 What was your focus on, sometimes they say bulimia is associated with being able to fill yourself emotionally and you'll do that with food and then anorexia can be attached to just about being thin. Yes, there is a misperception with that. Anorexia starts at wanting to be thinner but there's kind of like a point where some people go, oh, this is too hard, I'm going to go back to living a normal lifestyle. And then there's that line where you just go over and it's just about being in control because your life is so out of control or you were raised in not a control. I mean, you weren't raised in a family or an experience that was good. So you just internalize and it's all about control. Because you have a very picture perfect type of family, right? You'll see the pictures on the wall and you would never know that there's this huge river underneath all of that behind that picture.