 I wasn't worried about what was on the internet. I was just doing me. I was popping welcome back to another video. If you're new here, my name is Cara. Do not forget to like, comment and subscribe. Make sure you're subscribed because half of you aren't even subscribed. So we are gonna be taking the time out so you can subscribe. So I'm just gonna be waiting patiently. Good, you subscribe, you hit that red button. Today we are going to be doing a little shopping, fall shopping because I've had the most toxic, distasteful morning and I'm just with such in a rut. But I'm like, you know what? I'm not going to let this get the best of me. I really, I don't have a phone right now. I don't have a phone. It's shattered. Like I, what? My favorite sunglasses are broken. If it's not one thing, it's another. But like I said, I really didn't want to get this situation get the best of me today. So I'm going to have a little shopping day. So that's what we're about to do. And I'm super excited cause there's a few things on my fall list that I wanna get. So I'm gonna hurry up and get to the mall. Hopefully I'm able to snag. But I just wanna do a little OOTD of the day. I did my makeup, did a little soft beat. I have on these gold earrings right now, just gold jewelry. And then I just have on this Kiyut comfortable set from Tommy John. Y'all, when I tell you so comfortable, so stylish, this is going to be my fall wardrobe, literally. Y'all know I love a good loungewear, two piece set at that. And this is their Zen Ribbed tank top. And then also their Zen Ribbed flare pants. Y'all know I love a good flare. And if you don't know what Tommy John is, they are a comfortable loungewear. And you don't have to sacrifice discomfort for style in which I love. I'm big on comfort. And y'all, when I tell you this bra that I have on right now, this is their Smoothing Comfort bra let that I have on right now. I don't like bras if you aren't new here. You already know I don't wear bras. I wear pasties and that's it. But when I tell you I'm going to be literally logging on TommyJohn.com and I'm going to be getting every single bra let in every single style and every single color. Literally so comfortable, so seamless and so supportive. You don't get that. You don't get that when you get bras or any underwear and you get all of that in Tommy John. I do have a two piece pajama set from them. It's pink. Y'all know I've been really into pink and y'all know I love me a good pajama set. It just makes me feel so pretty and put together when I go to sleep. So make sure you check out their bras, their underwear and loungewear. They have it all for this fall season to incorporate in your wardrobe. So you'll be able to get a chance to check out Tommy John. All you need to do is click the link down below and you'll be able to use my code to set 20% off. Which I will be using as well. Like I said, this bra and they also have air underwear. Air underwear, they have it all. So make sure you guys go check out Tommy John. So I am going to be making my way out the door and trying to go get a new phone first. And if I don't, I don't care. I really just, I just really want to show myself some love. I look cute, so that's all that matters. So let's go, y'all. Well, I just came from a T-Mobile store. They said I cannot, well, they said it would be cheaper if I just go to the Apple store because I have Apple care protection. Why does this look so blurry? That it would be better if I just go to an Apple store because I do have Apple care. So I'm on my way to Lennox right now and that's cooled up because I want to go get these Ugg boots. And I also want to stop at Eurystia and also Pottery Barn. I think they have a Pottery Barn, yeah. They have a Pottery Barn in Lennox because I want to get a new robe. I want to get new slippers. I want to get new things for the fall. We should stop at Starbucks. That'll kind of make me feel better, but the mall closed at eight and I don't really know how long this is going to take me so I just want to get there. And I guess I can get something after, but I can't believe I got to go through this. I can't believe it. Sometimes you just think like, why God? Why me? Why? Why? But you know what? The next thing is literally a lesson. I've learned so many lessons living out here in Atlanta. If you are new to my channel, you have seen me complain and say, like, oh, I'm transitioning to a woman. Oh, I'm doing this and that and that. And it really, these lessons are really just showing me how to handle certain situations, how to communicate, how I want to just carry myself as a woman, like how I just want to get perceived and what kind of energy I want to bring off and what kind of energy I want to indulge. You know what I'm saying? It's just a lot, you know? And it's a lot of work. It's literally a lot of work. This is not a rant or a talk or whatever, but I just know that I will get through this. Being that girl is like cute and all, like, you know, the aesthetics, the green juices and stuff, but it's really a mental thing and just aesthetics and aesthetically pleasing things. It's just an energy. So I'm just trying to get there, you know? And define myself as my eight girl, not as what everybody else is supposed to think, if that makes sense. But anyhow, enough with the toxic talk. But yeah, we gon' get it together, Kai. We gon' get it together. But yeah, so we're on our way to Lennox. And yeah. Just got to Lennox. I'm nervous. I hate going to this mall. Y'all just don't even know. But yeah, we're here. First stop is the Apple Store. Y'all, so the Apple Store was closed, but it's okay. We're at a, I really want these. I think these are so cute. So I'm gonna try them on and these are cute, so. Wait, hold on, hold on. These are cute, too. But wait. What? Good. I was wondering, do you guys have these in a nine or a 10? These two pairs? No, these two pairs are so cute. So I'm gonna break my cast, and then I don't have a 10, only a nine. Only a nine, okay. But then the task, the platform, I do have both sets, but I brought you out a 10. Okay. You gotta fit about that. Okay, just to see the difference. Thank you. Now let me show you these. Yes, no stretch. You feel good, but when I walk, the heel part be coming out. You need a smaller size, then. A smaller size? You feel like you're about to pop out the shoe. You see it? I see it, but you ain't popping out, though. So you think the 10s is just ginormous. These are nine. So I should get the nine? Okay. Do you wanna try the eight? You wanna see what the eight feels like? Uh-uh. I don't have a phone, but it's okay. This day is going trash. Crazy is my phone is still ringing. Like, even though it's cracked and done for, it's still ringing. Like, clothes are still going through. Um, and I did not know the clothes, more clothes, clothes so early. I think I'm just gonna continue this tomorrow cause there's a couple things I wanna get. I'm gonna get like a trench coat. I wanna get like some other things. I haven't been to Zara in a long time. And then there's other store I wanna go to. It's called Co-C-O-S. They have some cute, like, stuff in there. And then, um, secured my shoes. They're super cute. So yeah, some slippers that I need. I don't like shoes. And I wanted to get those before they were sold out. So I will talk to y'all once I get home if you're at what I'm gonna do. So yeah. So next morning, and I just got ready for the day. My outfit is really cute. I'm gonna do a OOTD. But oh my God y'all, if y'all, I'm gonna try and get a new fall scent today. But if y'all, I should do like a full, like fall favorites, a video for y'all. But if you want like the ultimate fall scent, you have to get Jazz Cup Margiela replica mixed with the Mason Francis Gentle Fluidity. These two together. But yeah, so I'm just figuring out what kind of bag I'm gonna wear. Cause obviously I'm carrying my camera and the store's just open. So I'm gonna make my way to go grab my iPhone first, hopefully. And hopefully I get to get another pair of my favorite Sonny's. If I don't, it's okay. But I'm so upset. But yeah, whatever. I should wear these today. I literally, I'm so mad about though, I'm mad. But these are cute with this outfit. Let me show you up guys. I'm not showing y'all in here cause I'm messy. It's messy out here too though. Cute. Any home. I'll see y'all in a second. My gosh y'all, this is so embarrassing. So I was about to put y'all up. So we can try a Starbucks drink, but literally y'all, this is so bad. I gotta get this garbage out. And when I go to Starbucks and this is still here, I'm like, you're embarrassing. You're embarrassing me. Just stopping to get a coffee, see what I're doing for all activities without a little sharpies. So I'm about to get a Starbucks drink. And this is a drink I've been liking lately. I haven't been, actually you know what? I'm gonna try it. I'm gonna try, no. I kinda wanna try it for TikTok too. Wait on that drink until like later on. But it's a Frappuccino with pumpkin cream co-brew at the top. And y'all know I love Frappuccino. No, not, what am I saying? Not a Frappuccino, it's matcha. Amapa, a matcha Frappuccino with caramel pumpkin cream co-brew. Pumpkin cream co-brew on top. But I've been getting the iced, toasted iced white. No, I don't get white mocha. The toasted, damn. The toasted oat milk shake and espresso with pumpkin cream cold from on top. So good. It doesn't taste too sweet to me. Obviously you get that sweetness from the pumpkin cream co-brew. But I don't think I can handle the extra white pumps of mocha, two pumps of drrrra. Like I'm not doing that. I'm not the extra. And I like my coffee a little bitter. Oh, I forgot to grab an extra battery. Did you choose this one, but have you been helped yet? No. I'm so sorry for you waiting out. Oh, you're fine. And can I have a name for the order? Kyra. Is that Kyla? Yeah. Do we have the same name? No, mine is really actually Kyra. K-I-R-A-A, it's not Kyla. Oh, damn. I'm sorry. Oh, okay, I got it. But that's a pretty name though. I thought it was. Your name is pretty. Thank you so much. Yours is as well. You're gonna get that as well. Can I get the ice toasted vanilla oat milk shake Nespresso with pumpkin cream co-brew on top? Pumpkin cream co-brew, I gotcha. All right, and anything else for you? No, that is it, and venti. Okay, that's $7.60, I'll see you at the window. Thank you. Thanks. $7 for one drink. Sometimes I don't realize how expensive Starbucks is. Oh my God, I can't even scan my Starbucks app to get my points. Ugh, so disgusting. Literally, I, I'm honestly good without my phone. To be honest, I don't care. Like, I don't care, nobody talks to me anyways. And if I do wanna talk, I can text on my computer. And I really wanted to do an OOTD for TikTok, but I wasn't able to. But I'm gonna do one later. And later on, after we get done shopping, this, it's already 11-11. My appointment is at one o'clock because I have a special appointment that I need to go to. So, hopefully it should go good. It is gonna go good. I'm just nervous, I'm just very nervous. Ah! Um, who is this? Hello? Good morning. What you doing? Bitch, my phone is fucking broken. I was like, who is this? Calling my, the, the call will come to the car. I'm about to go get a new phone. My phone's been broken. Oh gosh, I'm starting to hear that. Shit. It's okay. Oh, I had asked for a benti. No, that is it, a benti. But it's okay. That wasn't what I was looking for, man. Keep it all the way at the hour with you. It's all right. Thank you. So, you're nervous? Yes, I'm very nervous. It's um, I, I love it. I wasn't able to get a phone, but I'm gonna have to go to my appointment first and then come back. So, but yeah, let's go to Zara because maybe this is not giving me. Sorry. So, I lied, we're not going to Zara yet because we're going to go to the one in perimeter. But I just got some things out of Sephora. But I want to go to Ambergromby, Pottery Barn because there's a robe that I want to get. I'm going to get a new fragrance. And yeah, because I don't want to go nowhere far because I need to come back over here for my appointment. So, yeah, girl. I run and I have in stock the waffle quilted robe that I want is so fluffy. Just for the fall time, I want something a little bit more cozy because I do have a waffle robe, but it's not lined with this fleece. And these are really popular too, but not my style. So, I'm going to get this. Ooh, Ines, I'm still looking for the dress. Yes. I think I want a medium. Oh, Lord, you got money. Secured. I can always steal this one. Pottery Barn has some good robes. I gotta check them out. Ines. Y'all, this set is so freaking adorable, but it has a couple of my size. It's only one length, but I think this is so cute for like a particular airport. I think. I'm trying this top, it's super cute. It's really mesh. It has like a pink little tight top underneath. It's even like a little sexy, sultry vibe. I can't back up anymore. I think I like it. Yeah, push your feet, turn me up. We text you. I'm like, um, babe, there's no way. The button doesn't work because it has to turn on by my iPhone for them to like easily swap things. But, and he said, you might have to wait till your phone died. And I'm on the 93%. My hair is a fucking mess. Anyways. Ew, this is so ugly. Y'all look, there's a dispersal store in the fucking mall. Like, what? What? What? Anywho. Up babe. I still didn't get my phone yet, so I have to go to the T-Mobile store and ask them to turn my E-SIM off and then go back to the Apple store. This is not fun. I was having fun at first, but this is not fun. Why is my camera foggy? So why didn't nobody tell me that getting a new iPhone is dang near getting up three to two hours? Literally got my phone, but there's no service on here. I still have to go to a T-Mobile store. Long story short, y'all, they had, so last time I talked to y'all, I was on my way to the T-Mobile store. Girl, the T-Mobile store is closed in the mall, so I had to walk all the way back and mind you, the Apple store is like all the way at the other end. They're like on the total opposite end. So I had to walk back and forth and then he's like, it's not working. So nothing is working. So I'm like, okay, I had to take my phone apart, disable the battery and then that's how I was able to remove to find my iPhone or whatever they had to do. I would say what I just did that in the first place because I was literally there for like two hours. So now I need to go to T-Mobile and make sure my SIM card is activated. I'm starving. I haven't ate anything all day. While I was on the store, y'all, obviously I was making conversation with everybody. This guy, much older, it's giving 50, 60s. He's like, what happened to your phone? And I was like, oh, long story. He was telling me how he lost his phone. He was like, yeah, my phone was stolen in Nashville. This girl drugged me and she stole $20,000. If it really happened, that is so messed up. But I don't know. The man that was helping me, the guy that was helping me at the Apple store, he's like, I didn't believe that. It's giving, he likes, you know, he likes some little flavored seasoned. I didn't know they was doing that type of crime in Nashville. It ain't safe out here. It ain't safe. Yeah, so I'm going home and then I'm going to try to go to Dipty cause there's a candle I want to get. And then also, I really want some golden goose y'all. I want some sneakers. I just think they're so cute. Like I want like a black star or a pink star with glitter. I just really want like a cute casual shoe cause I only have Chanel sneakers for real. And I really don't wear those on a regular, like those are like good shoes. But the black ones is like airport type shoes. I'm just rambling. So I will see y'all once we get our phone activated. Finally, I got my phone but it needs to let me download all my apps. So I'm going to set that up when I get home. But there's this one store I want to go in. It's called Coast. There's a jacket I seen last year and they have something similar to it. Hopefully they have it in store. Let me run it here real quick and then I don't feel like going back to the mall. But let me go in here and see what they have and then. Love this. Doing good. I really like the crop. I think this is too big. This green one. You want to use more size? Yeah. Trying on the pants now. These pants? This is a six. These are mine. These are from Bottega. Like this coat? You want to take it? You like this? I saw a video I was watching last night. Yeah, I like that. That's cute. Size two. I like that. Hey, I definitely think you surround the pink shirt with that. This is at Coast. Have you been here before? And bucket shots? Okay, I'm leaving. My candle. Y'all, it smells so good over here. I'm starving. But I can't stop. I always wanted to try this le bouquet restaurant. That's probably what I'm spending. And people are staring at me. But you know what? You gotta be confident. Okay? That big. So I definitely want one of those for sure. This one? I haven't smelt this one before. No. Y'all, I want this from my le bouquet. You can smell it here. You can smell much better because that one. Yeah, it's huge. Oh, okay, like the woodpeak. Can I smell the rose one? I might get this one. But yeah, it's given away. Ugh, it's too florally. Okay, what's this one? Is this bias? No, this is a 34. So a 34 is a capture ring set. Or it says all they have to pay and pay. All together, roses together. You definitely can smell much better from here. So good. If you can, I can smell it. It says our signature scent is so good. It's so good, so unique. I might get this one. I love the 44. It's so good. Okay, I'm gonna get this one. Get this one, yes. Okay. Thank you. Maya's new car. Turn this down. Oh yeah, you can't play that. We're driving in the sunset. Into the sunset. The lightning maybe? Yes, it looks amazing. Yes, friend. Ooh, this car is so freaking nice. But yeah, we're on our way to the mall. Jeremiah is like, he's like me. He's like, I've been feeling bad and I want to go get something. And I was like, period, that's the vibes of this video. So yeah, like I said, I want to try out a new faucet. So can I sell them? No. But we're on our way back to the mall. This is a different mall. It's so many malls in Atlanta. But yeah, I was in Atlanta earlier. Now we're going. It actually is a lot of malls out here. Even like the little ghetto ones. Yes. The little far ghetto with the mall of Georgia. Oh, it's a lot. It's a lot. We're going to afford a new faucet. Y'all, this is Britney. Yeah, I'm looking for a new faucet. So no matter. I have no. It's about $35. Smell this. That's one of the small ones. I have something like this. I can't think of a name. It's not. Which one is that? No, this smells so good. I think Bum's going to be my name. What? How long is it I collect? Because I have like 12 MLPs. Let me smell that. Talk about that teal one. Do you know what I'm talking about? No, I'm not getting that. This smell like makeup remover. I'm getting nail polish remover. OK, I'm going to mix it for you. This is OK. So this is going to be like the showstopper. Any time I wear this. This one? No, I'm going to mix something for you. OK, you're going to mix the showstopper. So this is Lafayette Street. OK, this is smell it. OK, so I'll stick where she can wear that. But I layer it with New York Nights. And it's light top teal. Every time I wear this, people stop me. What do you have on? And it takes this combination. And it doesn't smell like anything else. No, I really like this. OK, so it's this and this. I want to get this one. Because you know, you rock what the Ebony Woods. This and Ebony Woods together. B9. You tried it? Something like this and I do not know. Because of you. I'm still down. Lafayette Street is. I kind of like these together. I'm kind of feeling it. And both of these come in smalls too. Small ones? This one only comes in a large brand new. Those two come in smalls. OK, I'm going to see what this tombo is giving me. If I don't get no compliments, I'm going to get no. Oh, you're kidding. I'm kidding. I'm going to be like, don't come back. OK, I'm going to get both of the small ones. OK, so I sent you. I'm sure you're in the system. I like all three of these. I'm going to get all of these too. It's popular. Why are you going to be like everybody else? I'm going to like the one that you like. This is given coconut. Like fresh coconut. Y'all got a shot with Britney, sex bond number nine. I love combos. Like, don't spell like nobody else. See, you're like me. I like masculine mixed with like wood seed. I don't really like this. I cannot take roasts. Another one that's good, it's different from this one. That's another one that's like borderline, like unisex masculine. But it just wants to be like this one. OK. This one. So when you do it, put the black one on first and then top it off with black mint. OK, so black first. Wait, I need this. So good. I don't like that one. You don't like this one? No. My ex had that, like an ex so long time ago. But this one, I'm going to come back for this. And I'm going to make another one. You got two, too? Yeah. We should have bought mine. You should have bought mine. No, you should have. I need to go see if they have those sunglasses. Some um. They came up here for me, not for you. You know what I want? This amount of fuck, I'm not showing you. Fuck that. What do you need to buy? No, let me see. No. Let me see. Wow, that was quick. Good morning. It's the next day, friend. So last night, I actually went outside. I went outside unexpectedly when I got home from dinner. I was literally this close up, honestly, this close. But my friend texted me, she said she's out. And I was like, you know what? I want a little hooky hook. So I ended up going out and we're here. It was a fun time. Hungry, hungover. But oh my God, y'all, this road from party start, you need to go get it. It's so good. But anyways, y'all, I'm literally ending off this video. And I just wanted to come on here and talk to y'all because phone list is literally the best thing that probably ever happens to me, wake up call. Because it's just giving, create your own aesthetic. Create your own vibe. Live your life. Don't care about what other people are doing and what they fit as standards of being liked on Instagram. You know what I'm saying? Because a lot of people just go on the internet and follow the trends and that lifestyle that other people are seeing on the internet, which is cool to know. But does that really make you happy? Forget all the trends, forget all the aesthetics. What makes you happy? This is literally giving me a wake up call that I want to start posting videos that I used to like, you know, the stripper in the mall thing. Y'all are like, can you please film that? And I'm like in my head about it because obviously it's 2020. The eight girl trend is the trending thing. And y'all love that type of content. It's so many videos I wanted to film out here in Atlanta like doing crazy, wild stuff. And I'm just like, is that really gonna watch that? Like, are they really? So I used to love doing stuff like that. And now that I'm older, I have to really watch what I do, obviously. I just want to incorporate what I used to like to do. Like story times, I have a story time coming up. I'm doing that. Like I want to do stuff that makes me happy and that is my vibe and my aesthetic. You know what I'm saying? Forget the trending aesthetics. It was just a reality check for me that do you boo? Because I'm not about to do stuff to make y'all like me. If you like me, you like me. If you don't, you don't. But it is what it is. Yeah, that's the lesson of today's video. Live your life. Don't follow trends, be the trend, okay? Like I had such a good day, like the last two days. I had such a good day. Not letting all that irritating-ish that was going on make me in a funk. I literally continued living my life and it wasn't worried about what was on the internet. I was just doing me. I was doing me. I love that for me. So this was just like, okay, you are the aesthetic. Don't let them bother you. Don't let them play. Like you ain't one of them ones. But yeah friends, that concludes this video. I hope you guys enjoyed. Don't forget to like, comment and subscribe. So even though I didn't have a phone, I really didn't care too. I honestly didn't care too because I was not caring about what was on the app, who's uploading. I was just worried about me. And that should just be how it is all the time. You know what I'm saying? So this was literally, I feel like everything happens for a reason. And I felt like I had to get a wake up call. Ish, so. But yeah girl, that is it. Live your life. That is it. I'm out. See you in the next video.