 It's so stupid, it's positively bruised. The brain, the brain, the brain. The brain, the brain, the brain. The brain, the brain, the brain. I don't think I would ever do that unless the proceeds went to something. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? Oh, totally. Yeah, I couldn't see myself like capitalizing on that merchandise. I just, that wouldn't seem right. You know what I mean? And it's mad people that think, we was talking about earlier, it's mad people that think people are doing this as a marketing ploy anyway. Oh, there are. There are people that, hey, man, there are some. But I love, like I told you, man, you inspired me to talk about my brother, man. And it's just a huge weight off my chest, bro. Because I'm so sick of like lying. Why, what happened with your brother? Because I used to, you know, I told Charlemagne earlier, I talked about my brother one time. It was on Aisha Tyler's pod. And I just broke down and started crying because I couldn't believe I finally talked about it. And because, you know, every time someone interviews me, they're like, you know, how many siblings? And I always just talk about my sisters and, you know, and then finally I started talking about my brother. And now I just really want to open up about it because of you. But what's wrong with him? He's got schizophrenia and he's in the hospital. You and Shokes? Come on, bro. Same as he is. Shokes brother. Oh, really? Shokes brother swung a punch at me, man. Did he? Yeah. He deserved it. He wasn't crazy there. That crazy man knows something. Don't blame that on him. Yeah, that has nothing to do with this multiple person. Hey, hey, hey. If Shokes brother has seven personalities, all seven wanted to kick your fucking ass. They were all the creeps. All of them. All of them were in a huddle like this. All seven were in a huddle like this. Like, let's knock this motherfucker out. You ready, guys? Go, go. Yo, you know how crazy that is if all seven voices are talking to you? All of them are saying punch him. Punch them. Yo, you know how that's true? There was no hesitation. All of them were in character. One was a professor. One's a doctor. The other one's a cop. And they were like, you know what? Let's kick this one in the dick. Oh, my God, Nick. 100%. Yo, I'm so proud of you, brother. I'm so proud of you, brother. You're not the only one. I want you to bring him here more often if you could. Oh, kick him in his dick. Jesus Christ. He's going to watch his dick. Hey, I told y'all. Y'all are the people in his head. Yeah. I wish he had like a line, too. Like when he hit... Oh, he did. Oh, he did. What is that? He leaned in. What is Charlemagne's name? I'm sitting here. He leaned in. He goes, this is God. That was the line. Oh, my God. This is God? This is God. No, but think about it. What is Charlemagne's name? His name is Charlemagne the God. Right? So imagine someone leaned in. I was like, nah, this is God. This is God. And he was right. Don't you try to be God. I'll show you God. Well, God got to be a little bit quicker. You know what I'm saying? That's the scene of the movie. You need to write this in the movie. Charlemagne. Yes, I'm the God. By the way, when people start screaming about God in public, it's going to be a problem. Oh, absolutely. 100%. 100%. When people start screaming about God in public in a way like that, they might need to be a little alert. I believe that. 100%. 100%. My brother, when he talks, man, and I was telling Charlemagne earlier, it's like he'll give you a window, just a small window. He'll crack it open and be like, there's Robert. That's teenage Robert right there. And I loved him. And then he'll close it real quick on you. Is he on medication? Fuck. Yeah, he's in a hospital. So he's not going to... And he knows how to... Here's what's crazy, too, Charlemagne, oh, fuck, man. He knows how to manipulate the system. So you got to be saying to be able to do something like that. That's what's confusing me. Well, you manipulate the system. Okay, so he knows that he needs his medication and he knows that he needs help. But the system will only let him in for a certain amount of months. And then they're going to be like, okay, he's allowed to go out into general... You know, go back out. And then when he's back out, that's when he goes crazy. Then he has to do something. He has to physically hurt somebody, steal somebody, that way the court... And then the court sends him back in. But see, what's crazy is he knows he has to do that. He knows that's the only way he's going to get his medicine. He knows that's the best place to get food and have a... You know, he lives in Seattle, so that's a nice, warm place to sleep. So he has to do that. I wonder if he knows that he really just can't control himself when he's not in that container. No, that's what I was thinking, too. They're aware on some level, like this is the most amazing thing in the world. Is that even in someone who's going through bouts of hysteria, they're basically crazy, there is a yearning to survive still. No matter how dark you are, you want to live. You want to survive. Yeah, you don't want to take your life. You don't want to take your life. Exactly. And you realize, okay, if I keep on doing this, going down this crazy path, I might either take my life or I might put my life so much in danger that it might end. Where can I be safe? Hospital. Hospital, yep. Yeah, but if they're in the hospital on their meds, of course they wouldn't be acting up, but if they're not in the hospital and they're not on their meds, wouldn't just the natural thing to do would be to act out? I think you start acting out more, but also like not being in the hospital is pretty anxious. Like the hospital creates like a pretty calm environment, right? It's almost like, you know how like people who maybe struggle without structure, they go into the military and then they can thrive because they have this structure, right? The hospital kind of presents them with that. Food is there. Everything is there. They don't want to socialize if they don't want to. But imagine you're someone who's like, you know, socially awkward and you get a little bit paranoid and you're forced to socialize every single day. It's just gonna heighten that. You feel more and more isolated. You? Yeah, in a lot of ways. Like I think I'm more socially awkward, but we're forced to be around people every day and forced to engage people every day. How are you socially awkward? You'll say, you'll say fuck up shit. Where am I going? I don't go. You don't see me anywhere, shows. Like honestly, out of this, I don't see me. Wait, are you talking about socially awkward when there's a group of people? How much do I need to see? Oh yeah. Because socially awkward, like when you engage conversational, when you conversate with people, there's nothing awkward about you. And that's crazy because usually when you say socially awkward, that's people that can't talk or express how they feel. Yeah, crippled. That's hard, man. I think in a lot of ways in a perfect world, I could sit in silence with people and not care, but I feel like if I'm sitting there in silence, they're gonna think something's wrong because they're so used to me talking. You know what I'm saying? I feel an expectation to entertain almost. Boom, baby, that's it. I don't know. Is this something? But I would much rather just not say anything. I can be in total silence. Yeah, you can. Do you voice your opinion? I'm sorry, Andrew. Go, go, go. Do you voice your opinion when you're not in this environment? Like, is this like your superpower? Does this make you confident when you're here, like this? But when you're outside, say, just out in Central Park, hanging out, can you still express the way you do? If I'm having a conversation with somebody. You know what I'm saying? Like, I'm not gonna just start talking to all of Central Park. If me and somebody are engaging one-on-one. But even that is odd. You know, sometimes people will walk up to you, say, what's up, and I don't really have anything else to say. But they'll be sitting there waiting for a deeper conversation. Or they might even ask me a question and I'm like, I might give them a one-word answer. Not in a disrespectful way. It's just like, this is the platform for that. Do you feel the need? You don't tell jokes all the time, right? No, no. But I remember when I first... I'm funny all the time, though. I've heard. I'm so fucking funny. No, I think you are, Joe. I do, I believe in you. I do, I do believe in you. Did you say I believe in you? I believe in you, I do. Thank you. I appreciate it. Shultz, you can also compliment. I relate to you. I relate to you. Thank you. For two hours. For two hours. I will be there soon. I love you, man. I love you. You're so relatable to me. I think what happened when I first got guy code and then I would meet people after I was on TV, I felt this pressure to live up to their expectation of it. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. And then after that went away, there was a time where I could walk the streets again like no one would know me. And I was like, okay, that's the difference. And I was like, there was a little bit of fame and then there's none of it. There's anonymity. And then, you know, once the YouTube stuff started popping again and people stopped me again, I was like prepared for those moments. And I was like, yeah, I don't have to be funny every single time. Like they already know they see that. That's fine. I don't have to prove that the person that they saw on television or on the internet is that person in real life. It's as simple as, hey, thank you. Appreciate it. Maybe even a conversation. I just figured it out. Y'all made me figure it out. I know it's socially awkward now only because I know it's only certain people who will understand the conversation. Like, you know, that's why we got the group chat. I'll be wanting to say certain shit out loud, but I'm like, I'm not here. It's not a safe, safe, safe, safe, safe, safe. You know what I mean? And I know certain people that understand me. They know my sense of humor. They know my intent. So if I'm saying something, they know it's not coming from a malicious place. There's only a select few people nowadays. I can beat that around. Yes. And that becomes smaller and smaller. Yeah, man. If you be having phones out when you just be regular talking, you know, you got to talk like LeBron and D-Wood, you know what I mean? Yeah, yeah, yeah. That's not fun. You know, I'm fucking up this China bag. That's true. There is like a heavy cost. There's a cost for saying the wrong thing now, especially. And there are people that like actively want to capture you saying the wrong thing. So then I 100% see your anxiety on an everyday basis. But yo, there's something so refreshing. I hate those people, by the way. They're the fucking parasites, scum of the earth. But there is a, what I've realized now is like, there's a real, like when you're around, how do I phrase it? By your people. I don't mean the people who look like you, but when you're around like your tribe in terms of like how you can express yourself. It's crazy how much energy that gives you. Yeah. When you stop conforming, you know what I mean? Like when you stop conforming to fit the group setting you're in and literally around the people where you get to be yourself with. Yeah. Bro, battery in my back. That's it. Once a month, one dinner a month with like the homies, get it all out, I'm charged up. It's like therapy. It's fucking therapy because you remember who you are. You're like, oh shit, I can't say this stuff. I don't have to like watch my tongue or these people understand where I'm coming from. Yeah, it's crippling to walk around every single day going, can I say that? Yeah. Especially the business where we have to say shit. Yeah. It's not like we're, like it'd be different if we were chefs and we didn't have to talk. You just express through the food. Yeah. We literally express through saying shit. Yeah. And you know what? Even as a father, you know, it's like, you know, me and my wife have been together 23 years. So this is high school. The worst of me. Mmm. You know, when she started going to college, still the worst of me. So we're used to talking to each other in a certain way, but now we got these little kids around. So now you got to bite your tongue. Yes. Oh, like, you know, and I'm a very, when you home, you are very active. Look at that. But you got to catch yourself and I'm like, I'll tell you later. You know what I'm saying? You got to tell it a certain way to where she gets it, and not really explaining it the way you would explain it at the kids. 100%. Yeah. So it's kind of like it's always this constant. Oh, no, I get it with you now. Filter and self-checking. I get it. It's crazy. 100%. This is interesting. As long as I've known you, you're the type of person where if you feel something, you have to purge it. Yes. Like you throw up easy. Yes. You know what I mean? Very sensitive stomach for your thoughts. Yeah. Yeah. Right? Now you've entered a world, not only at home, but in the workplace and in regular life. Or you can't just word vomit. Hell no. Or thought vomit like you used to. It feels like the mics are always hot. Boom. So now you're walking around with this shit inside you that your stomach has never been okay with throughout your entire life. Yes. And your way of dealing it throughout your entire life was just getting it out. Getting it out, yeah. So you need places where you could get it out. Absolutely. You need like the break room. You know that shit where you just destroy TVs? But you need that just for like words. I mean that's what therapy is in a lot of ways, but even my therapist is there for like personal unpacking of things. Right. It's the group chat, man. It's the dinners like you said, when it's just us. Yeah. And we can just talk. Yeah. You know what I mean? Yeah. And not me, but somebody's throwing out a maggot for old time's sake. Yes. You know? I didn't agree with that. Yes. You know what's funny is when you said how you have to watch your tongue now because you have kids, right? Yeah. But the most unfiltered conversation are watching kids talk. Yes. Because they have no idea the definition of what they're saying. Absolutely. And they're just enjoying it. It's just pure. And they're, bro. And it's like, and it's not until they get into like around working adults with fucking sensitive feelings that those definitions start becoming serious topics. But when it's my son hanging out with all different colors and they don't know the difference between race, religion, or any of that because that's taught. All that learned behavior. Yeah. But when they're hanging out, dude, I sit there and hear these kids and they're laughing. I don't say anything. I let them. I let them have their kid conversations. I remember when I was a kid, I had those conversations. Yeah. And I'm going to let them. You know what I mean? And that's the beauty. I mean, that's the beautiful thing. Like my four-year-old is amazing because she just don't care. But I think my daughter, my oldest daughter is 11. And I've seen her like, you know, we have people at the house and she'll be like, what's wrong with your teeth? Ooh. It's done. Bro, that's so funny. You just brought these. I love it. You know what I mean? That's your goddamn kid right there. That's your kid. That's your kid. Wow. But it wasn't ill intent? Yeah. Oh, yeah, it was. 100%. Look. 100%. Don't ever. That's your blood. That was all ill intent right there. What the fuck is in your mouth that you call teeth? Are you going to swallow that? Is that connected to your gums? My dad wants to know. What the hell? She's got a fucking... I was curious. I was curious. There's a lot of options. I know she was going to say it. What if she turned to you and said, Dad, I said what you told me to say. No. I told you, I'm purging. Now the cat's out the back. What the fuck is wrong with you? What is in your mouth? Let's all talk about this. Is that candy corn? By the way...