 Hey y'all, what's up? My name is Sonali. Welcome to a new week in my life vlog. Today is Monday, obviously, start of the week. And unfortunately, the weather has been so shitty lately and luckily I think I saw some partly cloudy sunny days this week, so I'm really, really hyped about that because I just feel like seasonal depression is hitting a little too early this year. But this week's gonna be very fun and exciting because I'm starting my birthday celebrations. I'm doing a little birthday pregame on Friday night and then we're probably just gonna go to west and east sixth. So I'm looking forward to it. And then obviously just like planning for New York because we're going right after Thanksgiving and I've never been during the Christmas lights so very pumped for that. And this week's just gonna be me getting my shit together because I'm gonna be gone for a very, very long time. So I'm leaving, I think on the 21st of November and then I only get back to December 6th. And then I'm here for like a week or so and then go back to Georgia for like the rest of the year. So I just wanna soak up all the time that I can just chilling in my apartment and then also like organizing it because I really wanna try to do that before I leave. This morning we are starting off the day with a little matcha day. We're going to Sun Life Organics. I think I've been here like two times. The first time I tried a smoothie that was incredibly overpriced and literally not that good. The second time I tried their matcha and I honestly cannot remember what I think about it. So we're gonna try it again and then get like maybe some add-ons because I just feel like matcha's never sweet enough for me. I always have to go back and add sweetener. I'm meeting up with my friend Hannah in a couple minutes but I'm loving my fit today. I am really channeling like Pinterest winter girl and honestly I'm kind of glad that it got really cold in Austin because it's giving me a little bit of a taste for what it's gonna be like in New York. Not to the level of coldness it's gonna be but just to remind me that I really do need to pack like a lot of layers and like gloves and like all the things. And I worked out today, washed my hair. I did like a little oil treatment this morning just cause I feel like my scalp needed some TLC. I did a little light makeup and I've been trying out like a couple different foundations cause all of a sudden I have a time from this Sephora sale and milk makeup actually sent me some and I am obsessed with the milk makeup one. I don't know how the frick they like matched my color so well but they did an even better job than I did at the Sephora sale cause one of the colors that I got was not a good match but I'm wearing like a little bit of the foundation and concealer and it like looks pretty dang good like almost full coverage and I swear I put like the teeniest amount. Like I said, I'm trying out like so many different foundations cause I want to like try to minimize my makeup routine before you know, I go traveling and I have to like carry it all in my suitcase. There's no way I need to bring like four foundations home so even though I want to, but it's just not practical. There's been a change of plans because there wasn't that many seats at sunlight. So like we're just going to go to Soho house because Hannah has a membership, but I feel bad because we're just supposed to go to Maribou and I was saying it's like raining today and they don't have that much seating outside and then I didn't remember that it was raining and that sunlight doesn't have that many seats outside or inside. Anyways, going to Soho house. It was so good to catch up with Hannah and actually Hannah and I have the same birthday and I'm number 25th. So she's turning 25 this year and then I'm turning 26 but I just packaged up my fashion pass package and I am going to just drop it off at FedEx really quick but they actually just upgraded like all the plans. So I think that this new plan that I upgraded to allows me to select my pieces right when this gets scanned in so you don't have to wait till it ships out or like ships to them, which is so nice. Cause you know, I feel like that's how it should be. To be very real with you guys, my kitchen has been an insane mess for the past week or so. Because I just did this like apartment friendly renovation. So I just did the backslash, like a stick on backslash but I have been meaning to do the corner and finish it up cause there's still some holes. You can't see it, it's on that side but I still need to finish it up. So today we are getting it done. We're cleaning the house and we're going to feel a little less anxious. I do have a lot of computer work to do too but I just feel like if my apartment is a mess it is so hard for me to focus and like get other tasks done. So we're doing it. We have the extra backslash. It actually came in on Friday so I could have totally done this over the weekend but I just watched a Lindsay Lohan interview, very random but I love that she's like coming back. Like I feel like it's kind of random but I was talking to someone else cause she actually had a TV show where she has this club in one of the Greek islands. I think Mika knows, I'm not really sure but it was like a reality show that she had the workers like being filmed at the club and it was actually kind of interesting obviously probably didn't make it to season two but during that time I was like, oh like Lindsay Lohan on the show she was like kind of like socially awkward it was just weird and then I never really heard about her again but then she just came out with a new Christmas movie on Netflix which I'm like dying to watch but like I kind of wanna wait till I get home to watch it cause I feel like when I go home it's really gonna be like the holiday spirit which is like definitely closer to Thanksgiving. I'm just not someone who celebrates it like right after Halloween. Maybe when I get a house, possibly. I just posted a TikTok actually that said I just feel like the holidays are gonna be so much better like a hundred times better when I actually own my own house and it went viral and everyone's saying no you're just gonna be poor because everything's so expensive and I'm like honestly you were so right and I've been saying this in vlogs before but I definitely wanna buy a house within the next year or two and last year we actually went to a couple of home stores like right after the holidays and got like a bunch of like cute little ornaments on sale but we just never have a tree here because first of all I'm gone for like all of the holiday season and also I just don't wanna put a tree in storage even if it's a mini tree it still takes up space, valuable space. I'm going to finish this backsplash. It really isn't that much more. I just have to finish this one little corner. Happy Tuesday, I went for a full glam look this morning because I'm going to go take pictures with my friend Mariana and we are probably just gonna go to Waterloo Park but before that I'm taking Sophie to her grooming appointment. She's getting a little haircut. Just to trim I'm really not gonna go too short. Like she looks like a boy every time, you know she gets cut so I'm really gonna make sure she only gets a little bit of trim but I wanna make sure she like looks pretty and presentable before bringing her home cause her face is getting a little long like near her eyes and everything. This is her before as you can see around her eyes the hairs are just getting a little too long and I tried to trim her up so I kind of botched it so they'll probably make her look even cuter. You ready to get pretty? I just dropped Sophie off and it makes me so sad to see her like so scared, you know and I know she doesn't do well at the groomers most of the time. I also forgot to even look at the battery of my camera it's never like really like dead but today it's actually so close to dying so I might have to vlog our little shoot on my iPhone but I just got to Waterloo Park and my hair just fell so bad and I even pinned it like after I curled everyone I pinned it I did it with a Dyson Airwrap and I'm just like, what the frick? Can anyone tell me, has anyone cracked the code to get your Dyson Airwrap curls to actually stay? Like they used to stay when I had shorter hair but now that I have longer hair and it's just like pulling it down I feel like that's my issue. So we just shot two outfits today but honestly that's better than nothing and now I am probably gonna go home I was thinking about going to Costco to get stuff for my birthday like freezer food because I wanna have like, you know light bites just so no one's hungry at the pregame but I think I'm gonna go later when I have to pick up Sophie because the place is like two miles away from Costco and so, you know, you gotta be efficient around here since it's finally sunny today I'm definitely gonna take advantage and film a buttload of shit cause I put on false lashes this morning and sometimes that just makes me feel a little bit more confident to like film, I guess which is weird and kind of sad but whatever I just like put them on and I also have a couple of galleries to edit for my photography clients today. I am back home and this day has already gone by so fast and I feel like I woke up really early to get ready and make sure, you know, I wasn't rushed to drop off Sophie but it is noon and I'm gonna have some breakfast or lunch I don't really even know what exactly I want I actually cooked some salmon and green beans last night and then decided that I actually need to clean out my freezer so I ended up eating a frozen meal so I put the salmon and green beans in like a container so maybe I'll eat that for dinner but I'm not really feeling that for lunch right now I do wanna make a smoothie though my bananas are going bad, shocker they always go bad but I try to make, you know some kind of smoothie or banana bread or like freeze them and cut them up so I wanna make a smoothie today and then that will also get rid of or hopefully minimize so much of the frozen fruits and if I haven't already said this basically the reason why I want to get rid of a lot of my frozen food is one I'm leaving next week so just to, you know, clean out the freezer a little bit but also because I'm gonna have some friends over this Friday and like I said I wanted to get some frozen bites but if I go to Costco the bags of frozen food are humongous so I definitely need to make sure I'm ready for that with the freezer and that's another reason why I just am so excited to have a house one day because I'm gonna spend so much on a fridge I just know myself and once I have a house I'm gonna get like a really deep fridge with a lot of freezer space or at least like have a fridge outside in the garage because I feel like we always used to have one of those like growing up and it was just so nice because you could just throw in like, you know frozen naans or anything you don't really touch on an everyday basis in the outside fridge we have a lot of spinach that we need to eat and a great way of getting rid of it is to put it in your smoothie because you can barely taste it all right so we have peaches, mango and a little bit of strawberries and honestly I just wanna get rid of it all so I think we're just going to do a little mashup of everything this is a lot of peaches but we'll see what that tastes like a little bit of milk see what the thickness is like ooh it's perfect I just added a little bit more milk but I don't think it needs any ice cause I feel like all the frozen fruit did the job it is taste test time, let's see it's like, oh my God guys I didn't even add the banana I'm like, that is so sour and just not sweet at all that's where I fucked up all right well let me just add that real quick so one of the brand deals I signed to do was for the holidays with Amazon and they kinda stopped replying for a while and they actually updated me and said that the campaign got pushed back luckily it's still happening so that's exciting but I'm gonna have to probably film it when I'm back home in Georgia and I don't know like I feel like I'm just so used to filming in my apartment so that'll be interesting figuring that out but I have to send in some video concepts like they changed the whole campaign too so like I had already sent in three video concepts and now I have to send in some more for like a whole different idea and everything so that's what I'm gonna do so I can get that checked off my list got my concept submitted I just finished editing today's video it's a skims haul so it's gonna be a good one it's a short video but I thought something's better than nothing and it's a try on video so sometimes like long try on videos it's just like very repetitive so I kept it short but I heated up just like a frozen meal like I said I don't want to get rid of all of the stuff in my freezer or as much as I can because I just got the text that Sophie is ready to be picked up and so right after that I'm going to go to Costco I'm not exactly sure what I'm gonna get for like the birthday pregame just kind of like a lot of like snacky foods like finger foods that are easy and not messy I'm just wondering why they always have to put a blue little color on you you are a girl she should get a pink one what are these gnomes see that much frozen food at Costco really caught my eye and I already have like a bunch of chicken tenders in the freezer so I'm just gonna do that mozzarella sticks and probably just like a cheese board situation but I got these flowers from Costco and the roses are not doing great and I guess they didn't really have that much good selection like one rose just fell off um oh shoot okay that's not good um but I've heard that it's good to like take off the leaves of the flowers and then I'm gonna cut them like at an angle and I'm also removing some of the flower petals that look like they're you know on its last leg so they don't contaminate the other ones I'm gonna use these on Friday and then hopefully on Sunday too because I think I'm able to bring like my own flowers to brunch and I feel like you know why not just spruce up the place a little bit I'm a little worried because it's like so freaking cold outside that I don't think it's like warming up anytime soon oh this rose is like really going through it but um the brunch is outside on Sunday so I just need to make sure I dress warm actually just made my fashion pass order for the week and got like two coats that I could possibly wear for some reason I thought I had a way busier week than I did but tomorrow I'm gonna go to a coffee shop with my friend again and then I'm photographing a blogger that I shoot with on a monthly basis and then I'm going to start oh wait actually my friend's giving tomorrow so pumped about that and I got my um dish ingredients I'm making sweet potato casserole I was on the phone with my dad and I was telling him that you know I signed up to make that and only after I realized how much work that entails um but I was telling him I'm going to make sweet potato casserole and stuff and he was like I like what is that and I was like what do you mean what is it he was like I'm don't like I've never had marshmallows on my sweet potatoes and I was like what like I guess he just never ate it at Thanksgiving I don't know that's kind of wild to me but anyways so that'll be fun to like you know cook I guess this morning I texted my mom and my sister to like not watch the Lindsay Lohan Christmas movie without me because when I'm home for the holidays I feel like we're always watching like shows on Netflix movies on Netflix so I was like please don't watch it and my mom always just sees everything right when it comes out so it's really hard for us to find something that we all haven't watched so that's why I warned them inside of my head which is so odd to feel and it's not even like a week it's more of like if I bend down I just feel right here interesting I do not feel sick one bit so I don't know if it's like I need to drink more so we're switching back to the OG Stanley cup for today and I just need to like hydrate more honestly like in general I just need to be drinking this much water but I do love my other Stanley cup let me go get it to show you guys I got this one after I purchased that one originally because this is just more practical because you can actually close the straw lid and it does not spill like that's amazing and it's perfect for taking it to shoots and stuff because I can just slide it in my backpack and obviously with this big one that would be kind of hard and I did buy one of these little stoppers but I can never really trust this thing because I've just had too many scares where water has come very close or you know like ruined technology of mine so I just want to be super careful I definitely need to wash this before I fill it up but this morning I'm going to a new coffee shop with my friend Nakeen and then I have a shoot with a blogger at 2pm and then tonight is friends giving at my friend Mackenzie's place and last night I actually started to prepare the sweet potatoes because I'm making sweet potato casserole like I said and I just like literally put it in the Instant Pot it was actually a lot easier than I thought it would be because the skin just kind of came right off so then after I get back from my shoot I'm going to put the streusel and stuff all over it so I guess there's a couple different ways I can do it like I can put marshmallow and streusel or maybe just marshmallow or just streusel I'm not really sure but I think I like the marshmallow ones and I haven't really had it like that in a while so I might just do while I bought marshmallow so I feel like I should just go ahead and use it and I actually got a huge package from a brand last night and I wanted to wait to open it with you guys so let's do that now because I'm so excited to see what's in there how big this box is I'm like what could possibly be in here it's just like a lot of bubble wrap it seems like the package is from Goop and funny story about this brand Ryan actually told me about it and honestly in general I feel like Ryan definitely knows trends before I do he was telling me he keeps telling me actually like camo's really in right now you should get camo pants or you should get camo this and he was also telling me that I should have gotten dunks instead of the new balance shoes that I just got but I was really feeling new balances because they're just more chunky anyways he knew about Goop before I did he's a very trendy boy but they sent me over some skincare stuff this one is Goop jeans all-in-one nourishing face cream microderm instant glow exfoliator that sounds amazing guys I got a dry brush I have like one I bought on Amazon but this looks like so much more like ergonomic honestly because the other one didn't have a handle it just like had this part so I would like you know be cramping by the end of it but this is so cool next step is glow lotion this is for your face or I'm guessing yeah face clean nourishing lip balm I'm gonna have to give this to go right now I wonder how long it's gonna last though but first impression very like luxurious feeling and then this one is the microderm instant glow body polish let's try the new coffee shop what do we think I think it's been great I think it's great because there's kind of a lot of outlets like near those tables over there they don't have outlets over here but right on this side of the coffee shop there's a lot of outlets they ran in a breakfast talk and I had a problem with that yeah so wait how's your coffee but like I'm very good I'm just like how good can I I'm not coffee my mantra was probably a fine thing great about it if I would come out for the vibe for sure and it's like in the area so very cute it's 5 p.m and I came home for my shoot with my blogger client and then I prepared this sweet potato casserole and last night I think I told you guys this but I made sure to just get the sweet potato softened and like just get that out of the way um so today I just made the streusel topping put on the marshmallows and it looks so good I cannot wait to dig in and just eat so much Thanksgiving food but I want to pick out like a cuter fall outfit I love this top it's actually from Amazon but honestly I've been sweating out a little bit I'm going to take a quick shower and then we'll see what my outfit is because I have no idea what I'm going to wear my friend's giving this is the setup so far but I brought some handles say hi hey yeah vibe check ready go yeah it was like um did anything yeah yeah perfect that's cute oh my gosh look at the city I didn't even like realize that I'm sorry I didn't mean to leave Brenna what are you making I'm making an apple cider pear mamosa and this is so young it's mine okay okay looks so good good morning it is Thursday I've had a pretty chill day I did my nails and I did gel toes and hands and I literally want to scream because it took me like so freaking long to do them because I had to take off all my gel and then I wanted to do like this Russian manicure thing that I've heard about they look like fine I definitely thought I could do a better job and every time I try to do my own gel nails I'm like okay you know what it is worth it to spend money to get them done but then when I'm at the salon I never like I'm super happy with them so then I'm annoyed that I spend so much money on my nails to not even like them so at least this time I did it myself I didn't have to spend money and like they're fine but the fact that this one just like peeled off a little anyways I wanted to do a little comparison between these two sweaters because I got this one from Amazon last fall and this one is from free people and this one is a dupe for this one so this is the easy street tunic I believe and I was just super influenced because I've just seen so many people wearing like the actual one this season and I wanted to see what the difference was because like I said this is pretty much an exact dupe like if I'm just showing you these two you would think it's the same sweater from like the same place so I'm gonna try them on and we're gonna figure it out together this is the free people one there is like little slits on the side which is super cute I feel like it's kind of not choking me but it's like tighter than I thought it would be around the neck and then I love these sleeves how they're like balloony but then comes in tight originally I purchased the large and it was way too big so I had to do a little exchange and so this is actually just in a medium size and this is where it comes on me if I'm feeling both materials I actually prefer the Amazon one because it's a little bit softer and like this one just like has like a weird film on it maybe it's because I haven't watched it yet and I've definitely watched this one but I feel like this one's just like a little yeah like more elastic almost and this one's just like a little stiffer of a sweater here's the Amazon dupe the slit is the same and pretty much like everything about this sweater is the same like it has these stitches on the sides just like the original but I'm telling you guys the material is different and I think I still prefer the Amazon material just because it is like a little bit more comfy you know I just feel like this one for free people like it's comfy maybe if I washed it I kind of want to wash it but I don't know if I should keep it if I like the Amazon one works I bet the Amazon one comes in white the one big difference about these two is that the collar on this one is a lot tighter so it's definitely more of a mock neck where this one I didn't take off my shirt underneath but you could see my collar because it's a little bit wider that one actually definitely looks like bigger and just like thicker in general I think it is like a thicker material but this is a size large in the Amazon one while we're here and trying on clothes I have two packages this one is the TikTok viral airy set it has finally arrived so I'm gonna try that on and then I have something that I am probably gonna wear for my birthday the main part of my outfit is literally supposed to come tomorrow by 10 p.m and my free game starts at 6 so we're just really really going to hope and pray that it comes in time I did overnight an Amazon glittery top and worst comes to worst I'll just wear that but I was really looking forward to wearing this show post at airy is so underrated guys I'm pretty sure I actually have this exact little sweater from airy because I just did a campaign with them a holiday campaign and it was in the gray color but I didn't know it was a whole set and these pants are so comfortable they have like a little split hand which I love they're more like a straight leg pant and they're high waisted that's a win and I got both of these in a size large and it's just like the cutest color this is this is my color you guys know this so what's in here is a part of my birthday outfit I think we'll see if it like actually goes together I never ordered from 12th tribe but I've heard so much about it and honestly the prices are not that bad for a boutique so this is a blazer and it has these like little feather wrists I honestly thought it was going to be a little thicker so I'm kind of disappointed in that because this was literally going to be my coat I mean we're going to go out and I want to be freezing because my outfit shows you know a good amount of skin like I'm not wearing leggings or anything and I got a size large in this I know I'm wearing a sweater under it so I probably should have taken this off but okay guys I really don't know if this was the vibe and I'm not just saying that because I have a sweater underneath and I'm too pleased to take it off but I thought it was going to be more oversized and thicker but I do have another option I have a hot pink blazer which is thicker and more oversized and I got an H&M for honestly a way cheaper oh my god this was an XL this was not an XL that was not oversized okay I'm kind of upset because I don't really know how their returns work honestly I probably should have looked that up because I never bought from them but it's a good thing I got that backup that hot pink blazer then in the next hour I'm going to Uber over to downtown I'm meeting up with my friend Natasha because we're going to take like a photo probably just like in one outfit that we're wearing tonight but then we're going to the miracle on 5th street bar it's like this Christmas decked out bar and I want to say I've never been to one of these I do remember one time it was either me and my sister or my mom or me and Ryan or even both I think we tried to go like with both people but we just the line was just way too long and we were like there's no way because it's popping always and they have these in a bunch of cities so I am so excited to finally go and check it out I'm kind of curious to where it actually is like what bar they're taking over or like if they just make their own little bar for like only the holidays I'm kind of curious about that so shall be interesting to see and in the email they said that they were going to have food which I was not expecting so here's to another day where I don't have to cook here's the outfit of the night featuring my new jacket from H&M this thing's like really thick and I'm gonna be probably really hot in the bar so I just have a white long sleeve on underneath I think this is from Zara and then my pants are from Sheehan these used to be my favorite jeans and then unfortunately I grew out of them and I tried them on like I don't know a month or two ago three months I don't really know how long ago it was but I couldn't fit into them and they like barely would button and I tried them on today and they look fantastic and I'm so freaking happy I don't know I'm just very very happy like honestly I haven't really even been like working out it's more so like just cutting down portions and then I know they always say like listen to your body but like really I'm just like listening to my body if it's hungry I'm gonna feed it if it's not then I don't need to eat I mean sometimes I like to snack but I feel like I've definitely cut down on snacking too I'm wearing my Amazon boots which these are so freaking comfortable earrings are from Amazon a little close up for you guys they're chunky and I literally wear them every single day I think they're like under $20 I will try to link everything below kind of pissed I forgot to like go to sleep in my um heatless curler thing I swear I've been doing it like almost every single night and honestly I end up always just throwing it up in a claw clip right when I style my hair and I'm just like what was the point of that I just don't understand we're downtown I'm with Natasha don't don't judge me just getting lacy tomorrow which I'm saying jealous of I don't know like only one of my eyes is like technically bad like I barely you can get it in one eye oh yeah it's probably like half the price right yeah it's so bad not bad I never wear glasses by the way we're gonna um go take pictures and then head into Miracle 5th we just want like a plain background because we are neutral girlies and I just feel like even if like the city is in the background it's like too cluttered and like I know it's not that deep but like I'm trying to keep it up an aesthetic her aesthetic is unmatched like literally I go to it for my oh my god so sweet but like I just want like a plain background so we're headed over to I've shot at this place before I don't even know what it is you know it's like like the city hall or something yeah like courthouse city hall I don't even know courthouse maybe yeah this is actually a fun fact this is where Sonali and I went for our first date like two years ago or four we went to Wu Chao which is right across the street and then we took photos after yeah because you know you're wearing a cute outfit gotta get that pick yeah work in play okay this is where we are right now and this is perfect yes neutral backup not too cluttered I was telling the blog that I've actually tried to go to this like pop-up in Atlanta like two times so really but the line has always been so long yeah so I'm excited we get to go for like a VIP like opening night kind of thing but we're gonna make it an early night tonight because we love a good early oh yeah we do I just got home from the event and it's officially open now so definitely recommend checking it out if you want to be put in the Christmas spirit here's doing all kinds of crazy things I definitely need to wash it tonight or tomorrow morning but I just had like the best conversation with my lift driver and yesterday I actually listened to a podcast about manifesting one of my followers recommended that I listen to Mel Robbins podcast and usually I don't really listen to like self-help podcasts I feel like they're usually like girly just like mindless podcast just to have in the background but she talked about the four steps to manifesting and I've always really been into manifesting I would say like I think it started off as a joke like oh I'm manifesting a parking spot and I still say that because I do I do manifest it but I feel like I say that as like I wish for this or you know I want this to happen but I realized from her podcast that you actually have to put in the work like especially the longer term goals and like manifestations you always say how to do the work basically you can't just manifest something and it's gonna like magically happen and I didn't really like think that fully but I think that I didn't really understand truly what manifesting was I don't even know if I'm making sense right now but basically my lift driver told me something that was very on par with like what she was saying and I was like this is so interesting to hear because I just had listened to this podcast and she was basically saying the same thing and he was like he was getting in his feels like he was like let me give you one piece of advice and I feel like this is not the first time this has happened like I love when this happens though because like you just meet so many different people from different like parts of the world and they have different mindsets and it's cool to hear how they think so basically he was saying that there's two mindsets and one is you know I want to go to Iceland but I need the money or I want to go to dental school but I don't want to go to more school after I go to college basically that is like the but mindset the other mindset is to go get our mindset and basically it would be something like I want to go to Iceland it's a lot of money I should probably start looking for another job or start a side hustle find another way to make money I will never be able to replicate his words because he was really articulate and just said it in a way that really spoke to my heart he was just saying like your mindset is going to determine your success and I like 100% believe in that and it's just like interesting to hear Natasha who I was with today she's also really big into manifesting and we were talking about it too and I feel like I just need like a reset to really like think about what I want in my life and like what are my goals because I'm not gonna lie like I feel like I'm just kind of floating by in life right now like obviously I have like my bigger goals but like what is the daily actions that I can take to actually get me to that goal I don't know guys I have like a lot of thinking to do and I feel like I just don't have the time to do the thinking but I'm really planning on like doing that whole mindset reset when I get home because I feel like whenever I go home I get really lazy with social media and just like posting a lot so hopefully I'll use that time to really just like relax and then also think about like what I want to do in the new year and like things I want to change if I want to change anything I just feel like I needed to share that message because I just thought it was really interesting that first I listened to the podcast then I heard this like random lift drivers say something super super aligned with it I'm actually gonna end the vlog here if you guys don't already follow me on Instagram or TikTok go ahead and do so it is so underscore gnarly without the G and I will see you guys in my next video bye