 everyone feels bad for me first off happy week in my life another vlog um this week I'm getting my life back together but I just left Pilates I'm gonna start with Sharifu I put on Sophia with an F because she had Jay Kuller on Alex had Kristin Cavallari on drama right? Sophia starts off the ad reader whatever in the episode with this is for everyone with the vagina like so loud it's blasting in my car I'm at the place to like take my order and the woman goes um hello miss so I hate me I'm not I hate me I hate being me I like myself I just hate being myself sometimes you know all right y'all I'm back from Pilates showered got ready I'm just gonna be working from home for the next two hours and then tonight I'm trying out a new restaurant in Elam it just got a package from D Harvest this week I'm actually home for two whole weeks so I'm getting back into my routine feeling so good I'm doing a bunch of workouts and just like eating butter and cooking from home and just everything that I love that's what we're doing these two weeks so this vlog is really just you know kind of getting back on track I made some healthy ramen well healthy like healthier ramen last night which I will share on Instagram and TikTok and it was really really good so I have that as leftovers and then I also have another recipe I want to try out I have a big box from Daily Harvest right now which I work with them on the podcast don't be trashy that's what Molly and I used to say to coconut when she would get into the trash when she was a puppy we would say coconut why are you so trashy always so I've got a bunch of stuff for smoothies love that I will say I wasn't consistent with taking my apostrophe pills the past few days because I was in Nantucket and my skin broke out again so it is clearly working sweet potato and wild rice hash these are harvest bowls oh I love these okay and then kale and sweet potato so we did a flatbread amazing this morning I had a call with Laura who is like the medium that dominant a video with a while ago just to like do updated stuff and I just want to say it was like the craziest experience I've ever had my cousin passed away when I was living in LA and I was there and it was horrible very traumatic we'll talk about that at a later time but we were really really close growing up and I have the star tattoo for her right I haven't posted about this tattoo or talked about this tattoo in like four years probably like it's been a long time I think I may be brushed on the fact of what why I got it when I originally got it and that's it and she was like asking like about my cousin saying all these things from my childhood that I've never said anywhere else and then said something about my tattoo it was like you have a star tattoo like that is so crazy so anyways guys it's been a day it's been a big day I've been getting back into a little bit of like 12 3 30 I feel a lot better when I'm like moving like when I go on walks or when I do 12 3 30 and stuff and not just like a workout I need the steps so I did that today I mean it's really really bad also as always my go-to Starbucks orders sometimes it looks lighter I have it saved as a highlight to my Instagram if you need a quicker when you're ordering so freaking good it doesn't look as good today because it looks darker than normal but I promise it's amazing alright I just heated up some daily harvest this is just a harvest bowl it looks and smells incredible makes my life a lot easier that's the one thing I hate like I'm good making breakfast I'm good I love making dinner I hate making lunch like what are you guys eating for lunch these days I've no inspo I hate taking a break from work like this is so ideal and then I've been trying to drink a few of these a day I've already finished one but I'll be back working until probably like 5 so I'll talk to you guys after because this is not entertaining alright taking a little work break but I'm about to order some Chanel ballet flats I'm telling you guys right now ballet flats are really gonna be the move this fall and these are brown I mean they're perfect for me like these with jeans and like a white t-shirt or like a tight-fitted sweater and then my bag I mean it's perfect I know that a lot of people are gonna hate them but I'm telling you guys like this is this is where we're heading so I'm hopping on board I just recorded a solo episode I'm not going to find the best of the week on the or a month I wish a week from all the podcast I'm really excited about but I recorded episode all about like you're not behind but I listed off so many people who like gain success later in life like things maybe a great go great in their 20s 30s 40s even honestly for me even reading through it and going through it it was just very freeing and it made me put a lot of less pressure on myself you guys will hear it and might be up when this goes up I'm not sure that episode has been I love it like I'm so proud of it right now I mean I'm always proud of it like I'm really proud of it right now I have a podcast episode recording for under the influence podcast in like 20 minutes and the last like work thing I need to do today is make a vision board for the new brooding housewife drop that drops on until you guys now September 6th and this is gonna be limited edition I mean they're all limited edition we're doing a smaller batch and we're not restocking anything we don't restock anything at all so if you guys want it you need to like get orders in ASAP but I need to like I feel like if there's a lot of pressure now that I did so incredible with the last brooding housewife drop or the one from with a pink crew not it was just so good I mean what she would say photographer and I love her so like this one this has to be really really good just got a package from Jane at Dottie Vintage which is a business owned and based out of Fort Worth I got a bunch of their hair accessories gosh probably like a year and a half ago now they have like a really cute scrunchies they look ton of great hair accessories and clothing look what they did sense thank God because I'm about to have to get ready for tonight I'm going to a little happy hour this in jeans and little like healed sandals I meant to look at this full-core sticker like I love thank you for shopping small hacks 22 for 25% off your next purchase gosh guys like so cute okay first off with love always like so Wow this is so cute my hair feels kind of like gross today so I think I'm gonna keep it up but if not oh my god this is like so cute I love this one wow awesome okay well I'm gonna go change into this like immediately all right y'all I ain't got both that's where she go this is too messy let's clean this I don't first off this lamp rope it needs to be a place but I don't know how to find the right place for it and I didn't break it it one of the dogs that are still an accident and it needs to be replaced so that's gonna get oh this is not what I should done okay good enough this now what that is my lip liner like how did that even happen I just I don't know what I'm doing right now okay anyways I'm not wearing the shirts tonight just because I wanted to go more casual I'm wearing a chocolate brown just t-shirt from sedaptive these jeans from Zara which are like so not the vibe for the jeans I should be wearing today but like I put them on and I just don't feel like finding other pair of jeans that like fit me that I like right now they're from Zara they're super super cute they're just like more structured what like they're like a nicer cooler jeans not necessarily like for this look I have these brown fuzzy slides from revolve which are also an interesting shoe choice for August my Chanel bag and I got to head out I'm going to a restaurant that's new to me in deep alum with Laura we got invited in and I don't know where it's gonna try some things make some tiktoks do all that stuff I love a nice 530 reservation on a weekday like there's nothing that I love more you know good morning y'all it is 7 a.m. I'm about to head off to the trail my dad and I are going on a walk this morning then I'm going to go weightlifting in a class I'll let you know how I like it I've been wanting to start weightlifting I thought I had to get a personal trainer turns out there's a class I'm going to my friend and she said she really likes it today I'm also going it to a new like health wellness place in Dallas and just open I'm hoping I want to do some like healthy cooking I have a meeting with my HOA which would be a good time we've got things going I just posted a video like I'm feeling good alright I'm trying out fit social club today I'm going to do their weightlifting class which I'm trying to do and see if I like that instead of personal training a meeting a friend never been walking birth station alright guys I just got back from my weightlifting class I went to fit social club and walking birth station I really liked it my friend Lauren told me about it we went together it was so good like actually so good I think I'm gonna start doing that twice a week and that really just fixes my itch of wanting to weight train because I can just do any class like so much better so I'm doing that I'm about to head over to I think it's what is it restore hyper wellness in West Village I don't know exactly what I'm doing today they invited me in cryo therapy sauna or compression boots so I'm thinking I'm gonna do the infrared sauna because you all know how I feel about an infrared sauna I'm bringing my book like I just love I'm actually really interested in cryo toning like really really interested so I might be asking some questions you know I kind of need a sack but I'm gonna leave now and just get going I'm excited I can't talk right now because I'm just tired I've been playing at the coastal grandma playlist on Spotify if you just search that comes up all morning it puts you in the best mood I listen to Nora Jones as is and it's what we were listening to all of Nantucket so this is not really ordinary the other stuff though it's so good you just can't be in a bad mood while playing this playlist it is so good I made it to hyper what is it restore hyper wellness it's really close to core power in class studios over here in West Village look how many things they offer I love infrared saunas and I've been saying we need more and Alice like love all right we're here in the infrared sauna sunlight and like my dream is to have one of these in my house so if like anyone works or some line is watching this keep that in mind this is literally my dream for my house but anyways I had this in my house I would do it every single day so anyways I have it here I normally do you can like control lights I do blue sometimes what do I okay we're which one maybe I'll do yellow today we'll see there's like all these reasons as to why but I'm gonna change into my robe and get in the sauna and bring my Kendall wow this is like the most peaceful thing ever I want to start going here on the weekends in the morning because I find myself like having this issue on weekends where I'm like slightly hungover and then I have a baby and then I don't get up I don't do anything about it I'm lazy and I don't get out of my house until like night to go see my friends and I want to do things during the day and that's partly because it's summer like in the fall I feel like we're way more likely to like go do things but I'm going to be drinking less so I need to be like up and if I don't want to go work out that's fine I can come to the sauna and read you know what I mean that sounds like a good plan to me this is the best feeling ever we used to have these outside of Papaladies I get one every day oh my god I miss them none of the places they work out happiness anymore but anyways incredible just did 40 minutes in the sauna felt really good I just need to start doing this on the weekend morning so I think it would like split up the alcohol you know what I mean so good I don't want to mess up saying this brand please let me know how in the comments below I mean I can guess but not gonna risk it on camera I just got the world's cutest bag I wish I would have had this for Nantucket last weekend it would have been perfect but like have you ever seen anything so cute I love these fun bags right now I mean it is so cute y'all I was also sent a box again from Netflix I was actually listening to Lily Reinhart last night on what was it on purpose doing promo for movie not shocking I'm actually excited I really wanted to watch this and then from glasses fragrances and Winston pies they sent me a pie so I will be making that today I hope I get a package from Glockhouse hasn't come yet I really want new candles but anyways I just like can't stop staring at this back I love everything that I'm getting today amazing wait stop this is such a genius idea because the idea of the book basically the premise of the movie that of the book that I've gotten is that it just goes through like two different ways of her life would have gone like she moved to L.A. or she gets pregnant I think as a teenager I moved to Austin but amazing speaking of candles love a candle awesome and Austin cookie we've got some candy here I mean this is awesome like really really awesome all right I'm about to get to work I'm having some leftover ramen just back in my routine and I'm feeling good but I'll be working for the next two hours until the HOA comes and I want to cry all right y'all it is 4 30 and not to make everything about me but I'm kind of becoming convinced that my HOA is like fully out to get me and only me actually another out to get everyone but like they canceled five minutes before when I've been trying to get this appointment for so long anyways I'm drinking a coffee because I'm very tired on the bright side I just got the best call of my life and I'm going to declutter my closet because I just am always decluttering my closet like take a shot every time I film a vlog decluttering it but I saw a lot of stuff just that need well that's already been decluttered I just need to like go through some stuff that is just PR and the bad I haven't put away yet I can't get over how cute this bag is like I'm absolutely obsessed with it too like okay the bag collection that I have currently that green one I cannot believe I haven't used that yet because I was so excited to get it I think because it's a bright green it's a little bit harder but I also got my Chanel bag so I was like so excited to use it anyways I'm gonna use all of these this weekend that is a plan but I'm gonna go through and be absolutely ruthless and fill up at least two more trash bags because there's a lot of tops in here that I just like I don't need anymore I don't wear them I don't love them you know what I mean so I need to go through and also organize this so I'm gonna set a timer for 30 minutes actually 20 minutes so I can be more ruthless with it you know that's a really good life hack you have to set timers here we are this iPhone I'm like you can't be in a bad mood you know all right I did that with two minutes left so now as you can see I got rid of a lot of stuff like all of this stuff on the ground will go in trash bags I just need to organize this my arms are very sore from my weightlifting class earlier so very inconvenient timing mainly I just need to organize my top and then dresses from like going out dresses to casual daytime dresses I have like seven of those skims dresses in here as well but yeah I do donate this if I'm not doing the shoes by the way some of this stuff is just on the floor but this pile I do donate my clothes I have a specific like group that I give it to so anyways oh you know what I also need to move this stuff but anyways I feel a lot better this is so much less cluttered this is so much less cluttered it looks cluttered still maybe but it is a lot better over here I have like outfits or dresses that I would wear at night and then over here I'm wearing my daytime dresses skirts shorts pants I just don't have it at me until I try on all these jeans so I've been getting rid of stuff over time but like I just don't have it in me and then over here I don't have the energy right now or the strength I'm honestly my arms hurt to color code my closet and I normally have it by different things so tank nicer tank body suit t-shirt long sleeve and then I'll organize within that of like casual long-sleeve which I haven't actually done yet so I need that really quickly but I'll do like night out long sleeve like actual like blouse top and then like comfy which I'll do right now but I can't color code these right now my arms are killing me last thing I have is this box over here which I have samples which is very exciting and this other stuff I'll show you guys one thing we're broading housewife because that's coming out September 6th but I need to hang some stuff you know put this stuff over and just figure it out and then I also need to like put all this stuff away and then I might want to like play in a few outfits kind of into that idea today all right guys a little update wall surprise guest appearance look who's back Jessica do you want to give them a little maybe a little 60-second update on where you've been I've been home in Connecticut for the past month because I got a breast reduction yeah started a new job so we're really like booked busy that's really it that's a life update and if y'all are interested in a little breast reduction Q&A Jessica's more than happy to do it come I'm posted a talk like a little update so if you have questions you can comment on that take time I also posted like a little bit of log I'm high on it's funny you should do a podcast episode on that too I was going to I just like having not even a second to like sit down she's an employed girly girl 8 to 5 girly yeah 8 to 5 much harder than 9 to 5 gotta get up early yeah it really sucks yeah okay it's a little update on my closet it looks so much better also I got new jewelry that I thought I brought upstairs and I guess I haven't brought up but I got new kinder Scott stuff sent in the mail I opened it today incredible it's so yeah of course but here's the thing like Kendra Scott was like such a southern thing so I never thought it was like my thing obviously some of the stuff the jewelry sometimes that you compliment on me on kinder Scott because they have really simple like me I don't know if I can I have it in my it's not even here now like that is on time but that's more like if I was going on like a beach fun Devon Carlson fun well maybe they're not stare I showed them in the vlog already but like they're actually like simple cute you would wear it every day like very cute anyways organized here organized there I started planning some outfits and then I realized that I suddenly have no clothes after I did all that and I don't know what to wear but it's fine because I have a lot of laundry that needs to be done on Friday so after that then I'll have more stuff but I do have things like I do want to wear this I want to start wearing the kind of like that with a long skirt I even have other screws I'm getting really into skirts these days I've noticed from what I've been trying to like pull on websites my skins dressed with sneakers like you know need to wear this I've had it for ever oh anyways I wanted to show you guys the bread winning house like sets these are limited edition so when they go live on September 6th you will want to buy it immediately if let me give you a little detailed shot this vlog will be up I actually let me know but like bread winning we've got astronauts we've got chefs we've got headphones we've got horses like it's so cute guys look at how many bags I have to donate crazy all right it's been a second I remember now where my jewelry is I put it in this bag but anyways Kendra Scott will really surprise you guys let me just let me show you alright so these earrings are so cute I'm gonna start wearing them all the time I love earrings like this like I've really been into more of this over a hoop just think they're so cute this bracelet which looks way too small right now but it looks like it can be bigger I would wear this every single day I need good it's subtle everyday jewelry and then this necklace is just classic like I love this stuff it's so cute alright guys I just showered I feel so much better now that my closet is so clean I have so much to donate just feeling good anyways I'm about to make a new recipe this is what I always do and I'm like getting back into my routine besides like the boring day to day stuff that like is boring to even show I'm making Italian sausage stuffed zucchinis I'll be again sharing the recipe on Instagram and TikTok this is when I'm like dang I really wish I was like going to the farmers market which I'll be picking back up this fall hopefully just because like naturally when things are like organic and better the zucchinis bigger but anyways you make them as boats y'all will see it's really really easy and you get mozzarella and basil I think that's it I mean it's actually very simple meal if this is y'all screens every on your TV to like I hate it it ruins the mood like this is calming Zen that is not right so how do I fix that and this is not a smart TV so like what do I do all right I just finished I forgot to add the breadcrumbs in the bowl when I was mixing them but it smells really good it looks really good I'll keep you all posted but I feel like this is like such an easy dinner to make morning y'all it is Thursday morning 7 a.m. I'm walking to the coffee shop I'm actually taking myself on well it's a long walk but taking myself on a nice little solo date this morning and I'm gonna write at the coffee shop I never really mom and I write all the time but like never got like a writing date you know so that's what I'm doing a new Starbucks opened up which I am so excited about and I'm like really out of breath from this walk I can't lie I'm not doing well beautiful new Starbucks drive-thru so happy y'all this is giving me like college vibes right now when I used to go to Starbucks like 7 a.m. to work and do stuff before school and read here we are okay so I'm actually about to run some errands I'm going I'm putting this black t-shirt on over because I'm going to go go to Pilates in this I know that myself Tanner is going to stain it and that's gonna Pilates or not the night of therapy truly a Thursday start wild but I just wanted to say my new episode of Ryan went up was titled we broke up and got back together the reunion episode if y'all are og vlog viewers look podcast listeners you guys would remember my best friend Ryan from college and if not you need to listen to this episode because he is the funniest greatest coolest person in the entire world he is the best voice very strong like Massachusetts accent like he is just amazing like he's so good episode we're talking about like friend break off we're talking about he lost his mother so we're talking a little bit about grief reconcile reconciliation we're talking about morning pages right it's honestly even if you're not interested in any of the topics you need to listen to the episode because it's such a feel-good episode I don't like listening to a lot of my episodes because I'm really hard on myself so I will just like take constructive criticism from feedback from my producers and stuff instead of like hating myself and everyone to post a podcast episode over again this episode is so good you guys need to listen to it like it's just different than the other ones you know so this morning I wrote I sent it from master class I'm doing some things with you know my artist way journey which are my solo dates and writing in a bunch of other things what else did I do went to the new Starbucks it's so nice ran into my father there we didn't have plans to walk this morning so naturally we ran into each other at Starbucks what else though I had a meeting of the potential virtual assistant which I think will be helpful just getting some stuff done you know so now I need to run some errands do some returns drop the dogs off to get baths Pilates therapy you guys will see something anyways that is the plan I need my Dyson attachment like the actual brush that smooths out your hair I lost it and I can't find it just like buying the attachment and not another set obviously not gonna be that and I need it because it makes me look so much better so anyways we're off okay just picked up some breakfast I got a green juice and then my favorite sunrise wrap it's so good hopefully and this is the most interest right so what I get it's really incredible I'm about to head off to Pilates but just had to get like a little breakfast and also my dad literally just gave me first off the Shiner I haven't taken that on weeks my dad gave me a Christmas gift from my sub-current parents um it is it was like August 16th when he gave me that so love that the pops are back from their bath it's looks so handsome they gave him a yellow bow tie this time we really prefer the black ones but oh Coco wants some attention as well oh wow she wants to show you oh you look kind of little evil girl look at her cute little handkerchief and that she clearly really badly wants to show you oh they messed it up with her collar but alright that's a little I love what you did there girl looks great yeah okay guys look we just arrived Martha Stewart did a collab with anti-social social club I think I actually ordered two things but it's finally arrived I love Martha Stewart I think this is just absolutely iconic I am so excited this is the best hoodie ever I'm back from the event but I cannot even express to you the love that I have for this bag I just love it so much I wish I had it for Nantucket it's just like the cutest thing I've ever seen good morning guys it is 6 50 I just filled up my water bottle I can get this one it was tough I've also been kind of bad I'm warning me just guys like I was doing really good and then I skipped but I was in Nantucket even though I had it with me and then I got it what yesterday and I'm almost on with this journal I have four minutes until I'm gonna leave so I'm gonna try to do it really fast and then if not I'll do it later something you're supposed to in the morning I just I'm meeting my dad can't be late so anyways happy Friday I'm going to walk the trail and then I'm going to a boxing class which I'm really sad for so I didn't do this happy Friday everyone just left a walk with my dad I have an hour until boxing starts oh I need to get air in my tires maybe I'll do that and then I'll do dogs out or something and then go to boxing I'm going to ding ding well it's only got once but this is my new boxing plays in Dallas I love it it's on Ross so good I'm back from boxing it was such a good class I'm going to 1120 as well I'm so excited because not only am I back on my routine this week I got so much done I got my blood drawn did random stuff to HLA things like all the stuff I've just been putting off I've pretty much done this week but also tonight I'm back to my Friday night weekly routine which is dinner on a bar with the girls drink some monkey bar before if we wait and uh probably go out on Anderson for a bit I'm not gonna like do anything crazy crazy tonight but it just feels good to be back you know so anyways great boxing class I feel alive you know I really like this new little workout routine I've got I'm gonna talk about that a lot more in next six vlog it just like random stuff like I just have so much more energy when I'm taking care of myself obviously but like these people are not lying you know what I mean and my mental clarity and my mental health I've always worked out for that because I have very bad anxieties and has oppression and so the only thing that like really helps me over time and just daily honestly is working out or like movement whatever it is and I just like love it but I will say not only is my head so much clearer this week but also I have more energy I'm just wow I'm new and I have a very exciting call for my Dallas girls and guys I really want to do a Dallas like in person book club and I think I have a place that we're gonna do it it's a very cool I've posted about it before I don't know but I'm thinking it's gonna happen and we're gonna do quarterly hopefully so like once a season and it's gonna be great I already know the first couple pick this will probably be in November so like not immediately it needs to be in November for us to do the book and 10 calm below if you guys can guess also if you are watching this comment butterfly emojis on my latest Instagram post and I will like stalk some of you guys I sent some of you guys in the comments on my Instagram Starbucks this morning you really want to be in my Instagram comments I'm telling you us I'm always I'm always messaging also update on my Versace room what a good bye gonna change into sweats and get downstairs do some work then a 30 the HLA is coming I've cooking class with my dad for I think I've been working it's just been such a good day it works so much good news new samples came in everything is just looking beautiful I'm going upstairs I need to replace these lightbulbs like this is just not the vibe I think this one actually still goes right oh no we're done for okay well that'll happen in probably six months anyways moving on into here I am in such a good mood my house is so clean I'm definitely wearing this bag out tonight need to put this see my bags need to be reorganized but this needs to go up there oh god but I'm telling you like I won over Bella an Edward person I but realistically I can't because I have to my vlog camera so this is what I left on what I think I'm gonna wear this I don't love that with that I feel like I need jeans the only downside to having the best closet that has like quite literally ever existed is that I got door so I can't see everything all at once which is nice because it makes it not look messy but then sometimes it's just like I can't my visual person a visual learner I need things out in front of me but as we know I mean the star of this vlog this bag I don't like it with any outfits that I had planned that's so nice of you Coco no seriously just keep working I'll be happy also y'all September 6 that is just so exciting but I like I'm really having troubles okay I'll be back hello everyone it is later it is almost 4 p.m. my dad and I are going to Starbucks really quickly and then we're going to a cooking class and then I'm going to Friday night dinner got changed I spent one weekend in Nantucket and this is how I dress now like I don't know what happened to me it was clearly a very very influential trip but we're at the new Starbucks drive-through which is really so exciting oh my god it's beautiful got a little snack and a paint drink that's what was sounding very very good dad how excited are you for this cooking class oh this is actually my father's very much so delayed father's can I give because he couldn't decide what he wanted and then so this was good idea so anyways we're going back I've logged there I've been there twice this is my third time it is so much fun at Knox Henderson like love it off we go to my favorite activity cooking class it is so much fun you know so a lot of this last year has been working through grief and loss you know and remembering a lot of the lessons that she has taught me has helped me to to get through a lot of this and I'm just I'm thankful honestly in the end you know where I'm at right now with everything that has gone on I'm thankful yeah so it like even getting to sit here and do this with you is very special after everything that has gone on you know it's very special to me