 You know my first step bad I thought I thought it was pretty good and then I don't think I was the only one that really took exception to it over the course of the game and I guess that was kind of just the final straw he was probably tired of hearing guys getting on him so you know I just felt like that was a big pitch my at-bat went from being 3-0 to being 2-1 against a guy that throws 100 and you know it's you know frustrating just probably let my emotions get the best of me and just frustrated a little bit and obviously I said too much kind of a frustrating afternoon for you guys you had a lot of runners on base today we had a lot of opportunities I say a lot we had quite a few you know I thought CC thought CC really did a good job there in the middle of the game of keeping keeping us in it and you know obviously you know myself had you a couple guys came up in some big spots with guys on base and we just couldn't seem to get the get the guys in so you know more frustrating day overall for us but you know head to Minnesota and hopefully start off on a good note this next week