 Yeah, and if you notice that mechanism of denial and repression, you know, what it does is it's a way that the ego uses to hold on to secrets and private thoughts. You know, you can, you can smile, you can put on a happy face, you can have the stip-up or lip, you can try to maintain a facade of dignity and peace. You can even have a pride about, you know, about wearing, about peace and equality and all these things on the surface. But if you've got this churning undercurrent that's down underneath, that this young called the shadow or we could call the unconscious mind, and until that is exposed and released, then what happens on the surface will be highly unstable. You know, you can have, you know, you have England here with Shakespeare and I mean, it just goes on and on and on about, you know, dignity and clarity, some of the most representations of clear-minded thinking. You know, Shakespeare is just amazing when you get into it and this and that. And then you have a country like that was one like with Napoleon, Britain's invaded a lot of countries. I was here recently and the guy who was driving me around up in Birmingham when I came for a conference, he's like, his name is Martin, he said, well, we have really invaded a lot of countries. We are really aggressive, you know, we're passive or aggressive, you know, and it's funny he was talking to me all about that. Then I got back to the States and, and I saw this book online where this little boy asked his father how many countries have, as England, have we invaded and the father couldn't even, he thought, I can't even give him a solid answer, I'll just research it. The more the father looked into it, he was like, how many countries have we not invaded? He couldn't, couldn't even go out from the point of invasion because it was invaded so many. Once it got up over a hundred or something, he was like, well what countries can I tell my son we haven't invaded? Keep it a little simpler. But that's again passive-aggressive, you know, it's the birth pressure and the knock denial is so strong and you don't get in touch with it and you don't let it up and out, you don't heal it, then it takes, it can take aggressive overturns and he was talking too about the United States and said, yeah, it's done its share and so forth. Then you go to a place like Bali, which you've been to Bali recently and I've been to Bali, I landed in Bali and I went up to James Ashton and he wasn't there either when I was there. See, we have commonalities. They said, here's his bathtub. I'm actually pretty dirty, I think I'm gonna take a bath and change my clothes. I don't think he even knows it but, you know, we're all the same. So I go in there, take a bath while they were discussing a few things and then I go out and I go to the grocery store to get some groceries and I got a little heart-shaped candy from the cashier at the grocery store and a namaste from the cashier and I said, oh, yeah, these are my people. It was so soft. You probably had that same experience. It's mostly Hindu, very, very soft and light there. And then you go to other places like the China, I told the whole story about the passive-aggressive. They said, oh, yeah, we're not so much like Britain. We invade each other. We study all the dinosaurs. We don't attack and invade each other. We don't invade other countries. We just invade and invade and kill and kill and kill and kill and kill. Again, passive-aggressive, like the movie we watched, aggressive and adversarial. Not baseball but, you know, wiping out people that don't agree with you. This has to end when you bring the unconscious, the shadow up into the light and then you can see that these thoughts are real. They're not your real thoughts. You feel guilt when you hold onto them and try to hide and protect them. Why would you hide and protect something that isn't even real unless you believe it is real and it's so nasty that you want to push out of awareness? That's what suppression and denial are about, is pushing out of awareness that which is unacceptable. Unexceptably violent, unacceptably cruel, unacceptably evil. And then the Holy Spirit says, come on, bring them up, bring them up and give them to me. And I will show you that they're not real, that you've had a world of much to do about nothing and you have all these emotional dramas and all these things going on, but it's not real. It's not a real conflict. When you keep the conflict hidden from the light, just like if you had a wound and you kept it, you'd never let it get any air and you never let it get any sunlight, you know, it would delay the healing of the wound. It's the same with the mind. If you keep everything pushed down and out of awareness, then you delay the healing of letting those thoughts up and out. So some people get into spirituality, it's just an intellectual thing, they want to write books, do workshops, etc. We're into true healing, healing in mind. We take this very practically and when we go to a country or a culture, that was just a good example of there was such a strong willingness that there was huge amounts of healing occurring. It was so much palpable. You could just feel it happening. It was so strong. And again, I just go where there's a strong call. I mean, it's just kind of a cool call. The other time it came in very, very...