 Kitty dog you want to come over and sit and say hello to the girls with me and Jimmy if he shows up hello kids to anybody who cares to Show up and chat or if anybody sees this later on let's try to get that glare out of there. I Just got back from a walk and I'm feeling positive. So I thought I would come on and share some of that positivity Maybe somebody'll join me. Hi Rosie. How are you? What would you go? Hi kids? Do you have your water? I was laughing. I put lol in the title because oh Anna that's fine. I mean I just went for a walk and I'm feeling good. I'm feeling positive. I'm feeling motivated. So I just thought I would check in with my WW community and see how you guys are feeling to see if anybody needs any Support or motivation from me and the rest of the crew The walk felt great all over still at his other grandmother's house So I'm able to get out and walk my bloody brains out, you know if I so choose so today I've already had 6,000 steps in So I'm gonna do what I just did again after I do some laundry After I chit chat with you guys after I make my bed and after I eat lunch I'm also shooting a what I eat in the day today and Um, I just wanted to come in and say hi I'm the reason I put lol in the title about the weekend is because the weekend is no different Well this weekend for me was different Then just like the rest of the week right now while we're all quarantined, right? What's the difference between a weekend unless like me you have a spouse or a roomie or Somebody in your home that goes to work during the week in their home on the weekend. I just want to say hi Let me say hi. See who's here Jill Anna yes, and Rosie. Hi Tracy Good job. Yes, sit your butt down lady I'm sitting mine down, too You just drank your drink wrong time to start the live stream. Hi Jennifer Jennifer I feel like I had something I wanted to tell you and I can't remember what it was That's okay. We're all just I'm just stopping in to say hi, too. I just want to check in sometimes Somebody will pop in and they'll say oh Nate. I'm so glad you started this Because somebody somewhere is maybe they're lonely They're still quarantined. I didn't realize how many of you guys are opened up We're still on check down here in California So I like to check in and just in case somebody like me needs somewhere to talk about Themselves their feelings their mental health their physical health health You wish what and I open yeah, no we're not open So that's all I'm doing. There's no real rhyme or reason to this the walk was beautiful I can't wait to go back out again But you know I have this thing that always weighs in the back of my mind that I Like to have certain things done by the time Steve gets home now It's what oh my gosh. Is it one o'clock here already wait hold the line, please. Oh, I didn't realize it was one o'clock So I like to have them done and then if I want to walk to my heart's content and he should pop in home And it's done and I don't have to worry about it even though But who's on my Instagram knows yesterday I was not very pleased with him I know I know we'll talk about it in a minute, but And do you guys don't worry about how long you stay here? I just want to be here in case anybody needs somebody to talk to Jill says Illinois still closed Pennsylvania still closed In England we're open some some places Here's the thing and I know I sound like a broken record Even when we're open some I'm not gonna be going anywhere except to the beach Jennifer says am I the only one that wishes that we stayed like this I sent my husband to get the mail just so I won't have to go out Jennifer I have no problem with this I just like to have the opportunity to go somewhere if I want and Here's the thing. Hi Patty Sweet patties here you guys if you don't follow Patty on Instagram Go over and see W. W. Maintaining Patty or is it Patricia? I forget all the time Oh Anna you guys opened up You know what I don't have any friends to miss You guys are really seriously all my friends Any friends that I would visit regularly I visit at Disneyland and I'm not gonna be going to Disneyland for a long time So this whole thing is okay, but I'll tell you what Anna says yes to yellow. I don't know what that means There's certain colors not see I haven't been watching the news and notice how my demeanor is just a skosh better than normal I just can't watch it. It's just too depressing. I can't watch everybody yelling at everybody about this or that or the other I'd rather come here and chat chat with you guys Let's see one level down from new normal another new normal Was everybody's weekend as far as staying on plan Mine was good. I stayed on plan. I should look at my Points I stayed on plan as you saw if you saw my last video Steve had steak and a potato and I had my chicken and my risotto I've been pre-tracking. I've been in the morning kind of planning out what I'm gonna have For lunch and dinner basically dinner so that I can track for breakfast and lunch and it's been working for me Jennifer says I only have one friend and she's a co-worker. So we're texting. I don't even FaceTime my kids my mom and that's it W. W. Maintaining Patty on Instagram. Go check her out motivational smart sweet calming the best Anna says I'm rocking it, but about this time of day. I want to say fudge it about Forget about it. Um, you know mine doesn't come like that until the end of the day Patty says been a good plan week except for last Tuesday my way in day So Patty did you after you weighed in did you have a couple things hi Liz? Everybody say hi to my friend Liz Liz actually. Okay. I just lied. I Do you have a friend her name's Liz? We just never see each other You know, we haven't seen each other in so long, but she's like one of my best friends isn't that wild? Anyway, say hi to Liz everybody Elizabeth Howard Um, I Forgot what I was gonna say. I've been I've been staying on point. You know when I have the biggest trouble is when I wake up I Go back over the preview Liz. This is all gonna be so boring for you, but happy Monday Esther. Hi Kathy Several things tell us about it Patty. This is all the Weight Watchers Liz Which you've never had a problem with but stick around if you have anything you want to talk about bring it up I love you too. I miss you. I wish I could go see that baby Patty got a plan for Tuesday. What was the subject this week? It was about sleep, huh? You know what? I Don't want to talk about sleep. I don't want to talk about anything the meetings are talking about right now I don't want to be bought. I didn't go to any meetings this week because I don't want to and I'm okay with that my leader commented a couple times on my Instagram Probably kind of like wondering, you know But I just I'm not getting anything out of the zoom and I'm gonna check my my billing and make sure that I don't get billed for June Because I'm not gonna as long as we're not going to meetings now. We talked about the email that we got Saying that they are gonna open the meetings. It'll be interesting to see who and where they're gonna do it I'm hoping they do it at mine because mine is a regular WW building. It's not at a church or a building. I do to Esther. I don't get anything out of them. I Just get frustrated and I think they're just stupid and they're just Jennifer they're gonna start opening them again. We got an email from Mindy Grossman Because I don't relate to Mindy Grossman, I don't relate to any rich chicks who live in the country and have their own chefs I want to bet I've recently lost 25 pounds Because of the your osteoporosis. How did you do it Liz? Did you do it on purpose or did you have a plan or how did you do that? 25 pounds. Where do you have 25 pounds to lose? I'm trying to think I know Jennifer and I'm on top of it I got my last month. What what who is it here that I'm allergic to because every time I come on my nose it just Um Esther's up nine since this started don't want to wait until it's off Double burger fries and felt guilty and everything I could find You're not alone. Um, I don't know. I'm on top of my building. I'm not gonna do the meetings anymore I don't get anything out of them. I feel like they're just yammering and getting the same stuff same stuff And at this point in time, it's just not helping me personally now If it's helping you stick with it go to the zooms go to zooms all day go to zooms across the country go to zooms Across the pond do all the zooms for me Tracking you guys know that a tracking everything. I've been drinking my water I could stand to drink a little bit more, but I've keep I keep it going I'm laying and measuring my chickens so I don't have anything extra than I should have because chicken is my main thing It is boring Tracy You just cut the junk out Good for you Liz Jennifer have a great day. I Probably won't because I got a couple. I didn't realize it was one o'clock. That's what happens when you sleep till 12 Yeah, Esther and even when I've tried other meetings, I'm just not getting They don't motivate me like when I listened to the twins this morning I was listening to the twins at four o'clock in the morning because I couldn't sleep The way I feel about the twins because I was special place in my heart for them I mean they could be sitting there talking about anything but weight loss and it still motivates me You know, we all have stuff that we hear and it's just you know, like Pavlov's dog It's gonna motivate us twins do that for me certain other people like when I listen to Sandy It just motivates me and gets me in the game the zoom meanings They're not and I gave them the old college try and they're just not working. So I'm doing my thing I had we went to the market this weekend. We got the stuff. I needed Steve even got me some extra stuff. I Even had a pity party. I'll tell you what you guys I had a good good pity party going yesterday And I did not eat during my pity party. I Was tempted to but I didn't do it. I Stayed strong. Let me see what my points were for yesterday. What I ended up with. Oh, apparently I under eight only eight fifteen points Yeah, that's what see when I'm when I'm mad or stressed or upset in general I I under eat So I'm just I'm just taking care of myself. I've been doing this long enough where I know how to do it now I mean, I you know what I mean not now, but it's I'm fine left to my own devices I have this little Weight-watching talking head in my head, which frankly to be honest with you. I wish sometimes wasn't there Because sometimes it pops in when it doesn't need to and I would rather be Focusing on something else like the tunes. I'm listening to or the tunes. I'm getting in the mail or because it's all about my music for me lately yesterday's uh, was it yesterday or the day before we got Glenn Miller and Mozart So we got a little bit of everything going on and then this morning my friend jimmy on facebook He posted hi judith Staying on track, but you guys it's only because it's so ingrained in me and again food is it might be all you guys That know me well know that It's just it's just not and there I've had some mad Mad cravings. I've I'm not going to say food. I don't like to talk about food over here because it's to me It's a trigger um And everybody's different. I'm not saying it's a bad thing for the youtubers that do talk about food I just can't because if I hear it it triggers me and then I'm thinking about it and then I can't be the only one that's triggered by talking about food. Is anybody else here triggered by talking about food? Excuse me Kitty said kitty's got something to say about it So Okay, so I did have a penny party yesterday because my husband went golfing And I was so pissed off Now Don't get me wrong. I know I don't have any right to be pissed off. I know he does everything But I was jealous Uh, you know, he gets to leave every day and go to work. Okay. I'm stuck here And trust me. I don't need I don't need any lectures about the guy deserves to do golfing But I I literally sat and cried and wished I could go somewhere and do something. Hi, Barbara How is your weekend weekend? Hello, ready? How was your weekend? Hi, Susan Oh, it's no party. I'm just sitting here yammering on uh But I was like so my I was hurt and I don't know how to describe it because it was Something that's never we've never had to go through before he he gets to go out, but I don't And yes, Barbara, everything's the same same for you too I was really upset my feelings were hurt. I was like my mom called and I answered I don't always answer when she calls depending on what's going on. I was crying. She's like, what's wrong but she knew She said did he go golfing and I'm like, yep And and I want him to go golfing. I want him to enjoy if he can go if I Here's the thing. I have had so many instances where He's working and I'm at Disneyland And I guess that's what I just figured out is I don't have anywhere that I can go Or I would go So I just it was like a pitiful day It was pitiful Wednesday's my birthday. I'm trying to decide if I should have cake or not I have not had cake for the last three years. Um, remember when I was in mammoth you guys Thank you, Judith. I'll take any thumbs up anybody wants to give me Uh, when we were in mammoth when we were in that cabin, I think that was the first I started YouTube in February and that was in May That was the best mammoth trip ever. I never had my cake then And then oh, he's done the 20th to Jill I get in my cargo paint take your paint by numbers for a drive You know what it was Barbara? And I need to maybe not talk about it because I'm going to just start occurring again The fact that he had somebody to go golfing with Um, if I had somebody to sit in the driveway with me Oh at six feet apart Or if we could go to the park, I don't have anybody and I it's so pathetic I don't even know why I'm bringing it up, but I just I don't I knew you would remember patty. That was the best birthday So haven't had any birthday cake in three years and steve said he said that he bought Here's the thing vans. Okay. I'm going to talk about food right now. So if you're triggered by cake I want you to tune out for just two minutes or hold strong. Okay About four years ago. I took oliver to one of his classmates birthday parties and the new thing here I need to ask you guys about this you guys who are my age The kid parties the kids have these days the parents the siblings everybody comes in my day you You pulled up to the front door of my kids friends birthday party. You open the door You kicked him out of the car and then you came back and picked him up at two You know what I mean and now it's like it's so hard because like Here you are spending all this money on a birthday party and the whole fam damley shows up anyways So we went to this birthday party for oliver's school mate And They had this cake in fact, you know, I'm not even gonna say what kind of cake it was because I don't want to Trick or anybody it was the best cake I've ever had in my life And I have not been a cake that I do not like And I want that cake I want it. I've been asking for it every year. Steve. Unfortunately does not hold on to information As much as I would like for him to I even write it down you guys I write it down I don't know what's going on up there. I don't know But he said that he already bought a cake mix I'm gonna go out and have something good. I want something really good Why does my nose itch? All right, I think Susan had a question. Let's see Oh shoot You guys I have a doctor's appointment through zoom right now. I'm so sorry. I'll be back. Oh shoot