 we open ourselves to prayer for a movie to show on Saturday and during this online retreat weekend for Holy Relationship and we put out a poll and then people vote for different themes and then we see what the themes are. So for this week for the English poll the number three themes that came in. First place was letting go of judgments and taking back projections. Second place was allowing myself to freely communicate which fits in with all the transparency we've been witnessing on this Holy Relationship weekend. We just had a beautiful panel discussion last night that had the beautiful transparency with everyone on the panel and then of course Francis had a beautiful opening session Friday which was all about transparency and being in this deep purpose and seeing a new way of looking at the world and a new way of looking at relationships that is involving connection to spirit, connection to the light, connection to Jesus. Coming in third at the English poll was allowing darkness to move through. So those are really excellent themes for our movie and for our weekend retreat and then the Spanish poll was the same three but they were just reversed. Number one was allowing darkness to move through. In second place was letting go of judgments and taking back projections and third was allowing myself to freely communicate. So I wanted to open up today with sharing with you a bit of context. We have a lot of people joining us here from around the world and thank you so much for taking the time to to give your day over to this experience and we have co-living centers joining us from different parts of the world from Utah and Spain and Mexico and we're all here to open our hearts up in a spiritual awakening. A lot of times with A Course in Miracles people come across the book in many different ways and it's extremely profound and for them most of their journey becomes practicing A Course in Miracles practicing the teachings living the principles through applying the workbook lessons but oftentimes it's such a deep dive through interacting with the book and praying and connecting with spirit internally that a little bit of context can be helpful. What do I mean by context? What's the context for spiritual awakening? The deeper you go into spiritual awakening you realize it's not about personality development, it's not about self-improvement, it's not about making the world a better place, it's not about improving the human condition. You actually realize that as has been shared this weekend that it's about transcending a perceptual problem of complete sleep or we'll say falsity being completely circumscribed with false beliefs and false perceptions in which nothing is stable, nothing is reliable, nothing is consistent. Over the centuries we've heard talk in many cultures about heaven and hell and there's some point when people look around at the struggles and challenges that they're going through as part of the human condition and sometimes the thought will cross their mind, is this hell? Am I in hell? I'm not talking about a burning fire, I'm just talking about the struggles and pain and challenges and heartbreaks of the human condition and so it's interesting at this point in human history because when we seem to have a pandemic and we seem to be experiencing the usual ups and downs of human emotions that are related to the challenges and the struggles of seeming to be alive on planet earth at this time, the question could be raised, is there a context? Is there some kind of a bigger picture that would be helpful to me to be aware of in terms of my spiritual awakening? And of course there is. For me the context was reading the lives of the mystics and the saints, looking at the looking at the perennial wisdom of all the ways that point to transcendence of distorted perceptions, transcending false beliefs, transcending these fluctuating human emotions and coming to experience something that's far far beyond the world. And the context of that is is that with mysticism and with the lives of the saints they would occasionally have experiences where they would pierce the veil of perception and have these extraordinary mystical experiences. And I'd like to talk about a couple aspects of that because I think it relates very much to the movie I'm going to show today and to the whole context of spiritual awakening. The first thing I'm going to talk about is visions. This is quite common in many many spiritual traditions where where there'll be apparitions and there'll be visions that will appear and the main thing you need to know about that is that visions and apparitions are always meant to inspire you to go deeper into your direct connection with the light. They are not meant to induce fear. That's why for many people who say well I've I've read about visions and apparitions but I haven't had one it's because if there's too much fear in the mind the Jesus or Mother Mary or the angels are not going to appear to you in a form that will scare you. If if you if they would show up in your in your bedroom or your living room and you have too much fear that would not be helpful in your spiritual awakening it would be more traumatic than beatific. So these apparitions and visions must come when there's a readiness for them and there's also a sense of willingness for them and they can be extremely helpful in that context because they expand your faith in what seems to be the unseen and and if the mind is asleep and dreaming this world and it's addicted to these perceptions of bodies and distinct situations and circumstances and separate aspects of a fragmented world which is what the the Bible and Corinthians calls a looking through a darkened glass. If your mind has become accustomed to looking through a darkened glass then it is by definition afraid of the light. That's why the images were made to put a veil over the light. So of course the miracles is basically reminding us that you are afraid of your brothers and sisters because you are afraid of the light that is behind the veil. From the perspective of the mind that's asleep it it believes now that these images these bodies these places these planets these time-space situations are real and therefore what this is covering over is the light which is what is actually real. So everyone who believes they're moving through time and space as a human being is really what I would call they they're they're twice removed from reality twice removed from reality in the sense that the light of heaven has been pushed out of awareness and there's been a complete amnesia around light and then the darkness that comes from believing in something other than the light other than God that has also been pushed out of awareness. So that's your double amnesia that's your twice removed from reality the light has been pushed out of awareness and the darkness has been pushed out of awareness and so the human being seems to experience the world as if the world is reality when actually the world is a dream that is projected from subconscious fear from unconscious fear that's really what the world is. God didn't create the world the light didn't create the world the world is false images appearing real to a mind that's sleeping and dreaming and has forgotten that it's dreaming it's now in we'll say double oblivion in perception because it's actually taking the images to be real. Now in the context of a holy relationship online retreat and some of the things that Francis talked about on Friday which for some of you who are just joining the movie you can actually go to YouTube and and watch Francis's opening talk and may give a little more context for what I will be sharing today but basically when we think of relationships we come with the idea of of bodies whether you're thinking of relationships to other human beings or maybe you're thinking of relationships to your pets or to nature to the animal kingdom as well as the human kingdom and or even the insect kingdom and so on and so forth there's the thought of bodies is very much tied into relationships and as Francis was sharing on Friday actually holy relationship is pointing us to a state of mind to a shared purpose to another way of looking at the world and holy relationship is like the answer to a distorted fragmented perception holy relationship is seeing that you share a purpose with everything and everyone that you perceive without exception so when we begin to talk about healing through relationships you'll notice that I talk a lot about that relationships are mirrors of the mind relationships as they are perceived in this world are simply mirrors of of consciousness mirrors of thoughts mirrors of beliefs and that is the value that you have for the use of relationships with with Jesus and the Holy Spirit they had the holy relationship panel recently where I believe Eric was sharing the idea that you do not want anything that you want to come of a relationship that's pretty striking you do not want anything that you want to come of a relationship well what does that mean well it means that the things that you want from a relationship are the things that you still want to get from a relationship and as Francis was sharing that's the problem is the ego is the getting mechanism so when it thinks of relationships it thinks of what is it going to give me what is it going to provide me what am I going to get out of this that's the that's basically the mindset and the attitude of the ego what's in it for me what am I going to get from this it could be security it could be a sense of respect or attention it could be pleasure it could be one of many things but but be assured that if there is a belief in lack then the ego is going to use the perception of the world to try to fulfill the belief in lack from something in the world and that's that's the problem that that is the ego's use of relationships in fact that's not only the ego's use of relationship but that's why the ego made the bodies in the first place to perpetuate itself to profess perpetuate a belief in separation from god to perpetuate self-hatred to perpetuate feelings of abandonment to perpetuate feelings of betrayal and rejection wow that's why the world was made the ego made the world to perpetuate itself and it is nothing more than a death wish a belief to be something other than god created you to be so if we really come at it in a very direct and simple way as francis was doing on friday we can see that that the world was made out of a belief of in autonomy that you could have a separate identity apart from the christ apart from the light apart from god and then the ego's perception is everything and everyone must serve its mental slavery and perpetuate this sense of mental slavery by using people places things situations to reinforce separation how do you do that you simply look at the world as a place where you can get what you want and i assure you that anyone who comes to planet earth or to time and space doesn't really know what they want if they really knew that god and heaven were available they wouldn't come searching in time and space for something anything there would be no point to come so jesus tells us that everyone who comes to this world comes without a self and then tries to make one up as they go along well that is a real trip that's a fantasy trip that's a fictitious trip of looking for something in nothing and of course it it always ends in disappointment even though there's never really an ending it's a perpetuation of looking for love where it cannot be found so the context i mentioned about the visions is that when you have visions or apparitions it's because there's a part of your mind that's ready to be shown that there's something much more than this perceptual world of time and space can offer and there have been these appearances throughout time that are very very helpful in modern terms for those of you who study a course in miracles there's gary renard and and art and persa appearing on his couch in main that's kind of a modern day version of visions and apparitions that that's someone who studies a course in miracles might be familiar with but throughout the centuries these apparitions have appeared and they are striking when there is an appearance it it seems to be beyond the common accepted perceptions of the world and and we could say that that's why they're so striking because they're not expected it's almost like you could think of a of an appearance or a vision as like in some sense like a divine intervention to your mind to remind you that there's something way beyond this world to remind you that there's something that you've forgotten that you need to remember and it comes to you in in that way now there's uh those appearances and those visions are always perceptual so they're always just the holy spirit's use of symbols to reach the mind with with a reminder with a message and then beyond perceptions there's what we call revelation and jesus talks about revelation at the beginning of his his text he talks about revelation and miracles in the context miracles are always more interpersonal they're they're much more helpful at the beginning of your mind opening up to the light because the mind has to relate to symbols and miracles are very interpersonal they they give you a reminder of the peace of this they're like a little snapshot of the of the calmness of the tranquility that is available at any instant and that's why jesus called his course a course in miracles because the miracles help stabilize your perception from being so up and down and so variable and so inconsistent to starting to to become consistent when your mind is consistently miracle minded then you you're going from upside down perception to right side up you you're seeing things from the perspective of the mind and seeing the false is false that's why there's no order of difficulty in miracles and there's no hierarchy of illusions because when you are in your right mind you can calmly look upon any scene or appearance in the world and i mean calmly you is stately calm it's so so so peaceful and beyond the realm of miracles there's what we could call revelation and jesus talks a lot about revelation revelation unites you directly with god that's the revelations aren't a snapshot they are a direct experience of the light beyond the veil they come from god but there is no reciprocal arrangement in revelation that's why the things are revealed the light reveals itself to your mind directly and there is no contribution from the human being in this revelation and jesus says the emotion of awe is reserved for revelation because you are directly one with the light in your experience and that is coming from god and jesus can can help with the revelation readiness they're very rare it's very rare and and yet jesus is preparing the mind to have that revelatory experience helen shuckman the scribe of the course had a revelation in a subway when she was in new york city i've had friends throughout my life that i've known who have had revelations and and their entire perspective of the world is changed significantly because once there's a direct experience of the light you never really look upon the world in the same way and i had three revelatory experiences where i completely merged with the light and it's just such your mind it sets your whole purpose and your whole perspective of the world in in a new context that's what i mean by a broader context once you have a direct experience of the light you never see anyone or anything in the same way you don't perceive relationships in the same way that you once did you don't perceive time in the same way that you once did so how does that relate to holy relationship well holy relationship as francis was sharing is is a perspective on the world and this perspective has to be taught and learned in you might say over and over in terms of of time in order to experience it in a stable way so miracles kind of give you a glimpse or a snapshot of the perspective but holy relationship is is a phenomenal teaching learning uh accomplishment you might say that your purpose as seemingly a human being in this world is to train your mind to come into the experience of the holy relationship and this is not a relationship between two people this is a perspective on looking upon the whole world when you're in holy relationship you are in holy relationship with everyone and everything is francis was sharing this is not between people or between people and animals or between people and trees or people and nature this is a perspective in which you could say you experience everything as unified it's in quantum physics it's called the quantum field and that quantum field is just a state of awareness that everything is absolutely connected now this is frightening to the human being even einstein albert einstein who is respected and revered as is one of the greatest he just was a fear of the connection in the mind because everything that is perceived as separate is based on the ego and this perspective that that involves holy relationship is is inspired and shared of the holy spirit so this is allowing the holy spirit to show you through teaching and learning through a purification of thoughts in awareness and coming to the highest state of consciousness that you can possibly achieve the tippy top of consciousness is this enlightened perspective that we could call happy dream or the real world or true perception we could call it the quantum field it's it's what everything is about this is where learning ends and you might say there's an end to learning yes it seemed to have a beginning and it will seem to have an end there's no learning in heaven nothing needs to be remembered in heaven nothing is apart from the light in heaven and revelation shows you that you have a direct experience of of the light that simply is that simply is heaven but in this realm we could call time and space and the sleeping mind the top goal is forgiveness and and the accomplishment of forgiveness is the holy relationship this is the the symbol of the forgiven world where you see that you are in absolute relationship with everything and everyone now the the panel that was last night on the relationship panel there was a beautiful witness of transparency because in order to experience holy relationship you must learn that you can keep nothing hidden and you would not want to keep anything hidden because what is hidden is is pushed out of awareness it's it's the subconscious or the unconscious and as long as there is a value of private thoughts as long as secrets seem valuable then you will dream a dream of fragmentation and those secrets and those private thoughts will seem to be acted out in the dream that you perceive and it's not going to be a happy dream it's secrets never produce a happy dream private thoughts never produce a happy dream the the ego will say wow it's not so bad you you can fantasize of of things that that will give you a sense of happiness but what the ego doesn't tell you is you never really find happiness in a haven of guilt it will try to make specific things lifestyle things that are good in its judgment and it says here's a little haven in a storm of guilt just stay inside the haven don't mess with the rest it's it's wicked but stay in the haven uh don't go out into the storm and of course we have tried that we tried to make a little haven of peace in a storm of guilt and it has not worked because because there were still subconscious beliefs and thoughts that were underneath and those always continue to generate a storm so the movie that we've been given today to open up to this holy relationship perspective is a very recent movie and I I've actually never shown this movie so for some of you who've been watching the movie watchers guide to Enlightenment and maybe you've seen me show various movies over and over to approach this beautiful forgiven state of mind this movie is the first time that I'm showing it and the movie is called Fatima this is a movie about the occurrences from over a century ago in rural Portugal north of Lisbon in out in the the rural areas of Portugal a little bit north east of Lisbon and that's where Fatima is and some of you might know that in the Bible it says a little child and a little child shall lead them well in this case we are going to have three children and their names are Lucia and Francisco and Jacinta and these three children are going to experience a vision in fact it's not just one vision it's going to be a series of visions and this is a beautiful teaching in cracking open the mind towards the light and towards holy relationship because this movie is with these three children it's not so much a movie of a man and a woman coming together as soul mates to try to to reach God together this is a movie of three children who see something and it speaks directly to their mind uh it's basically Mother Mary appearing to them in out in nature uh and appearing to them in six different appearances that basically she has a message for them and this is very similar to to Jesus and the Holy Spirit with the Course there's a message there's a message here there's a message that you're to receive and there's a message that you're to strengthen in awareness by teaching it teaching it to learn it it's not an accident that you come across the me or the Course it's not an accident that that there are things that speak to you from from this book and like these three children once you come upon this message then you are called upon you are given a mission you are given an assignment to teach and learn this for yourself and the one thing that's so beautiful about this movie is the time frame first of all the the movie takes place I believe around 1917 so that's over a century ago but the appearance of Mother Mary is coming 19 centuries after she appeared in Galilee so this is an apparition that's coming 19 centuries that's over 1900 years after the the appearance back in the days of of her son Jesus and so this is this is a very profound experience because for the children Lucia's mother is very devout Catholic and she prays the rosary and many Catholics of the time are are praying to Jesus praying to Mother Mary praying to the the saints for help this is the context of World War one going on this is 1917 is the year before the the the last huge pandemic was on earth the Spanish flu now we're dealing with COVID-19 but this rolls us back to just before the Spanish flu swept around the world and also in a time of devastation in Europe with World War one the the horrific perceptions of war of bodies being torn apart children not coming home to their families if that they've gone off to fight in war and and many many young men dying in the war this is a time of poverty in Europe extreme poverty in Europe this is an extreme time in human history and it that's why I think this movie is also very relevant for us right now because we don't have a world war going on now but we are we have a pandemic going on and and when there seems to be extreme crisis in terms of poverty hunger you know just extreme conditions for what we would say survival of the body there can be a crack and an opening for this greater context in spiritual awakening and that's what I want you to really experience in the movie today that this is an opportunity for you to get in touch with the greater context of of spiritual awakening to have a piercing in the mind as Jesus says you can learn from the experiences of others he says in the course you can learn from my experiences and all of Jesus's teachings are pointing to a transcendent experience that goes beyond time and space Jesus is not trying to make better worldly conditions he's not trying to improve the human condition he's teaching that forgiveness through forgiveness of the ego and of illusions you can remember God you can remember the light and this light I could say words about this light but once you have a direct experience of this light then you realize by contrast that there's nothing that this world offers that could even slightly compare to the experience of reality of of the light so in this movie we have three children who are friends and they're they're just going out and they're out in nature and they're just going out to be together like three childhood friends and they are going to have an experience of this vision and initially one will see it first Lucia some of you know the story of Jesus Mary Magdala was the first to see the risen Jesus why because she was ready remember I talked about readiness and willingness she was ready and willing she wasn't frightened by seeing an apparition of the risen Jesus and then she of course went to the upper room where the apostles were all locked in and barricaded and she said I have seen him so now we have in 1916 here in rural Portugal we have three children that are are going to see the mother Mary appear to them first Lucia the oldest of the three and then Jacinta will see her and then finally Francisco will see her as well and it's that's even beautiful it's kind of cascading you have to be ready to see some of you might have seen the the movie with Robin Williams what dreams may come where he seems to to die to pass away and then he he starts to see various people he sees somebody that's like a helper to him a teacher and and he's saying why can't I see my children I want to see my children and his his guide says when you're ready you will see them so this apparition for these three children is based on their readiness they're they're actually ready and willing for this and that's why they they can they can apprehend and and experience this vision because they're ready it's some it's a symbol that that their hearts are ready for now what I like about this is once these three children see mother Mary at first Francisco he cannot hear her he can he can just see her and he has to have the two girls what what's she saying the girls are so ready they can hear mother Mary and see mother Mary and he's like what's she saying he's they they fill him in this is beautiful too because it just shows you that that you'll see the real world you'll see the happy dream when you're ready and and not an instant before you're ready to see it when you're willing and you're ready it's there there's nothing the light is holding back it's just that when you have a state of fear and you have a state of doubt if you have a state of mind where there's still attack thoughts you will not perceive the happy dream because the mind's not ready the mind still is an investment in in attack thoughts and judgments and doubts that's what our movie pole was you know that's how we we transcend the judgments and the doubts it's through faith and you'll notice with these three that that there's a lot of talk about praying the three children are very used to praying praying the rosary uh why the rosary well this is this is a catholic family a catholic society and they pray the rosary it's part of their devotion hail Mary full of grace you know it it it's part of their practice and to me this is why it is mother mary appearing to them it's coming in the context of their belief system uh lucia's mother is praying a lot to mother mary there's a lot of rosaries coming and a lot of prayers but also we we learn with with lucia's mother is that there's still quite a bit of fear mixed into the prayer in the sense that she's praying for an outcome her son has gone off to fight in the war in world war one and she is praying to mother mary for his safe return so she's not necessarily praying praying for world peace or praying for enlightenment but she is praying fervently with her her prayer beads and her rosaries for the return of her son the mother is quite fixated on this outcome she wants her son to come back and she's prepared to do any kind of sacrificial prayers or is whatever it takes to pray to mother mary to deliver her son back so you also get a sense from this movie about the the the ladder of prayer that jesus talks about in the song of prayer where jesus says you know as long as you believe in this world you cannot help but pray for specifics pray for this one to get well pray for this one to have a safe trip or in the case of the movie pray for my son to to make it home safe alive back from the war and yet war is probably the most extreme example in terms of perception of the belief in separation from god uh for most people on the planet when they see what seems to be the horrors of war of of people humans fighting against other human beings killing other human beings in droves for some kind of cause so-called cause or something in the world then this is an extreme and so we are going to see that that uh one of the messages of mother mary to the children is basically she's going to say my son she's talking about jesus is offended my son is offended now for you of course a miracle student she's like why is jesus offended by anything in the world why would be jesus be offended uh by a world war even uh the christ is the pure light the christ has no offense the christ knows heaven the christ knows the oneness the christ is one with god how how is mother mary's message of my son is offended is greatly offended and it's basically she's saying pray i'm calling you to pray i'm calling you to pray the rosary i'm calling you to pray because it's not that christ is offended by the world war it's that the mind that's sleeping and dreaming is offended by its belief in the ego by belief in something other than god when you pray you're praying to heal the offense in your own mind which is the ego you're praying to let go of a death wish you're praying to let go of that which is has nothing to do with god never has and never will you're praying to let go of the separation so to me i thought this is beautiful in the context of 1916 a world war happening three children off in the fields and mother mary's come to say my son is offended and you need to pray well i don't think the message is any different for those studying a course in miracles you know if you're offended in your relationships you are offended by christ you are offended by the light if you're offended by your partners if you're offended by your children if you're offended by politicians and their actions if you're offended by the pollution of this world or or the the divisions the different polarities political polarities polarities in countries if you're offended by military coups taking over democratic countries if you're offended by cancer or all seeming forms of sickness you are offended in the light it's the ego awareness that is taking offense and it's afraid of the light the problem is not in the world the problem isn't with your partner the problem isn't with your neighbor there's my buddy antonio from portugal saint antonio this is your movie this is fatima there is no way escaping this antonio if anyone is offended in anything of this world they are offended because they are holding on to the ego belief system and we're going to have mother mary beautiful mother mary come and say to us pray pray use the power of prayer she's going to deliver back in 1916 the same message of a course in miracles that prayer is the medium of miracles you don't need careers to reach god you don't need special relationship partners to reach god you don't need possessions to reach god you don't need physical comforts and conveniences to reach god prayer is the medium of miracles miracles light the way to awakening miracles make your mind ready for a revelation for direct experience of god's love direct experience we're not talking about concepts here we're talking about an actual direct experience of the light and that's what mother mary is offering she is a symbol she is a vision that's saying you need to pray prayer is the solution trying to make interpersonal relationships better is not the solution trying to improve the planet earth with more devices more mechanisms more technology you know more improvements in terms of of physicality that's not what is asked for the prayer of your heart what did jesus teach in the sermon on the mount blessed are the pure of heart for they shall see god that's what jesus taught and that's what mother mary is teaching she's saying pray you have a very powerful mind and you have a means of reaching god directly of remembering who you are as the christ and remembering your beloved creator through the power of prayer he's the message is not you need more money the message is not you need better conditions on earth this message is coming to these three children and this is during the times of a world war where there seems to be poverty and and bodies that are coming back to portugal bloodied limbs missing broken bones you know bloody bodies and and here is mother mary coming with this beautiful message now what i like about this movie is once these three children see mother mary and they do listen to her there she is appearing to them and they they're all ears she's coming as a presence from heaven into their lives and as soon as they take in her message they basically look at each other and say we have to promise each other we're not going to share this with anyone but you know how that goes when you make a promise to your your friends i'm not i'm not going to share this as soon as soon as the cat gets out of the bag as soon as you start to share this it's going to be a revolt and and who is going to be offended the ego is going to be offended now the ego may take many forms it may seem that your own mother is offended that you that you just saw mother mary after she's been praying the rosary for decades and now your 10-year-old daughter is like oh yeah i saw her she talked to me you you want to see mom get upset just just tell her i just saw mother mary the one you've been praying for all those years with her beads yeah i just saw her out in the grass i talked to her she talked to me if you want to see politicians get upset if you want to see the church get upset if you want to see the priest get upset if you want to see the the monsignor get upset if you take something directly from from spirit and you're told to teach what you would learn honestly teach what you would learn i know this word came up in the relationship talk last night honesty well honesty from jesus perspective is consistency and these three little ones have seen mother mary and now all they are required to do is be honest about it to receive the message and to give it away but this message is deep this isn't your typical message this is a message of returning to heaven and watch how the ego reacts to such a simple pure citing and simple pure message watch how the mayor of fatima reacts watch how mom reacts watch how the parents react watch how the the the priest react watch the reactions of the world of time and space to the light if you doubt that you are afraid of the light watch how the world reacts to this simple message of prayer and love now how does this relate to holy relationship well some of you have noticed that when you follow your spiritual calling that sometimes your partner will react or your parents will react or your children will react or the neighbors will react or society will react it why is this surprising why is this surprising these are just doubt thoughts in the mind that are acted out so that you can let go of the doubt thoughts that's all the whole point is to let go of the doubt and the fear to let go of the belief in attack and to be in alignment with the light it's really very simple but when you are offended by a partner or you are offended by a friend or offended by an event that seems to occur in time and space Jesus is telling us Mother Mary is telling us pluck the offense from your mind you are not offended by something outside of you you are offended by an ego attack thought or judgment that you're still holding on to you're offending yourself by believing in the ego because you're Christ self is not offended that's just what is the light is not offended but your mind that believes in these attack thoughts and judgments that's where the offense is occurring so these sweet little children are like little saints they are little mystics because they basically have received a message and they're happy they're happy that mother Mary appeared to them and gave them this message and they're happy they're happy to give it away and then they're going to be met with the doubt thoughts of the ego which was basically will say you didn't see that that didn't happen to you and you have to recant you have to tell the truth that's what the world is going to say to these little children tell the truth tell that you were lying tell that you made the whole thing up and yet their purpose is to simply give away and teach what they would learn you'll even get a sense from this movie that the the the little young girl Jacinta when she passed away the following year from with the Spanish flu we get a little snippet of a reminder that when they exhumed her body this little seven-year-old at that time will say the eight-year-old body of Jacinta when they exhumed the body of Jacinta it had not decayed some of you know the story of Parma Hansa Yogananda you know after Parma Hansa passed away his body remained in a state of non decay for days for weeks and this little seven-year-old who saw Mother Mary her body did not decay when they exhumed the body that's just a symbol these are all just symbols but this is just a symbol of devotion if this little seven-year-old can can see Mother Mary and and stay with the truth of what Mother Mary was saying to her you can do it too we can do it if Jacinta can do it you can do it you've got a course in miracles you've got an instruction a lesson a day to to give your whole heart over to to pray with all your heart and and pray for it to become fully embraced without exceptions you know just just one lesson from the course there is nothing to fear if you embrace it with all of your heart if you put your full prayer and the power of your mind into that one lesson there is nothing to fear then that is taking you into the the experience of the kingdom of heaven just one lesson applied with no exceptions takes you into the holy relationship it takes you into a perspective that sees everyone and everything as the same that that there's nothing apart from you your mind our mind contains it all so i hope you enjoy the movie because this is a this is a real trip and it's an awakening because once you get a taste of how glorious god is all you have to do like these three little children is tell the truth all you have to do is tell the truth and i mean the truth is very happy you will want to tell the truth you will want to give it away because it's who you are the truth is who you are and that is a beautiful fact that is is a creation of god so enjoy the movie and i may pop in a few times as an apparition a david apparition may come into the movie a few times but take this movie into your heart and really feel the power of prayer beautiful