 Yeah, the biggest thing what she said was So welcome back to another blog uh focus focus focus focus Okay, so yeah today is a sunday. I'm starting this blog late. Um, what time is it? It is currently five oh six. I've literally just been chilling all day doing nothing. I just straightened my hair And then yeah, because I need to look a little bit reasonable. I need to take an instagram picture tomorrow, but I get my hair done But that's a whole separate blog. So anyway, so Yeah, Jasmine is in town. We're gonna do something probably go out to dinner have a little drink drink drink And of course y'all gonna come with me the hello like why would y'all why would I leave y'all at home? Why would I do that? That would be a fake ass bitching me But anyways, I gotta show y'all my new mirror. I'm so happy with it. It's so cute And you can put it like this way too It's so cute. I got it from bombar bombar is basically like a boston store But it is by impressions vanity And it's super cute. I'm in love with it princess riz. Um, she uploaded her makeup mirror and she inspired me to get a new one I wanted the same one she had but she said she couldn't find a link But I don't know if y'all know princess riz or not. She's like a good ass makeup artist in new york And I made her a beauty con. I love her now. She's so cute But anyways, so if you're new here to my channel Don't forget to click subscribe And my name is kaira. Hello. How you doing and don't forget to leave a comment below And make sure you follow me on instagram because i'm always posting that fire And you need to show love to me because I always show love back. Okay. We always show love over here It's about to do like a little bit of a like Beat right now. I just want to look kind of cute I don't because I don't even know where we're going for real But we might go to like a bar maybe but it's been raining all day y'all like all day is so fucking ugly outside I think because the hurricanes that are happening in other states and stuff like that are like bypassing through And just I don't know. It's just terrible weather, you know But yeah, I'm just gonna do something real light So real quick. I love my lashes And yeah, I just need to do like a little beat. Oh my god. I got a fucking pimple right here I'm ready to end my fucking period because my skin has been going through it like It's starting to go away now, but bitch like leave me alone like go somewhere So let me just see what I can put together real quick like a little natural Cute beat Also, y'all Kylie just came out with her Um, Kylie skin is going to be at Ulta So I need to go there and stop because I ran out of moisturizer And I love her moisturizer and her eye cream I'm like vouching for that like I need to go get Read up because I got it when it first came out I ordered it but now I need to go get it So hopefully I can make it Good morning, y'all is the next day from yesterday to turn up. It's kind of hot in here It's today is the next day today's monday jasmine leaves today I had got up y'all and went to work like I'm like, you know what? Let me just show that I got some good work. I think like Let me just be able to party all night and get my money in the morning You know, you know, I'm saying because that's what I'm probably doing and then I'm a You know, get my coin in the morning and be like, I'm out. We out tonight. So anyways, um, yeah So I got up and went to work, you know, 4 a.m. Got in at like 12 though Oh my this shirt is not doing me justice right now I cannot wait to get my hair done But anyways, so y'all I'm at the bank right now Okay, y'all anyway, we're going to sweet diner I'm at the bank. I'm gonna deposit some money make sure that y'all are Deposited more than you're taking out and spending. I know it's hard or whatever, but Stack your money. It's very important to save your money I'm not I used to not be a good safer. I swear to God like I used to be like just spending shit Not even giving a fuck but now that I'm older like saving your money will just be that's your little cushion So make sure you always have a cushion. Yeah, you always want to have money in your bank account You don't want to have to depend on nobody you don't want to have to worry So make sure you're always depositing money More than you spend it. Okay Lesson for the fucking day Make money Monday's Okay, period Not today now my birthday I'm confused What you say a receipt? Okay, I received for what? I don't know Y'all look what Jasmine got me. She's so sweet We're in we're in we're off. We're gonna go to brunch. I'm so excited I didn't know that What you said, this is my birthday birthday. It's my birthday birthday Hi, good People so fucking late My fucking neck looks like it's being suffocated like this. Yes So y'all we just got to sweet diner and we waited for everybody else You like the vibe in here you've been here before Y'all let me open my gift from Jasmine Well I don't remember Wait, what's this? This your signature? Yeah, let me get this is like a therapy Let's Yes It's a purple pink face It's cute This was she on me Nice Oh Okay Yes, you know We know you love a set This is real cute This is a roll Bitch No, bitch, I said Let me eat you I don't want to drink I mean I got um great We can go in here so y'all me and Andre are making errands. Oh, it's coming soon. It's not opening So we about to go into Ota my hair is looking a mess and Kylie just came out with her thing. I think I said it earlier in this vlog And I want to see if they got the products that I'm gonna show Let's see what they do Oh I'm so fucking excited. This is what we're here for What the fuck is the product? Oh, it's on the sign. Okay So y'all already know I gave it the And I think I want to try the toner I'm gonna try it the vanilla Hundred months to get I Can't wait to my hair down. I look up like a mess. Let me smell. Oh, yeah, that's fire. What is that? Why is that? That's not good as well. Give me this next time the big bottle Hmm this one somebody asked me about this Have you tried this um deodorant before? No, but I'm purchasing it today actually. Oh really? Mm-hmm. Is it only one kind? So switching from uh like Yeah, I needed some more Setting spray and she was like you're not gonna get this strawberry So let's see. Oh, it does smell like strawberries. Okay, I'm gonna get this So y'all like the tea Oh, bitch. I look a mess. I can't even take myself serious right now But okay, so I was in the store, right? Hold on. Let me put my seatbelt on. Ma'am Put your seatbelt on ma'am. Put your seatbelt on right in the fucking door But y'all okay, so y'all know how I've been telling y'all I've been sweating a lot And I'm like what the fuck is going on? Why am I so fucking musty? But the lady okay, so I gotta picked up a new deodorant y'all see me probably in a month Huh No, it's natural So I use native from target and then I was in there and there was another natural deodorant called capri or something So she was like, um, do you need help with anything blah, blah, blah And I was like, oh no, and then I was like is this natural deodorant good and I was like, she's like, oh my god Yeah, like I'm gonna try today. I love that natural deodorant And I was like, oh really and I was like, I don't know I've been trying to figure out like a whole new deodorant because like I've been musty I don't know and I was like, I've been using native from target and she was like, oh my god That's just detoxing like she was like, it's natural like she said the first week you use it. You're gonna just Um detox you're gonna Sweat more and stuff like that because your body is detoxifying itself and I was like, what the fuck I was like, no wonder I've been so musty girl And she was like, yeah, and then she was like by the third week you should be fine And I was like, oh wow, that's crazy. She was like because your lymph nodes are like by there or something. I don't know And I was like, what the fuck I was like, thank you sis. Thank you for the info So y'all if y'all out there trying natural deodorant stick to it because It might it's benefiting you honestly, so But I needed that tea on that because um Or you should always just you know, keep you some dub on it And don't use dub. It's used up. We're natural over here. We're natural. I don't wear deodorant every day though You don't not only wear it when I needed That's what I was saying because I was telling my mom like I shouldn't be this musty So has your deodorant been like wearing out on you like you put it on and it just seemed like it just don't work Yeah So that that happened to me like four years ago and after that I just stopped wearing it So like I keep putting it on like making trying to um layer it up, but that's bad It's too built up like that's how I was like I will always put on deodorant after I got out the shower And um, it just stopped working for me So I I just completely stopped using it like I just like I did like the um Where you was like the apple cider vinegar under your arms and like the alcohol And I just stopped using it and I did that for a while And I guess it like I don't know what the fuck it did, but I don't really wear deodorant That's crazy. I just keep it with me just in case and I've been exfoliating my armpits. So it's kind of been helping me So So yeah, y'all that okay y'all so it's been a little bit later And I just want to show y'all what I got from the mall where we went in ultra So you already know I got the Kylie toner And then the moisturizer I'm about to charge these out right now And then I got this new morphe palette and you open it this Beautiful palette it had these neutral colors on it. So I just wanted to try that on my eye I'm going for like the kim k neutral eye and then this blue color I might try it I don't know trying to step by my comfort zone But yeah, I can't wait to try this palette out Then I went to the bathroom body works and got some room since I got the pumpkin cupcake in 11 your vanilla cell fire And then as you guys know, I do use natural deodorant now So I got the capri one hope this is fire because native is good So we'll see and then I got the morphe by every star setting spray This literally smells like strawberries. Crazy. Fuck And then here's the lip combo Justin got me I can't wait to try this out once my makeup is beat and also the favorite thing in the most Favorite thing that I picked up today with this cute ass pajama set. Y'all like it's fire The pajama pants were only 20 dollars So I just got ready to go to sleep. I'm about to go to bed right now because I gotta go I'm back in the gym tomorrow. Y'all I'm back hard like I'm done eating bad. Like I don't know what the fuck came over me I don't know, but we gotta get back together. Like this is not what's up. Okay So, yeah, so I'm just about to go to bed. So I'll probably just see y'all tomorrow. So So it's the next day from yesterday. So today is What is it? Tuesday? Tuesday So me and Andrea are about to go get our cards read It's not demonic the lady is christian It's nothing to do with that because if it wasn't I would not do this Kind of nervous. I'm just nervous to see like what she says Like and I'm an emotional person. I really don't want to get emotional, but I hope I don't I'm pray if I do. Oh, well, and I'm gonna just let y'all know what happens. I'm pretty sure you can't feel me there So I'm gonna let y'all know what she says and I'm not gonna share too much if it's like real personal But I'm gonna just see like The outcome of this so I'm just waiting for Andrea to come outside. I'm so nervous I got so my anxiety is like going through the roof right now. So Let's see if we even make it 1240. We can be um late um our appointments are one and two so Yeah, I guess I'ma see y'all when I get out and see what she says Y'all this is crazy. I can't believe I'm doing this. It's crazy. All my friends did akisha did it Larissa Destiny they all did it. Andre has done it before but he's I guess he did it like five years ago Or something like that. I just never did it before but when I was in Atlanta when it was a vlog when I had um The vision board party the um girl jasmine's friend The lady that hosted it she her husband is actual card reader But he told me some information some good info like about youtube and stuff He's just like sick to it. That's gonna be your main income So I'm gonna see what this lady says just because I need like a refresher a little push Sometimes because I do little get a little discouraged like there's not a lot of people I can talk about like youtube and staying on track because like For one, there's nobody here around and two like my other youtube friends live in different states and I don't know. I just don't want to Like feel like I'm using them, you know, I want to be self made if that makes sense Like I don't want to ask nobody for nothing. I want to do my own research I want to just you know grind it out on my own if that makes sense, but Yeah, so I'm just gonna see what she says and if his ass hurry up I had to be to work today, but turns out I was I went to the psychic and I'm just gonna tell y'all what she said in order. It was very overwhelming for me And all the info she told me So basically for starters when I first walked in there the first thing I mean she pleased out of your energy so One of the first things she said was A lot of people don't know you and don't like you. Wow Like she's like wow and I was like that I already knew that though because Ever since I was like 18 like a lot of people didn't like me like I was the Girl that could just put on makeup and get dressed and I don't know. I got a lot of hate for it and I never like You know it never really affected me until like I got older and it's like people Are just like have hidden agendas aren't genuine and I know when you get older you just be like who's really real who's fake like Who can I like invite to my wedding shit like that like who's my real people or whatever in my corner? but anyway So it really didn't affect me, but it wasn't already something I didn't know then she said that She said something about Charleston like my mom Um, and I asked my mom I was like what the fuck it's in Charleston She's like I just keep seeing Charleston which related to your mom and I asked her she was like, oh I watched the real house. So I was Charleston or some shit like that something like that and um Being in the house or something in Charleston I don't know she she's Charleston was being on her mind a lot for watching the show clearly That's about my love life. She's like I see a lot of pain in your heart and stuff like that Which um is something I don't know. I mean something I already knew already Um, and y'all know I don't have no relationship And she's like why and I explained to her why and then she was like you need to stop thinking with your head and start thinking with your heart and um Your the husband you're supposed to be with is gonna have a lot of blessings like she sees the person I'm with Is going to give me that balance that I need But I am that what she was I mean that if he person like when it comes to like dudes and stuff She said when he comes you need to stop Being like oh, I want it. But you know, I know like I don't want it and I am like that with these dudes I'd be like, oh, I won't love and then I'm like no not right now. Not right now, which is true But she did say he won't have a lot of blessings. So thank you Jesus. Thank you. She's like you want to help people Blah blah blah like you're gonna transition into something Big and it's going to expand But you need to open up your heart And stop being so Hitting She said I was sensitive too because she can feel out that energy because like I said y'all I was nervous like I was like Emotional for no reason If your price is your emotional and I was just like, I don't know. It was just weird And she I could tell I mean I was like getting teary-eyed for no reason And just I don't want I though and I'm like she could probably tell this energy because she's saying I'm sensitive said that um, she said Some other personal things. I'm not gonna say but and then she said um You know something that I don't already know already, but I'm not gonna say because I don't want People thinking like I'm gonna look at them different, but I probably am But um Not in a bad way. I'm just gonna move different, you know Be I'm just gonna be more cautious on who I let in my space and And I don't have time for anybody in the road to my peace. She said I need to cleanse. I need protection That's what I had in the buying this bracelet. I forgot what it's called But it's like for healing and protection She also said that I need to cleanse when I start doing videos So yeah, but then she said something about california. She said Um, well first she said that she was like, did you used to play jazz or something? Which I used to play clarinet When I was in middle school, but I stopped and I used to play piano And she was like, are you gonna do something with music? Like I see this She's like, I see it. She's like, there's a connection with your ancestors and I'm like, what's like music I never thought about doing anything with music at all like Like I'll burst all singing just because but it don't be for real I don't be for real Like I'll be playing and I never thought of myself as like a musician or like something with music Or anything like that And then she was like, I see that and then she said I see california She was like, I see you going there but coming back like not living there And then um, she was like, I see you traveling soon. Um, are you going anywhere? And I was like, I want to move to Atlanta. I was like, do you see anything about Atlanta? She's like, I don't see Atlanta, but I do see travel And I'm like, okay If she doesn't see it, that doesn't mean it's not gonna happen So with that being said just because she said she's gonna see Atlanta. Don't mean I'm not going because I'm going and um I also asked her oh, she also told me I'm gonna have two kids She's like, do you plan on having kids because I see two kids? I'm like two pitch what so then um And then she I asked her about like is the boy I'm supposed to be with here. She's like, no, he's not here and then um She also said that When he comes just be open to new things She also said that opportunities are gonna be calling calling calling And I can't Turn them down. I need to be open with it And she also said that I have a new project coming up Which is something that I there's two things that I've been wanting to do She said I need to write them down because she's like, do you want to help people blah blah blah, which is something One of the things I've been thinking about I'm not gonna say anything yet, but I'm just gonna write it down and see what happens And I'm gonna also announce it in another video to see Y'all thoughts on it and then go from there But it's been on my mind like a lot and um Yes, you just told me I need to cleanse. I need to protect myself. It's been what she said was like about people around me and stuff like that like You know Um, which is something I already knew Trying to raise to the top, you know, it does come with a lot of hate and shit like that Which is something I already know But I'm just going to move different when it comes to Allowing people in my space is just something to think about because I should have asked her um, like, um When am I gonna meet like Like a good genuine friend that is the same energy as me Because when me I'm like I put myself second when it comes to people I pretty sure people think I put myself first and only care about me, but that's not the truth Um, I always think about other people's feelings and stuff like that And if anybody around me asks me something, I'm like, okay, I'll do it whatever no hesitation I'm gonna be like a good genuine friend with the same energy as me like damn That could really be my best friend or something like that, you know um But yeah I don't know because with me being like um, you know A youtuber or whatever It is hard to find people who are genuine people aren't gonna say to my face like Oh, I don't like you blah blah blah And a lot of people are going to be in my face and like, you know talk shit behind my back Whatever, which is expected. I really don't give a fuck um But they'll never out openly say it or act like they don't like you in front of you because they don't want to be in competition with you Which is like Okay, like I don't mean personally. I don't see any competition at all Like all I see is me and I'm only worried about me and my lane And but with these other bitches like they'll Be in competition with you in their head. They won't they won't act like it But they'll definitely will be in I don't know um And I really feel like it's important for me to have like somebody That I can really trust for real Know they won't say shit if I tell them something know that um Like I'd have friends or whatever But I feel like I haven't found my person yet. Like that's my Beach like that's my fucking beach for life. Like that's my fucking made of honor type of things Like the same energy as me I don't know I don't know how to explain this but Yeah, I don't know Because the only person that knows everything will think about me and um That I talk to all the time is my mama. That's why nobody will ever come before her so And then she also said that I need to stop talking to people. I mean, I need to stop telling people my Ideas and stuff like that, which is true. I'm not Gonna say shit. I'm just gonna write down my ideas and express them to my mama And that's it. That's basically what she said. It was just a overwhelming experience. Um It wasn't nothing bad negative demonic nothing um It was all positive energy stuff I needed to hear on how I need to like Transition my youtube channel my career success. She said that I'm gonna love doing this She's not said I'm not gonna feel like this is something I have to do She said I'm gonna enjoy it which I I do enjoy making videos taking pictures because this is what I love doing I love getting glam. I love lifting y'all self-esteem. I love that I push myself to love myself so y'all are able to do the same My fucking memory is gonna die, but But yeah, I just need to start um writing down my ideas Starting to play out my channel on what I want to do different with it and Just make everything out better because I want y'all to be I mean, I'm always trying to be relatable, but I really want y'all to take A lot of information from my channel and I want y'all to be able to enjoy yourselves I mean be happy while watching my channel and just I don't know just positive vibes all the time So yeah, but anyways, I'm about to it's 5 33. I gotta be at the gym In two hours, I might take a little nap because I gotta edit all day today. So Um, yeah, so that's basically all What the lady said, I know I'm kind of whispering in this fucking part of the video But I don't like I don't know why I'm not gonna have a loud ass voice at like five in the morning But yeah, um and I'm just she told me that I need to start being more open with y'all so Um, I plan on doing that. Um, I know y'all want to know more about me and um So with that being said when my q&a is up, please be sure that you are tuned in to Answer any questions because I'm gonna be as open as possible With y'all when it comes to that, um, even though Some of the things I know y'all are gonna ask. I'm just gonna fucking in answer anyways because I mean like She happens And life and you know, we just get through it she and we pray that God is just gonna guide us in the right direction and then the people that are like hating on you on the low that are close to you maybe Or maybe associates like pray that god will remove them out your life. That's what I told my friend Um today, that's what you don't mean, which is true And yeah, like you just never know So I'm going to end off this vlog here I hope you guys enjoyed don't forget to like comment subscribe to the video And I'm going to step on my cappuccino That I got from the gas station And I'm going to just relax for two hours And then go to my workouts. So I will see y'all in the next video And I love y'all so much. Thank you for being here today. I'm so grateful for y'all genuine support like honestly like that's another reason why I made you do Because it's hard for me to find genuine support where I live A lot of people aren't rooting for me. They're praying on my downfall, but little do they know I'm the goat And And yeah, like there's no downfall for me, baby girl like So and there's no downfall for you either. So anyway Yeah, enough of me ranting I can't wait to see my hair done. Oh my god So anyways, I love y'all so much and I will see y'all in the next video Bye