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Um And we also got the discord man links to all of this is down below man Surviving London's deadly streets night crime gangs in prison. This is Rambo Who is Rambo? Okay. Shout out a shout out to the table room He went to my hometown, but he went to the rack Shout out to my boy And I see you have some of the members on there. You have some of the guys on there salute salute But yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, anyway Let's get into this man Salute towel room. He's doing a lot of stuff that a lot of people won't do man break the barriers out there Man, he low key Chicago to the UK to the UK man Let's get into this when I hanged up the rope And I'll play around my neck Introducing Rambo a legendary icon repping the vibrant streets of West London when our raw unfiltered conversation with Rambo We took a deep dive into relentless tassels. Okay, and I stood on the chair. This was two years I had two years left and I looked down We don't we don't preview we get right into it But came from I was born in Chelsea Chelsea Hospital, but my father came from Iraq literally as a refugee He came over to here to give us a better life, etc But at the age of seven he passed away, you know, and my mother was left with three children to look after and I was the eldest So due to the situation my mother had to become a man family back in Iran She needed some support to raise us for me and she felt like this was the way to do it But realistically in reality that was the one of the worst decisions she could have made Because the minute we went back there Her family set us up. They ripped up our passports and everything. They did not want us to go back They said you're staying here because in our religion if the woman hasn't got her husband and stuff here The only reason why they let her go is because she married my dad and now he's passed away They thought they could take matters in their own hands by doing that You can't because you you you're you're a UK national and you saw your siblings, right? That's it. You can't do that. Y'all can go back whenever I was She is too. She was married She managed to save her passport to go back to London to get out so our ones out to come back and bring us back Okay, okay Yeah, y'all are nationals y'all good in that time it took a year and a half Yeah, a lot of things happening that year and a half which we're gonna be talking about One of the main things that has never left my head is when I was seven Literally in the area everyone knew he was from London and they thought we had money Etc when it was the complete opposite so a group of people came kidnapped me threw me in the back of the car and Literally was attempting to sell my insides for money. I Was I'm the little our praises be to God. I was only there for two days with them It wasn't a long process only not know who my uncle was my uncle was very known in that area in that two days I'll be honest. I got beat Like I've got a dent in my head at seven I got stabbed They were torturing me. So let me get this straight I'm also was a case of you was taken away from your parents or your mom And you said they tried to take your insides out. Well, what was the situation? Basically? They was calling up our family Telling them if we don't pay a certain amount of money They will sell my insights for money instead because they make money out of your organs over there That's what the gang culture back in that country does and they come from poverty So they'll do anything to make money real poverty not the fake pop not what poverty in the third world is real different than Poverty from where he from originally In the reality They didn't understand who they were doing this to them out. I don't want to be big but my uncle was very known in the area The uncle was the fact that when they found out who he was they just literally let me go outside And I took a hospital to get stitches. I to get myself so a bear man I'm only seven years old, you know, and I've just lost my father. My mom's going back to London Yeah, it was it was crazy. It was a serious experience They literally put a dent in my head how much time they kicked me on my head. I was sleeping my joy of the two days I got one I have much memory of it, but it wasn't a good two days Well, why was you taken again? Sorry in the first place. What why you it was kidnapped because they knew it was from London When they find out is when they find out if you come from London, America If you come from anywhere in in the Westworld, you're seen as money You are a target instantly So they took advantage of that and kidnap me and ford, you know what? We're gonna make some money out of this guy. They got the drop. This was like three months being there and that's what happened And then ain't nobody gonna say man. Hey, I'm not and they're kidnapping me. Yes, they are Yes, they are And then you can do yesterday you could be the toughest dude on earth. They're taking you I was next for your life To be honest after I went back the struggles didn't end there I had so many fights like it was ridiculous. I had to defend myself so many times I stood out So going to school back in that country was not normal. The teachers used to whack us up like so badly Like literally like they would get the the belts out. They'll get the long wood out They caught my hair off the kid didn't like me like it was just fights off the fights off the fights I used to go home with my head bleeding or my nose broke. It's mama go low Like I used to get all the time but to be fair Now when I went back to London when I was 11 years old and I went back to the Western man He'd look like this dude that That I when I was in high school the neighborhood I was in a high school. He looked like this one dude He looked like his name is and keto He looked just like him. He was a Syrian and kid is a Syrian Same, I don't know if it's the same exact area, but he looked just like him almost life I Had a different mindset to all these kids. I was a bit You know things that I saw so when when I'm fighting in place I got kicked out of primary school for working on you in the head with a hammer I'm only 12 years old. What am I doing? You're fighting for your life That's why cuz you seen some different you fighting like like your life is that thing and at state? That's what it is. Do you understand what I'm saying? What am I doing? I? Ended up getting involved in gang gang coach. I was from Wembley, you know Wembley We we was a gang that had problems with everyone around us So back in those days, we were following the bloods and creeps that bullshit And we we used to represent the red flag the bloods and every area around us were creeps Now because of my experiences, I was in front end of nothing and no one and yeah, they called me Rambo You're probably gonna ask a minute. Why did they call you Rambo? They called me Rambo for the simple reason that when we used to ride out I used to go on my own and they be used to run. I've had I've had a wap in my head Yeah, but this is why I believe you when your time comes your time comes I had a wap in my head and he clicked it, but there was it got jammed. It didn't happen No, no cap Rambo. I've had seven guns pointed at me Nobody, you know I'm saying nobody did it, you know seven guns pointed at me this close. I'm talking close I've I've been in the crossfire of probably three shootouts. I've been I've been in a shootout Listen, I believe that wholeheartedly when your time come It's already written that you know, like when God call you that's it You know I'm saying like nobody else can Fort what what what guy got going on? because When he ready to call you he gonna call you no no earlier And I managed to scoff him off and get away out that situation. I've been chef before I've nearly lost my life many times So tell me about the story about when someone had a gun to head So what was it instant? What was the situation? It was basically gang gang violence was with the other side We had problems with them. They caught me lacking. They did catch me. I'm not gonna lie They circled me to catch me. They they throw I was frozen at this point. Yeah, I wasn't scared of them I'm not I'm not gonna lie. I wasn't scared, but a gun is a gun at the end of the day Yeah, I am not Superman. I was literally hoping that he was bluffing and he pulled the trigger He pulled it but nothing came out of it. It jammed it jammed quickly We scoffed at four or five of them I got away and managed to escape out of that But this is coming down to the simple fact that everything happens for a reason It wasn't my time to go then and how did you at that point? I was like 15 at the stage still in school Yes, it's literally at the end of my year 11. I was 15 years young And then what would you do with your life at this moment in time? I used to sell drugs I used to sell weed for a living and sniff and all of that But this is for the simple reason remember my mom was a single mother I'm the eldest. I had to bring money to the table. I had to do it for the family I thought of a choice. I'll be honest. I try working on the side. It never worked So growing up that's literally all I knew how to make money and eat the fun You couldn't work you was too you when you when you in gang culture You can't go to work. You got real ops outside. If your ops see you working They're gonna harass you. They might take your life at your job So once you involved in that lifestyle ain't no more nine to fives you got to figure it out a different way man Got to figure it out a different way. You big ops do not go to your work 95. That's 100% Honey, you know what I've realized the funny thing is all the guys that were around me. None of them had fathers Of course not all the same. It's like our batch was all the same None of us had fathers if when I look around at everyone. No one had a father You know what fathers do for sons fathers keep sons out of jail and keep women and keep daughters off the pole simple So it's funny how all of us was together in the same position very important to be in your kids life I'm trying to say but the gang culture is not bad. I even I went to jail after after all of this But at the age of 24, what happened in between the age of 15 to 24 So between the age of 15 and 24 my mentality grew a little bit better in regards to I was trying to reduce the violence and increase the money making This is what I was trying about the problem is that will never happen. So the things that I've Done to the people in the past They're not gonna forget that and they didn't and all the occasions the res things continued It went down, you know We say when tell me what was happening tell them what you can like there was many situations where Even my friend that's sitting outside right now Where we almost lost our life you had the age of 18 on my birthday in central London That central we're not for my birthday, etc. We saw the group of people that we had problems with it was actually 10 of them versus 10 of us Royal rumble everyone's licking each other bottles in the head Etc. But you know at the end of the day like even when I went to jail like all these murderers that I saw that was on my wing and these lifers They will regret everything that they done. Yeah everyone that all the murders in there said they wish they could go back to that day and Retrack and not do what they do, you know, and I've never killed no one and I'm happy you it could have been many situations where that could have went down But I never I've never I never done that none of my people some of my people side My one of my closest friends got 37 years You got 37 years and he did not even commit the murder He was around the people maybe possibly I don't know the ins and outs He's got guilty by association If you dare you might as well have done it. It's 37 years for a crime. He didn't even do Can you believe that but this is the thing about gang culture the police are watching you the police know You're involved in this stuff when something goes off the fingers will be pointed at you They need to cover it up some way or somehow someone has to be done for it for justice My brother he goes by the name of yes in James 37 years. He didn't do it But all of us the bros choices, you know, I've not had no father's We didn't have the choices the other fan of the kids did Remember thumb is I guess a lot of people say this you can't just blame it not being to not having fathers So I'm pretty sure there's many successful men now you can I You listen a lot of people might disagree. Yes, everybody has opportunities Yes, everybody, but but the chances that you have somebody to guide you in the right direction, which a father figure does You know I'm saying as a male Or a female the chances that you have somebody to guide a woman can only do so much in the household Yes, so your mom is gonna love you unequivocally She's gonna always love you, but she's gonna love you so much that she's not gonna listen when people tell you That your son is doing wrong your daughter's doing wrong. She's never gonna believe it She's always gonna be on your side. You know I'm saying so she might miss the little things father is not gonna miss So man, that's important important 100% we've gone up with no father's which is true Which is true, but it's the area we got brought up here. No one taught us better. Let's be rude No one did teach us what and whose job is that in the household to teach you reality? So it took four years in jail for me to realize what was right and wrong to realize there's many other ways to make money It's not just job dealing Do you know I'm trying to say that I'm doing well, we're legit you right now I did if I knew this before I would have avoided one of that But the simple fact that when I was a kid and I went through that stuff back home. It made me Think differently to other kids like I was too violent. I don't know what was wrong with me I always wanted to fight I Always wanted to take out my anger on someone and when I was in the gang I was like, yo, this is my time the people that I was fine. I had no problems with they never done nothing to me personally I'm fine for my friends. Oh, and that's always the Situation it's always it that's always been the situation everyone's always fine for someone You know nine times out of ten back when I was you know I'm saying running even running and ripping through these Areas I was fine for the homies. You know I'm saying It was just that you know Man, that's the thing man. Once you beat up so many people a target is on your back, man. I used to Whoever when we know when I went outside With the people I was with and we did get into any other occasion We used to beat up so many people we had a target on our back every time we went outside Hey, they be woman people They be woman people That's how I went Until one time they caught they got like he got jumped to they got they got me. Oh They got me. They got me good too, but they pumpkin head in my head. I had a pumpkin head It was for it was 30 on 30 30 people first 30 people and 25 of the people I was with Was kittens k i t t e and that they was cat. They was gone. They were scary ran Was nowhere to be found when it wouldn't when all the ruckus went on So it was 5 on 30. I got three fake teeth have five root canals. I had stitches across my face stitches on my lip What else did I have? Body was sore for a long time not a long time. I had a big head Yeah, man, I Ain't never speak to them dudes that ran again boy. I'll tell you that I Had to be around certified members from that point on if you're not certified and I ain't even gonna rock with you Who? No, I'm good. Who are you? Really fine for yourself if you asked me all these people that I had my teams with did I directly have a problem with them? No, I didn't But I wanted a reason to do something I wanted to release the anger within me and I did it to these people So you went to prison at white? I was 24. I'm what was what was the charge? And once again, it was for conspiracy leading role to supply crack cocaine and heroin then you're gonna laugh I want guilty for that. I don't my time. It's not gonna change it for me to say this But got my witness. I was not guilty for that My friend was selling up in countryside mean him was like this So my phone in his phone every time he comes back we're next to each other They assume that was the leading role of the conspiracy when I stood up and put and told them listen guys I saw weed and coke in London do me for that possession with intent to supply Don't do me for no conspiracy the road. I had no involvement. You're trying to increase my bird They didn't believe it four weeks back in full from court. So you wake up in the morning Yeah, six in the morning and yourself you're going to the court cell There's no nothing no TV. Nothing. You're there for the whole day. You go back to the wing There's no one left outside. You're going back to your soul So for four weeks back and forth just to be fun guilty for someone And I'm dead who else who goes in court and admits what they've done. I was standing and making everything Look, I sell this I sell that by I'm not guilty for that So what's the difference of the charge they convicted you of to what you was guilty of so you so conspiracy Leading role is a higher category. It's a big charge They started my starting point at four years where possession with tenant supply would have given me no more than two years do one We even community service. There's the difference because it's my first strike. I've never ever been done for this Right, you meant to be lenient now my co-defendant out. He's been jail at four or five times. He got five years I got eight That's my first strike, but they've been portrayed me as the leader when I wasn't But you think Rambo because you said those four you seem like a smart dude, too There's probably taking that in consideration like nah, bro. You your buddy a dummy No offense You smart you the leader changed you it did you reckon that it could have been a blessing in disguise It was this is I'm saying I I see it because look before I went to court to send get sentence I opened I'm a Muslim. I'll open up the Quran. I pray to God. I said, please show me a verse in here I will make me understand what's going on I opened it said God is the judge of all judges and I'm thinking 14 years This is what my solicitors telling me. I've got under the judge reducer to eight years do for and I it has I'm not I'll be honest with you. It has in disguise. It has blessed me and he has kept me away because I lost my boy I lost my boy, you know, you got stabbed in his leg. Yeah, literally two months before I came on Joe You know that big artery in your leg people think that the leg is a safe place now It's dangerous to get in your leg bled out and he died. Yeah, and this was all because of situations That meal of his was involved. He defended me in a situation. Yeah And then years later, he the same person got him back for a new boss and has there's no Here's the thing a lot of y'all don't understand about the streets like It don't matter if there's a running few between two people two sides Don't don't the young ins and that the young ins know the stories It might get lost in translation a little bit, but but they know the gist of it That that get back does not go away get back come with time There's no expiration date on it stay out them streets You don't is not it's a cold world in them streets It's a cold cold world when people don't value life They don't you know I'm saying when when life is not the highest value thing to a person They're willing to do anything and and take as long as they need to Forget it done That's that meant you feel I'll keep blaming myself till this day Till this day I blame myself. I can't forgive myself for it But then at the end of the day as a Muslim you have to understand that when your time's written is written I shouldn't be blaming myself And I'll go to his grave every single week. It's not a week when I don't go and pray for him I'm there for him. But like you just said earlier. Was it a blessing in the skies? Yes, it was because I could have been It could have been other things could have happened and to be honest It made me a better man as well like my mindset and my decision-making is completely different to how it was before before I was Superman. I Used to roll. I don't I don't want to talk about but I thought I was invincible. I thought yeah, I could never get caught I will get away with everything Accenture rare rare rare do what I want when I want But now that's not true. Well, when did you realize that wasn't true? Well, you know, Joe, you know what? You know the funny thing is I get a phone call You know, I'm gonna tell you a little story about why I went joy. This is that you're gonna you're gonna get goosebumps when you hear this We got a big tech week before I went John I got caught with a bit of hash and a bit of weed If you can't if you've been caught with this stuff before you know You need to go to the police cells and you need to do sometimes in the cells before you go out for for bail or whatever I am in in the in the in the van on the way down praying to God I'm saying please gotta hate those cells Please do this for me Don't let me go to that cell and I promise you I'll pray my prayers every day because I still didn't pray at these times But if I don't pray my prayers throw me Joe I get to the station the sergeant looked at my name. He's like no no no no get him out of it We'll give him a coat the another day. I said what I've been to the cells You have to go in there for at least 12 hours before you leave. So my prayer got answered I pro in home. I prayed first day, second day, third day, fourth day Fifth day, I didn't pray sixth day. I get a coat for my sister You need to go for a voluntary interview your mate three months ago got arrested for drugs up in countryside They want to speak to you. I said if it's voluntary, I don't want to go like no They're gonna arrest you if you don't go so it's better you go out your own back. I said, all right cool I went there. I didn't see that they are like again Imagine that and remember what the prayer made to God. I said if I if you get me out of this play Don't play. He answered you you play with him on that six day And by that seventh day you was gone. I would pray every day, but if I don't pray every day for me and Joe He gave me exactly what I wanted both times both times. So yeah, what did you say a second ago? Was this a blessing in disguise? Of course it was I made it do of God. I didn't for he followed it I didn't follow it. I was sent into something. I didn't do four years. But you know what? It was meant to be And then what was your life like on your mindset like when you on the past You talked to me about the day of your release. What did you do the first day when I got released? I went straight to Westfield, but the first thing that it was wings. I did miss wings Westfield. That's the mall. I Love you see me. I love wings. I went straight to the chicken shop. I got wings all my mates was there There was at the gates We went back to my mom's my mom cooked food and stuff So I didn't want to take the mic and go eat out. They wanted to eat out So we are both my friends over tomorrow. We had a little gathering. It was the best day of my life to be honest Best day of my life to see my mom was in tears Like she went through a lot. She got so sick when I was in Joe. She's on the verge of leaving me right now She's gonna she's very old. Yeah, and I did that to her. You know much that fucks it makes me feel I did that to her. She basically went through more struggles than I did and I was the one that was in Joe And I used to say to her that mom I'm the one that's in Joe Why are you suffering so much? It's like when you have a kid one that you will understand. That's a fact The other fact There's decisions you make as an adult when you like they don't they might not affect you You might be strong with your mom your parents. They're not as strong as you That's their baby You can always be your parents baby 100% and to see you locked up chained up chain involved for years That's gonna take any parent out Any loving parent and she's right My stepfather told me that you don't know how she was acting when you was in jail She went cuckoo like he wasn't normal. She's acting. No, this is not how she was before That your mom you put your mom for a lot and I'm I hope my mom sees this. Oh, I'm I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that I didn't mean to do that. I wasn't my fault It is my fault to a certain extent correct To get that time what he was written Going back to your time in prison Rambo. What was the worst memory they've got from your time in prison? My I don't understand why these don't get a lot of views from the taboo China taboo He's not underrated. He like his his trajectory is right where it should be. You know I'm saying But like the views like this should have more views this is lit That's a good interview. There's two I'll explain to one of my worst memories was But like me personally like I don't know how well known he's known around London or the UK But like giving people the voice that normally don't have that voice That's a hard thing to do and get to in bank views. So I get it. I get it, but but like in my opinion The taboo room be going crazy. Hey, this is one of this one of the best little interview channels that I'll be seeing When I hanged up the rope And I'll play around my neck And I stood on the chair One of my worst memories was when I hanged up the rope And I'll play around my neck And I stood on the chair. This was two years. I had two years left and I looked down I'm about to do it mental health hurts, you know It kicks into anyone who don't mind who you are big or bad look down. I was gonna do it And then I took it off said think about God. You're gonna go straight to hell About your mother that's one for a second worst experience was when I got stabbed in my back Literally mark on my back. I got stabbed in my back But that was my fault. I had a fight with a prayer And I laid him out. Don't get me wrong He was on the floor finished and I only stopped because I thought if I go further he may pass I've turned around and walked off to leave the stars come from behind and gashed me Yeah, but do you know what? Yeah, I held the rune on my own my soulmate was very good with Pharmaceutical he got honey and you got a leaf from the yard You know like a leaf from the tree put hot He heated up the honey and I laid on my belly and he said trust me This is better than stitches and he's right and I'll show you the scar off there You'll see it's like a line, but there's no stitch marks on it. It's just a line like that. It held Yeah But because I'm not snitching if I if I if I they're gonna look at a camera is they're gonna see a rare rare I'm not snitching. It's a scar that can be held. I trusted my silly and he done me right So to your son again. Yeah, not gonna lie, but here's my thing I know you admitted that that's your fault that stitches that that smark is your fault But you ever played Mortal Kombat do Mortal Kombat ever let you walk away from a fight. No what they tell you finish My bad There's many shit that happened there, but I held myself I never had you see the thing about me and Joe my brother I never ever went out my way to look for trouble I kept it humble because God teaches if you keep it humble when it's time to rumble They will crumble and I've always been like that You keep it humble when it's time to rumble they will crumble. That's how I am too. Okay. I'm very humble I mean never never started any of any in the altercations that I I never started any of the altercations I was in but We was definitely crumbling stuff you feel me apple crumble When it was time to rock more I swear to God ask anyone in the prison system about Rambo HMP Wayland Stockton Lewis Decat no one can't say nothing bad about me At all. There's nothing no bad word. I had a fight on free flow once because of my little cousin Do you know what free flow means so free flow is when everyone goes to work and everyone mixes all the wings This is when it goes off. I'm there sitting. I know this guy's gonna come on I don't know his face. He knows mine. He brought my cousin's nose on the outside So I knew we the talk was we're gonna have a fight on free flow So I'm there standing up on a wall on my back on the wall snow come behind waiting for someone to charge I mean imagine that feeling you're waiting for someone to come towards you to do you something Literally, I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I see a bulldozer looking you just charging at me I'm like, yeah, this is it. I'm with one of my boys. I just met him, you know, he said he's got my back You know what blessing he did have my back. He's charging. I'm a boxer. I can fight I thought it was gonna bring shanks. I didn't bring a shank because if you get caught with that I'm not gonna land free flow. You'll get an extra sentence So I was like, you know what I thought shanks before I've been slit here I've been slit here and I've managed to take you off them after it's happened. He's come he's charged at me He tried hook me. I've literally dodged a hook gave him one. He stumbled that way I don't know yet a friend friend come and bang me in my face And I'm stumbling with with his friend practice friends nose thinking where's this other guy because I'm not trusting my friend's words And he's gonna have my back But yeah, but on the other hand, he's there with his rock in a sock laying him in on the floor I'm having my fight with this guy. It was a blood pool on the floor. I Split his nose This was all for what? We could have spoke about this, you know, this could have all been spoken by everyone wants to be the man in jail Everyone wants to after that fight. I'm looking like no one troubled me Everyone saw the one bang that I hold there Everyone's licking my ass after that and that's the thing about Joe when you do a mazo everyone's licking your ass Choose a better salute to you and I hear you But the choice of words could have been way better Everyone had a tour I swear to God. I hate how that works, but it's funny. Oh Many you do sign someone. Yo, everyone's like, yo, I saw that. Yo, you're G like my guy. Where are we at? This and that I'll shut your mouth and grow up, but we wouldn't I don't Joe This is not why you're why it was you for fenders. They're more on it. They're more crazy Oh, I don't saw more karma the kids are more crazy. Oh, was there any crazy individuals you met with in prison? Oh too many But it was too many crazy in what way though, I guess in ways that you'll just never forget Other than a handful of them the old men are funny. It's the old man But you know the lifers ones that are there for life. I really do feel sorry for them. Some of them are They're losing their head they smoke too much spice So Rambo tell me about your life after you come out of prison. How long you've been home been on nine months No, just nine months. Yeah. Yeah, I'm kind of fairly fresh and And you know what? Yeah, I am fresh right now, but it's been it's been a rollercoaster already What's it being like what is nine months before I tell you that part before I go into that I just want to explain one thing about what happens what happened to me in prison here Just one thing because people need to know this I Had a fight with one of the gods. Yeah He did not let me go shower to pray on Friday prayers So I he pushed me I punched him I've gone straight to the seg segregation's where you have no bed. No, there's a hard bed No TV. No clock. You don't know what time of the day is now two weeks have no before the two weeks have passed You don't know the time you see with screws if you've hit them and you hurt them You best hope they come for you and beat you up because you don't want the extra eight years Do you know I mean they came to myself five up and they bad me and smoked me Yeah knows when eyes black eyes boss to the bus and bus lip they destroyed me. I wanted that I'll be honest. I thought them don't get me wrong, but I got bad Yeah, they destroyed me and I wanted I didn't want the extra years I rather them come fight me and get over and done with they've left all my stuff in in Wayland And they ship me out to stocking with nothing and you know when you go to jails, you need your stuff They should man nothing black and blue gone after three week They waited for me three weeks to heal up even I didn't hear properly gone That's what they do guys by the way If you fire screw and they don't like you they'll come back for you But you do want them to come back for you because you rather that than the time Your question now about coming out I'll be honest with you, bro. The first six months was a very big struggle for me Because I wasn't trying to sell drugs or nothing I said I promised god I would never go back there, but I had faith the first four months I man it no one wasn't giving me jobs by the way Criminal record criminal record criminal record everywhere like I applied for everything like places I wouldn't even think I'd ever work in my life like degrading myself All rejection rejection one of my family relatives he has a state agency He goes I'll give you a job here. Let me teach you how to do the let-ins and stuff, etc As how much you pay me a grand a month for how many hours monday to friday 10 to 6 what It is what it is. Yeah, I need to be a family friend. You have any options Three months I worked there he fired me Why he fired me because he's not getting enough money for his let-ins. It's not because I ain't done wrong He's fired me. So I'm there praying for god telling god listen. I'm struggling My ex left me because I was broke. You were supposed to get married Left me because I never had nothing going on. That's sad. That's sad. That's sad. Hold on rewind Rewind Me because I was broke the god telling god listen. I'm struggling My ex left me because I was broke. You were supposed to get married Left me because I never had nothing going on You know what's crazy In hard times god will give you the woman you need Money brings the woman you want But hard times brings the woman you need the women you need keep that in mind. You didn't need her You didn't need her simple God bless me with tiktok Hey Hey tiktok. Hey as many as y'all hate on tiktok tiktok as a blessing You feel me Hey I'll kill nobody say but tiktok we bringing it. Hey listen Yeah, get me With a blessing it's been great ever since I have nothing to say about that. It's been great I've got a good community a good family support me. We only bring positivity I speak to people on there. I told the youth don't do the things that I did I give them examples. I do prison stories. I I literally do all of this year So the youth don't do what I do teach them about religion I've got a good group of people that say to me Do you know how many messages I have on my phone because of you? I didn't want to end my life because you know positivity you bring you you've changed my views on things Man 100 man. I got one of them yesterday. That's almost took me out. I'm like damn I'm like damn my salute my boy because of you. That's one of the best feelings about doing this When people hit you with them type messages, like because of you I didn't commit this this and that because of you. I'm working through my mental health You help me with your videos help me get through heart. I love that man I never thought I would ever have that type of impact on nobody You know I'm saying I was bringing destruction to people now. I'm bringing positivity. That's a that's that's lit in my in my mind I'm close to religion. These are the things that made me keep going Remember what would you say it's this next generation because I feel like every time I interview someone they always say the next generation is wild You know what? Yeah, they're wild in a weird way Because like for example, you've got these kids here running in shops and going into Old people's houses and saying we outside and we're missing They're weird in my generation. We were gang bangers. We were doing the most so no, they're not that wild I'll be honest. They're actually not I don't I don't believe so Portion of them. Yeah, they're wild. They're rolling with big rambles. They're thinking they're bad boys and stuff Listen, if you're rolling with your rambles, and you think you're a bad boy What's when you go to Joe and you cry like a baby? I didn't cry because I'm not the crying type, but you will cry. Trust me drop your knife and live a life Live a life. Don't put yourself in that position because one wrong maneuver and you'll never see in day of light again One wrong. What's bro, uh, tic-tac name. I gotta see what he got going on over there I remember what they say live by the knife by the knife. Thanks. You even got life. Joe, you end up dead Got too much friends to prove to this Rambo, could you tell me what the worst memory of your life is? Worst memory of my life Didn't he tell you? Oh in general, first memory of my life Obviously when my father died I remember that I've got to remember him walking down the stairs Um hand on this ambulance late man. I'm gonna And he just gone disappeared left us. That was my last memory of him and I was seven He just gone never saw him again. And the funny thing is I found out years later He didn't have to die. All they had to do was pump those those tablets that he overdosed on, you know They only had to do was pump his stomach And they didn't and there was a case on him and he was supposed to win it by a backfire Who cares about the money? We're not both died, but the pain is here. He could have still been here Do you know I'm here I don't think about it much these days. I'll be honest I'll be lying if I said I think about it, but it is one of the worst memories And the other one is my mom trying to do the same thing that he did She was on the floor literally one time she wanted to give up and She kind of done the same. Joe locked everything for me I cried so much before she left us It's like, oh, she's done the same thing that my father did But yeah Crazy life here One wish Go to heaven right now. This life's a test. It's not forever guys I believe No I'm I'm not scared to die. I embrace that No, maybe the old me possibly No, no, I'm not scared to die because I understand You got kids Rambo What what where we standing this morning? That's the end of this though. Tlo leave a like comment subscribe turn of the post man. Good interview though