 I'm so tired this morning. I just did my red light therapy mask It is the first day back from Christmas vacation And I purposely booked myself a workout class so that I couldn't make an excuse and also get up But I wish I used myself in two more because I've been sleeping in it all week So we got this we can do it. It's January. It's the most motivating month of the year. So we can do this It's just so painful and so hard sometimes to be disciplined But you got to do what you got to do, you know, if you want to work hard and accomplish things. So anyways, let's go get ready for the day But I'm such in a rush I had to bring my bone broth with me this morning It's just one of those days I totally could have gotten out of bed earlier, but I decided to snooze it and I was being so lazy this morning I just couldn't accept the fact that I actually have to get out of bed But one of my New Year's resolutions is to actually give myself a little bit more time in the morning because I have Been rushing every single day before the break. So today I learned my lesson that I don't want to be rushing anymore So I'm gonna be definitely waking up earlier starting tomorrow So that's what we're gonna do is starting for the rest of the week It's not a good feeling to rush and I feel like I always put myself in a position where I'm rushing and it's so easily avoidable By just waking up 10 minutes earlier going to bed 10 minutes earlier It's so easy to do but for some reason it just it's so hard in the morning to push yourself out of bed I just hate that feeling of not being able to relax in the morning and knowing that like I have to keep watching the clock I'd rather just get to enjoy my morning more and make it more of like a sacred peaceful time rather than me just always being worried But okay, let's go. I'm going to oxygen yoga and fitness for their power core class I actually have a code for you guys if you guys want to get a one day free trial with them I will put the code on the screen and the link in the code in the description box But I'm so excited for their class today and it's the best way to ease myself into the new year I know it's gonna kick me in the butt today because I haven't worked out in so long. It feels like so wish me luck But I'm gonna get going because we're running late For the day and I'm about to head out to go grocery shopping. I have no groceries whatsoever We have had no food in the fridge for the past I want to say almost the whole month of December because I got super lazy and I didn't want to do anything I went to the store like once or twice, but just to grab a couple things But I haven't done an actual big grocery shop in a long time And it's such a bad feeling when you want to go eat and you literally don't have food That's something about adulting that I've learned if me or Joel don't go grocery shopping Nobody does it for us like we don't have parents that go for us So that's something about living alone that it's like wow like yeah, that's great You need it obviously you need to get your own food But it's like when you live with other people especially your family you can rely on them for go going out to buy groceries for everyone But it's just us we have to buy our own groceries that just sinks in sometimes randomly when I get lazy But yeah, when I'm in like a lazy mood I don't want to do anything and that includes grocery shopping that includes leaving the house I just love to turn on hermit mode and do absolutely nothing so that's why but I did clean out our fridge right before the new year So that was great. I don't really need to do any cleaning in my fridge. Which is nice I basically have like a blank slate just to throw my groceries in which is great So yeah, I'm just gonna head over to the grocery store And I think I'm gonna buy like everything in there because we have nothing. This is my outfit today Just really casual and cute and comfy. I want it to be somewhat put together But also comfy. I also really need to get my nails done badly I was gonna book an appointment today, and then I did it so maybe I'll go tomorrow or something But these need to be done. But yeah, so this is the fit and I'm gonna head out of the house now Okay, I'm just about to leave the house. I realize I need to self-reguise so bad, but I have gas gift cards So I can't complain about that my parents gave me a gas gift card for one of my gifts for Christmas I feel like that's just such a good gift idea because there's nobody who drives who wouldn't use this one So if you ever need like a quick gift for somebody get a gas gift card. It's a pretty good idea It's kind of boring, but at the same time, it's very very useful I just had to run up to get my reusable bags because I forgot them I always forget them somewhere and I always end up with like one small one in my car because whenever I unload my Groceries I bring my bags up and then they just don't make their way back down sometimes And then I get to the store and I'm like, oh my god But I'm gonna be making a point of actually bringing them in Vancouver They don't even give out plastic bags anymore So you need to buy bags like actual reusable ones at the store So it's gotten pretty annoying and I've accumulated a lot of reusable bags So I just have to be diligent about remembering to put them back in my car every single time But anyways, okay, let's go fill up on gas and get this grocery shopping done I Have recently been obsessed with a scissor album again These songs bring me back to early 2023 when this album got released and these songs just bring back so many memories It's insane listening to them is just so nostalgic Even though it wasn't even like that long ago, but I'm obsessed This album is probably like one of my top favorite albums of all time. I love scissor so much You guys have never listened to this album. Please go listen to it. It's just so good I Just got home. It's around 3 30 and it's already getting so dark because today's kind of a gloomy day So I just turned our kitchen lights on for some late, but I'm just honestly I know I said this before but I'm so excited for this new year And I just feel some sort of like really good energy and I feel like as a collective We're all feeling this and it's like an energy a good energy Like I've never felt before going to this new year and it's making me really excited It's just such a great feeling and whenever I feel like this I know that I'm at a high vibration and it just feels so good to be in that I just know especially when I'm in the state like this when I'm really happy and I have like a good vibe I just know that I can manifest anything I want so quickly and it's so crazy how that works ever forget how powerful You are your thoughts really do create your own reality And I want to talk about this more my channel or like when I start my podcast I really want to dive into stuff like this more But I feel like we go about our day-to-day all the time and we just kind of forget about how important our Vibration is and how important our thoughts are once you become aware of them your life will drastically change And I promise you that just being in a good headspace and filtering your negative thoughts out is so important And it will manifest you like amazing things in your life, and you will be abundant in all areas of your life talking about abundance It's not only money, but it's happiness and its success in all areas of your life So when I talk about abundance, that's what I mean But anyways, yeah, I just wanted to come on here and say that I just have really good energy for this new year I hope you feel it too. I just feel so inspired and so happy I don't know 2024 I feel like it's gonna hit different and I'm turning 24 this year Which is kind of scary, but I don't really want to look at age like that anymore I just want to kind of see it as a blessing to get older because it's so true like not everybody can you know turn the next Year older, so I don't know I just have a really good feeling about this year Let me know if you guys feel the same way, but yeah time is going by so fast too, which is crazy I just feel like the universe is working in our favor for manifestations to come quicker That's how I'm viewing like the time going by thing fast as but anyways I just wanted to come on here and say that the don't forget you have the ability to manifest whatever you want and create your Drain life nothing is too far out of reach You just got to take the necessary steps to get there and it'll happen. I promise you it's all in the mind So here is a little grocery haul I stopped off at meridian meats and I got ground beef for the chili that I'm gonna make and then To whereby steaks. I got some eggs. I really want to get an egg holder on Amazon for my fridge I hate having like different cartons and we go through a lot of eggs I got some apples pepper for the chili butter cucumber I got some meat to make a sandwich with or snack on got some popcorn got some yams got some beans for the chili some Corn chicken broth. That's all for the chili. Then I got these these banana bread crisps I've never tried them before so I hope they're yummy But they just really intrigued me and the ingredients are really really clean So I'm excited to try these and then I also just got some grass-fed beef jerky. I got some avocados some kiwis I love kiwis coconut water and some potatoes and that is a little haul Oh, I also got this kombucha, which I'm gonna crack open right now and drink I always love treating myself when I go to the grocery store with a little drink or a snack And I love trying something new. This is a synergy winter edition kombucha Synergy is like my all-time favorite kombucha brand So I'm gonna crack this open and drink it well. I put away the groceries I put this cute little bow on my tripod and it makes such a big difference like it's so cute I just thought I'd show you guys if you add bows to anything and makes it look so cute I Just changed into something a little bit comfier because I'm gonna be making dinner soon And I just wanted to do like a half PJ moment But first I am just gonna go on my laptop and log some of my financial stuff for the year I was so bad with doing this last year in terms of just like keeping track of everything and now it's Biting me in the bud So one of my new year's resolutions for this year is to stay on track of like logging everything Doing it day to day instead of doing it at the end of every month and just leaving it for my future self And what I've realized is another goal this year is to do more things for my future self Rather than kind of be selfish in the moment because there's a lot of times where I don't feel like doing something and I'm like Oh, I'll just leave it for me later or tomorrow or next week and then my future self is like Oh my god, why did I do that? Like I'm so busy like I don't want to do this now I don't have time for it those little things really do add up and make a big big difference in your day-to-day life I just want to make sure that I'm honoring I guess you could say my future self more making decisions and doing things in the moment so that I will think myself Later because a lot of the times when we do things they don't really have a short-term payoff But long-term they really do pay off So I just want to do more things like that where I'm kind of saving myself for the future And even though I have to sacrifice a bit in the present It's okay because it's way better that way So if you guys are like me and you've been kind of living the past year like that where you're very kind of selfish in the present with Yourself and you just like procrastinating things especially things you don't want to do like financial stuff I hate it don't even talk to me about that But it's like it's something that has to be done regardless if I like it or not But if you guys are like me I would suggest being nicer to your future self and just getting things done You will be so much happier that way when I don't do something and I know I have to do it It's like this pounding headache in the back of my head that is just nagging at me 24-7 And it's such a huge weight off of my shoulders when I actually get that thing done And I'm like wow it wasn't actually that hard because you make it up to be some sort of big huge thing That needs to be done in reality It's like you just got to sit down and do it and you'll be fine So I just want to conquer more tasks in the moment and not leave them for myself And I just feel like it's gonna be so much less stressful this way And I'm really excited I kind of set myself up so it's easy to do this And that's also important too is making your daunting tasks easier for you to do Whether that's breaking it up in little baby steps or buying some organization folders so that it just makes it really easy for yourself to organize things Whatever your case is I would suggest doing that because trust me you will love yourself for doing that That is what I'm doing Yeah, I just thought that I'd share that because this year that is like one of my main priorities actually And I didn't even talk about this in my reset video because it's something that kind of came to me later on when I was thinking about more goals And I'm like wow like no this is a big thing that I need to work on Here's how the chili ended up it looks so good I like my chili a little bit more liquidy than the average, but I'm so excited to eat this I'm gonna pair it with like tortilla chips and avocado so good This week was only a three-day week for me because I started on Wednesday except Monday Tuesday off because it was New Year's Day But honestly since I was just getting back into a routine this week this week feels like it was so much longer than it was So I'm really happy that it's Friday to be honest I've been putting oil on my ends every single night before I go to bed because I never used to really put any oil in my Hair throughout like the week when I'm not washing it Way oil I have noticed every single morning now when I wake up my ends are so soft and they used to not be So if you guys are struggling random But if you're struggling with dead ends and like your ends not being that soft just buy any hair oil I even have this one from the drugstore. It's a little bit more hardcore But this is an argon oil from OGX it really does wonders and my hair is just like Visibly and just me brushing it out and feeling it I can tell it makes such a big difference. So anyways, I just wanted to share that because something I've been recently doing Let's get ready for my workout Okay, we are off to our class I'm actually on time today guys because I made a point of waking up earlier so that I'm not rushing I set my alarm at five and then I snoozed it until twice until about five twenty So I'm very proud of myself because like I said, I just hate the feeling of rushing So it was just so much smoother this morning and I felt so much better about everything and less stressful And now I actually have time to talk to you guys without rushing, you know what I mean? It's so funny how once you get out of your routine It's kind of like your new normal and you get so used to it Honestly though when I was out of my routine I wasn't feeling good when I don't work out my legs start to ache and I'm not kidding you Like I'll be sitting on the couch all day and my legs will start to ache and I'll be like what the heck What is wrong with me like I need to have movement in my day or else my body starts to physically hurt So taking a break for Christmas obviously was really good and needed But also it's like I just love my routine so much and if I don't do it My body actually starts to physically hurt and I just don't feel as mentally good at all It just like goes to show how important it is to have a routine that you love and that really makes you feel good Because it's night and day I'm telling you because much as I love resting and I love my off days They're only good if I earn them in a way I'm just lazing around and I did absolutely nothing just doesn't feel as good Obviously you have to have balance with absolutely everything in life But I just feel like I really found my balance and I love it. Okay. Anyways, let's get going He's so excited for this Pilates class today So the lifestyle she respect a two sprints to Quebec shall he win on back they only give it niggas plus one So I never pull up to the med, you know, I gotta bring the set You know, I gotta bring the G block You know, I gotta bring the D block cuz you know, I stick here get You know, I stick you get you know, I stick you get you know, I stick you get Today has been a honestly a pretty boring day for me It's been gloomy the whole day and like it's kind of a storm outside right now not gonna lie I don't mind it because these kind of days I try to appreciate and not get depressed about this He's kind of cozy. I just applied this aqua for lip repair. I actually really like it I have so many random like lip balms around my house and in my jacket pockets that new ones just always appear and also lip liners They're just everywhere. I'm always using a random one, but yeah, I didn't do anything really fun today I was just editing on my computer all day. I had to film sponsorship and edit that some minute I had my workout this morning as you guys saw. Let me know what type of content you guys want and like to see for me Do you like when I just vlog at home? Would you like what I'm doing now where it's a mix of like productivity and chill? I'd love to know you guys's feedback on what type of content you like watching for me I do really try to show more than I talk though because I personally hate when youtubers They just talk about what they're gonna do and then they never show it So I do try my best to actually show stuff like I bring my camera into my workout class, which is insane I get some weird stairs sometimes, but I do it for the content for you guys, but on the side now finally I'm redoing this room. So when we first moved in I didn't really have that big of a vision for this room I didn't really see myself wanting an office at the time And so I just have this makeup vanity that you're sitting on here and then holding our gonna dresser This room is really plain since we moved in. I never really liked it I don't know. I feel like I can do so much better, but it just kind of came to me when I was taking the holiday break I've realized I really want an office space I have always kind of worked on my laptop in random places in the house and this has been my designated Makeup room and closet so I don't work in here I just do filming in here, but not actual computer work and I don't like that I hate having my hard drives everywhere my memory card sitting around my laptop on the couch Like it just I feel like my stuff is so spread out And I really just want a space where I can go sit down and go to work for a bit and Actually focus because when I work downstairs on the table, I see the kitchen and then it distracts me So I'm like, oh, maybe I should make something to eat. Maybe I should clean There's just too many distractions and I don't feel like it's a space where I can just sit down and focus So I realized that I really wanted that because Joel just bought a new computer And he has a really nice desk setup. I kind of go jealous and I'm like wait I want this too. So Joel's gonna help me redo this room. I'm so excited I have some things that I ordered on the way, but I'm gonna do a whole separate video for this room transformation I ordered wallpaper you guys from love shack fancy It's gonna go on this wall behind me and everything will be revealed in that video Which should be coming at the end of the month. So only a few more weeks. This room renovation is not gonna take long It's very like simple stuff, but I feel like it's just gonna really transform the room So when I'm talking at this angle, you guys are gonna see wallpaper behind me. It's gonna be so cute I'm only doing this one wall, but I'm so excited. I'm gonna put curtains up I ordered a new desk. So I'm gonna get rid of this vanity and put a smaller one in and I can't wait to have a desk space Finally so excited to be able to come in here and get work done and also do my makeup have my clothing I feel like it's gonna make me feel so inspired changing up your space and environment is so underrated Starting the new year. I also wanted something to change spice up my life somehow in my environment So this is just such a good way to do it and I'm also gonna be getting an iMac like a desktop So now I'm gonna have my laptop and a desktop and I'm really happy for that So it's just gonna feel more stationary and you know professional But it feels like it's just gonna really inspire me for this new year So if you guys are feeling a little bit stagnant and uninspired in whatever category of your life Just think about your environment and do you surround yourself with things that make you inspired even if it's just Rearranging your room somehow to make a huge difference. It's something also to look forward to I just feel like I'm constantly craving a little bit of a Change every so often but for this new year. I'm like we got to go big and redo this room So and yeah, I also want to get a new camera I'm filming on the Canon g7x mark 2 right now and I want to get the mark 3 But it's out of stock literally everywhere me and Joel were calling places in Vancouver and none of them had it They're like, oh, we've been back ordered for a long time now and yeah That was like the next thing I also wanted to do to change things up a bit and get better quality But I just love having the g7x because it's such a portable size as soon as I can get my hands on the mark 3 I'm gonna do it But I actually have a few pieces that I got from Revolve that I'm gonna show you guys right now and do a bit of a haul I'm gonna officially start this the best year journal. This is by the intelligent change It's the same company that makes the five-minute journal that I use every morning and they sent me this actually a while ago But I obviously wanted to wait for the new year to start it. I'm really excited. I am gonna see what's in here I think they give you like journal prompts throughout the year. Let's see part one reflection and gratitude So this is gonna be like a 2023 review. Some of the questions are top five happiness moments of the past year What small things I've enjoyed doing the most during my day-to-day life What did I do for the very first time in the last year so goes on Oh when it gives you like you could guys can pause to read but it gives you prompts and then you journal about them. Oh I'm actually so excited to use this I feel like this is gonna be really motivating and inspiring to use throughout the year So before I actually start writing in it, I'm gonna read the how to use it. But yeah, that's what I'm gonna do right now I'm gonna sit on my bed and just kind of do some journaling This is something that I want to implement more in 2024 is just sitting with my thoughts more writing things out just being better at Documenting things and my feelings and I feel like it's really healthy. So let's get journaling