. It's just like something that's happening on stage. And it's, I didn't talk about this. And it's a guy with a dog, with a talking dog. Okay? And he's made like a jaw. The jaw looks like the dog's real jaw. You know, but he's got this little butt. You can see him doing this, right? Where, and he's a horrible French reliquist. He's just like, hey, what's happening over here? Right? I mean, you just see his mouth moving. And then you see the dog going around like, no, what do you think's happening? Okay, and it's like a little bulldog. A little tiny bulldog, right? And he's like, what are you, what do you think of this? Ah, what are you, basically the same voice, just a little scratchier. And it was phenomenal because the dog fell asleep during the presentation. So like the dog's mouth is moving. It's eyes are doing this. It's starting to rock back and forth. And the guy just, you can't see that. Cause the dog's facing this way. He's facing this way. And then the dog kind of wakes up for a second and falls back asleep. It was incredible, right? And then, at the end of his presentation, he starts showing, he's like, one of the great things about doing all of this and doing this show is being able to kind of really help people. And really, you know, it's just, we love animals. I love animals. And I just want to show you just what the happiness is that animals bring us. And it's just pictures with fucking inspiring music, just unbelievably, just like, gonna find the sun, you know, stuff like that. Playing, well just pictures of people playing with their animals. And it was like the most manipulative tactic. It's like, why are you paying $15,000 for 15 minutes on the fucking stage and you're spending two of them showing us a PowerPoint of people with their animals, having fun, you know? And the people at my table that I'm sitting with, they're like, that was so great. Oh my God, we have to book that guy. That is just, people are gonna love that Idaho. Well, of course you're gonna love it in Idaho. The fuck, there's nothing going on in Idaho. They don't know the difference, you know? They don't, if the little mermaid comes on Broadway on, you know, they're gonna be like, oh, they don't understand that there's art and there's this. But what am I supposed to do? You know, I was texting with a friend and she was at another table and she was like, I'm not drunk enough for this. That's what she wrote to me, you know? But I'm kinda like, I'm like, looking around me and everybody at my table, nine other people are thoroughly enjoying this. And I wanted to say, what the fuck is wrong with all of you? But the thing is, it's like, these are people who could possibly hire me to come and do this weird shit. It just, it becomes this thing where you have to wonder what would happen if every time you see a manipulative situation. And you might be fucking wrong about it. You might be completely wrong about it. You just call it out. You, right now, no, stop it. And you just took that person for a ride. Oh yeah, oil change, I know what they look like. You just get in there, right? You just become like, like right now I'm working on a project with a bunch of people called the Ombudsman Agency. Kind of, you know, what the Ombudsman is, that organization, the Ombudsman is kind of that neutral party of kinda like, is trying to make sure that the organization is doing all the right things and is taking all the consumer considerations into consideration because they're considerations. And they're making sure that they're doing everything that they're supposed to do right. And I feel like we need to have cultural Ombudsmen just walking around, just going in the back or we have too much grace, whatever it is. Just kind of like walking around and just, you know what I mean? It's kind of like, not in a fucking mess. Whatever it is, just kind of pointing it out. It's like, I know you're trying to make me buy another drink, put more vodka in. I used to, you know, I have a friend who's a bartender. I'm gonna text him right now. You can scare people. You know, maybe there's an app we can create. Let's create an app called anti-manic. Anti-manipulation, short, right? So whenever anybody says like, I'm gonna go get a mani. You know they're not talking about a manicure. They're gonna go and fuck somebody up by, you know, fuck them from getting manipulated. That's what's happening, the anti-mani. That's what we're starting right now. Anti-mani app, okay? Find it, Apple, Android. Again, why are there only two? There's only two. Let's get with that. Let's go to headquarters right now. We are taking a plane. We are flying to California. We're going to headquarters of Google Apple. We are gonna demand that they aren't so big. Because they're taking over. Has anyone read The Circle by Dave Eggers? I highly recommend it. It's all about kind of like what's going on with Google kind of taking over. I mean, it's a novel and stuff. And it freaks you out. And you're just like, I'm gonna, no. This is that other side though too, you know? Like, when I started kind of getting into agnosticism and atheism and all these different things, and I'm not necessarily atheistic or more agnostic anyway. But like the new atheism movement scares the fuck out of me. Because these people, like a lot of, it's a lot of men, they are really arrogant in the way that they talk about. They're super smart, but they're really arrogant in the way that they talk about religion and other cultures and all this stuff. And the thing is, is they're trying to use reason-based logic to kind of cut through all of this crap, which I enjoy, but they also say really kind of sexist and culturally inappropriate things to try and make a point. And so it's kind of like, oh, why are you doing that? Because then atheists look like jerks. So there's that other side too, like I'm talking about now. Like I don't think it's a good idea to walk into rifts and say too much grease, especially because they've got a big ad in my program. You know, that's weird. That's weird. Like this, this is, this is weird. See that? N-E-P-R, I love you guys. But it's weird, it's weird. It's like, you know, because I mean, I came up with it like all, you know, or myself out for N-E-P-R because I like them, you know, and their media's fun, it's great, you know, it's awesome. But it's also kind of like, it's kind of strange. It's kind of weird. Like my whole program, there's all these ads in there, like I like everyone in there, support your local businesses and everything, but it's sort of strange. It's kind of like adding a base. Go to Silver Spoon, now, eat some eggs. It's just like, you know what I mean? It just like, it kind of is, I mean, it's kind of like, I'm a person up here who doesn't even like advertising. I'm like, he freaks me out, right? But I made a voiceover demo because I'm a fucking actor and it's how people make money. Have I done it yet? No, because I'm scared, because I hate corporations. It's like, what am I doing? I could do this. But do I want to do it for McDonald's? I would feel like an asshole. But I have other friends and they're able to like, maybe they create the cognitive dissonance for themselves. They're just able to say like, I go in, I'm doing this ad for Gap, I'm able to walk out and be like, that was gross, but I just made X amount of dollars. That's awesome. I have a real big problem with that because I basically feel like there's so many manipulative tactics going on at all times that it's like, I just don't want to take part in that shit. But the fact of the matter is, you guys walking in paying $5, I have no idea where that $5 is coming from. You could all be doing crazy shit out there. We're doing, you know, working for crazy organizations. You know, who are trying to take over the world. And like, you know, like you're healing people, right. You know, it's like, I don't, you know, you know, people could get choked. I mean, this is seed, like there's all sorts of things, like you're a hacker, like that's a bad word. Anonymous, they do think, you know what I mean? So it's like, like, look at Alexander. He's like going in and out. The camera, I can't even tell what he's doing. I don't know if he's like up on the pores of my face, right. Yeah, I don't know what's happening. I don't, it's like, and that's the thing is we cannot control everything. There's no way we thought about everything and where it came from. Like, I met these guys once and I like had said something at the end of one of my shows, whatever they're like. You know what we want to do? We just want to get as much money as we can, right? Ever like as much money as we possibly can. We just want to burn them. I'm like in front of them. No, I don't know. I'm just like, in the woods, thank you. I'm like, okay, so you want to make a point to each other, to each other. In a circle, right? Am I getting this right? Yeah, in a circle. All right, you want to be like in a circle. And you want to burn all of your money. Why? Symbolic. Symbolic. It's like, I mean, it's awesome on one hand, but like if nobody, if nobody's actually seeing it, except, you know what I mean? It just, it's just like such a strange thing. It's just like such an odd thing. Did you have a good time? Did you splash in the water? Peanut butter ball, maybe? Did you experience yourself outside of yourself within yourself and outside of yourself all at the same time? Because I did, and it was wonderful. I'm in front of a volcano, and it's about to explode. It's about to go everywhere. There's going to be sediment, there's going to be lava just running down the side of the mountain, spur down someone's leg that doesn't want it there. It's going to be an amazing experience. Hot, fiery lava just running down, wiping out a village of people that I don't necessarily like, and I'm going to enjoy that. I'm going to soak that vision inside of my mind. What's your vision? It's the same as mine, because it should be. If our vision's correlate, maybe we can do something together with each other, and if we can't do that thing, then maybe we could date. Maybe we could hang out. Maybe we could listen to one another for just a little while. It goes on for infinity, this pen. It just keeps going and going and going. It's a wonderful, wonderful thing. It's so strange that something that's so solid that basically just writes down your thoughts, feelings, ideas, situations, your journal entries, those things that happened to you when you were eight or nine or 10, do you remember all those ages? I wouldn't want to. I'd want to burn those things myself, but you might want to keep them as a sacred thing inside of yourself, but I wouldn't necessarily, because when you're in elementary school, you don't really want to write down anything anymore. You want to put it into a computer database so that you can remember every single aspect of your life of everything that's ever happened to you, and then be able to use that again. We're in a why, what a wonderful place. A great place, a wonderful place, a place that we basically took over as a nation and decided to make it our own, because obviously they couldn't do it on their own. Hawaii, land of aloha's, which basically means goodbye and aloha at the same time. Isn't that amazing? That a word could mean the same thing, the same not thing. I want you to join me there. I want you to join me in a why. I want you to join me because I'm moving there, and we're gonna be a tribe. Don't you want to be part of a tribe? We'll be a tribe together, just all of us. Isn't that wonderful? Not having to have any responsibility, just to depend on me and my words and what I tell you to do, isn't that great? Isn't that wonderful? Just listen to me, just follow what I say and do. Isn't that incredible? Just kind of let go and just get into what I'm talking about. Wonder, just kind of wonder, what am I gonna be today, don't have to worry because master is taking care of me. Isn't that wonderful? Wondering when should I go to the bathroom? Master will tell me when to go, because I will, and will tell you when to go. And when to leave and when to stay. It's wonderful, Juan, land of enchantment, this land of enchantment, no, that's New Mexico. That's gonna be our next location when we move there later. That's enough, so yeah, now that you're done next week, we've got a halval line of time information about that accordingly. Thanks for coming out on that cold fucking night.