 So my last video well, it might not be my last video because there might have been another video what before but My last video I kind of talked about being in a funk and so I'm going to talk a little bit about that funk and some products that I bought Some products that I have been using for a while one in particular that was sent to me That I really love already talked about this when I first got it, but just And something that's a fail. So if you're curious Just stay tuned You know that last video I'm in a funk. I Am I got so many of you that left me supportive comments on it? It was amazing and I Truly appreciate that I really do I am not a negative person and that I think is I Think that's the hardest thing when you are not normally negative that when you feel negative or When you're in a funk like that, it's like really hard and I'm like thinking oh My gosh, you know, I should be ashamed of myself I should pull up my big girl panties and you know, just get on with it and stop belly aching and belly aching And I just couldn't seem to pull myself out of it I think a lot of it had to do with the fact that my eye was so bad I couldn't film because my eye Could was barely open and it was nothing but bloodshot and it was just running Running and tearing up and running and all that stuff and it was so painful I couldn't even like in my bathroom right now I I couldn't even have the light on to film it without it hurting me So I think a lot of that just kind of wore on me So I I'm not going to apologize because that was how I was feeling in that video But I just want to thank you guys for all your supportive comments and for Supporting me in that sense, you know telling me that I'm not alone I really really appreciate it So today as I mentioned There's a couple of things that I'm really going to Probably talk about that. I haven't really mentioned in a long time For the for many years. I want to say for three Three years, maybe even longer now I was using niacinamide from the ordinary and I was using it on my nose and in my upper of my forehead right about here Where my pores have been large and I don't know maybe it was about a year ago. I ran out of the niacinamide I used other alternate products and I didn't buy the niacinamide, you know I would use this that had niacinamide in it and all that but I just didn't buy the niacinamide And the ordinary prices. I mean I think it's like five bucks five fifty something like that I started to notice that slowly I would look at myself and I started to notice that I had my nose was like a crater nose Especially when I smiled and the skin would pack her up and it's still a crater nose Meaning that you can see those pores are so large and I said I betcha it has something to do with not using the niacinamide So I I was thrilled because alta carries the ordinary products You don't have to order them online if you don't want to so I went to to alta and I had bought the um The buffet copper peptide And the niacinamide and I had actually bought the glycolic acid, which I don't have in here right now But anyways, I started to use the niacinamide again and I've been using it consistently for I don't know. Has it been like two months or whatever something like that when I started maybe longer now, right? I don't really know because I was just kind of like Not really paying too much attention. I was just I was just thinking that my crater nose was going to be part of old age Which it probably is but still I can make it somewhat better right who wants to have a crater nose so um Is that it to notice that the pores Didn't seem to look as large as they had been and I'm like going I'm looking now I look at myself in a 10 times mirror, right, you know, so everything is amplified Everything looks worse including my eye. So I was like, oh my gosh I'm not ever going to stop using my niacinamide because this is really the only thing I added On to my nose area Was the niacinamide I added it back in and I saw a difference Maybe about a month and a half into it or they're about so I'm hanging on to this baby I think it paid 550 in alta and I think when I bought it they had The you know, I had like probably points coupon or something like that It was also the same time I bought the copper peptide With the buffet with the copper peptide. I don't use this all the time But I really really like this So um, I could plenty left. I mean a little over half of a bottle left Like I said, I don't use it all the time. I probably use this Maybe twice a week Sometimes just once a week. It really all depends and And then I alternate just with the regular buffet. So I had not been using the regular I had not been using this for a while as well So I picked this back up as part of my skincare So along with my vitamin c I've been using my ordinary As my peptides. Um, I did use a couple of others I'll talk about the other brands that I've been using and trying in my empties But I'm just back with the ordinary and um, I just wanted to tell you that I think the nice and in my eye Has made a huge difference on my nose on my crater nose, which is really awful So I think about a month ago Maybe longer. Um, I received this Light therapy at home from best life company They sent this to me complimentary And I really really like this. I use this every other night I put this on it You know, you have to you have to be stationary. I said in my review it's others I stick it into my laptop next to me on the couch. I lie back. I turn it on I put it on red. I put it on vibrating and I set the timer and I let it go It makes the massage it's noisy as all get out because it's right next to your ear I don't know if anyone else can hear it I should ask Jay if he can hear it when it when it does that But it vibrates and I can feel it kind of massaging all around my eyes Which I really really like so I am loving this a lot a real lot one of the things that And I don't have it in here, but one of the things I wanted to mention is my new face I was you know, I bought a new face device I want to say maybe three four years ago I can go back and look at some of my earlier videos I bought the new face device and it was defective and I returned it And I never got another new face and then I was sent a new face complimentary And I love it. I love the massage. I absolutely love my new face. I was using it consistently I felt a tightening. I felt I looked better and It just died It just died So I reached out to the company that sent it to me for review and I said, you know This has died and I don't know why now granted because it was a free product It's not like I have a warranties not like anything of that nature But because I just feel that I want to tell you all that And it could just be me that that new face and me, you know, maybe we don't go Well together since that'd be my second new face that did not work, right? But I love that device. I really love that device and I Miss it. I was noticing a difference in it But I miss it. So I am shopping for an other Face device. I don't know yet which one I'm going to get But I'm shopping for an other face device like new face. If you guys have recommendations, please, please leave it in the comments below I want to I want to do that. I'm not going to do new face again because to me You know granted the first one I bought the second was sent to me complimentary It could just be a fluke, but I tried troubleshooting everything and I you know, I I said that I am going to give everyone an update How's the new face working for me? Oh, I thought the new face was working tremendously Until it didn't until it died. So it has died and I have not replaced it. I haven't heard from new face themselves I don't know whether it was just a a wacky situation on mine, but I'm not no I'm not going to I'm not going to buy it So my ultimate thing on new face was the device did not work for me for the second time around Can you believe it? um My macoo I've talked about macoo cbd. This is the 5000 milligram bottle of the cbd. I have a 2500 I love this stuff for cbd is fantastic. I love it. I love it. I love it. I love my macoo cbd or as does j so i'm all out Um, I do have a cube one 50 off which makes this pretty pretty affordable And even if you don't want to use a 5000 milligram one and you want to use a 20, you know 2500 or whichever The 50 off cube one works for both. I just think There's the difference between cbd and cbd and macoo get harmony I kind of believe that I do feel super relaxed when I take it And during this last week when I was so hyped up and I was feeling so miserable Um, this got me through this got me through so, you know from my last sunday video to this one Having such a tough week. I did have a great Meeting I went out with my mom met up with my mom and my sister And um, we went to tuscan village in sale in new hampshire Which is this huge complex and they've got this fantastic restaurant and their housing units and all these storefronts And it's not everything is not open yet, but they got a ton of stuff So we went to tuscan village and we sat at the restaurant and we ordered dinner We just chatted then we went over to the beach plumb And we had ice cream for dessert. I'm going to show you a picture of the three of us Mala chicks as I called it on facebook But that was just really super super fun really enjoyed that We did have some ferocious rain storms and this is the you know me in the back porch and it's it's The rain storm came through and it was like wow, I just couldn't believe how bad it was out there things were blowing We needed the rain though. We really did We had had um Company come they had their motor home. So they were really in their own motor home not in our house and all that But it it was like I was worried about the water and I said, you know, we can't fill up our motor home holding Tanks we can use you know the hose and do normal water things But we couldn't do the fill up the tank. I was too worried about the well running too low and We went out to dinner with them and we went to this restaurant Very it's a place locals go to it's They make the food fresh And the portions are huge and Jay and I said next time we go We're just going to share a meal because I had so much leftover It was unbelievable But it takes you a long time to get your food because they make it fresh and it's so well worth the weight in my opinion So it was a rough week, but I had a couple of nice things happen and I love my maku. So I just wanted to say that was a huge huge benefit during this past week And also as my realm, this is the realm. I have the recovery cream almost out of this I love this cream. I don't really put it on my face The only time I've really put it on my face if I've had a real Issue like with a bug bite or something like that I put that on but I put it on like my hands and my legs if I felt soreness or something like that I really love this. I have a roll on This is the cream. This has been one of my favorites And I believe I have bought realm I don't know how many times and they have sent it to me complimentary as well One of the fails I was really shocked at this because I do use the elf putty primer on my nose and I thought oh I want to use the putty eye primer. So I went and I bought myself the elf putty eye primer and I had it like for a couple of days before I used it and I opened it up and I used it And I think I got a bad one I really do because this is nothing and I threw out the slip This is so dry. There is nothing at all putty-ish about this I think you can see it's lifting. It's caking. It's like just a total A total fail. Had I opened this up had I still had my sales slip I would have ran right back to Wherever I got this and I'm thinking it was walnut But I'm not sure where I got it but I was so bummed out because I love my regular putty primer. This is my favorite primer. I have a ton of different primers I'm getting ready to toss a lot of them because this is the one I just go to all the time And it just smooths it goes on nice. The thing with putty primer If you put it on and you swish it all around It's not going to give you the the effect you want if you put it on and you pat it in, right? It fills in the pores Nicely it if you switch it around. I think it's going to just accent your pores more But when I put it on like putty, you know And pack it in and then do a little smoothing It's this is the best stuff for me putty primer. I love it. But the eye putty primer Again, I think I got a bum one Because this was a huge huge huge fail So the last product that I want to talk about is the I had done this review This was from octally dr. Denise skin care and I had reviewed these hydroburst eye match eye masks I love these masks. I've talked about this A number of you I still have a few left I really love that. I love the fact that it just when I put it on I don't know whether it's the collagen the hyaluronic acid the gold I don't know what it is But when I put it on it instantly plumps up my under eyes And I leave it on and I really like it These are pricing. I think this is like I want to say it's like $59 when it's not on sale And I do have a coupon for this because I got this from octally And there was a special at least that time. I don't know if it's still going on But I love this. I think this is really great A number of you suggested other eye matches eye patches eye masks and a number of you suggested that I look at patch patch ology Which I had an opportunity and I don't know if that video is gone before this one or after one After this one where I talk about this promotion that skin store is doing skin store is doing a promotion It's called their hydrating glow promotion. They reached out to me. This is one of the products I accepted the other products with sun sun care and This is amazing. I think this is on the higher end too, but with with um skin store. They always have There was have specials and they always have cute ones, but it is the same premise As the dr. Denise, right you lift it up You've got a little level here. You peel off the patches are the exact same shape I don't want to shake it out because I love this stuff and you have 30 patches So um, you have 30 pairs. So you have 60 in total I Love love this Now I can't tell you which one I like the best, right? I think both of them work super well. This is cheaper Uh in price. I think this is like 50 dollars not on sale. This is 59 not on sale So uh, and they both the same amount now. I don't know Somebody had mentioned another patch eye mask whatever and I haven't done that But I think these are fantastic these have been such Such a relief for me because as I've been going through my dry eyes situation And I've been doing a lot of wearing heated eye masks electric eye masks At night and just eye drops and just doing a whole lot of stuff for my eyes. I have noticed that the I've had an increase in the wrinkles and in the puffiness A lot this week because they haven't been sleeping my eye is painful every time I opened it up It was painful. It's like it feels like somebody has like a a piece of sand stuck in my eye and every time I move It hurts So um, it's been a rough time But this has made A big difference under my eyes and I I don't couldn't I couldn't tell you which one I like better I love them both and I seriously seriously am so happy I had them because it's made a huge difference in my eyes Especially when I've had such a stressful week so I don't know how long this video is but I did want to mention all of this stuff to you some of the things that I've been loving and and really using in this past month And especially this past week that have been that have just really helped me out so much So anyways, I just wanted to share that with you let you all know and you know Check out these eye masks if you have another one that you really like That gives you a surge of moisture on the same idea Let me know because I'd be really curious as you know to give it a try really really want to try it out So but I love these these have worked super for me And again, I just want to thank you so much for all your encouragement in my last video when I rented like a little baby I'm feeling better. I just wish I could You know right now I went to the doctor and I'm on a pregna zone for my eyes pregna zone eye drops And that's kind of scary to me But everyone says that the eye drops are not as like taking pregna zone orally So I don't know. Yeah, I have to stay on top of it. I am It's been really bad. It's been bad. I think I let it go too long again. I don't know So I'm hoping I'm hoping I get to the bottom of it eventually So thank you so much for watching. I truly appreciate all your support and I hope you have a wonderful day. Bye guys