 Welcome to Toffie TV, it's the Tuesday topic. Yesterday was the 5th of November. Did you remember? I did, cos I can hear bleeding fire, I don't know if it's five minutes at all. Does your dog not like you? He's okay, he's okay. I say that for any other business. 5th of November 2017, Everton played Wafford at home. A 3-2 victory for the Blues. A real tain on point in the season for me because I honestly thought that night if we'd been beaten. You thought that a couple of times. That night it was a victory, a much-needed victory. It was a massive win. But 10-3 weeks later you told me we were down. But it was a huge win. It was a big win, but obviously we were playing Wafford and at that time we established the fact that we wanted Marhw Silver. So a big tain on point for Everton Football Club and away isn't it? I think that night we made it very clear to him somewhere, someone pulled him aside. It felt like from that point on his head was completely tained by Everton Football Club. He wanted to become the manager, which obviously he did. So a year on a lot's changed, hasn't it? Massively. And that night we actually asked Wafford Cup we spoke to. That permission, because obviously you've been in the press before it. It was a mad game. It took me 26 minutes left and we were out of the game. We asked Chase shutting down and the next minute we won the game. But 12 months later, that night, Sunday night, Sunday evening game, there was only four players started on Saturday from that team. It self tells you, you know, picked for the Colm and a couple of others. So it tells you that the changes that have gone on in that 12-month period. Where the club was then, so where it is now, feels like a million miles apart in terms of... Because I think this time last season, when this fixy came around, obviously Ronald Coomber had been sacked many a dozens in charge. It just felt like everything was going the wrong way all of a sudden. We'd had the optimism, obviously. Mishiri took over and we had Coomber coming in. We had Walsh coming in from champions and we spent some money, you know, and then we had an all right season. And then that summer we'd gone out and splashed the cash and we were made up. And then the wheels were seen to fall off. Everyone was quiet around the club. Mishiri was quiet. And he was like, what's happening here? You know, and we know that there was rumblins behind the scenes at board level and there was rumblins. So it was just a very tabulent time. And you're fast forward 12 months, like you just said. We got Marko Silver in. It was the man far up Mishiri made quite clear from that day he was, you know, we offered him £20 million for him, which is a mad amount according to the room show. You know, a year later we've got him and we've got Marcel Branzi. We tried to get in three years ago before he got Walsh. So, and we're seeing, we're seeing the semblance of a plan. We're seeing what they're doing. We're seeing stuff moving forward now off the pitch as well. And it just feels like a different place now. Yeah, yeah, it was. I mean, obviously we played the game on the Sunday. We played Leon on the Thursday night. So we were basically out of Europe as well at that point as well. So everything felt that it had gone out now. Everything felt that what had been worked for had ultimately disappeared. It just... Exactly. It was a really, really dark time in that game. I remember being tunneled down and just thinking, this is all fallen, this is all gone. It's all gone, but out of Europe we're about to lose another game. I think we were going into an international weekend as well. So it was that feeling that we were going to have to carry this for another couple of weeks and how low we all were. And it was also because we'd already sacked the manager. So it was, where do we go from here? Snareddon had been sent off on the Thursday night as well. Sigarton had played the front against Leon. We just felt, I don't know, we just felt so, so low. I think the following was the following fix of the Crystal Palace game. No, don't. My show? My to be. My to be. So obviously from this game we did pick up a little bit. Nias got, as you said, he'd got a goal in this game. My palace was when he got sent off after winning the penalty. She scored in the game as well. So there was a little bit of an up team from this game and obviously so many things in this game happened. Beans get a penalty then. There you get a penalty in the last minute and Tom Cleverly conspires to miss it and just felt like for a little period everything was just things were on our side. I remember Richard Allison played for them and he's obviously scored a really good goal. And then again you go a year in the future and he's playing for us, he's doing well. And as you just said, everything feels different and it's not because you couldn't have told me then. Things seem to fall apart so quickly in football and I think we feel at times that it takes a long time to put things back together.