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I might have never bullied no one in my life that didn't need fucking bullying. They're shooting at my house, I'm shooting at their house, they're better than mine, I'm better than theirs. I don't like the police. The police have lost control of the city, they haven't got a clue. You go around, live a pearl in your car, you don't see fucking police, you don't see them, they sit dissent to you. Come out of the city stand and you won't see no police. And they've thrown the fucking two of them on him James. I've never heard screams like them in my fucking life. Things on the side, Sean killed them. Sean thrown them out the window. Celebrities. Let me tell you about celebrities. It's fucking stupid, maybe it's been fucked up for years. I'm all right now. I'm so mad here. And we're on? We're on a table right? It's been shows man, aren't you? Nice to meet you James. Good to see you. Finally, I've just been here to you. The man, the myth, the legend, Jack Collector, Liverpool, in and out of prisons, your stuff's been viewed hundreds of millions of times. For the last five years since I've started this podcast, your name has always been at the forefront to have on. First and foremost, how are you? Thank you. It's good. It's good. Yeah. Well, they always promised you they'd do it you first anyway. You know, I don't, she all want my map, but I said the man, if you do it, we'll do it. And it's, it's mad the way it's fell in here because I had me, I had my honeymoon here because I was on licence. I couldn't go to country. So we picked Glasgow. So now I'm here this weekend. So it's all fitted in really good. Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's all fitted in really good. So yeah, it's all good. Shout out to Matt, straight away, good guy. Yeah. Matt's a good guy. But before we get into everything, Sean, I always like to go back to the start of my guess. Get about understanding about you, where you grew up and how it all began. Well, we was born in the four squared and Christ Holm Street, and then we lived in Cagdale, Cagdale area. So it's like you got Cagdale, Cagdale and Fields, Walton. You got all them areas and they're all very compact. And I've got like four brothers. My dad was a doorman. He always worked all his life. My mum's always worked. We've all worked. My mum's worked all her life. And then I've got him and a few people like, you know, I was always tired. I was always busy and I can't sit round. I'm just one of them people that just, I like to be doing something, you know, I wake up every morning at four quarter to five, got on my little cup of tea and a little yoghurt or something. Anyway, I knew two guys. They was like, I can't gangster guy. They was like, look, I ain't that way as fucking gangster. They didn't even get on call. You guys scared us to collect it. It's fucking pathetic. It should have been. When we were doing it, it should have been the UK mediator. It's got a media between everyone. And getting called, it's caused me problems. People go, oh, do you think you're, I'm like, mate, look. And you know when you try and explain to people, when people go, why do you think you're the fucking archie? So when I go, you're the fucking, I'm like, yeah, why? So it touched your head in a little bit. So anyway, I met these two guys. I knew a guy who had a club on that. And because I could have a little go on, I was a bit angry and a little bit cheeky. And he had pubs paying me protection on the road. Do you want to come on a few detours? You know, you can have a little go on all that. I went, you know, what have I got to do? You know, what have I got to do? I'm going to knock on the door. If it's going to sit up, if it goes off, it goes off. If we're getting off and we go, you know what, we're looking at each other. You're going to be standing behind us, too. Let's go and have a cup of tea. We're going to stand aside. You're going to run in and find a club and put them out. How old are you going to be? I'm like fucking 16, you know what I mean? Do you know what I mean? Do you know what I mean? It's a body, arms, legs. All right. Anyway, I've started doing it. I'm starting to get in the Pyrenees for myself. Yeah. And then don't come up. You're fancy doing a bit of security. Because look, in life, it's easy to wait someone. In life, it's hard to protect yourself and the texture of people. Anyone can get it. I can go out of here. Now you can be three or four fellas. Smash me fucking everything. It can happen in your flat. People come in and do it. You protect yourself and probably protect yourself. It costs money. And you've got to have good people around you. And I was, I just didn't give a fuck then. So, you know, people want your services. Show them what you do at this door. What you do there. What you go and see them. What you go and collect this. And the two guys I was working with, they were a lot older. One had just, one had come out doing life. He'd done life. And then he got another nine years for taking a fella's eye out on a bus. A bus stop. And then when he's gone in, I'm left with this other guy to do the debt see. And I just changed the old perspective of doing debts. But look, why are we doing this? Why don't we do it this way? They was always taking pictures of them, getting out where they live. So we become cuterly. And I told them, why am I doing it with them? And I said, fuck and do it myself. I've got all the lads. They're getting a bit older and a bit younger. You take over everything, don't get old, might be all crumble. I started doing my own debts. My name started getting out there. I had a couple of pubs on my own road, which is the old one, which I still had even when I come out of the jail, the old one. Natalie. I thought, yeah, this is good. This is all right. Then I started on a scaffolding because I'm a scaffolder by trade. So I was doing a scaffolding. Debt. I'm in the bar. I never drank. I said, you ask anyone, and any doorman out there will tell you, no one's ever seen me drinking or smoking until I was 38. Why not? You know what? I was, I know it sounds man-made. I was that fucking busy. And he had lads on me. And I was on my toes all the time. You know, I would have put a preface up fucking there two and a half years, because I'd have, I'll get into that. A lot of trouble we had. So because they had lads, and look, don't forget, I was only a young kid, so no one's going to give me doors. So when a pub had a problem or the door had a problem, I'd just go in and see them. And they'd be like, fairly, give me a chance. You need doorman here. You've got fucking problems. And I'd go in and then I'd be hitting a few and I'm falling out with them. Some people have here, I'm one of them, I'm not fucking Johnny concrete me mate. But I'll stand up for what I believe in. I've got a fucking big ass. So I'm like fucking 17, 18. Knocking grown men out. And then me that, turning around and saying to me, have you been a fucking bastard? What's your problem? My fucking mate was on there, I know him. And I've been knocking these older guys out. So it just, it just grew damn fast. So because it was always busy and I only took, people only give me the shit. I couldn't get a good tour. They don't even give me the shit. So I couldn't afford to be having a bit. No one's ever seen me. I'd like anyone to say they've seen me around Liverpool. But I didn't, off me head drinking. Never, never mate. And I've, no one's ever seen me that. I used to call me father Ted on the clubs. Honest, used to call me father Ted. So I didn't drink. I didn't smoke. It was doors, doors, deaths, deaths, scaffolding, scaffolding, busy, busy, busy house. Look at my family man. I've got five girls now mate. What was it like, what were you like at school? Did you always have that size, that presence? Oh, it was a little fucker. What did you? So, school. Fuck all teams then, Sean. School, so. We moved from great overseas. And we go to Lambert Road, school. And I'm still in touch with it. A good few lads from Lambert Road. Chris Murphy is one of me. Real good long time mates. I've been doing everything great for like. Yeah. So I landed in this land, this land being old school, living on the kids in it. And when he, I was doing, he was 12, 11, 12 or something like that. And my brother's in the big, yeah. I've landed in this school. I'm like fucking hell. You know, you don't need a kid, are you? And the fucking school was massive. So I got on with the gym teacher and the friends teacher. All the others, they just didn't get on me. And, I'm not a sheep. I'm a shepherd. I ain't getting told what to do. If it's going to be constructive, and it can get me further, like if you're at will, but I didn't see education there as being, I'm fucking taking me mate. I have people, typing for me, but I'm good organising things and, you know. So anyway, I've got in the school, and it's all good. Everyone has that else, the gaps in the fights. So, there's the school. There's me out, there's one field. We had a mobile shop, and another shop. I'd walk over every morning, at 20 past nine. I'd be late every morning. I could get in my, in my, in my house, there'd be an M10, or M9, and I'd shoot an air rifle, at the windows, pinging the kids in the school. That, I'm coming in now. I could actually hit the school windows with this air rifle. Anyway, I was late all the time. So one day, when they're all changed, school, school, you're all fighting and doing nothing. So we're in the, no, the hall before you go in, and it's like, teams closing, and events. Oh, we've got an awardee that we've never given out, before, in the DS3 of the school. I'm like, no, I'm not taking no notice. I've got me red, you're me clean pipe, me ox, I'm thinking I'm fucking dead smart. And we have Sean Smith up, and I've all gone, oh, I've gone, oh, I'm getting somewhere. Yeah. I was like, all made up. Now there's, 11 of my kids in that school, it's fucking massive. We have them up, we have an award, the school's never given out before, blah, blah, blah. Can we have them up at the stage? So I've walked down. I'm in the second year now. I've walked down in front of all the school. And they had a wooden clock with 20 past nine on it. And they went, we're going to give this to Sean. He's all seen him every morning, walking across the field, coming in, like he hasn't got a care in the Wales, and we're going to give him this award. But I went, fucking play with that. Made the come time, we haven't even front of the school. Hopefully next year, he'll see a bit of sense, and we can get him up here and give him another clock, and have him in flat plastic, all the time, like everyone else. This is an assembly. And I thought, you fucking, I just felt the gun. I thought, you fucking cheeky bastard. All my mates know I'm a little scally and my brother's in there all the year. And, I just fell on full hate for the school. So that year's finished, and we go back. I'm still not going in early. So I got expelled three times, but the government's a couple of times. So, years ago, when they give you the cane, they can't put the, they're not supposed to put their hand over their head. And people will know there was a teacher called Mr. Ogdison, Mr. Whippy, and Mr. Patterson. Mr. Whippy was the deputy head, Mr. Patterson was the head, Mr. Ogdison was, I think it was Matt in English. Big, big cunt. I'm sure he was fucking Scottish. Honest the thing he was. I'd like to still have to confirm that. Anyway, I'm a little fucking blah, blah, blah. So, I'm always getting the cane. I'm always outside. Just beating the all team. But I didn't want to do nothing now. I thought, you should make the cunt of me. I'm not acting. I didn't see to Mr. Jackson. Fucking love them. Mr. London, I didn't see to their love them. I come to top in French. I can't fucking, I can't pick a couple of ways. But I like them. So if I like someone, I'll, I'll bond with them. You know what? And he's just had this, I thought he was just against me. So anyway, I'm getting the cane one day of this. Mr. Ogdison. Take me down to Mr. Whippy. And they give you 10 on your fingers. And I don't give a fuck who you are, mate. Everyone gets these off the cane. You can't take any kids now. She'll bring it back. Anyway, I'm getting 10. Five on each hand. So he took me in the room next to Mr. Whippy's office. Big roundhouse, man. So he's only me and him. I've had me bollocking off the tip of the head. Mr. Ogdison took me in the room. And he gave me the cane. So he's only going, I'm like, I want to say, well, what are you doing? You know, he's fucking like this, Mr. Ogdison. Anyway, he gave me 10 and I've gone, fucking 10 rolls down my eyes. And he went, you're a lesson boy. This will get hard. I've been a spell couple of times. And I went, no, you can't breathe. You've got that stutter as a kid. Mr. Ogdison. I started to be brave. And many did he give me 10. I went, no, you don't need to give me eight. And I put my hand out. No, being cheeky. And he's just gone fuck off. And whacked me arm. Well, it's just serious. I picked his ear up. And I threw it at the teacher. And he goes, lock me in the same tent. He gets the end master. And he goes, me dad. Me dad was on the fruit market. He's done that at the shop. He's worked all his life. Me dad had come to work like one or two in the morning. I'm coming up one or two in the afternoon. So I thought, get me man. Don't fuck with me now. Start going. No man, mobile's then. Don't get me dad. Me fucking dad comes over with his CPU. Cap on. I'm in this room. Team coming in like, oh, fuck it now. So, this speaks to me dad to call me in. To me dad standing there. And I put his cap on. This big TV on. If you see it now each other, we laugh about it now. And he went, you're fucking kidding me. And this Mr. Parsons. Mr. Smith. I'm the headmaster. Mr. Whippy's deputy. You have been in the cheating fraternity for 40 years. And I have never, ever felt like punching a pupil. But your son, just something to me in the school. I'm standing there going, fucking hell he went. I can't look at him. Take him out. And he's like, oh, don't worry about that. Never mind the king. I'm just, don't mind the king. So outside, was a fucking big trophy cabinet. But everyone's trophies there. No little cabinets where you can just hear me. And it's all glass. So he's having to get out there. While I speak to them. I'm not doing it like, spell me again. Me that saying I'll leave him in. So I can hear them speaking to me. And he's this. He's that. He's tall and he's like, well, I'm going to do this. So I'm standing there. So I've opened the cabinet. And pulled the shelves right on the edge. They're just sitting on the planks. I've just pulled the shelves right on the edge like that. And I've left the glass open there. So I've got the glass open there. He went, okay Mr. I'll see them. He went fucking get on you. He went fucking get you there. That's the same man. He's giving me a clip to back there. And then I'm going, I'm just going to, where the, where the, the other massive thing was, here's the stairs. Who'd be with this cabinet? And I'm walking down. And just as you open the door, you're just there. Fucking everything going with. Now Mr. Passen had gone to close the cabinet. I had to push it back and everything. So I was fucking made up. I went home. And I got a fucking bad hiding. A proper good hiding. And I thought, I'll have to get me head down into school. So Gold back into school. I was suspended for seven days or a week or something. I think it's a week. Gold back in the school. And I'm called up again in front of the school. Just like everyone know, you see Sean out. It's fairly long school. I'm like the biggest playground in the North West. And I'm always outside and tell him nine or three. Sean's always out. Please no one. Cause we used to have a little thing. S.I.S. on our hands. School riots cause. So I had a few little mates. So it was in much way. I'd be cutting everyone's fucking wake up. It met away. I just, I just didn't want to be there. I really just didn't want to be there. So they call me up and embarrass me. I thought, I fuck it. So when I went to school, there's a big stage. And we had them all back. So all the papers that you don't sell. You send back. So we'll get up one morning. And I just dreaded. I'm in tears, you know. Just dreading going to fucking school. I went, I fuck it. And they call me up again. It's coming three and three a year. I've sneaked in the school. K-Tickets are in. Got a load of papers. Put them all under the stage. Lit it. The stage is dead. I close the doors. Comes out. What were you doing at the end of the year, innit? Assembly and all that. So all the teachers up. You can just see the smoke. You know, come on out. And everyone's going, no one looking at. I'm going, you're back. Go on, screw up. I didn't think when you open the door, you just get up. You get that, like back laughter or something, don't you? I know I'm panicking. No, I'm panicking. There's a bit of smoke. They've opened the door. You can, they're wearing a big, which is like a little swush in the smoke. Anyway, all your arms are gone off. They've got everyone out. In the yard. Fabricated it. The police had called in. They had me in sick with the police. And they got fucked off in 30 years. And they had to go to a private school in Penman Street. They wouldn't have me no more. They couldn't prove it. And years ago, you got a caution off the police. They wanted to just give you the caution. Yeah, that's it. I've had enough. So I went to this private school, like for naughty kids. Fucking hell, mate. I thought I was naughty. This was fucking ruthless. Gone in, first day, fell out of the mud bike with all the millers on. A bit of a t-shirt. We had a normal gear, no pants and shit and all that. Right, young Smith. Caught in trouble in your school. The school can reprimand you there. We can do what the fuck we want with you. And you want to lay in the hard way, you'll get it every day. I went, what the hell? Can I help? Give us a pencil, give us a book. I'm telling you, any of you, listen, you don't know what you'll get here. And some of your kids go, yeah, whatever, give it to them, say it and all like that. I was there three days, and all they ever went on about was these fish in this fucking tank. You had all the trouble of fish. And it just didn't like them little fat stocky fella. He was horrible. And he had that stupid fucking Vespa bike with all the mirrors on. And he'd give me a hard time. So little Sid was what he used to get in the school. He can put them in and get it on the bike. I've got in the yard, sat on the smoke of the bike and fucking drove it in the school. All his mirrors coming off me. He was fucking mad. So, they get me, they get the police. I have my sex and caution, they take it when they get prosecuted. I'm back in the school, and I've come out of it. I've got in this other class. So we went over to a little shop, Blackies over the road. I bought a load of shabby. And anyone who's fish lovers, that was a naive kid, I fill the fish tank up with a load of shabby, pink yellow green shabby and kills all his fish. I mean, that was it. He just fucked me off. I had to apply my tuition. He got fucked off. So, I'm 14, 15. I'm running the mobile for me dad. This private tutor come and be fucked there. My dad's got a shop. And then I started. That was that? With the two older guys. Doors, security. And they just grew. And then, when I got like proper doves and the breweries got to notice me. As my mate called Darren Langley. He started the doors with me. And he just got to shit, mate. He just gave me shit. I was up in speach, candy farm, crocky. Which, no one would do. But I'm a young kid. I'm doing my own bit of doors. I'm getting off for three pubs. I'll take them. Look at how big a stick I have in my mouth. Were you buzzing through it? Was it an adrenaline rush? Yeah, yeah. Election day. Go out into people's doors. Look, I'm one of these. I've got a problem with you. And then he want to tell you, I'm not thinking of nothing doing all that shit in the phone. No one had mobiles then. When I was a kid. I think they come out maybe when I was 18. I don't know what the fuck it was. So you had to go knock on someone's door. So if I had people kicking off in the bar and trying to smash me, I'd say, where is he? Could you wait for me? You're fucking divvying. I just, who is he? Do you know where he is? Not on your normal phone. Knocking on doors. I'd go knock on the door. He didn't be fucking bad. Kicking off last night in the club. I don't know the club, mate. You call him in the door. I'm up and you're going to shoot them. And I'll shoot them. You wait for you. I'm here. And if you all knew me, you're just one of them people. Have you had a problem with you? Don't bring up or bring the bar or throw something through the bar or shoot the fucking bar. Come and see me. And then my name just went better and better. And then dad left. They had another couple of good lads at me. I had Alex from over the water. He stayed with me. He was the best man for me wedding. He'd been very loyal. I've had some good doorman. But look, when I was busy, when I was busy, we was the second biggest door company in Liverpool. 80-odd lads, 20-odd women. Clubs, bars, sites. It was just fucking me, mate. 80s and 90s was me. How much of a sore head was it, though, having so many doormen? Was it constant threats? Because your name was behind it, it wasn't as much? You know what? People go on about mental health and all that shit. I used to have three phones. So one was for doors, one was for sites, and one was a person. Three fucking phones, mate. And I'm like, I had that many. But I had them not just in the city centre. I had them out the city centre. I had them in witness. I had one in Wellington then, even before I'd come to Wellington. So I was everywhere. Look, I didn't want to have a drink and I didn't want to socialise. But I couldn't. Because I just had shit. The doors I had were shit. And even when I started getting the big bars and Liverpool, I was sure I was having problems with these doormen on my phone. They'd charge you next to the pudding bucket and they'd come and see what you can do. And I'm not going to go down and start knocking doormen out. I'd just give it this. Later, listen, you don't want to. Simple as that. I'm taking over the door. You're going to work for me. You're going to get the same money, but you're not staying. And you're not staying. Why? Because you're the prick, mate. You're charging fucking next. You're putting buckets on the door. And Christmas year was around. Fucking weekends. You're taking a piss, mate. You're ruining the bar. And then you mate into an old graph. Ain't happening. And anyone will tell you that in Liverpool. Anyone. Some doors, some lads would say, what have you fucking wanted to have it? And I'd end up scrapping over it. I'd have a little scrap at the door. And I'd have been done in a few days, mate. But never buy bonkers. Never in my fucking life. And anyone will tell you that. And I'd end up with the door. So the brewery's getting out, yeah. Oh, I've got problems with that one. Give them that. But I just got the shit, James, for years. And then when I got established, I was alright. Then we had the big war that started. Not letting drug dealers in the club. That was a fucking headache. Because, Mum was late 80s, early 90s. All them tablets come out. Ears are golden. Man, that was fucking mad. But when they're in, you didn't get problems. Because everyone's after that dancer. When cocaine started, it never pulled. That's when it started. Is that how you end up involved in a drug war, even though you weren't even sailing craft? Because you weren't wanting anybody to sail it? No, no. Most of the troubles I had on the doors, I'd soar trap with the doors. I had good dormant, I had real good dormant. Too many to mention. One poor walsh. Still me mate today. Look, I had 30, 40, 60, 70 dormant. I probably got five of them dormant to speak to now. Bristol was brilliant. Walsh, fucking lunatic. He's my best mate now. Alex is my best mate. They all went. They're all standing there, when I'm backing the trouble up. Once I've gone, they don't want to know. They all wanted the money. And yeah, a lot of them did stand by me, and a lot of them did help me. Some of them got jailed. And I've lost stack with a few of them. And I'd say out of all of them, I've probably got about six or seven of them. I'd still call two friends, even some of them I haven't spoke to for a few years. And that's how warm shit started. Because I wouldn't let no drug dealers in. Because that's what the brewery wanted it for. Sure, look. The lights didn't come in and put it, and book it in. The lights didn't see either key, and the police had a key for drugs. If there's too many drugs in the box, you've got a drug problem. If there's not enough drugs in the box, there's someone selling. So it's a very, very fine line. So the proper manager ones like Bass and all the breweries, all the managers were strict as fuck. No one would go in that box. The police had the key. The managers never go in it. So they come in and get the drugs. Sure, and I've got a drug problem. So I'd go in. Got cameras now. So I'd have a couple of little spies in. Go around and see what you can buy. They'd go around. Mate, you've got five. You've got ten. You've got big. Mostly tablets. But when big hit it, that's when you've got your problems. Kids coming in. I hear mate, how are you? So I was like that. You look like that. I get your shot. I get your man's shot. And it just started from there James. It just went mad. And it did have good dormant army. And if there was ever a problem, there's probably only me and another big security company Liverpool. And he knows who he is. There's only one. And there's probably only me and him. That would front all that trouble. If our lad was in trouble, I'd go in front of him. And so would this other guy. And everyone knows who he is. He hasn't done any of these. He goes on that. He's a boss for that. There's probably others out of the door coming up in front of people. And that's how I go. Good lad. Oh, fuck that mate. If the shit goes out from the door, she won't be there. I'd be sitting in the fucking dormant's house. She won't say I'm going to shoot me out. So I go and stay there. I go and pack up my friend. So I was loyal. I am a loyal person. Anyone will fucking tell you that. And then all the shit I had, which is well documented, and the echo, vice, the YouTube, Netflix. That weren't my trouble, James. None of that trouble was mine. How far did that go? Hold on. Two years. Two years plus. There was nothing to do with me. I'm running too big mass. Nightclubs in Liverpool. One of them, massive club. I'm running that. It comes home on Sunday. It goes to bed. Here's a commotion, all the windows are done in. Looks at the video. Sees who it is. Rings them. What's going on mate? Fucking hell. You're coming mate, pub. It's not you. Someone's at close to you. All right. I've rang this friend at the time. I don't want your name, but everyone will know who it is. What's going on? He went, oh, I had a bit of trouble last night. He said, don't you think you should fucking tell me? Because I know you really well, and I'm connected to you. They're coming fucking down my house. Don't you think you should tell me, ah, that'll be sorted. So I've rang this little friend, and I don't want to straighten him with that person. And I don't want to say anything, because he's embarrassed enough anyway. And he wouldn't ever straighten it. So we caught this guy who was very close to me, and connected to me. He wouldn't have a straightener. So he looks bad. We look bad. My fame looks bad. And these kids just didn't give a fuck, maybe I'm right with this. They were shooting others, ramming the cars. They fucked my body. But I had to take, I had to get the reins, and I had shown so that, you just get lads for this. You don't get lads for that. But when they're attacking, you're better to fucking sit in there. What are you gonna do? You're gonna do fine yourself. I said, look, this is not my fucking problem. But I took the brunt of it. And they're going fucking mental, sleeping on my couch, wearing a vest, changing my cars, putting my cars on the corner, carrying the gun painfully all the time with me, a little derringer, putting it in the thingy of your car, you're eating it in me undies, in my briefcase. It was fucking, it was mental, mate. It just ruined my life. And you know when you, a lot of people don't understand, you know when you get a bit of a temper, you get a bit of red faced. My face was painfully fucking red, and paining all the time. Anyway, I've had these three phones, one phone put down, goes and sees the doctor. I'm gonna put it on, put it on satirically. Once a Peter blocked it, once to calm it down. So he said, have you ever thought about seeing a psychiatrist? I'm like, fuck off. Yeah mate, you're gonna see one. Here's a private one in Rodney Street. So here's where they get funny. So he goes to see this fella, sit in Rodney Street, take the floor, goes and sees this guy, a room like this, sees this guy on his own face, call Peter, I don't know what to do, I don't know. He's got a bit of problems all this and that. Right so, I can see you have three phones, can you turn them all off now, now, now. See, well that's one of your problems. I went, I know, I know, I know. So when I'm sitting, where he's got me to door behind me, and I'm like, I don't like that fucking door being there. And on the wall, it's not like one of them had arms on the wall. So I'm paying him, so it's like four or five sessions but he needs to come to turn them. Anyway, I've got little one phone, I've taken off three, an operator's manager on to do the sites, I'm doing the doors, give someone else the phone, get them in the office and all that. And I've had about four or five, goes with this guy, and I thought, I'm not getting away. And he's telling me things that I should be telling myself. So goes in Monty, and he's got this fella here at the end of the desk. So you're there, who I speak to, and I won't do talks and set them up at like four or five people who are mental health, it's private. But I'm saying it now. Anyway, this fucking fella's sitting there and his chair's like here. So I've come out and gone, what did I pick? I asked you on, this is a colleague of mine, this is, forget it, let's call him Tom. He was right in the man. I said, he said, you all right, now I'm not there, I don't fucking know yet. It's just based on, well, I'm not gonna sit no notice. I said, why are you gonna fucking take your ears off of something? He said, no, I'm just sitting here so I'm speaking to him and he went, I didn't know he was there to test me to push my buttons, right? He was going, you do well, so I'm looking at him and he's throwing things at me. Sure, I've just got to tell you, he said here, I'm trained in submission holds and all that. I went, you haven't made up for it. And I've literally gone, I said, you haven't made up for your mate. I said, look Peter, I'm not really happy with this. I want him to go here. Why do you feel intimidated by me? He went, look, I really don't want to be here. So I've taken my chair that way so I can see the door and this fucking gob shades there. He went, well why? Are you taking the fucking piss mate? Do you see a beard telling you that? Do you see me take your beard or something? He went, I've warned you. I went, you're sorry? And he's gone, now it's your turn. No, hang on, hang on, I'm talking to him now. You've warned me. I said, look, I'm going to leave. I said, no, I'm going to leave. I want to go. I've stood up, grabbed the chair, thrown the toilet with the chair, jumped on him because he brought him in. So he's gone over and said, whoa, whoa, calm down. I said, you, you fucking come set me up. I'm jumping in. He's in the bus there. The alarm going off in the room. But man, I've come in. I've turned the latch so you can't open it. Because I don't want no one coming in. I want them latches you can turn. So I've turned the fucking latch, I thought. He's gone, no, show and turn your chair around. He's trying to get me back against the chair so he lacks me. But that way I kept, oh yeah, I kept turning it. So I told him, fuck you come and I'll do that. Man, I'm coming. We all are. He's turned and put it on. He's in the bus there. The staff are running up to three days. He's screaming. He's fucking mental. Get them in. Get them in. Get them in. I said, calm down. You fucking set me up. He's fucking been picking me. What do you want me to do? You know, when you lose the plots of it, James, you lose the fucking plots. And I went, fuck. And these people, there's a little window like that. Please open the door. Open the door. You went, the police are coming. You need to, I went, listen, go and get the fucking police. I haven't it yet. I've turned you over this year. You've hit me with it. I went, I picked the chair up and I fell out my hands. Go and do what you want. I'm not fucking coming here no more. So I left to get in touch with my doctors. They said go and see a mental health fella. And I wouldn't, but he had all his drama going on. Like, in between all this James, just all this fucking matter going on. That's got the fuck all to do with me, mate. Nothing. And these people had started it. Just left just to fucking get on with it. And you're not sitting back. I think you fucking cheeky bastard. Everyone on Liverpool, do you say to me, show me what you're doing, something like that? What you doing? But someone's attacking your beard and your fucking kids. It's fucking not like that, man. I'm defending them. Forget that now. They're in fucking sort that shit out. They've dragged me in it. So I'm going to deal with it. And they changed me one night from the house and they had a V6. And they're chasing me. And they're out to Sunday shooting at me in the car. And as I'm coming down, cream time, this is like the boot up time or something, I'm coming down the drive. And as I'm coming up to the lights, they're bumping me in the car. They're pushing me through the lights. And I had a V6. They had a V6. There's must be a bit faster because they're bumping me. I was flooring at night, I'm being fucking flooring. I thought I'm going to fucking die here. And I remember I'm coming up to the lights and I can see no, the pokes of his pants are out late at night. This fucking artyx coming along and I'm going, fucking, do I slow? I'm fucking, but I always carry rocks in my car. I have these pebbles with faces on. And I'm, I've opened my son, I'm throwing them out to try and hit their window. Anyway, they've let a shot go. I've come down this corner down in booting. The cars, the, the, the back, the hatchbacks aren't, it flew up and they put a shot right through the car. And I've leaned forward and it's come through, through the back of the car, hit the door frame there, went in the engine mountain. This is what the police are telling me after. Anyway, they've gone past me, my next time you're fucking dead, but these kids was lunatics. I'm just a dome and I can have a bit of a fight. I don't want, I don't fucking want it, it's not to do with me. You know who it is, but I've took it, I've took it by the reins now, so I've got a deal with it, haven't I? Go on, I'm fucking kidding. So their face of me in his car, he's out the window, yeah, you're wanking. I'm like, I'm fucking doing that. I've gone to drive the car, it's smoking, the front tire's gone down, the bonnet's flew up and they drove off. That happens in the car and the doors. It's really weird, all this shit, fighting with these kids. These kids was done in my town, we didn't have a fucking clue, they was on the street, crafted and everything, but it was fucking dormant. And I went, what, what, what? I can't get out of here. I wouldn't back down to no one in my life. And if any of these people's seen how to tell you, Sean can have a go and he'll use them as well. So I had to start using them. I'm shooting at my house, I'm shooting at their house, their bed and mine, I'm bedding theirs. But it was the only auctions of a Thursday. Buying cheap cars for two and three under quid, just to bramble people. We'd drive around the van like me in a couple of the dormant. Not long got out of the big jail centres, good lads and my little nephew, he was great. And we'd be driving around and you leave the heater off in your car, close your windows so you get that bit of steam so you can't see it. And we'd be driving around, spinging people. What car are they doing? We'd see them and just ram them, then just come back and battle. And I told him, I'm getting fucking 30s right now. What am I doing? What the fuck am I doing? And then the thunder, the kid across the road, the trouble them on in the venues. So I sent one of my good mates up at the time. So go and see that kid there. He went, he's here outside now. Just barred and got him. So we got him in the car and brought him down to the club where I was working. And I said, like your little cunts, this is a document from the big nail bomb in the fucking pub and all that shit. Anyway, he's had a little kickin' and given me a bit of money. This was on the Saturday. Monday goes to police. Police base me out. Base the gym. Everywhere. Everywhere looking for me. Anyway, this busy, rang me up and said, look, Sean, kidnapping, false imprisonment. We wouldn't have been in tents. I was like, what? What can I really give him a kickin'? We've had him picked up the car. He detained him. I said, what am I lookin' at? He goes, tits up. He went, 14 stars. He said, that's what's happenin'. So I got him handed. I got him handed for that. On my own in jail. They had loads of shit in fucking jail because I'm a doorman. I'm none of the biggest clubs in the biggest bars in Liverpool. Everyone sees a doorman as a bully. They're not all bullies. There's fucking some good lads out there. So I go to jail on my own. Ah, that doorman there from blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. I've got a fucking fight in the yard. Where the fuck does this end? And you know where your head is bustin'? Tablet stone out, mate. And we get to know something under the door. And my mate Gary, my mate's been nicked and there's a note that comes under my door. This is how naive I was with jail. And I said, ching, ching. Seer on the yard. So we've just landed in the jail. We're going down for an induction. And there's loads sittin' here. So I walked down and go, who the fuck's ching, ching? Who's ching, ching, aye? What are you laughing at? Who's ching, ching, aye? Yeah, come on, who is it? Ching, ching means you're getting close up, ching, ching. Yeah. But I didn't fucking know that. I had done jail. Do you know what I mean? I've been an old man fighting with nicks. First time, I mean, I'm like, who the fuck... And then one of the lads calls me, Sean, he said, yeah. I said, go and find out who's ching, ching. He said, you know, ching, ching. I said, what the fuck are you doing? Nobody will. No, it means someone's going to cut you up, going out. What are you going to do? How do you go up and out into the yard? So maybe my car, he's done a few here. We've backed a few. And then jail was sweet. And the reason why jail was sweet is because screws could have other jobs then. Now they can't. You're the screw, you're the screw. Think they're the entrepreneur kind of thing. And I used to have maybe 67 screws working for me. So when I come to jail, what can I do? What are you doing here? They can't see to help you. And they wouldn't really help you to go, look, you need to do this. If you want to have a nice quiet life in jail, you need to do this. You need to do that. Comply with this, comply with that. And stop fucking hitting people. He said, otherwise, you're going nowhere. You're stuck here. Anyway, I ended up paying for that. And I go, the charge is dropped. And I got out. And then my last one I got, the one I finished, there was still shit going on. Being a man that lived in Wellington, being nicked, got put in jail. So a man that's come to see me and the struggle with the couple of people in jail, I was having a lot of it. And then a man that's come on Monday and they're outside to swallow acid in a bottle. And that fucking girl's being through everything, mate, that fuck just doesn't fuck me off at all. Time, yeah. Yeah, but look what you've got. Come on. Honest, she's been through thick and thin, mate. I know I'm going on a bit forward, but she really has, honestly. And I'm not just saying it because she's here. That's close to me and friends, close to me. And you know, people going about mental health and suicide. I have a tattoo and I've got it done in jail. It's shown a man that's here and there. And why I have it there, you can see, there's four big, three big scars there. See them? Yeah. I cut my wrist. I just had enough. I was out when I'd done that. And man, it's something you ought to sort me out. I used to drive round with this dead end, yeah. And I used to have 500 paracetamol, 500 ashes, crushed into powder in a little tub. And it's been this arm, I mean, he said, do you want to do your fucking self-healing show? Just knock yourself out and sleep and never wake up. Come get a load of tablets, crush them like powder. Get a glass of warm milk. Drink it and take all the tablets. You live with your kidneys shut down, you're gone. And it's all round with this little box, this little tub. You know, when you get all your medicine in, you know, a plaster tub. And the man that used to say, what's in that metal? No, no, no. What's in that? He always had, I had the next five down. And we had a man that was living like both of us right next door to her. And then we started moving in half a night together to have two nights, three nights, you know. And he had a load of shit again going on at the bars, you know. And you just fucking had enough. I just couldn't get nothing done. These people was like, we're going to do something. They do it 10 times worse. And I'm like, look, this family that was close to me, fucking stores are out. It's not me. Go and have a fight with the fucking man. This is not my shit. This is not my trouble. It's been through nothing. I'm dealing with it. But you fucking started that. No one's funded me buying cars. No one's given me any money. No one's given me fuck all. I know you just had enough. I pulled me dead in the end out. I pulled me ex-wife into my little drive. Stopped it in parts of the side. And she's like, I'm going where I am. And I'm talking dead low as the winder. But you remember this? And I'm talking dead low. I just, I totally can't take that. I've got no more milk in me. And we laugh about it now. Got no more milk in the car. I'm going to go out and get a bottle. I thought, you know what? I fucking had enough. So I run to my little event. Got me gone out. Little two. I went, fuck you. I said, babe, I just can't do no more. So I went, what's up with you? You're outside now? I went, no, no. I went, look, I've had enough. I love you. I'm sorry. Just tell everyone, look, I'm sorry. I just, I shouldn't have got your involves. I've been with a fucking three of all years then. And as she comes down, I've got the gun. But she drank it and put it on roof. How hard is it when you've got a fearsome reputation? People do look up to you. You've got a masseuse who loves you. But then the pressure of that life is making you then, your family become targets. And then you don't even want to be here on this planet as a father as well. How hard is it when it all bulges up? That, that was, that's like the story that broke the cameras back on, you know, whatever you want to call it. And I broke down. Man has got me in the arms, babe. What are you doing? What's this? Bid them tablets. You need help. I went and seen a proper psychiatrist to put me on the proper medication. And I just thought, you selfish bastard, not to me self. I'm going to fucking end me self. What about me, kids? What about me, babe? There's a man in there being with me for three or four years, looks after me, target her, being in her house. I'm in her car and say, go on with fucking swill of an ass, and I'm just going to end me self like a shit house. And she's stuck with all the baggage. Nah. And I just went, you know what? Just fuck the shit, let them deal with the shit, and just get on with your life. Then I got a team in Wellington. I settled down a bit. Then I got me big deal for the gun and bullets in the house. That these people that was close to me fucking blew me up. And everybody knows this, but I'm saying it now. Just wanted to hear it off me. Every fucking knows James. When the police, Nick, yeah, one of my dormant, I've got a big night in the arena. It's all documented. And one of my mates over on the widow, it was a fortune to something, and he said, sure, do you fancy going out? Well, that didn't go out, James. I went, yeah, yeah, go on. Yeah, check me doors. I go round, check all my doors. You saw, like, play all my door of a Monday, all the guards of a Tuesday. I'm going round. And I'm in this bar in the arena. It's called an upstairs, all glass, it's concert square. And this one's just a fucking swarm of bizzies. And the licensee comes out, and it looked as though the police had me. Do you want to see it? I went, tell them to come in. She went, no, just, there's a lot of police. She was very copped, armed, these bombs. So I went, for what? She went, sure, I don't know, but the concert square is just like that. I don't know if you've been to Liverpool concert square, like the main place to go. I had that, too. So anyway, the Nick one of my dormant, the old job of Nickton. So I've, I've come running down. And I've gone, what, what, what? Just before the police come. And that's being copped at about 60, 70 tablets. Yeah. And all the tablets, like, oh, he's got you on. So, I'm not waking. I didn't do those then. I've got enough to own, and I went and checked them up. You're like, get your tie on, get off your phone, get off this, get off that. Me and the man that's gone out with this couple. And the lads have got all these tablets. So, you're supposed to ring the police. Get them, Nick. I'm not getting no one, Nick. And I've put that on. I've never had no kid, Nick, for any fucking drugs. Don't abide by it. I don't like what they do. But look, it's what they do. So what would you take them to the exit and go, look, get the tablets, get the tablets. The licensees are going to ring the police and you're going to get Nicked. Oh! But see that fire, Nick. The dormer going to walk up there and you're going to boop that door and fuck off. The dormer not going to chase you. So we always let them out. They always got away. So anyway, the licensees are coming. The kids got off. The lads are going upstairs. When Sean, you got any galleys? I went, come on, mate. Fuck you. Come on, it's my birthday. I'm 40, blah, blah, blah. I went, Joe, get one of them. Get one of them. And I've got a tablet, mate. And stuck it in my shirt. There. I went. I'll be down in a minute. Going upstairs to me, mate. All the police are there. Do you want me? Do you want you? I've come down. I believe you've got a fire arm on you. Otherwise, I'll fuck off. I'm in the middle of a fucking bar. A couple of thousand people in the old... I've really want to say it. So they say to me, lift me up like a fucking Christmas tree. The nicking one of me dorm and I'm kicking off. And they say to me, this one sergeant, flat cap. He went, you've said shit. I went, I've fucking been said. Then the two licensees and police started coming over. But they'll tell you about it then, cunts. They're coming over and I've gone, lads, come on. Fucking hell. It's going on here. I've had me say it. And it's all glass. And he's gone, you ain't going anywhere. Say it to me again. And he's put his hand on me. He went, what's that? I said, what's what? So he's gone like that. I'm like, fuck off. He went, no, what's that? And it must have been a nilly little thing. Yeah, I've gone now. A gary, mate. A fucking tably. One tably. And I'm like, listen. There's just been 70 of these on the floor. The lads bolted the door and picked them up. It's ended in me. It's ended in me fucking. That's all we need is to say it's your house. And I can't say it's my house. So James, the fucking gun. The gun I had. I lent it to someone. I didn't think it was in my house. This is the gospel through. I didn't think it was in my house, right? So bought this house next to him then. Got all new wooden floor fits in my kitchen. Lent this gun to these kids. What people do in Liverpool. Loan them this gun. And now I remember, he went, Sean, I didn't need you. Just that's the case. I went, put it back. The key's under the pot. He must have put the gun back. I've just forgot because I've got that much shit going on. Busy then. Just what we need today. The house. But no one knows I've got this house, James. No one knew. But the people I was close to knew I'd had this house. Because when you get your contacts to the bank, it's gone to an old address I had and these fuckers knew this. I haven't come to see this house. Yeah, go on. Not near this thing. Far as I know. It's not near. In my proper house, they went to the fucking house where they were staying and found the gun. So these bastards fucking blew me up and every fucking knows this. And I'm saying it for the first time. So they come in at about four in the morning, three o'clock in the morning. Manda's kicking off. She's trying to nick a man that could have nicked one of his own. She's screaming that could have nicked me. And my bed's all oil. I know all your beds are oil, man. She burns the phone out in the custody suite. They come and got me. Three signs of luck. So when you speak to your wife and you will you please tell her, she's blocking the line. She's blocking the line. But obviously, I think we're getting out. So we come in a bit, Sean. Got your guns here. They're snubbing almost 38. Yeah. Two is hard, he went. Man. He went. Me slid to go. I went. I'm the man. I thought I want to go to jail. I can't do this on the street no more. I'm going in to kill someone. And these people, that was dead close to me. I thought I'm going to kill one of them. And I beamed down for 25, 30 fucking years. These bastards fucking set me up. And every fucking hostess. And I went, you know what the man, me slid to go. I went, look the man. What are you doing with them? I went, what are you thinking of fucking doing with them? I bought them to protect myself. Not to cause fear and danger. I bought them to protect myself. If you haven't realized, people are trying to fucking shoot me in the house. So what am I going to do? Let's have a fight. Come on. Fucking hell. So they nicked me. I got six years, eight months. 13% off. It was five years before or something. Did you plead that? Did you plead that? I just pleaded guilty that way. And they went to unveil it. No. I thought fuck it. Get it done. Get it done. So they nicked me on the set. Get them all on the Monday. I called Monday straight up on jail. Couple of me. And I'm in jail. All these other people that was close to me are fucking made up. I'm in jail. Fucking in jail. Not bad prick and all that. They couldn't fucking fight sleep. I thought they was. I made their name. Anyway, I'm in jail. So I knew a couple of screws. And in the security, he comes up to me and goes, yeah, it's on. When you send a letter into jail, they're all checked. When you send one, what's it called? When you send it, you've got to open it. Special delivery. Special delivery. So the screws, I don't know if it's on jail. They come your door. Special delivery. You've got to open it in front of them and see what it is. So if you're bad, send your pictures in the bikini and all like that. The screws open your letters, and just you're paid. Yeah, go on. Put them on your book. So the screws said, my luck, you're going to get a pair of trainees sent up. And the dogs. Being on them. And there's a need. Smacking it. I don't fucking do drugs. I don't sell them. Look, who's it come from? He went to snow center on it. It's from the dress. I went, I haven't ordered up trainees. I haven't even got a fucking clouds up yet. I've only been in about eight, nine weeks. I went, I haven't got a fuck girl. He went, don't accept a parcel. Once you accept that parcel, whether you know a bar or not, and you open it, you're getting nicked. I went there, he went, you're getting nicked. So I refused it. Then she goes, you come and see him. I don't know who the fuck is that. I haven't put a nap in for trainees. I don't know anyone. Then they done it. It was the Christmas before they got Nick, and when they've done it before, the Christmas got nicked. You send cards and you have the big stamps, don't you? They put fucking them in the nap to get me nicked in jail. These were people I've been around for near 30 fucking years, mate. Why are they doing it? Because I was a nuisance to them. Because they started all the trouble with me and I fell out with them. They couldn't handle this shit. They wanted me to carry on with their beef. Crack on money. Nothing to do with me. He's all got money. He's all on this and that. Go and fucking do it. He's left me with nothing. Nothing. No one gives me money to buy cars, guns, paid to lads for sitting at people's houses, looking after them, and eat some scourge outside my house. I'm putting lads outside all the fucking houses. They're not paying them. I'm in my company. And I couldn't believe it. I thought, who would send me smacking? It was them. They go, when a police officer says to you, when I'm getting nicked, they finished when they turned off, fully surprised. They're showing you put a guilty. I said, you know what? She was a busy, she was an armed response busy and she went a detective. And she went, I'm very shocked. I said, I don't care, I fucking had enough. I said, well, I just had enough of the drama and the shit and all, the family shit. I can't be asked. I need a break. I said, but no, I'll end up getting lifed off. I'll end up killing someone or killing a couple of people or I'll end up getting killed myself. I said, you know, when you just had enough, I thought, fuck it. I wanted to go, I was there. I wanted to go to jail. So she went, well, I just want to tell you something. I'm off the record. The people that are on the bank, they're all standing up, sitting in bar, all drinking cups of tea. And we've had 27 missed calls tonight to say you're carrying a firearm. I said, so what are you saying? It's down to them, she went, I'm off the record here. They blew me up. These people have been rounds, looked after them, kept their fucking name up here, fought all their battles. They blew me up. And everyone was telling me, in jail, they thought I was going, no, I fell out. He went, I'm telling you. And it did. Then the enemies they had become my mates in jail, were telling me what had happened to them. We got nicked, I got nicked with a gun, they were going, what? That was your blah, blah. I was, what? How many were you telling me? Fucking hell, yeah, it was. But I was oblivious. I just wanted to sort this trouble, because all this trouble was going on. You know, we'd have your big king go, just to the bar, they'd done that to you. I'll sort, yeah. I just, I just stayed, I was in that mindset of, you're bringing trouble. You fight fee with fear. And that's what I was doing. And a lot of me lads got hit, I got hit. Mentally, I was fucked. I was fucked for years. Fucked for years. And, you know, even driving up here today, and she being in tears, I was getting emotional, because when I was in jail, I listened to a guy called, Ray Lamontage, or Ray Lamontage. Trouble. Trouble, oh, mate. Great tune. What an album. What an album. Sad on it. Oh, mate. There's a lot of women being there. Yeah. Troubles. And I'm singing to a man that's coming up this morning. And she's getting, I had to say, she's getting emotional. Because when I was in jail, he was alive for the airplane, the guitar. And he's playing his fucking guitar, next door in Italy. And you don't know who's yelling, I was doing that, I was on his shitty beaming, and that fucking guitar, I fucking put it over your head, you cheeky cunt. It's like I have to tell the night, but I was about Italy. What was like, man? When I got to Italy, he was like a bit quiet. And he's playing these tunes. So when I got in, I went, listen mate, you know you, I'm finishing off for 24 years, man, I don't give a fuck, I'm finishing off my sleep. I've got, I get up at half past, sailing me past, I was man-training. I said, I don't fucking kill you. What, anyway, what are you playing? I'm playing this, like who the fuck's right? I'm on time, I'm on time. And he had a little iPod, a little iPod, because he'd done something to his neck, and he had this little iPod thing. And he went, listen to him. And he listened to that album, James Trubble, fucking hell mate, loved it. Got me through me jail, honest, got me through me jail. That album, I could relate to the word, Trubble, you're always worrying, and your bed saves you. And I'm singing this to her, she knows the songs, you have never heard them. And she'd come up on the visits, I was telling her, oh, I can't get into that. And now, we haven't heard it for ages, and obviously I'm up here, because it's me, obviously. I didn't know it was when you, you booked it. And it was a bit emotional, coming up to be honest. It was, it was good, it was good. So how does that make you feel, then? You're fighting a war that's not even yours. You're fighting for people who you thought had your back. And then it turns out, they've then set you up, where you're then becoming suicidal, your message is getting put under pressure. How much do you feel let down, then? Are angry, or how do you feel, towards at all? Mate, you know what? There's no lawyer in the life of crime anyway, you've learned the hard way. No, there isn't. But how does it make you feel to be staunch and try to do the right thing, but then it's all came crumbling down, where you've just been used? You know what? I went guilty, in the police station, looked at my ankle, where'd you get them? I bought them, I went to a car boot sale, got told to some fella, he had army stuff, and he got me them, or I met some fella in a van, I just told him, I know this shit. And then when she told me that, that these people are very close to me, that I looked at phone calls, they're all sitting there, couldn't take, like fucking big tiari potatoes. Could you have been saying that, though, just the fuck we had? No, no. I knew her mate, she was army-spons, she pulled me a lot of times, and she used to say to me, what are you doing? You got a family now? What are you doing? I had busy saying to me, what are you doing? This is police telling me where the trouble's going on. It's not your beef, get them to sort it. But I just took her by the reins. Anyway, when she told me that, and then I'm in jail, I've come out, as I'm in jail. I told you, you know what, if I would have got bail, me solicited, look, I'll apply for bail, you've got big businesses. It was my first prison sentence, I've been demanded three times, that was my first prison sentence. It's your first sentence. Which were you? When I went in, 38, was it, man? 40. So it's not my first sentence, so I was down as a businessman, being locked, I remember a good few times, but the police here is having a small army behind you. Not a big door fair, they're protecting the fucking city, and all the young kids that are going out there, stopping themselves on fucking pills and everything in your club. And I was 40, and if she would have told me that, and I would have got bail, I would have been a killer. Me solicited, said to me, look, I'll apply for bail for London, we'll get your bail. Let's look at the stats, I know it's going, it's very hard to get it, but you've got to sort all your business out, you've got your wife and all that. We need to, there's a lot to sort out here, I'll apply for bail, don't. He said to me, look, we've got a good chance of getting it. You're not going to leave the country, you're not an absconder. It's your fair sentence. But obviously the police knew me very well. He said, let's try it. And I wanted to, for Amanda's sake, to sort things out with Amanda and all that, and the baby. And I said no. So why would I, I'd kill them, mate, I would have killed them. How was it, Sean, being in there, were you ever worried for your wife's safety and say they couldn't do it? Every day, mate, every fucking day, I've never shoved nothing up my ass. I got used to shoving them. And I said, mate, your ass is for Etsy, not for Etsy, isn't it? What's your ass for? Some ex-hip stuff up your body, not for Etsy. So I've gone into jail. I've neither of them, just loaded jail stuff. We can Bobby do it another time. And you know these, the old knockers, I don't know, they're all that big assy. Yeah. I get the phone off the slot. I get the phone, and he was like, fuck them, they quit that. So he said to me, charge it, so he gave me the key, and I'm like, the first slide, mate. And I'm like, I think key ring was the remand ring that men have gone in. I was only on the remand ring for four days, because I've gone guilty, so I can go into jail in the population. So I didn't want to get remanded, get put in with all the scrunches in the baguettes, in the tabby boxes. If you go guilty, they'll put you in jail in the population. Well, they had a few mates in them, but I was there for two days. Anyway, they just had to give me this phone. So I just thought, fucking plug it in. No one, but you kettle. I'm flunking in and blew the landing. Fucking dog. I go, that's a fucking phone. I'm like, fucking hell. What to do with the phone? Well, mine's gone. And they're like, but just being banged up, there was still screws on it. She went, don't fucking come here, man. I went, I'm fucking on my phone, mate. I don't know this kid. I've only been in three nights. I'm gonna take the fucking phone, man. You're throwing up the window, but you fucking can't get it. You've got to mess it up. Throw it down the toilet. No one needs to phone. You've got to be fucked. You said plug it. I went, I didn't plug it, no fucking, for you messing, you went. But he had loads of businesses. I had like 27 doors, clubs, sites. I had loads of bad money. I'm like, oh, fuck sake. How'd you plug the phone? He went, mate, I'm not gonna plug the phone. Plastic bag, like a wash bag, with a tissue, get your phone, put loads of shower gel on it, and up it goes, I went, nah, go on then. He went, no, no, no. It's going up your ass. I said, not going up my ass, mate. I told him, he's got it. He went, I'll show you, he's got it all there. He went, I said, go on then. Let's see. He went, I ain't fucking pluggin' anywhere. Get some, he said, some saw me ass up, and I tore the card. I tore the card, I couldn't hear the screws. Oh, blood, I'm lucky. They're opening doors, they're all going to screws, they're on the Germans, they're on, and mate, I've got it. And mate, I can't get it up, I went, fuck it. And then I've heard the door, and the door there, and I'm just sat down, walking down. Mate, anybody who says it's easy, it's not, it's fucking hardware. I would have them fucking, pauses them, I can hear the fucking men, I can't believe it. One who says it's easy, it's not far too many times, mate. But you know what? You know what? They'll be coming home. They'll be coming home with me. I could have, I'd have the bag there, the tissue, be in the bag, my phone would be there, I'd have my same, in my fucking bell ends. I haven't had my bell end cut, so I'm stuck in the force can. I'd have my thingy there, I'd have the phone and use it, I'd put it there, ready, I went to bed with fucking shit on my ass, in case they come in, and I could get that open. One, two, three, four, go. Just got it up. The things you do for love, Sean and I. And you know what? We laugh now. It wasn't about the money. I had to speak to my bed, because she's all he had, mate. I had my mates, he had Walsh, he had Alex, I had my mates that met in jail, he was still one of my best mates, that Mikey, great guy. Oh, yeah, I had all my own family, my brothers, my mum and all that. But, I went on a sticks, my face, I'd get in jail. And the man was coming on the fist, and seeing me on the roll, and you know, just that, it'll be alright. And then the second fist, it, my dad come. And when your dad walks in, he goes, oh lads, I'm fucking made up here. I went, what? Did you fucking me? He went, lads, he was, what's going on? He was going to fucking kill someone, or be killed. I said, dad, them cunts, and the man that had told them what had happened. He said, they what? He said, well, you better off in here. I said, oh, thanks. Yeah. And you know what? Jail, but the only place I could go to sleep and fell safe. Sound that, innit? Now, cameras in my house, fire extinguishers, it's fucking mental. I live in a separate room from Amanda, I don't have a room in my room, don't have my kids in the room, I have everything by plant go there. Mate, I don't even have a boss car now. The cheeky bastard took all the wheels off me car last year and just left the, you know, the thingy nuts. Yeah, the boats. That one, I don't know what it is. I'm in the car, I'm going up to the, where, where Wings lived, poor mate who died. I'm going in the car, I'm dying, I'm like, fucking mate, just pulled over. Lester. Lester, go and see me, I'm mate who died, Wings, God bless him. And I'm diving up to Lester, I'm like, how's that, the fucking shake? No, nuts on it. Just them saying, do you want to know you think, you're looking nuts. Like, what the, so I'm in here, hanging them out, you can't find that. So why, when your wheels have come off, I said, what do you need? You need 16 fucking nuts. I said, I've got two nuts in the fucking car, that'll come with me on this job, you know what I mean? You know, your nuts are gone. They're being sucked, the nuts up my car. I have a nose pipe in my car, and that'll reach my car, Katie Berney. Even now, I don't have trouble now. These lads, that had all the trouble. I've spoke to her for them. I don't have a problem with them now, James. I really don't. They understand that we're my beef. And I'm like, all that fucking shit, you put me fucking bare through. A man was coming in the jail, and I moved her twice. She lived in Iton First, then in Wellington. I had three fucking hours, I owned a Wellington, she was like, swapping, swapping. Can't get you, we'll get your bath. I'll be a fucking man and get me as I've gone. I don't have to be bare for her. I'm here, James. What's the worst thing about being in prison, in prison, Sean? Well, man, obviously not seeing your love on you, don't you, yourself? Not seeing your love on, but just watching your business go, mate. The police, two licensing officers, and I'd love to fucking name them, mate, but I won't. I've gone to jail. They went down to every door I had, I meant. Available security's still on here. Within three or four weeks, we'll shut you down. We'll evoke your license. The director's just being done for guns and all that. So, I'll put everything in the man's name, dabbing down the secretary. Took everything off me, guys. So, I'm going from in five or six grand a week. I've been in prison over 1.25 million. And we're in, about three or four months. I'm lucky if I'm doing eight grand on doors, mate. Took everything. Took everything. I'm lucky if I'm doing it. Police. And the reason why the police done here. I kept about three good doors, I had a door in Liverpool called Flanigans, like famous Flanigans in Irish, but, and the man just kept that. And he had a place called Royal Berta, golf in South Wales. I had to have done time, about seven years. I had the Flanigans for 11 years, maybe 12. So, we had doormen on Flanigans, And it was the first year they were having the open in Royal Bergdale. And they needed, like, 80 guards. So I'm in jail, so man, speak to them. Alex will sort that. Alex will sort that out, yeah. Alex will work. Walt will help you with that. So a couple of good lads around us, get on that and sort it. The day he bastard these people that was close to, Frank Royal Bergdale, sent a picture of me in jail, a villain gang, all that shit. Jails, this is the company you've got. But they all fell in that money. I think his name was Tom, he's like an army general. And he thinks I'm a man that goes and has a meeting with him. He said, look, I'm getting all this about you. And I'm like, we've had this for seven years. But because there was big money coming in here. And these used to have a little security famous. People that was really close to. And it was just all fucking jealousy, mate. Jealousy. I was going to the big money, said, man, that'll do. That'll just, I don't have money, keep me going anyway. There's an extra bit of money. Keep that, put it on one side, put it in the guard company, not the door company. These two come in, that's the cause. And she was going to do them for slander. They went, look, we can't have you here. So the main guy in Mount Berkdale went, I haven't got a problem with able security. I've had them seven years. We need 80, it was 84, 89 staff to provide all the staff. So let's say I regulated the country, all the structures and everything we're doing. And I'm happy. Police, if you have anything to do with able, we'll shut it down. It's the first open over here in this country. It was 2001 or something like that, or 2000. He went, yeah. So this busy's Rangamanda. She bought a big complaint and over the police officers. And he's Rangamanda. And she went, listen. She went, you know I'm running that. And yeah, it is yours. And I'm running it with his dad. And all good luck. Unless I had it up. She went, I'll tell you what I'll do with you. Once she gets out, we'll get them in jail at the time. And everything's just gone mate. And I'm out on the phone. I've got bits of beef in jail on them. And I've all me dormant out of the house just fucked off. A few of them stayed with us. They were just there for the wait. Just there for the wait mate. And I'm going to fight someone. They're all standing behind this here. They don't fucking get it, they fight. I've gone to jail. I've gone. They just want to stay under it. No, no. I'll stay here. I'll get your waiters. And you're really fine. You're fine out. Who threw your mate at when you go to fucking jail mate. And my mate told me that. My good mate Paul Arden. Who's done a lot of fucking jail mate. He's done a podcast a few months ago. Storn's fucking top guy. And he went, you're fine out of your mate at when you go to jail. I was like nah. He went, I'm telling you. Can I just go and visit him in jail? He went to jail mate. People just forget about you. You'll have jail mate. And when you come out. Oh, how are you? You said you don't want to send me no money in. You want to send me a pair of fucking trains and all the t-shirts. But you won't come and visit you. And anyway, this man has put a complaint about these two lights in the office. That I bent his fuck. And man, a man that went. I have proof that you've took back Anders. Never mind off Sean. I've seen these two police officers. I had fucking luck. I think once he's tired. Once he might still be there. I've given them endless. I'm one of the biggest clubs. When they put in for a light license before a light license has come out. Here's our applications Sean. With your past dad to them. Well, I've just seen a brown folder. Yeah. Because I've never even been to a concert together. And they're ringing all the licensees up to fuck me off at the doors. I'm doing a proper job. Still the same lads on the door. No problems on the door. But like the bosses come to jail. So the company look bad. But let it change to the him. And let it run the fucking doors. But they're taking a fucking grand a month. A grand a fucking month. To run it. That was only one big club I was on. What else was to take? And I'm incredible. Nah. And I just lost faith with everyone mate. I don't like the police. The police have lost control of the city. They've got a club. You go down Liverpool in your car. You don't see the fucking police. You don't see them. City centre you will. Come out of the city centre. You won't see no police. What do you think of the state of Liverpool? Do you know? Think it's a good place or a bad place? No. I think Liverpool is booming. Booming. The singing competition of just fucking out. Not to call. Eurovision. Eurovision of me. Look. I love Liverpool. Go to Liverpool. Yeah. Maze and city. But people don't know how the fuck goes on there. You get the odd ones. Someone being it and put it in the coma. But what about the other ones that have been just slashed or knocked out and the ambulance have been out? You're not the important one. That shit, are you? You're not the important one. Liverpool isn't as safe as what people think it is. Right of the day. Come 12, one in the morning. Different place, mate. Different fucking place. Most of us think he's seen him in prison, Sean. Erm, I've seen quite a few things in prison, mate. I've seen a kid get swilled up with all the sugar. He was a nonce. He was a deserter. That was fucking horrific. Because you allow kettles now. Years ago. I don't know if you know the jails up here. You went outside on the wall. And the water was just hot enough for the cup of tea. Now you've got kettles in your room. So I've been moved. Of chewing. And I've put me with the lifers. And I knew a few of them. And they had this fellow now. So he had to give them Kit Kats to the screws. Yeah, come on, do that. Want the job. Always ran them, always standing by the office. He was a fucking wrong man. And one of these kids, there was two lifers there. They'd only come down for the visits. And they got like 24s. 21, which is big, then. Look at when I was there. And he went, he's a fucking nonce. I said, mate, look, do your own way first. Everyone calls everyone a nonce. But you know what you say? He looked like a nonce. He fucking... He looked like he was selling without the air. But without the air. Oh, Ron Farris without the beard. The only percent. And he went, he's getting swirled. I said, well, he went. I'm not allowed to go on the cleaner's server. He's getting swirled. So because there were a couple of screws and you're on a light for you, leave your door open. If you don't go to work in jail, you get locked up. But because there were some of the screws and on the landing, we had a rower, a bike, and a stepper. So to leave me out all day, I had just to have a go on that, to have a go on that. So I can see them and they've got two jars of coffee, coffee jars, with loads of sugar in it and boiled two of them at a time. He had the two of them and put the two of them straight in his car, mate. He was standing there and he was leaning on the way he'd go on the stairs. Yeah, boss, no boss. They were like, you know, one of them. And the kid, the kid got nicked for the win. The kid's doing 24 years. He's only in two and a half years into a sentence and he only come back to Liverpool to fill his visits and he'd run the fucking two of them on him, James. I've never heard screams like they might fucking life, mate. I've seen all the parts are shut. There's only cleaners out. There's no water on the landing. They're putting the towel on. They're putting the clock on and that's sticking. They're putting it off. It's been bad, mate, bad. I've seen that. I've seen the lad have a fucking well, a finger up his ass first and then a knife because he dropped someone's gear and I goes in the part to see this kid over there. A bit of robbery out with someone on a different wing on the visits list and he went, you want to just give us a minute. He went, just watch that door there and this kid was a punter. He was a punter anyway. So there's two gearheads this little kid being on a visit said he hasn't got the drugs and they're going, you fucking have your little cunt. No, no, she couldn't pass me. She couldn't pass me. So the kid's hitting them but they're not, they're just little victims. They're hitting this kid and they're knocking him out. He's like, no, no, no. So I would just fucking choke him out with you. I would just choke him. It made me think he was once here but I just choked him out. I went, just choke him. So he's going this way. Choking him. And as he is, he's on the bed choking him. So pity that he's over the bed. The other lad's pulled his pants out of you and he's spitting on his ass at all. He's like, I'm not fucking fucking me or something. And he goes, with his finger like that. Up his ass. It's there. I can't get it. So I'm standing by the door going, what the fuck are you doing? Fuck him. He won't have a shit. The kid's asleep. So you only get the plastic spoons but the knives are a bit thicker. They've got the plastic knife handle. Up his ass. I'm like, all right, fuck this off. But I won't get, they got it. They fucking got it, mate. They got it and smoked the brains out. I see them in the morning. I see them, not the morning, the day after when. I was going, he went, what the fuck is that? I said, go and get him. He went, right from the text. That's my lovely cat. People's asses, mate. How many dates do you think you collected all in, Sean? I'm glad you brought that up. Dates I've collected in. Mate, I'm not. And there's a few I haven't got. And you know what it is? I don't know. Making me say, I wear me out in the sleeve. I won't take dates unless there's a cause or the legit and there's an invoice, a paper trail. And I've had grown people, older than me, my age, kind in the office to be lived off my builders or, you know, investments, investments is hard to do. Yeah, so everyone called their collectors bullies dates that... Mate, I've never bullied no one in my life. That didn't need fucking bullying. And it's like now, so I've got a big job now, right? This is live now. Matt, like, brought something a week. A girl gets raped. A fella gets eight years. Not just for rape, for aggravated rape. A jury of 12 found you guilty unanimously. So we got eight years and the judge changed it aggravated which is 10 times worse. You got in the house from these rapes. She's one of the first women and you can Google this to sue a rapist because she lost a job. So we got eight years in 2016. He's still on licence till 2024. She sued him in 2019. She won the court case. It was all in our national papers. You can just put rapist Cheshire. And she won the court case for £18,000 and that's fucked mate. She's gone. She came to the office and met me and I was like, oh girl, can't the fuck down? No, I'm sure. You know, I'm on occasion. I'm on day as he went to take one now. She took one and said, look, take one. Can't do that. She went, there's the story. She said, I've got a court order. £89,000. And she said to a chick, okay, not about £89,000. You need £89,000 for the fucking bar of soap. You need a fucking good watch. What's happening to you? Laugh them like. She went, I don't wear make-up on. Nice clothes though. Sometimes you win. In case people are attracted to me. It's all that fucking sad stuff, mate. There's a beard that doesn't want to really look after itself with make-up and clothes because she's scared. In case people are attracted. Because this fucking rapist rapist there, well, I've got the court order and I'm coming for them. He's changed his name. I only got the job. He signed to me. We'll be in now, June. May, mid-May. So I've had the job about three or four weeks and I'm looking, I'm fine. And I will look on the door. So one of the points is, is anyone going to call me bully then? A rapist. So why are you calling me bully when they're going clicking mum and dad's debts and I have a court order? I don't come and take your fucking car or your face or sign your house. I'm melting genuine people. So how does it work then in debt collecting? What's the deal? Do you take a 50%? No, no. So if you have a court order, right? So somebody owes me a hundred bags. Someone owes you a hundred cans. You have a judgement. That judgement lasts forever, mate. Is it a legal? That's the way it works. So you're old money, right? James English is old to under ground. You've tried to collect it. You can't get it. So listen to your say to them. Of course, you can't find them. You come to me. You assign the debt to my company. Yeah? I don't buy it. You don't buy debts. That's all bullshit. You assign the debt for Sean Smith Tentablasters to collect your debt. I, Sean Smith. you a percentage of what I collect for you so I'll say you know me five grand of front expenses for me that's the office to do the work find that where he is we're going to travel down see how he's doing see what he's up to video I'll send you footage areas he's going to work this is big going with the kids to school you've got this business that business I send you all out there so I go look that five grand you give me for expenses I've spent fucking say a pocket of the grand I spent four on paying the lads come sit at house I'll get them video mutting them I'll get all camera stuff I go look I've got them now so today I'm gonna land on them I'm gonna approach them for your money because I know he's got that other business because what a lot of people do so say your company's called Root and North Root and North SW roof and North West you can go bank clubs change it open another company you might say and call SW roof and North just leave the best out take fucking up me you've gone from you in a B to you in a fucking F it's your business how money you're driving how you might you can't office every day you go in there but your eggs on you're sitting in the back office getting all the way I do all that everything signed over everything so yes but women's under the the YouTube device and the Netflix and they called it UK scary stick like to which it's fucking embarrassing I still a good name to get people watching how does that then affect your life does because then people know who you are that's what's world wide so does that enhance it with a positivity or does it bring a lot of people try to test you then since that's being out and you can ask Amanda it was going back I get challenged it might look even now I think it's seven years old I think it's seven and you get people going there oh my god I felt you slept that land you don't take class and they go yeah yeah yeah oh enjoy that go all thanks mate you know all thanks glad you enjoyed it all you do and still doing the same shit and then you get people going use case there's barely look at my door as I like you I'll just go hey I go mate listen listen I ain't no gangster I ain't no hard case I just stand up for what I believe in I won't back down from any man and 57 years of age I train like fuck as bad every week I'm not a fucking idiot don't see me like one mate I know you go look and I go it shouldn't be in the UK scary stick like that should be in the UK's UK's mediator but TV people being TV people sound better doesn't it and he done it and it it done worldwide on vice and Netflix 102 million views and I think it's 32 million on YouTube well when I last look I've never watched it I've never I won't watch this I've never watched the vice on YouTube see the vice one when you were slapping the two kids yeah bodybuilders like that when I still get sent yeah it's still it's no joke I still get sent well listen to this how was that how was the kids and how was all that come about was that was that totally 100% legit was that oh yeah yeah listen listen so I've got two guys filling me in the gym and so only everyone knows who he is um oh the kid who has slapped yeah yeah so I've got them filming in the gym and it's a bit of a sad story so the one with the tattoo and it was a young lad stocky lad Dave he died him it was fucking dead sad mate so anyway did in the gym and I don't have steroids on the gym simple as that I'm not as you said um I have it was full of weights I have 12 bags now there's two rings and it's all fitness and cardio so look if someone wants to take juice go and take it in your fucking house mate and that's what you want to do go and do it I'm not asked don't fucking sell in the gym so uh I've said to this kid this the one with the tattoo I didn't know he's gonna be coming in the gym a month or two but Dave the little bodybuilder he was on juice he told me he was on juice and I said I was going in for shows we went to Southport to do a show and this fucking idiot he was with I'm glad you brought him up uh because that slapped on his life the way he got the tattoo he's gone he's got a normal job now so I believe um and I said to the film crew I got told he was selling gear in the gym look I'm not gonna be like oh I'm not out I went he's selling juice in the gym and he's not keeping me fucking not only is he taking the piss selling it he's not even offering me a fucking thing out of it so I'm fuming so I've said to the camera crew look just just right by the desk so when you come into my gym there's a desk and my office used to be in the gym there's a desk so that's all I said I just need to bother this kid just and I'm like that with that my thing you ever been and then he's coming in with look just so I said to the man they tell him I'm telling him I want to see him in the office if I go down the office boomf is fucking vice or whoever's used to filming behind me desk like that or either way I said look forget you see me saying look forget about this because I'm nails I can't say hang on just want to go I'll start again I'm I'm I've got a bit of it I had a bit of a temper on and I can control me so I'm really good I'm really good but I thought you fucking cheeky bastard selling fucking gear in the gym one you know I don't have it if you want to take it take it you want to take it in your house and you can't do it don't fucking sell it here so anyway when and you see me say look fucking forget about them you sell gear in the gym so slap them and so like you owe me a grand and you owe me a grand sell fucking gear in my gym and then the other muppet that was with me he tried to give me a few dicks have you watched it he's eating them but no I did generally slap him I did um and then when they've gone I'll give him a proper dig then because I generally said no they would say I'd generally hand on ass and that's on me now it's fucking cost I didn't know he was there anyway he's fucked off I said you owe me a grand so Dave who worked in the gym I said I'm shocked at you I said you're a fucking boss kid you I never took nothing off him I made the other kid pay the grand and then Dave he's out of the the concert and he's had a bitter drink and he's arguing with his beard and you know when you have that little rain stop over your door he's climbed on that to shout his beard she's up in the window and he's let me know he's not coming in I've been back to you the ticket the fucking poor kids felt only only like 11 foot bound said dead dead mate and you know when he was dead he bastard's putting things on the side Sean killed him Sean took him out of the window come on mate fucks sake it was fucking sad mate it was fucking it was so um Jokes Scotland the face I knew a couple of jokes but never really sat down and met them and I get to phone call one day uh must be probably two years now off the sky he said hello I love me my name's I can't do a fucking joke accent my name's Jay Paul I went yeah anyway look I've had a bit of duggies using thinking and I wonder if you could help me I went what way mate he said no sir he went no no I went to no sell gear I'm not getting gear up to Scotland I thought it was a joke you know he said no mate I'd love to come down and see you and uh I believe you're out for a few people out and uh mate I come and work and you see I'm staying you're jaming and he's had to get me on the state now I went um I said look mate leave me back don't put the phone down he left me back so leave me back tomorrow put him off again and he'd hand me back the next day he said no I'm being genuine I went but I'll tell you what mate are you genuine you want to come down yeah I went all right I'll give you the chance if you've fought before no woman have you seen if yeah I've always trained I went don't we come on here to fight if you want to come in and show you that I've got a room another one off here look after me Jim that's it all right uh we have to mate just fucking Jay Paul turns up the Scottish Dundee that far from here pulls up a little bag I amazed him I'm Jay oh yeah mate that kid stayed with me when he first come for probably two months maybe three months probably two months he just changed like that mate saying and every day waking up to the night saying and showing I'm doing this I'm doing that and then he fell off the wagon a bit he had problems with his kid and then he went back home then he come back he fought for me he had a fight for me bare knuckle which was his ah fight for his first fight his face was ripped the fuck never give him mate fucking out of my life I don't know whether you jokes have gone at all this kid that's gotta believe me and then he fought again his lip got split as I got split and well I probably two and a half years down the line now and I get a big grill on my feet because he's doing well he's got a good job he speaks to me all the time I give him me dog he's got me dog I was up here a few weeks ago in Dundee and the great lad my great lad and then from him I met another big lad big John Ramsey big heavyweight he's poor for us he's he knows you from up here could I have told him I was coming here today oh well can we come down and get on the pug and well no I'm just sitting with James and I've been well we'll go out I went well he's all fighting fucking three weeks so Jay isn't but big John is he's in Dundee he's very well known John but talking about fighters I asked a fighter cuz I asked a fighter cuz I mentioned this because it was a bit of a felt for me so one of my fighters were really close to everyone I know where there is because big Johnny looks after him up here a few weeks ago so I've got this fight he said I could say name but I don't want to say his name he's one of the best in the country he's two times as a champion he's got a pain belt as well and he's been around me for about fucking over 10 years when he's had problems drugs diabetes up his down as pregabalans anything anything and he's always been bad and you know I'm in Wales once and he lived in York so everyone on over years and he said I could say and I fucking nearly ate me this this only happened to a few maybe three months I had to cancel the show because of this guy so we have another guy living in the gym another joke I'm getting all your fucking all your people coming down to me mate so after this I'll probably get more but Dave why isn't getting on to this guy Dave lives up here in Scotland and he was an alcoholic's wife died dead sad story mate that fucking sad he's been coming to the show for years alcoholics being we have twice near died twice I said look you're last chance man Amanda's friend who comes over the show stays over there man you're last chance he's been with me since this February but now in June I took one drop of it so he's Tuesday Thursday saturday morning with me in the gym we do jobs together great guy so well done Dave great fella so he's in the gym my best mate one of my top fighters not the top fighter he's on morning he's taking drugs and he's like oh I can't believe it he's on it again he's fighting in five weeks it's why cancel the show so he's bearing the old look he's not can't breathe he's breathing funny I say what you mean so man he goes get my ambulance because Amanda lives there in the house I live here in the house I don't live in the house I live like next to the house so Amanda brings me I like to live in the garage which is like separated from the house glad I'm in my own room and everything I live in again this out fuck my head is I live in my garage couldn't be garages face me out so I can watch anyone if they go my house and I've got no troubles now James but yeah I'm just stuck in that way protection fire extinguishers putting things down the house old pipes having me dog having me fucking gum shield making sure that it's slow on it'll take me four seconds to get out and get over the wall and it's fucking stupid maybe it's been fucked up for years I'm all right now but look listen the way to a successful marriage guys is separate bedrooms believe me a bed is for sleeping like an ass baby for exit not empty a bed for sleeping come on have sex with me else I like sleeping I can't sleep it's not fair no man there I have four hours tops I've got to get up in a boat and anyway let me get back to this guy I was getting a bit thinking that I want to speak to him so he's off with that he's barely prepared and I've seen a bit of shit and I've seen someone die in front of me mate I've seen someone killed in front of me and I've seen a fucking dead person I used to help a friend out in the morgue I've seen dead people bodies don't bother me but to see someone actually get killed in front of you and there that last breath get drawn and see their eyes go it's not fucking nice mate and I've seen someone who's just been killed but they I can't so anyway she didn't be bad my beard rings me and I go pop your little window so he's fucked he's off with that again so it's about 10 past seven in the morning and his girlfriend's gotta go to work and he's my best mate I look up to this guy he's wanted to talk to his fellas over and on he can fight like like fuck he looks amazing and he's that shit like I've had shit and I shouldn't let him go away I love him you know you have that man love I just love the kid he's a fucking posh lad anyway at events I bring the policemen don't fucking bring the police but we've got a bit of beef in them all a couple of tablets or loads of diocese or don't fucking bring the police so it goes and gets stave from the gym and there's a funny part of this I went he's off with that again come with me now so I picked him up goes to flat goes in James and he's lying so I went I'll fucking wake the cunt up so I took a vitamin b12 jab yep vitamin b12 jabs I've stopped in the garage which is by his big big big big pure audience vitamin b12 jab I meant I'll crush his balls I'll wake the cunt up I said don't get the police so it goes on the season I went fuck come on let's let's let's call him Billy I crushed his balls I went no I can't I can't stick my fingers up my mate's hands I fucked that off I can't fucking and Dave was going no I went fucking no I can't I can't so I cracked his balls I'm picking them up off the bed come on wake up so anyway I said you've been in your ammonds so I've rang the ammonds I said look it was like I didn't shake him so I said what he's had he doesn't have no drugs as in you know a coconut full bottle of liquid morphine a 500 ml I have a bottle some pregabbulance some diocese I couldn't do it wouldn't make him get on the phone to the ammonds I said look I've been trying for feeling like it's probably three or four minutes two minutes I can't make him but you put the phone to him you can't talk mate do you know what he's just one of those breathing so start CPR now can you do CPR I went yeah I said no he went start it now there he went put that back right now is that right next to his lips so you start it now what's your name Sean Sean you need to start it and I'm working on him mate I'm working on him and you're in that fuck you're just a fucking off the kid and I'm working on him and everything's else is gone you don't care what's going on get the fuck I'm shouting to his bed and Dave do the job kid get out of the fucking ammonds I'm working on him so Dave's lying across the bed I'm leaving over and working on him so I'm sweating on him I'm sweating all over him and he just goes like like Greg like your life just drained out of him and I'm sweating go no mate no come on and the saying on the phone Sean you need to take a break now I said never man a break I'll do it 24 hours a fucking day I've been made to love him and she went you need to swap over said no one's swapping over so it goes to this Dave give me that don't swipe me bro he's lying on the bed and I've had a towel on him and a cold compress on him time to cool him down and I'm going give me that and he goes he grabs me and he goes oh is he going I'm like what the fuck have you got I've got what I've got what happened to me and I'm like say pat me down swipe me bro he see him going grey he saw us I fucked him all the time he was dying and I'm going he's not going to see us I can't fucking hold your hand anyway come wipe me bro so I'm still making on him that bit of funny part is so anyway I'll make diamonds come so they have diamonds in that like little special caramond don't eat it come in like what time I said look he's a bit of a fighter and all like that what's he had and I've got his beard to get all the medicines and he goes okay but listen you've done well I said look that man we don't I want him well mate I want him well see about like can you all leave the room and then monitor the atmosphere it goes oh I know you because it's only one it's hard to put around oh yeah I've got this you've been no I've seen on the setting I don't know if you've been oh yeah yeah yeah who's here when he's one of our fighters oh fuck is that you then what you're going to be like when he wakes up around well what would you be like man if you walk up before fucking fellas and women stand around you he went well Sean in it stay here it's always bear goes out and tape goes out and I'm standing here like me best one of my best mates and they give him that they tell him I don't know like that so he goes mate it's like the exodus you know I'm go I'm shouting I'm come on I've been shouting I'm screaming they give us any wake up in a minute he's won't not won't come he's like come and then just just flat lines just flat lines right step aside and then he started him so he fucking died in me so I'm like oh come on so anyway they went looking at the blue light and so anyway we're outside they've got him in they went look we just we're working on them we've got a pump in the stomach nobody's had me don't know what he's had we give all the stuff to the docks and they're going through what he's having because you can't just give something they've got to know what stuff he's had I'm sorry I'm sorry you're gonna be all right but look he's lucky to be here but yeah so the atmosphere he said he knew me well knew me face comes out he goes just want to shake your hand there Sean so did you enjoy him he went no you just saved you mate's life I went fuck off he went you're half he said I'm like fuck off saving my life you know you're half he said it's only for you he wouldn't be here and you know something it's yeah why does he get you so emotional mate can I be in there yeah I can't shut up I've been there that could have been me on the better could have been me when I tried to shoot myself could have been me when I slipped my wrist I hit you and I thought that's what my beard's been like what I've that's what I've been like to get me James the realisation yeah it hit me 10 minutes and then all that just brought everything back you know yeah I saved his life you don't know about look he's done well he's here I'm not asked people go oh Sean you're done great you're done great yeah well you do me that man must people do it every fucking every week they're the heroes I'm not they're the heroes me they keep us going they fucking train us to do it so anyone out there go blame fucking first aid because you never know when you need it I never thought I'd need it to do that on my best mate who's fit as fuck who can fight like fire pulling me against anyone the best in the country may not really is one of the best and I was like no this thing's in you have the audience and it's going to be all right he was in for 10 to give it two or three days sorry about that anyway um it brought everything back to me like yeah he was on the men but it James he just fucking knocked me back and I thought wow what the fuck happened there yesterday poor Dave was like oh I can't get over him I was going shut up yeah you know and it was like little things David again a bit yucked and it was about before the day we had to cancel the show and we were all busy then we cancelled the show we got another date and then I'm just sitting in my room all night and I just I just fucking broke down mate and I went what what's fucking happened not because I said we made and then I didn't want him in warrants and sober angry Johnny from Dundee Dundee uh I said Johnny you have to come and get him Johnny's fucking Johnny's fuck him up to Dundee he looked after him he's a fucking big fit for that he he jumped brilliant Jay Paul was running down Jay was out everyone got round and so everyone's running around they're all fixing them I'm sitting in my little room because I'm always down we go home and I go in my room at eight o'clock or whatever and I'm sitting there and everything just fucking hit me in the door that could have been me so so the way I felt a bit upset and a bit no alone on my own at all I was my bed where I felt all in me I would meet kids feel going to school or you don't kill themselves for you people don't say that to me yeah it's a sad thing is with the mindset it's hard to say but the bottom line is when you take your own life it doesn't take away your pain it passes it on exactly mate exactly your pain's gone because it's gone to all your fucking family your kids are going to grow up with that you bet look you better can move on mate whether you're better grieve for five years ten years you better meet a loved one and meet someone because we're human we're not fucking robots you'll meet someone in five ten years whatever and you might get that bit of love you're fucking kids won't mate what happened to the kid who was stabbing himself in the very documentary doing all right it's doing good he got a bit of jail cuts only enough for that to like that doing good brilliant boxer and I said on max I've still got a belt in my office actually and he's working back with his brother he's off to drugs he's training I know he's doing all right good on him what's the biggest debt you've ever collected the one I got my brother out of in Portugal because look I have my house I have a little caravan and I've been in Portugal for a few years that was four four four to five I think it was four and twenty five and they've got it was four and twenty five I got I think once I got one I got one eighty I got just on the two hundred grand back and I never took the money off the guy I took ten grand off of my front and he was getting on a bit and he went sure I can't do over me like sixty or grand plus me ten grand off front and I've got a lovely fella it's way up in the mountains in Portugal people know where it is he said sure I need this money there's only a minute's bit a fucking dead nice I went what are you going to do with the villa he went I'll give you my ass what's up with it I went go on take my nice snuff at the villa's yours if he snuffs it I have this here she snuffs it I buy this here seeing the vice documentary on that what was the the story did you get petrol that put over you I kidnapped and yes what was that story Sean I'm glad you brought that up actually so we had a load of trouble and I've gone and coughed for some kids and done them I haven't done him I've done his brother told the the kid being shot in the leg it's not the right kid it's the brother you're getting at you you're getting at you so I'm working all the time I've gone to check on the door comes out but all men if you see a damn little distress or a big crying any decent man I go you know like yeah what's up you know like so I never used to park my dad by my door by any venues where I went never always had them up the street or I'd have a van or anyway I'm in there I had a red Ford tranny van there and could have just moved one of my houses so we're not parked here these people that must have been watching me and see me fucking I made it to the red tranny van there's not fucking many of them and I have two or three in the morning it's the round town anyway parked it down this the street and in the street there's a door we put goes in a couple of feet so I've got a wall past that there's this big crying no no I'm all right I'm you all right girl and that was open they make up with just I don't know just look she looks like she's been crying but but she's got a figure I don't fucking know she looks a mess man yeah what's up here no he's coming he's coming no one's coming what's up here you're all right yeah I just obtained and woke up in the container just a steel container and it's weak because when the owner told his story years ago I'm in little stories now a few people say oh we've got thrown in the container no you fucking didn't I would probably the first one to say it now I've heard those little stories people saying to get put in containers no you probably didn't this is a true story and that's on me fucking nan's cross anyway wakes up in this container being this over the edge I've got a bit of gas put on me that like gas and I could just say and the ram in this container and it was a Volvo square 240 on a wide wrench I think it was a wide wrench it was a Volvo and sad I can hear it makes insane so what the fuck is going on here you're fucking dead and the shooting at the container must have been a shot he could be when they're coming through just seeing little holes so whoa what the fuck so one container door opens out one stays and one opens out so don't you fuck containers don't like to fucking tell me it's black it's fucking now three o'clock or quality the morning you're fucking dead you come but they weren't shooting me they could have shot me anyway quick they're hitting up want to go out and want to drink a shake I don't know whether they were able to drink because I'm just staying the noise whoa whoa what the fuck you're fucking dead you prick you're fucking dead the next minute they've opened it I'm going large come on what the what the who is it what do you know who it is you you twat we told we told you would have you poor pettit and litty well in a container if anyone knows like a container goes on fire it fucking doesn't make the line it's that solid fucking whatever words like no so much you can put on it and just bear that easy it was sort of like oh god whatever the flood people who make containers will know i'm not lying it's that way that'll just like simmer a bit and go black but it's fucking full of smoke so they've lit this bit of a fire bit of pencil man you twat so I'm I'm coughing I'm like so just get on the floor I'm running in that corner as soon as the door goes I'm running in that corner just shooting back I'm just there and watch your old you're just a nicking I'm like if that's the corner to get them back to be a fucking dead the fire I think they fired in a twice it might have been once and I've a two shots I don't know I couldn't give all the exact details and I thought I'm gonna fucking die you you're dead lad you're going you're going you are gone you you the fuck you think you are in that time blah blah blah this that that so they put the better than being here and it's like simmering and it don't even want the time to put it out because they don't want to go near the door so I thought fuck this over lay on the floor and there's a fucking big rank home and a big shotgun off and I see myself I never see myself I pissed myself I literally pissed myself on the floor so oh this is it I'm going I'm going I can't get out that door they're going to open up and I'm go you know with the fucking heads up a bit you're gone now I thought I'm going I'm going I thought no I'm a pissed and then I thought you know what's what's he say to me a revelation or what's that word he say and I went I ain't fucking going like this on the floor I've I'm dying I've got a fucking dice cream so as gets by the container door the one that's jammed on that look when I can pop down there so it felt like he just gave me some fat and I don't know it went to quiet and I mean quiet means quiet quiet couldn't hear nothing didn't hear no cars pulling off fuckers and no one going we'll be back so I'm standing here pissed black I can hear the door does it the door hey what's going on here whoa whoa fellas feels nothing to do with it my ears are now I think it was a wide wedge of Volvo and a sab there was two cars wait wait wait wait phone phone phone I've got them phone got my keys my fucking lip is out in my nose out in my eye I've had a kicking I've had a kicking I've had shots gone in I'm fucking full of piss phone phone phone but I only know my office number cos I I don't know my bed's number you probably don't everyone just goes mobile we are robots mobile you see your bit of name you ring you don't remember the number do you but ain't fucking jail you do don't you when they give you the numbers in jail if you haven't got a mobile you go on that jail phone and you remember every fuck is not what you want to speak to but I only ever rang me bears I only ever rang a man that I anyway I'm in the spell whoa what's going on here what you what you what I'll ring police I went fucking in the police give me your phone give me your phone you give me this phone rang the office the office is like bear to me mate I've rang me mate at the time well then I was up I went where I where I went well can't I'm he fucking out really you you should be well where am I and he's not what happened maybe where the fuck am I post holds where am I it's not really what happened just tell me where he am he's talking about come and get me now he's doing there mate you gotta bear this I'm like come fucking get me now and he's turned up and see me and after I done this kid the brother said to me I'll get you I said lad lad look listen it's been you you was cotton for me I was cotton for you your brother's ended up cotton for you in the leg I said look it is what it did mate I said look I can't see him sorry it happens fuck yeah it's gone he went all right all right keep it like that see you soon so six seven months ago I think oh my god this is gone or whatever fucking never mate come and cough for me so he gave me six months I give him there two years and I went and coughed for him I did he was having trouble with someone so I went and coughed for him so what about Seara have you ever have you ever been have you ever collected debt for any celebrities or has any celebrities ever got you to collect debts how does it work I'll tell you that when we're at games celebrities let me tell you about celebrities two one I can't name for legal reasons what it would all be able to do oh well I can't name one's a male one's a female the male is being an animal celebrity get me out of here very well known really well known I have some ills with a big problem back in to 216 216 so he was it's someone's getting terrorized yeah I don't know I don't know this guy a friend of mine a Manchester knows him she won't get help him out what is it you're having problem with this firm I know the firm so we're hanging them up not giving them to big bollocks I went last can I use on him yeah the son knows his money his son is a fucking raven coke head the other son is famous one's famous for doing something one's famous for snow and fucking cocaine anyway I think this guy what is it he went he asked for me this guy asked for me can you solve the simple and all them what's going on oh my son's going into a bit of bother he's bothered a bit of money send us the paper back over let me have a look not I'm sending the paper back this firm had been down to his eyes down to his house and flying to his wife the way an ass over the place that's why he's having me so he sits down with these lads and we fell out years ago but now we talk I was like oh shonk I said come on mate have a deal so do you want an 85 grand off him so I got it down to 35 and the deal was I sent this guy whatever I save you you pay me half shonk that's great that's gotta go this is all happening two days before boxing day so I met them on boxing day between the boxing day in New York you see if I'm meeting them I'm having deals I'm good enough he went fucking I'll have the deal the door had the empty on the ground back this was compound incest so the other deal this guy paid from the 35 grand and the last time he showed you on fire could that I'm like nah nah nah he's paying me don't worry about it he's paying me to the fuck mate that was 2016 so it goes to him everyone knows him the fucking nation the nation lover mate so it goes it goes come on mate it's been two or three months now I want you to go to Dubai I want you to go to France me I went look I know that they're so well in good book what about this money well my son's gonna pay that I went well hang on come on no my son will pay it so he said my son's had off me four million pounds in the last three years on investments I'm pissed it up in control but he's doing all right now surely pay her I think it's just so what does he give me 17 on the fucking grid mate when you taking a piss so well drone drove down to where he lives in this beautiful sunny place meets the sun you know his money yeah I know I haven't got it you're earning money off that that buy you got there look look I need my money it's been three months now your fucking poor man was terrified he was on the phone to me your dad's a fucking big celebrity come on what the fuck's going on mate he gave me another two grand so we had 3,700 quid out of 25 we're now up to 224 and the bill is 38,000 something and I knew I was coming on here today James because last week I sent them an email saying I'm going on a podcast people want to know who it is I'd rather not give you an aim and I'd love to give you an aim on this podcast and say he is a great fella and his son had problems and he paid me what was old but I can't even say that in the email I just put I would I'm getting presents I've got a new book coming out I've got my show on the 24th this month when that coming out can you show me the emails as well can you show me that stuff I've got the emails here okay I'll show you the payment now you people will ask me now just say it's a hundred percent I will show you all the emails you'll see the emails and the last letter is sent them saying Mr blah blah and your son I done you a service in 216 you agreed to pay me X amount of money you only give me that you've already put a cease and desist the cease and desist on me to sue me but now I've had enough of me you're a multi-fucking millionaire and 38 grand to you is nothing he probably goes out on a Sunday dinner takes all his family out and as he stay up in the night that'll probably cost him 15 grand he owes me 38 and he's got it and he basically fuck off he's done that job if like I'm just a little nobody if I'm a little scary from a Liverpool well I'm not a fucking a little devil I want me fucking money and I know it's been since 216 but I want me money are you going to expose them in your book yes does he know this yes what I'm saying right now said is I couldn't say I will expose you because that's blackmail so what do you how do you go about that show me through crossing the line of you getting out crossing the line is how you do it so I've basically said to him this Monday gone it's now saturday so Monday gone sent an email from the office I have a little welcome for me saying hi mr blah blah our client Sean Smith is on a podcast on saturday whatever it is and he's also got a new boot coming out next year he's getting fleshed off his age and to name you and your son uh Sean doesn't want to name anyone you know you had a bill outstanding up to this date of 30 000 pounds Sean would like to go on this podcast and mention you and your son in a good way and say he's that fell out and he's honoured all your debt he's honoured you you're honoured your words you paid and he's a good stand-up people that's not for the money I've said that much you owe me I said I'd like to come on and mention them so I thought I'd get an email before today didn't ever so now fuck them so the reason why I'm doing this this'll get out I hope you can hear this bit let one of the papers come to me I'll show you the emails when you go so you can say it is true let one of the dealers come to me and buy off me I'll get money that way fucking I'm gonna want to sue me sue me what's the worst thing about being a debt collector get away with the bully look everyone has just seen that oh you're the deck that's going on people's houses I don't take your car mate I don't take your couch in your fridge and I don't I'm doing to anyone's it I'm trying to I won't take nothing if it's weird to weird I've gotta have a paper thread who was the guy in the documentary there's something no money but get his fucking ass ripped right open and there was photos of him just to say look if you don't pay we're giving you these photos what was that if ever gets thrown over the table he gets raped do you take photos of him this guy could have a go this guy could have a fight this guy and do that to you if he was open money these guys have gone on the debt at being in the area he hasn't paid they've done him in they've thrown him over the table the flora or butter put it on him put it on his own fingers done him took pictures you got the money three days later but it's the other polar eyes that you take six months after all the pork comes on himself so yeah they got the money and yeah people laughed about after yeah he paid he paid but years ago it was a polar eyes I know you can have a film and I say they give them one and said they had another one and he paid he was supposed to give that pity back and he never so the sad thing about it plans for the future son look you've lived a mad fucking life but you're looking better you're actually looking better than you were in the documentary about seven eight years ago whenever it was like you're looking good is that because I'm paying for your fucking dinner a floor so believe me possibly but what's the plan for the future where do you go I'm on one more okay celeb celeb people say a wolf in sheep's clothing this one who's appeared she is of I can't the wicked witch in the west uh Dracula's eldest daughter I don't know about in sheep's clothing this fucking woman is very well known celeb I won't I won't even say where from because everyone will know where she's on this she's on TV and you know what yes she's a bit of it's gotta be taken care of like yes yes because I'm gonna fuck this cunt up as well because here fella come to see me this is how people see the scale is being dead nice here fella come to see me he just had a baby to her and she had kids with another fella and she didn't want the ex-husband coming round and taking the kids away from the new baby she's just like so she offered me 10 grand to play his legs so here fella's meeting me and I went no mate come on for fuck's sake she's a fucking celeb she's famous everyone knows him I know yeah but he's coming out and picking the kids up and kicking off it's upsetting the kids and we've got this new baby on the old be quiet hang on do you want to do it or does she want to do it she wants to do it I went well I need to hear it off here yeah I'm pushing her come to speak to you she can't you know she's a celeb and all that way well I'm not fucking doing that so because I said okay what if I do the job and get him done in break his legs give him a bit of an iron I'll get that done all day no I want you to do it I know you'll do it either way mate 10 grand's not enough for me I wouldn't do no one if you're 10 grand them days ago and well this is a 57 now so this was I don't know 50 53 or so 54 54 I went 10 grand five grand up front five grand minutes old I've got the kids on ready to go but I need to hear it off here because what if he gets done in then you and a pissed up you tell her you got it done she gets you nicked and gets me nicked so I need to hear it off here but you won't speak I went I'll bring it on your phone so when I met in a well known place in where I live I said there's your phones put our phones over there I knew the manager in this place I said make sure I'm on my video I'll have kept a little phone on me here because wanted to set me up the scales quite fucking famous well she is famous isn't she it's famous I got you fucking bitch I told her it's a job and these kids will do it so I would get it get on the phone he went I'll get it on this one I bought a banner whatever you call it my fucking finger so he's saying I'm going I get otherwise I yeah you're alright I went yeah do you want this job doing she went yeah he's coming Wednesday I said okay so Monday morning you give me five grand Wednesday the girl is kicking give her a couple of weeks after that and you give me the other five I'll pay the kids for the job yeah she went oh that's great I went but who am I speaking to she enters me went but lose me I said look girl I'm not being funny your fella sitting next to me you could be the fucking girl just seen going in the toilet over there could be anyone I was she went oh showing you know it's a bit I went you're proud of her now it's huge man you know it's me because I was in I went yeah all right all right girl all right she went no one else it's me I'm telling anyone all right girl all right all right now I'm not speaking on it we're speaking on speaker because he's put them with the tubers and over the chair like that and I've got my little phone here and I recorded it he died and I see that twat on telly there every other day mate playing the victim and it fucking grigs me mate it proper grigs me I think you know what people don't know you you're crying it fucking boils me blood you're crying you're this you're that you felt it hard a couple of years ago you've moved on you got you fucking horrible you wanted your ex fellow doing breaking his legs and look here playing the victim I hate funny people mate I just ate her so I thought you know what fuck yeah I want people to know the truth about you it's not glassing you know fucking funny and people look up to her kids look up to her my daughter knows you this girl is and I've gone no baby and she don't got it she don't got it I don't want other kids thinking oh we see this I want them to see the real fucking son where are the that's the woman's the woman's scorn I've heard the woman's scorn you bake her and often you know that's you put that's that's getting you fucking done it mate so we can't see his kids I said what what if it doesn't work just do it again so people used to pay you as well to weigh people in wasn't just a case of collecting dates listen listen what's the worst thing anybody's ever says people to do I'll try to get you to people will say loads of people pay people to give someone a smack or someone a crack I had a business fellow coming me off as one day mate gospel truth you had a big fucking IT company meaning the after that makes me sit in the office my office is mandolin I'm sitting in the office this fella is high expectation ten nice ten nice about 54 there's a funny side of this about 54 yeah need to come and see him I'm having a couple of problems or money it's all documented yeah he needs documented so we come and see him in a suit a big case IT fella loaded yeah sure what it is he said here the wife I said okay you went here I've got a load of carpet fitted in my house and said what's your company has she knows the story what's your company called so I went look I don't know the fuck you are mate so while I'm speaking to you him over there's well it's actually gonna be out of your hand so my mate in the office it's here man yeah it's him yeah yeah where'd you live is your house check the house his house is like 690 grand he's got that that's okay what is it well what happens shown he said here I'm having a refurb on the house and we're having carpet all upstairs all stairs land with all the rooms by the wet room fuck where he lives is nice he said in the air my wife started up in the carpet fell back in there every other week saying there's something up with the carpet needs to fix what do you mean I said come on mate when your carpet's fitted it's fitted you might it can't be sure some cause he went she just said he was all the problems I found out sure she's having sexual intercourse with this guy and I went he's nobbing your beard he went booking shaft in the shore shaft in it that's what I'm like all right so who's the guy he said well I don't know but I've got his van and it's only got his number on it do you know where he lives now he said look I'm really trying to save me marriage she'll want me gone I don't want to go our kids just I've only just gone to uni and I don't want it to be kids you know mum and dad splitting up and all I don't care what it costs at the angle mate it's not about money I need to know where you want to go with this look if you want to get if you want to get him moaned off then you can get it get him moaned off it's not a problem I can send the message no I want him thumping so we just don't know my guy not like I'm on a set I went so you just you want him I went give me don't know mate give me the guy's name leave a grand send me a grand over let me do me little investigations and I'll get back to you you want me to handle you I said no I said come and see me in a week so say you come on and choose James she's coming to follow me Tuesday I found out his fella this I've gone up to see his business bump he's a screw they're shagging his wife from this league I only know his face I don't know his name at all that's fucking mr blah blah that's fucking hell it is and he's shagging his fella his wife so I'm like fucking this sketch so anyway he's coming back and he's like he's just changed it's demeanour right sure I've had enough and a I beat it I said look just no so I went just look let me tell you what I know the fellas banged sure I don't the fellas meeting your bed they never go out it's always in the house and he's always fixing the carper he was there sure you know through the week no three hours I said well just think what he's been doing to your bed mate he went that's it he went want it gone I said look I don't know what I know he is he's a screw he what he was a screw he's not now I think it's just a strong weird and just give him a stangle so he goes paper in the face and that'll do him and I'll fuck him off no she loves him she thought me she loves him and we're getting divorced and she wants to have the house and having me business I want it gone I said mate I'm not through your bed I don't know he went no I want it gone Sean so I was angry mate I'm going I'm going I know I've done it before stand up what's your I went fucking stand up have you got a fucking be gone I'll say it to me I went where are you getting this gone from he went you can do it I want to throw in she's laughing I want to throw in the back of the booze I don't care what you do to it if you want it if you want to do whatever you want to it Sean while he's being to him I'm buried a bastard I said listen mate if you've been watching fucking casino all that gangsta you know where they buried what's that one where they buried him in the end casino casino I said mate you're eating too many booze I'm not too much to where you went I want it gone and he's banging on my table I don't care I'm not asked over the house to buy a house and my kids gonna fuck my kids I'm not asked about me money for my business well I am but I've I've still got a couple of million don't you see you'll fuck my kids heads up I said Sean you can do it I went no I can't do it mate I won't do it what do you know when he won he'll take the job on I went no mate you're not going to get no one to go and get your beard and begs the end he went I want to hear fucking dead dead lying face down in the day to it mate look you need to fucking go mate you ever surprised at how far people would go you think some fucking frail old man just willing to be around these misses not really like he's probably watching good fellas too much he did booze watch gump filled with the gangsta movies probably seen a documentary about me coming see me and that was what I've said to him I love him I love him I don't want to be with you but he did look you know what he looked like next be off rising damp and I thought you know what mate I don't know what your wife looks like but if I was a woman I wouldn't fucking go I'm saying that to myself for catching probably understand do you know what I mean I've had that I had another fella just quickly yeah because I know we're going I had another guy ringing up I know I had a guy an airline pilot uh Indian guy airline pilot being the top load of money you find out where they live he said you know when you go fucking the ass I still I'll take you never man's yeah when I mess with the airport so pilot pilot fella in the I've got loads of Indian friends Muslim friends so he went you come meet me cause he had a he had a you know when you swap your flight it's a you're landing you go fly somewhere else forget what they call forget the come here I'm sick so he went sure I've got like a two hour window coming maybe so when I met him at the airport I'm sitting there with this airline pilot he said sure I want you to fuck him up the ass I went mate if I can fuck him if I can get your money with no sure I want you to fuck him up the taxi I went what and he's he's a look I know it's just normal but he was totally surprised he's got 500 people you've got to go and look after I went I'm on let me let me I I pay you fuck the money I want to fuck right up the ass right up the taxi because he will be banished I will tell everyone he's being fucked up the taxi and no one want to bother him I went mate you got the wrong fella but I know you'll do it for money I went you know what mate you can't put a price on everything he's talking to the wrong person but can you get me someone so what I'm thinking now James I've met you do you want a zombie fuck it use it obviously you bet some characters and had some requests over the years where do you go forward for the future shawney boy now I want to be important in two years and to say we've got a show on the square before it's got to be coming out I'll see what comes back of that them two celebrities and my daughter goes into high school this year I want to get it over before she gets to the airport you'll I'll be in a villa we've got a business my friend's got a business over there the cleaning business what I'm having to announce do well and I'll do a bit of scotty work over there personal scotty what do you think looking back in your life I don't get me I wouldn't I wouldn't I wouldn't change anything I wouldn't like to change all the trouble yeah I could wear my shit mate wear my shit but ma I stood up for what I believed it I've had loads of fights in time I've stated this with people all the doorfames and I don't think there's any dorm in here that'll give me a bad name never been a bully and I've had I've had an interest in life but I'm fucking it up since I've come off my medication and it took me 18 seconds people say that you come off your meds but you can't mate you can't and it's like a ten year old's story we haven't got time um get off your medication and it's not about eating a gym go for a walk go and have a swim buy a dog go and speak to a friend let it out look at me I've never thought I'd get a bit choked or um I'd tell people it's not to be embarrassed about look it's like some Fiori's yapping all day the week melting out be a wee self go up here watch us a tablet it's like that cake in there you take the tablet the pulse is over for a few hours you'll have a sleep you wake up your problem's still there get this in the tablet be a bit more focused how important is training and exercise for mental health I've got it saying every day mate I've but look some people can't say go for a walk every day go on a bike now I have got to get up every day and saying every morning then Tuesday night 30 nights Saturday morning I have a class Sunday I have a four I'll do a class Sunday and I've sat the off I've got mental don't I've got a thing otherwise you can put up with me for anybody watching Sean it's in the struggle there now with mental health you've clearly spoke about for many years now you seem to have come through the other end of it you're looking a fucking brilliant by the way but anybody that's in that struggle there now that fucking deep struggle they don't think there's an out thinking about taking their own life you've been there what advice would you have for them just believe in yourself get off the medication try and get off the medication and believe in yourself there's always people around you like people say they're on their own it's like people being suicidal all you do and there's passing all that grief onto someone else go and have a go on have a good long conversation with yourself in the mirror honest it sounds stupid go and get it here put a minute here look at yourself and speak to yourself and think what are you doing so really want to look at me but you don't shave and you're dead here you're having a net you're having slept you're having trains you're having swamps you're having walked the dog you're having played with the kids just be honest with yourself and if you can't tell one of your mates because someone will help you that happened to me I only found out we're here if I wouldn't have had a mate that wouldn't be here and that's the gospel truth how important is it to have a good woman it doesn't leave your sight when you're fucking an absolute loose cannon i don't want to let go on any fucking paper look they say behind every man is a good woman and i'm not gonna sit down and tell people my problems or where i'm high when i'm low she knows i can be watching something on tv i'll get upset she goes baby just go in your room silly things get me upset and she knows me so it's not good being on your own suffering silence it's always something that might be sad matters shawty boy listening for coming on and telling your story i've finally enjoyed that pleasure mate it's just stuff for players would you like to finish up on anything i'll give that guy a one mate i'm laughing as if i put one up but give me a cheers guys cheers