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Published on Mar 10, 2012
Lyrics- mental strain all day, cant think straight, cant concentrate, all I can think about is that person I hate when I look in the mirror I can see her face, damn wish she'd disappear, wish she'd go away, everyday is so damn difficult, I wanna stop these suicidal thoughts, put them at a hault, I want my mind to stop tellin me everything is my fault, I wanna stop thinking of overdosing, if im sick, just look at the regular dosage, 1 or 2 pills, not the whole fuckin bottle of Tylenol, stop degrading myself, stop hatin myself, stop hurtin myself, stop cutting myself, stop thinkin of these suicidal tendencies to yaself, but damn it I cant just make it all stop myself, I need fuckin help, im getting it but I still feel like there's no way out, everything blurry I see no routes, they say suicides selfish, I say they are full of shit, I mean yeah I agree with that to an extent, but damn I have a problem with people statin that statement when they really don't understand this, have no idea what its like to live thru this, not a couple weeks, almost 5 years, motherfucker don't say nothing if you never tasted tears, or felt the pain of my cuts when I bled, felt the sensation of the cuts haappenin, deep within my skin, don't say nothing if you don't know my story, havnt felt the pain of my story, this shit is a fuckin horror movie, so many times I wanted to take my emotions out my heart and throw them to a place they can never be found, ive been ripped apart from limb to limb and been stabbed in da back while I was down, you know whats that like? You what its like to wanna end ya own life? Contiplatin suicide cuz u can no longer take ya life? Only thing keepin u here is thinkin bout the tears runnin down peoples eyes, it may be only select few but you don't want them to hurt because of you, you know what its like to not live but exist? To feel like you don't know what living really is? You ever hated the fact you cant live for yourself and only the family cuz you want them to be happy even if you cant live for yaself? Don't say nothing else, you don't know who I am, you cant understand the pain I have, you cant see the broken and tainted heart within my chest, listen, im fuckin tryin my best, but if u had suicidal thoughts like this, you'd be like this too, so don't say shit at all about me dude!, im a fighter and been fighter for years, so fuck what you sayin about my suicidal thoughts, its going in one and out the other ear