 Hello beautiful souls. I have a confession to make today, but before I get to that I want to just wish you a happy Chinese new year where we've just entered the year of The Dragon and I'm so excited about this year because it's just I feel the power I hope you can too and I think we can really make a lot out of this year in terms of Stepping forward into our sole purpose and whatever it is that you want to do this year There's a lot of energy right that is behind this year and especially because it's a particular type of dragon and that relates to my confession, okay, so over the past couple weeks. I've said several times that Actually, I want to just say it's like I I want to put it in this this way that I lied, okay I lied to you repeatedly Because I was saying that this is the year of the fire dragon and I'm just saying kind of tongue-in-cheek lied Of course, I didn't intend to but I had put out a email to my newsletter List and One of my readers email back to me that said hey, it's actually not the fire dragon It's the wood dragon and I looked at that was like. Oh my gosh She's absolutely right. Um, I've been saying fire dragon for the last like two weeks and So that really kind of got my head thinking right and in terms of like little untruths that we tell ourselves, so I Think it's it's easy to say that I didn't lie right because there's a lot of baggage around that word lying, right? You know, if you've grown up or if you're you have any kind of ancestral roots and any kind of religious tradition or spiritual tradition that puts a lot of guilt and shame on You know, pretty much anything then it's it's really easy to internalize this Feeling of any time that we find that we're wrong to not want to admit it or to kind of want to hide that So I I want to You know one thing that I want to do this week, okay, and is to just kind of bring that idea forward of Well, you know, we all lie to ourselves to a certain extent, right? That's why we're on this awakening journey so that we can move forward past those little lies and Find our true self our true nature our true purpose all that stuff, right? If we're seeking for the truth, it means that the truth's been obscured at some point And so I want to just encourage each and every one of us Especially myself right to to have compassion with ourselves when we dig down and we start digging down into ourselves we will find untruths and Sometimes we see them in other people a lot of times. It's easier to see in other people than it is in ourselves and So what I really want to kind of bring forward is that we can do this with Compassion right and compassion doesn't necessarily mean that we just kind of fall into line with the untruth because There's a lot of that happening out there in the world, right? And so we need to be able to first of all discern You know the real truth like and and sometimes it takes somebody else telling us, right? Like so I'm so grateful to this reader for saying hey look, you know just actually speaking up and saying hey look you're wrong Um, and and so that I I thought was amazing But what it did was it triggered all sorts of thoughts in my head. It's like okay. Well, why why was I? basically lying right and again not meaning to You know good intentions, but it's like it as it was it was you know because I'm telling people it's a fire dragon They're getting that in their psyches, right? So so it triggered this self kind of like reflection, right and And it kind of made me think was like well, why why did I think that because Three weeks ago or whatever I was I was saying wood dragon and all of a sudden it switched and so sometimes we got to go through this little little um dance of kind of like going in and like figuring out it's like well, why Why wasn't I telling the truth to myself or to somebody else or whatever? It was in my case. Um I'm really excited about this year and I'm working with a lot of fire energy I've got a lot of aries in my chart, right? And so that's part of why because I was really identifying with that. Um, there's Chiron isn't aries right now. That's the wounded healer my chyrons and aries and so I think there's a And it's also conjuncting the north node Right now, which means it's like all these wounds and stuff are coming up to be healed So I think there's an aspect of that there's an aspect of I was looking forward to the next um the next dragon which will be a fire dragon in 20 36 and So there was an aspect of I think there was a little bit of a little bit of fear a little bit of excitement Right, so, you know, we can we can look and see why we did things and that takes some compassion um, but I think also just to Kind of really examine ourselves, right? And to be aware of if somebody's bringing up something for you The often it's like this little knee jerk emotional ego reaction is like, oh It can't be true. I mean in this case that wasn't true because all I had to do was look it up It's like oh, it is a fire dragon. Oh my gosh. Um, but there's other things that can happen, right if somebody You know, it takes just tells you that you're wrong, right? It's so easy to be like, oh my god. No, I'm not wrong That little reflex of fighter comes forward and um, so sometimes it's great to just take a little deep breath, right? um And also looking at the ways that we tell on truths, right? Um, often it's out of um Kind of any kind of trauma that we've had, right? That will make us You know, not be in our truth be either we had to um, shut up, right in order to not be beat up Or um, whatever it was that creates patterns And so I feel like this is a really really powerful week this week that we're in right now Because we've got that kyra north node kind of dynamic happening in the sign of aries, right? Which regardless where your kyron or north node are Aries is a sign of individuality, right in the north node Has to do with kind of like our future or potential or purpose And kyron is these wounds that come up, right? And and so I feel like the the time that we're in right now Is a really powerful time for flushing up those little lies that we've told ourselves over the years Whether it's justified or not whether we knew it or not, right? And really start to evaluate our truths and to step into That sense of you know How can we be honest with ourselves, right and honest with others and to do it in a compassionate way? Okay, so I'm gonna do Pull a card in just a moment From this soulful woman deck because I feel like this is a deck that is really beautiful with compassion and self love Just to help us to you know to help to facilitate this process of honesty and looking within and healing those wounds finding those untruths looking at them, you know in the pure light of day Without you know, I shouldn't say it's not without judgment Because we do need to judge if it's true or not, right? If it's actually truth or not, but we do need to do it with compassion, right? And so by the way wood dragon is a The wood energy is this really upward moving energy. That's super super Charged with life the life force energy. It can help you to Move forward with whatever that you want to do right to whatever you want to do in your life And so when we heal these wounds That's when we're putting ourselves into this position of aligning with the life stream and this year is one that's really, you know, giving us that powerful extra oomph to really live with with Amazing purpose, right and joy once we clear out whatever untruths that we're working with Okay, so I'm gonna Shuffle this deck and we'll pull a soulful woman card to help us here In this week of February 12th through 18 and One thing that I know That I'm not lying about right now is that I my next gathering for my membership group for Lightworkers and soul seekers is gonna happen next Sunday the 18th And I've put the link to learning more about that in the description box And here we go. Let's pull a card for this week of february 12th Through the 18th and the card is anger as my sacred ally um Interesting card because that really does have a lot to do with fire right the fire element is the element that can often is associated with anger and so sometimes a lot of times we repress our anger, right and Because either it's not safe to show it or we're shamed for having anger or we're afraid of our own power, right? And so when in this beautiful period of time when we're working with this airy's energy, right? In with kairan in the north node with this amazing healing capacity this is a um An encouragement You know as we look into ourselves find our untruths it may flush up a lot of anger of some sort anger You know against ourselves anger against maybe parents or people that we grew up with maybe You know other people that were in relationship with Whatever it is. I this is uh saying I listen to the messages within my anger and use it as a positive force for good, right? Anger usually does flush up in order to show us that we're feeling violated somehow or we are Or you know somebody it could be um feeling angry about somebody else feeling violated, right? So it's um You know when we pay attention to that those feelings of anger It can help us to acknowledge where we might have been violated or maybe we violated You know somebody else's rights, right? If we think of maybe somebody was angry with us, right and to acknowledge You know where anger might have been justified And then that allows us to see where well, maybe Maybe the anger is misdirected or maybe the anger is Maybe i'm steeping in my anger and holding on to that and feeding off of it, right rather than letting it flush up and You know feeling where the it's pointing to the truth and then healing, right? So anger is my secret ally I feel is Really really powerful card for this week if you're not feeling anger That's fine. Maybe you really have worked through any anger issues that you have But I encourage you to really look deeper look deep and also look to resentment Okay, because resentment is what happens when anger gets suppressed and we push it down and push it down And um sometimes what you don't even recognize it as anger, right? Especially if you're like me if you have like a chiron in areas or something where it's it's it's kind of Sometimes works with repressing the self and making us repress the anger um, we want to look to where where we're feeling A kind of a value list, right and dig down If you're feeling like Powerless anywhere where you're feeling kind of powerless. You want to really dig down and feel okay. Is there something that? Maybe I shouldn't be angry about right? Maybe um, I need to bring up some feelings of anger in order to flesh through um, because it's really almost it's pretty much impossible to Reach forgiveness, right if you haven't actually processed those feelings of anger first Okay, um All right, so I am hoping that uh, this is a great week for you It feels like a really bright positive week to me and um, if you like this video, let me know because I I'm thinking I may do a weekly reading from now on Um, and let me know What you liked what you didn't what you found true anything that you found false and what I said and one more reminder about this whole message for this week is Anybody that you're listening to that you're tuned into that you're following that's great It's it's great to follow people. I follow people But it's always really really important to use that discernment, right? Um, and in that not everything that comes out of anybody's mouth is going to be 100% true So we always want to be really checking in with our own inner guidance with our own inner wisdom with our own knowledge Right, and it's okay to point it out, right to to bring out into the light if you notice something That is off. That's not quite right Um, don't feel shy about and certainly like you can tell me anytime if you hear me saying that's something That's not right feel free challenge. Um, you know, there I might be out of truth. You might be out of truth, right? But either way we want to bring it up into the light and correct it and Make sure that everything is balanced and true um, I think that's that's uh, probably a core practice for this year of the dragon Have a wonderful day a wonderful week And remember you were born to be free