 I'm thinking, you know, that was a good healing movie. I'm going to be a little bit of a movie with Jennifer Aniston and Paul Rudd, the object of my affection, where they just got all these relationships spin and brings in the gay thing and brings in all kinds of Alan Alden, all those in it. But it all comes through into a sense of healing. There's more of a sense of non-judgment and acceptance. That sense of it all comes through. That's what makes it a nice holiday movie. It's got that vibration of exposing all the private thoughts and just brings it all together, like many facets of a diamond and then somehow the shine just comes through with all the little twists and turns. I think that happened with Jennifer Aniston. She was going to have a baby with this one man and then she fell in love with Paul Rudd, who was gay, and then, oh, it just took all kinds of spins round and round and round. But in the end, that's the kind of scene that they had where it just was acceptance, you know, with the child and with everything. It was really beautiful. So it was good. That was like a little Christmas scene at the end where they all come together and seemed to be very guinea fideas and stuff like that. Deborah Winger, Sherwin E. Glam, Jack Nicholson. They were in where Deborah Winger had cancer in terms of endearment. There's a number of good movies that really kind of touch on a lot of these aspects. A lot of themes all rolled into one. But yeah, it's just more of a sense of acceptance. You can see the foreshadowing with the Craig T. Nelson character, the father character saying, we're going to be fine. No matter what happens, you know, she can feel the presence of the spirit coming through. It's beautiful. They all had good hearts, but, you know, it took all these twists and turns and spins to kind of bring all the unconscious stuff up. A mother who's dying who doesn't want her son to make the wrong choice because she won't be there and, you know, all the protectionism and the different judgments, jealousies, the different stuff, the racial stuff, the gay stuff, you know. That's a good ambitious movie that hacks it all in there. And then Eric's saying, what was that conversation about? Pause the movie, because it was your mother who passed away too. I was watching that whole scene. Eric's like saying, what's that about? What was that thing about? Because that was a big healing scene, you know, with your mother dying and your sister and your father and all the love that was there you know, beyond just the biological family was a, you know, big family of loves. Yeah. It's interesting that you queued in and poly-assisted that moment. What's going on here? I thought, oh yeah, there you go Eric. That's your scene. The mom's dying. We played it out. We've all played it all out in so many ways. But like that chances are really Peter Satter and Sherry, we tried it on our own, you know, egoically. Deep inside we've known we'd be back to set things straight. That's why we've come seemingly to the world just to set things straight, to come back into alignment with God and let go of this time issue that we've got. Time addiction. That's what we tried it on our own. We tried to invent our own identity apart from spirit and but deep inside we've known we'd be back to set things straight to start to understand it's all simultaneous. It's only the time thing that it's the problem. Yeah. We've shared it really well. We still have the craziness of everything from the family and all the unworthiness she's trying to have trying to have a face of innocence all those things just you see how crazy that happens you see on the screen all that happening at once Oh it's marvellous. It's just crazy all of this but the love's always here that's the beautiful thing the bodies seem to come and go little ones seem to be born in the last game and as we spot on we just want to we spot on we've got our career. It's a masterful how it gets blessed up. It's fun to see it in such a concentrated way. It's actually a delight to see it so exposed and so raw. Reminded me of Dan in real life. Yeah me too. Really? Yeah. He was talking about his dream. I was like wow that's very deep. He didn't hold back. He didn't try to like like he really was saying it and it is. It's so beautiful. Even the way he was saying it she didn't hold back. Yeah it did. Yeah great transparency. Yeah. Like this is deep. Like this is like this is deep. I almost like when something like this is all like he don't miss that. That's something that can be missed. Yeah there's a lot of good teachings in there about the way this period uses all the them coming together in the end because her with her seemingly neurosis in him with his ease and simplicity. This is beautiful. It's beautiful to see it on the big screen when neurosis and simplicity are brought together. When he would just on the table at the bar just with his hand across and just like just stop and just stop that now. You know it's the spirit. Yeah totally the spirit. He was like the Angel figure. She was playing the Woody Allen character. She's just perfect for that. She's so good. That's why Sex and the City was such a success. We watched one of her out in California. Oh yeah. It was one of her Steve Martin early ones. She played this twirling It's like Jessica Sarah Jessica Parker. Like I've never seen her before. She was dancing and swirling and she came out here when she was like oh I remember that girl from that time. She was swirling around. Almost like that's her true self when I saw her in the Steve Martin movie L.A. Story. She was like she's playing her real self. Not this. I was like that's the cutest thing I've ever seen. I was like wow. Early, early, early in the early Rachel McAdams area 10 years ago. Oh is it really? It was 2005. Wow. Some of these actors actresses they make all of our movies. We've had these characters okay you're going to play that and we're going to really show it this time and I don't know if we ever make movies ourselves but that's kind of the swirl now coming up but when I was out in Universal Studios and going around all the sets and seeing where they filmed all these movies way, way, way back from the 40's and 30's way back but Maria who was driving with me she was just like yeah that's what she would do. It's like she said this is all you Universal Studios is all you and I said yeah but they spend the millions and the billions to hire the actors, producers, directors and make the movies and then we incorporate them and that's the best way we have been able to collaborate with Hollywood because Ega made the world and it makes all the movies and it spun it all out in an instant but the Holy Spirit masterfully uses everything that Ega made so we've kind of incorporated Hollywood I just was going around nodding, Johnny Carson way, thank you Johnny Steven Spielberg Jimmy Kimball speaking to us in the little tour bus thank you Jimmy thank you all job well done you acted it all out and the Spirit just takes all that which is just crumbs and then lists it up and points to something maybe on the crumbs maybe on the Hollywood and that's kind of been part of our contribution to the great awakening with the movies that's what Susan Huckalock is saying there needs to be some way of expressing this curriculum because it's in the broader bigger way yeah I had Sarah change that on our Google EdWords we had movies, audio video, we had movie movie Pathway to God up there which is really our contribution well I think we are going to change our movie Watchers Guide to movie Watchers Bible next one that's going to be the name so kind of like more stable make it like more stable alright so it's going to be bigger maybe that's big maybe hard cover you know hold that nine yards but it's kind of a symbol of that it's it's kind of like it's something, it's trustworthy it's like it's very trustworthy this path of movies, awakening of the movies it's fun but it's not like oh ha ha it's not fun like it's deep you apply it like this with such depth it's like it's going to wake up so I think that's all part of it making me stable in the mind of it it's for me and myself to keep relaxing and pausing throughout that movie cause I was scrunching so hard at reading just um I don't remember her name but yeah it's like everything just like everything I don't know what it was perfect for my mind but it was just like oh a lot of other scenes oh they guys just my mom bed was saying like oh thank you for my please stop the thing of the reactions just watching reactions we're not responsible for what people say or do or whatever just those reactions it's a gift to talk to a guy today and uh South Africa K-Ton South Africa and he's been in news and media so he's watched so much news and media he's getting pretty wacky and crazy but then he said at one point he said yeah he said some years ago I said I really got angry at George W. Bush I just got so angry but then he said no with the chorus I started to realize George is doing you a favor George has helped help and bring all this stuff up and he said oh he helped me so much he's been in news and broadcasting and media for 40 years but he had a good chat he mentioned Trump and I said yeah there's amazing acting of acting out neurosis, acting out bigotry acting out racism, acting out everything just all the thoughts just so you can see the reality of them it's like you can't help but have gratitude for the act without so in such vivid color in detail so you can see what's if there's anything that's still unconscious is still believed to be real nowadays we have Facebook, YouTube television all the ways like the mirrors are everywhere every direction you look it's really a precious time I used to say that that was the the Chinese curse maybe you live in busy time but it's a curse it's not a curse anymore it's actually a blessing have so many mirrors in every direction fast-track it's not a curse at all it's a curse to try to remain asleep and unconscious bury your head in the sand and turn away and avoid avoid looking that's the curse and all this stuff that's getting fleshed up everywhere like this movie was a good one just one scene after the next and the next actually a blessing I didn't I didn't expect myself to have that cringing going on it felt pretty tense actually like there's a lot here for that it's a blessing it just shifted so much more towards the end of the movie there was just all these shifts that were happening and all these things getting exposed and assumptions getting just exposed one after the next and again and again and around and around and around and yeah it's a speed-up there's a line in the course Jesus says when you decide upon the form of what you want you lose the understanding of its purpose which kind of goes back to that thing the Bible, King David the 23rd song the first line the Lord is my shepherd I shall not want because it's the wanting form outcomes is adulteries doesn't really matter what either it's a great line the first the Lord is my shepherd I shall not want we talked about that a lot on the trip to California that when you have a mind it's so powerful and the mind does want then you have to first get in touch with the power of your wanting you can't ghost over the wanting you can't ghost over the power because if that won't bring any healing to really get in touch with what is it that I want and really recognize the power of the wanting before you can let it go and come into a divine rest you have to really be very very honest to look at the power of the wanting what is it that I want yeah I feel like I'm just getting in touch with you were talking a little bit last night yeah I must really want this victim you know because that's what I make from this who would want that but this is a very powerful mind that's what's great recognition to start to just acknowledge that that's the way out the power of the wanting we're right away instead of just saying oh I'm at the mercy of something the first step in really empowerment but if we deny the power of the wanting then we deny the power of the wanting and we have to come at it this way there's so much allowance and acknowledgment that's part of the journey everyone who seems to come here has a belief system and then they order and arrange their perception based on that belief system so no one is beyond belief everyone who seems to come has organized the cosmos based on a belief system and then you know it's typical to say this belief is better than that belief and who's got the right beliefs and who's got their own beliefs but it's a whole system it's a whole managerial perception and then to call upon the spirit to say take me beyond this whole thing because I've lost this race with good and bad and right and wrong and there's just no universal agreement between family to family person to person culture to culture and some cultures they'll shall not kill they eat people it's cannibalism it just shows you this range of things and the mind's trying to oh this is right and this is true and this and this but it hasn't reached this state of seeing the power of the one thing and it can't see the beliefs they're all the same it's sure that some are better than others that's where the victimization comes in someone's worse and someone's better or something outside his power someone did something someone took advantage that's all part of the whole whole system it's kind of your scene this fall it's the first time I see that I do believe that but Nikita was bringing up last night about the winds and two years ago and then showing up again but part of the mind's like saying there's more than winds there's like the Holy Spirit saying okay maybe so but are you going to let me the Holy Spirit direct this I'm doing or not that's the question you know it's not wrong to one thing it's just the Holy Spirit has to direct the winds and there's no escaping the world so that's part of getting in the whims are getting in touch with the power of the mind the power of the wanting what's the difference between a preference an ego preference and a whim the whim is the Holy Spirit's use of the preference to unwind you from the preference the Holy Spirit's use of time to teach you that there is no time wants to judge you can see that acted out in this movie you know these racial tensions these things of homosexual and gay and you know at the table it got pretty intense you know where the mother and father you know the father was just like stop this is but then he felt he needed to apologize at some point because he was judging you know everyone was still judging and there was no love coming through when the judgments were there so so and that's the things with apologies too there's almost like people feel there has to be apologies but even if you go to the core of an apology it's saying something wrong was done with something must be done to make amends for what was wrong and you can see that that's still part of the sticky quicksand ego there was a beautiful movie that came out Allie McGraw and Brian and Neil love story the line that everyone remembers from that movie love is the never having to say I'm sorry quite a powerful people go what's that where did that come from but you know love is transcendent it's beyond the possibility of a sorry or wrongdoing so we never forgive for what has been done to us or what we believe should have been done it wasn't done that's still you know it's still ego Jesus tells us it's not forgiveness at all it's almost like you're trying to still forgive this but deep down you don't really believe they deserve it not seeing it's yourself that's holding on to the grievance and trying to use and make the leap for forgiveness to kind of throw some icing on top of it while still keeping the grievance even in his song of prayer can't that he even has a name for that forgiveness Jesus calls it forgiveness to destroy he's really direct about these interesting use of words forgiveness to destroy what he doesn't mean square it's about that was a good one we've got some good ones on the Nikita and I hadn't seen that movie that was on the server pulling your teeth I thought you would cut the area I covered the name but I hadn't seen the movie I didn't know the name I just kept thinking of certain scenes in this movie and then I just at the dinner table I said there's a deaf guy and she and Sarah was like oh it's this movie that's all she said there's a deaf guy of course I can think of anything it's a movie that's how we get our movies there's a deaf guy that's our game you know how they play that game with that short yeah it's a deaf guy definitely still thank you some of them were signing that couldn't sign that time when Sarah Jessica Parker was signing they got some great moments it's involuntary right that was hilarious Spirit had me watch a selection of movies with uptight girls who needed to let go control during the summer like key scenes in the movie just me click this scene and they were being sent these angels who were helping them just through acceptance yeah it's just that one move yeah it's priceless yeah oh yeah some of those scenes with Diane Keaton her thing and then the little granddaughter oh she signed something listen the granddaughter could felt it even though she didn't know what it was see yeah it's beautiful those movies really kind of really do give you a demonstration of how the healing works because the neuroticism is loosened it's almost like it's massaged and loosened almost like you had a knot in your back you had somebody a really good massage therapist who just got down to the deep tissues to get the knot that's what these kind of healing movies do and that's the thing that Mr. Nobody's about because you know he's he believed he had to make the impossible choice between the love of his mother and the love of his father at the train at the train tracks and then all these hypothetical scenarios spring out from believing you have to make the impossible choice love doesn't make a choice in oneness but he nemo basically nemo nobody nemo nobody they're all the same they're all the same the lead he had to make the impossible choice and then he spent that all these hypotheticals and then the guy who's like the reporter's trying to but didn't she did you die? did she die? who's this one? you know he's trying to make linear sense out of it and nemo's just trying to work out his forgiveness and then he finally he finally makes it right before he he dies he just has one big smile on his face and he goes Anna, for that it's progression with Anna you know seemingly missing Anna promises and all these things eventually finding her in a train station and then the rain drops and comes down and washes away the phone number all those things that was playing out the heartbreak of separation from God the heartbreak of which trying to choose and find a love in form and playing it out with three different ones and all this and this that was I feel like that was his defining atonement moment when he he just said Anna with a big smile on his face because it was like a realization that he had not lost Anna's love and Anna was not outside of him Anna was him and he was with her always he'd never not been with her to see one brother one sister as yourself that's all it takes and he he just got the biggest smile whatever 100 and how many 108 years old and then with a big smile on his face like and then he seemed to to die but then he woke up laughing and with everything going backwards you know like in quantum physics you know it was a record right with a he's got a he's got a big keep up with his self self African crowd Eric has to rise early so they can get to bed after the really early yeah what is time what is early what is late