 I want to talk shortly about God's presence. Once in my life happened terrible things, terrible thing. It was in Ukraine when we were three together in one car. It's I, my brother, and my wife. And during the long trip, I lost my wife from my car. It was long trip. We were in Odessa, Ukraine, that's east. And it was winter, snowy, outside, and freezing. But it was really warm inside in car. And I was behind the wheel. My brother is second after me. He was on the passenger side. And my wife took off her winter clothes, just light clothes, laid to sleep on a back seat. And we're driving long trip. Before Kiev, it still was big, distant toward Kiev. We, I stopped to have Russian restroom. It's there is no such a rest area. You have to take your side left or on the right. And I and with my brother just went on the right side. It's a little bit deep, deep snow and freezing. And my wife slept in car, covered with the winter coat, heavy winter coat. And I counted she's sleeping there in car. We turn from outside and enter car. But when we were there on the right side, my wife left car and went on the left side. We on the right, she on the left. And we just missed this point. And we entered the car, started and left. And we drive and we drive one hour, two hours, three hours, four hours, five hours. We went through the Kiev, many cities. In those area, there is in that time, that's 26 years ago. In that time, it wasn't cell phone. And even a regular phone was breaking from region to region. It's no connection. And so few cars on a freeway. And we just stopped few times on a gas station. And I was so glad that my wife's sleeping. And I even told my brother, make sure, do not do noise because wife is resting. And I think maybe 10 hours. That was before Kiev. That was around 5 PM. Around 5 AM in the morning, and I drive. The world was really hard, a lot of snow. And I start to think. My brother was sleeping. I started thinking. Something my wife so long resting, sleeping. I was drying with one of my hands. And I pulled my hand on a back seat, tried to touch that code. And when I just touch it, that code just fell down. Some something really strange as a cold air of pierced my conscious that there is no wife. It cannot be. I'm shocked. I tried to wake my brother and say, hey, there is no wife. He showed me, you what? You crazy? How no wife? You know why? And he tried to find there is no wife. We start to scream. I start to scream on him. What are you doing here? Where is my wife? He screams on me. That's not my wife. That's your wife. And confusion in car. And I still driving forward. And my brother said, hey, you stop. Why are you driving still forward? I was totally confused. I thought maybe it's a dream. Something wrong. I tried to feel myself and squeeze myself. It's still pain. And in the end, I have to stop. And I stopped. Where is wife? I stretch my mind how it's possible. As you know, she is right now really beautiful. But that time, it was absolutely perfect. And to last my wife, that's end. I had two sons, Ilya and Nazar. And Nazar just was born. And I took close to my region. There is my mom, my dad, and the mother-in-law, and father-in-law, whole family. And I come in without wife. In that stress, I stopped. And we start to search for wife. That's cold. I checked under seats, in trunk, under hood. I tried all pockets. I tried to find everywhere on the roof, underneath. There is no wife. And there is two or three together. And one was, in this case, missing. And trouble, stress, panic, chaos, depression, guilt, condemnation, hopelessness, fill my car totally. I am totally confused. There is no wife. And that's it. I tried to think every moment where I stopped. And I knew that it's impossible to escape her somewhere. Only one place that's 10 or 12 hours before in the forest over there. But if she lost over there during the night, freezing, snowing, and just like clothing, she is dead. And I was totally in panic. But first, the thought, that the rapture. And that's it. You are a preacher. You try to preach in other people. But your life, it sucks. And your wife are raised in heaven. And you lost. My brother, he was that time unbeliever. And I don't know what to do. I tried to a little bit pray, but prayer not goes. I tried to pray anatoms. My brother, he just, he's unbeliever, he just cursed the saying, cursing words loudly. I tried to pray anatoms. But I'm not sure if rapture happened. That's it. All things, it's gone. And what in my distress, I start to think. If that's rapture, that means somewhere her clothing, rest of her clothing supposed to be found in car. But underwear, everything. But it's nowhere there. And a long story short, when I turn back, one policeman drove on this road. And on this forest, many bad things happened. And when he found her that she was trying to stop the car, so nobody tried to avoid her. Police just opened a little bit window that she could say a few words to him. And even he didn't stop him, just let her to open door. And she snaked in the car. And he brought her on the police station. And around 24 hours, I found her back. My story, my story is about what? My car, two or three together, can be peace, joy, happiness, love, future, blessing, health, productivity, everything. But if one was missing, my life was, my car was packed with all negativity. There is no answer, condemnation, guilt, hopelessness, depression, chaos, confusion. When I reach my wife on the police station, I grab her with my hand, bring her in my car. And when we sit together in my car, because my kindness and my love, maybe during that trip, need to talk to her more. I try to let her rest. When I put my wife in my car, and I say, that's what? Depression? You have to leave. In my car, for you, no more place. Chaos, confusion? You have to leave. It's presence. She is back. Her presence, these two things cannot cohabitate, cohabitate together. If she is present, you depression cannot stay.