 Hold on y'all. It seems dark in here. Does it seem dark in here girl? Open up your eyes. Hold on y'all It's kind of dark because I'm so country. I should wait till you hang on camera. It's kind of dark because um The weather this is where the big hurricane girls supposed to hit New Orleans. Ciao The nose got me all that must be over exaggerating sometimes on stuff. So But prayers to those of you who are in New Orleans by the time I look this up the storm would have passed by now But because of what's going on in the South it is Overcast here the weather so a little bit dark and it was kind of sprinkling this morning actually So I got all nervous because of you know, what CNN was reporting especially since it's this girl I'm sorry. I've had a drink and tell you what it is in a minute Especially since they started talking about Hurricane Katrina, which tucks at my heart Like I'm sure a lot of you. So, um I saw these contacting people who yesterday actually I started contacting people who I know that are in New Orleans I'm like, are you okay? Are you safe? They're like, yeah, there's just a category one. I'm like, you know what Y'all, but you know water ain't no joke ain't no joke. So anyway Apparently y'all like to see me act the plum fool on cam and so I'm back today to do just that No, we ain't gonna do that. Y'all I sit up here talking about how I want to you know, you know change the direction of my channel I'll be a little bit more professional and I even submitted for a What is it called to be an ambassador for a couple of companies good? They're gonna see this and be like we ain't gonna see you We ain't sitting in that stuff so you can act the fool on camera. We tell you what I'm drinking on disclaimer Do not sit up here and think that miss Jackson drinks every day girl. I cannot have a job. I have a husband I have a kid. I have priorities Drink it is not a priority for me. But when I do I make sure she's good and she's strong um, so uh I'm drinking in a cosmopolitan, which is my favorite drink by the way a cosmopolitan is basically vodka cranberry juice And some lemon if you want so vodka cranberry juice lemon I'm a squirt of orange. So this is pomegranate vodka I'm being a little bougie today pomegranate vodka cranberry juice A squirt of a lemon and that's it. So let's just try it Yes, so one drink is it is it so y'all I would say on average First of all, of course I drink wine, but I don't drink it as much Especially when I'm trying to watch what I eat. So that's the thing if you don't know anything about alcohol I know there's several of you who don't drink wine. It's not that good for each voice calories go Now, you know what? I mean red wine is great for your heart and antioxidants and all of that But if you're trying to watch what you are eating and calorie intake though vodka heart liquor with a little bit of a little bit of a juice Not so much. Um, but what am I trying to say? So I guess my whole point is that typically I drink wine probably two to three times out of the week Um, this is probably I rarely have heart liquor in the cabinet here. I really rarely have heart liquor Now jb my husband left for work just now and jb is at um on a play date with one of his friends girl Praise god for this Yeah, I know I'm just extra. Um, I'm gonna share with you guys my last few Bits of product reviews that I have and show you some products We're gonna jump into you know, y'all know the madness wasn't these youtube streets, which really isn't a lot I do have a mini story time that deals with some stuff That recently happened, but I already have a story time on this that I will be linking in the cards But y'all y'all know I'm a mess disclaimer Please do not take me serious when I take say some stuff. I know, you know, I'm very light hearted y'all. I am I'm silly Um, I'm kidding a lot of the time So I don't want people to come off thinking that I'm being rude Or a brace up. I just want to explain it because I feel like I feel like you guys get that about me But one or two you may be like she had her damn mind that too. That could be it, but All right, y'all, so let me jump right into it So we got Chiara botanicals in It's it's it's either cryo or kriya. I think it's pronounced crya Crya botanicals. I ordered four products from her line. I am super super excited to try these products now. She has Products for low porosity and high porosity, which I really do appreciate that. Okay, so first up. We have her leaving conditioner protein free Amen With veggies and herbs provide hydration and moisture ph of 4.5 The zoom is kind of There we go. I'm not going to open up any of this stuff. I'm just showing you real quick what I got Okay, we have the mango twist and braid provides hold and definition just real quick you guys I'm not going to really show anything a clarifying shampoo bar that is low porosity And lastly we have the low porosity deep conditioner protein free Super excited to try these all right Um, then we we will be having a wash stay with ors. I have a couple of things here. We have a What is this? Okay, I'll leave in hair lotion. Again, just real quick Creamy aloe shampoo The hair maynates now. I've tried this already love it and yeah official video for those coming up sorry Vio fives detox weightless conditioner. This has been on the back burner for a while But let me tell you something I had a little bit of an issue with my hair last week Which is why I'm taking a mini break. Y'all won't notice it because I have so many videos already scheduled But for my hair, I've taken like a two week break. I don't know what's going on But in between that I decided to use the vio fives detox hair and scalp I let me tell you something. I use this much as love IU when I tell you I use 25 cents You know how they all always tell you use 25 cents or a diamond piece. She like girl. That's not enough It was enough More than enough. I got all of my hair Cleansed with 25 cents worth of product that's coming up. I am ordering the mish products this week And then I will be ordering um some products from she sent it and a couple more weeks so what I need to do Is I had a doctor's appointment today and real quick I put my hair in like A style because I didn't have any much time. So what I need to do now is Put my hair back in twist. We shouldn't take much effort at all and um We're just going to put it back in a bun and to wash it. I'm not doing my hair So I will be using oldie bug goodie Garnier fruity sleek and shine leave it now I know this doesn't work for everyone, but I like it. I love it actually I do have um a video review in this and I actually actually have a video Why did the comparison between the buttercream and this one? Okay, I'll be linking it below. All right y'all. So anyway y'all um Haven't really I've been looking at mid music videos on youtube. I don't know. I look like I'm 18 years old Haven't really been looking at anybody in particular um a lot of folks are taking a break or Sorry y'all or you know, they don't have any new content out. I don't know. What the hell is that? What are y'all doing? I'm about to jump into some of y'all um Uh Inboxes and be like, oh man, what are you doing you in a while? Y'all see this is why I need to give my hair a rest. It's very dry at the root Hmm I need to do a hot oil treatment So y'all I have to admit to something to my husband today Well, first of all let let me just say this let me back up My mom sent me a text message earlier this week and she's like I found out that so-and-so passed away from lung cancer in 2017 and I was like, oh and this was um One of her boyfriend's or Now my my parents are re-backed married. They're remarried each other y'all if you don't know now You know my parents got married got a divorce and then they remarried each other She dated in between there and she dated um This man who apparently just passed away of lung care. He didn't just pass away. She just found out that he passed away of lung cancer Back in 2017 y'all forgetting girl. What does that do with me because This was the boyfriend that I was talking about in my one story time video I did a couple years ago of him falling off the balcony No Oh, okay, so hold on y'all know i'm crazy. I know i'm silly So I was letting my husband know first of all let me back up I admitted to my mama something about that incident and i'ma link the story the story in one of these cards Okay And my mama she said my mama's a cool person, right? So she was like you crazy So I was telling my husband I said um look my mama's uh One of her old boyfriend's I found out this week that he passed away from carencer And this is the one who I knew he had fallen off the balcony. I didn't say anything y'all he was looking at me He was looking at me kind of confused. I said, oh, you didn't know He didn't say anything because I told you he had he an extreme endeavor He's probably thinking of some crazy shit in his head why simultaneously judge me. That's all right You know, that's okay. So I said, oh you didn't know so What happened was He had the the patio door had locked and unfortunately it's one of those patio doors where it could only be unlocked From that outside and not from the inside. I know it's crazy. He had one of those double door locks or something, right? so This man and his men 40s decided to go up the first of all He had gone on those old school. I don't know if I said this in the story time He had on those old school Slippers that they sell at walmart. Yeah, I know what I'm talking about You they were they were in the hood and in the country those old school black You know fluffy slippers, right? He wore those all the time inside the house He decided to climb up around the patio And unlock the door child He's looking at me and like he's like, okay, I said, but so this is the thing I knew he was down there. All right. I'm sorry Oh jimmy, I'm so sorry honey, whatever you are. Bless you. Please forgive me. I was so petty though So I was telling my my husband's looking at me y'all and I'm trying to justify myself, right? I said, but you don't understand. It was Easter. My mama had cooked and fixing my plate. I sat down Oh lord y'all now feel bad. This is the thing pouring me in here. Like I said in the story time He had broke both his legs. He's in his man 40s. You didn't know young buck anymore He had broke both legs Hey child those slippers Those slippers what office I ran down there my fluffy ass just kept eating And so my husband's just looking at me like since wait a minute. So this is me talking to my husband I'm like, so I'm talking ill will about the man. You know, I said some things in the story time But I'm a firm believer that the dead cannot defend themselves. So It's it's tacky to talk about that. I'm laughing about this situation But I don't want to talk about his character So I'm not going to say those things that were mentioned in the story time But like I said linking it below. So I told my husband these things that he's like But you could have said something while you were fixing your plate He said you could have said, you know, you could have said something, you know, as soon as you saw them Saw him you could have told your mama. I said I wasn't thinking about that I was thinking about this four-layer coconut cake and it's chicken and dressing. He just shook his head I said, so what do you think do you you judging me right now? He said no That's what they do in the hood and since I didn't know that's not what they do in a hood All right, jimmy rest in peace. I gotta kick out of there. I could not stop laughing. I'm like I thought he knew that I thought he knew them that story. I admit it I admit it to my mama while we were on a trip in Las Vegas I said mama, just to let you know, you know, you see the story time Let you to let you know that time that jimmy fell off the balcony I knew he was down there for a while and I just didn't tell you because I need to get my food I need to get my food. Yeah, she just looked at me and she said Think next week. I'm going to take my baby to our drive-in. You remember driving at theaters And now they're different apparently you can get the music through not the music you can get the audio through your Stereo system your radio system of your vehicle I guess almost like a bluetooth type of thing or maybe you tune into our station. I'm not sure The only thing is that the movies start very late like eight o'clock But we have two or three here in the valley And then we have one in glendale. So one night I told jv I said we can pick up some you know some food and drive down to them to the um Diamond excuse me to drive in and watch a movie. That'll be nice. I think that'll be nice. Um So y'all what I'm watching on tv So I am watching a new sci-fi Show on um netflix called the oa This stuff is weird as hell It is I don't know what to make of it It's for shows that what I do. I just do a certain degree it it flip flops I shouldn't say that it goes into different time periods So you're hearing the story. Um, it's all in first person from someone who's I don't know in their 20s And then you getting it from when they're seven years old And so you got to really pay attention. You got to be sober too, apparently You got to really pay attention to this type of story so that you don't get confused So so far i'm on i'm on season one only on episode two so far. I like it I really do. Hold on y'all. I think someone's outside. So, um, yeah, it's okay Started to watch black spot french base Creepy as hell I like it but creepy I can't really get into that, you know too much right now, but it's okay. Um girl You want to talk about is anyone watching love after lock up Child what I tell you always new and love. Okay. So love after lockups to let you know love after lock up Is a series I can't I don't remember what channel is on isn't on any you guys know any oxygen I'm not sure what network is on because I honestly watch it on youtube. Okay So they're on season is a season three And um, they have these lists of characters These people meet of course while they're in prison And so a lot of them get they get married while they're in prison and then I just don't understand Why people assume that the person that these people that they meet Are going to be the same person Out of prison they don't have any rules They don't have they're not they're not confined to the boundary and rules in prison as a or on the outside life So if you have someone who's been in prison, I'm not even gonna give a time period because a day to them They feel like one day could feel like a hundred days. So god forbid if they've been in prison more than five years Some of them eight ten years They've been they've been what institutionalized and now they have all this new found freedom Your your want them to be the person who fell in love with them on the outside wants them all to themselves Girl, please male or female. They're gonna be running around in the streets going back to the people because they miss all of that I mean in a way. I can't blame them. They miss all of that for years And so they want to be around their friends They don't want to sit at home with you looking at crock-pock recipes and shit No, they want to be out in the streets with their friends. Like I said male or female. So child episode two And when I tell you I'm like, you know what I can tell my husband I said I need for you to come through for me like clint comes through Clint is one of the characters He is um, I think yeah, he's married to one of the characters named Teresa. Is it Teresa? They are a mess, but who is really a mess They are the one mess. They are a mess But the one couple actually a triplet couple megan. I know I'm talking about megan michael and sarah Who is this younger Black kid and he's a kid because he can't be no more than 23 25 So he is married to a younger, um, Caucasian girl. She's like 22 23, right? While he's in prison He falls in love with this system named megan. Is she from houston y'all? I feel like she's from texas old country ass. I think she's I shouldn't say that but I think she's from texas So anyway He meets her while in prison prison, right? So on on season one of the show She meets up with him. Um, she drives him around. He missed his probation His probation or pointing to whatever because of the side chick. She's a side chick is what she is y'all Apparently his wife gets pregnant now when she says she was pregnant I was like you a dang on I ain't nobody getting pregnant fast, but keep in mind She's only 22 23 her ass is fertile and she fluffy she fertile and fluffy. So yeah, she got pregnant right away She's uh Still pregnant About to go through a c-section on this season, right? So megan meets. Okay. What am I telling y'all of that? I'm gonna tell you in case you want to watch it. I'm not gonna say much so it's just a mess y'all it's just a mess and Especially when I see that it's a lot of women that are doing this seeking love and be like I just want to shake some of these women and be like, do you not know yourself worth? Like nobody is really busted. I mean, oh besides. Oh girl besides the one that clinton's with Oh, yeah, but she's on drugs. She's definitely on meth But megan, it's not a bad-looking girl, you know that week she had on last season that shaking go features was a mess, but um You know, she's not a bad-looking girl. So It is just crazy absolutely crazy I don't know what makes the people think make these people think that the person that you fell in love with It's going to be the same person on the outside No, they've been because they've been in the system Most of them were in back going back to jail. Most of them went back the first season Or whatever season they're on season two. I think I don't my girl. So yeah watching that They've really been watching me being still watching the 100 Oh, I don't know about this season y'all. I'm just not feeling it I need a plate to come in and wipe the entire Staff out or cast Not really feeling that just some stuff that I kind of want to watch or get into but yeah, is that gray hair? No Okay, y'all, this is the last bit too that didn't take time at all And I probably need to go all the way down to the end with this Hey, so y'all look, um, I want to talk about something. Y'all let me know what you think Like I said, I'm in a couple of facebook groups and I am a lurker I'm a huge lurker. I would sit back on the back line looking at comments judging away I don't necessarily judge people. I'm just looking, you know So every now and then I do see posts from people wanting to hang out and You know meet up with folks and all this y'all. I just feel like feel like nowadays It's really hard to find authentic people Who don't really have any and maybe I have trust issues and because of my intro I don't know it could be a combination of things But it's really hard to make friends I found that now I don't want to certainly say make friends because you can meet up with anybody But to meet up with another person regardless of sex and have likeness have things that are in common And for it to not go to go to hell. You know what I mean? I just find that it's very It's harder down to do that. You almost have to work it. I don't want to work it And my my friend quote has been meant Okay, unless you come into the table with something magical I'm good on the friends. So I have my my friends People who are really considered my friends Are very low. You know what I mean? I have associates. I have appliances That's a big word You know what I mean? Y'all I have people that I put in categories for me myself I know a lot of people do this And so who I consider true friends. I can count on my fingers And I'm okay with that. I'm perfectly fine. Now oftentimes I'll get people who because I am I'm a very nice person No, I know it's kind of kind of some cocky, but I think that I'm I'm a very nice person and um I will break my back for the people I love. I'm a Leo. I'm loyal Um, a lot of people tell me things that they may not tell others because I can keep a secret Oh girl, tell me your secrets. I will keep your secret mama that I'm really good at reading someone And I am good. Look This is a Leo for you. I will cut you off and have no problems never talking to someone yet Like I could be friends with and I know some people like wow Because if once you've done me done me wrong and once I see something about you that I don't like I I completely chop you off and I have someone that I had to do that to last month They noticed it. Uh, they wanted to know what they did what happened And I'm like, no No block Delete and I've known this person for over 10 years. Yeah, so I'm like I can't I'm like that I can do that So, um, what's the point girl? But yeah, I just find that it's really hard to I feel like if you have to work at it, you shouldn't have to work at it You know what I mean? Something should come naturally is you shouldn't have to really work at it And I I found that the few friends that I have made and the relationships I value those relationships, you know over having fake and phony relationships with 2030 people You know what I mean? I would rather value One to two Great relationships with my one or two friends over 10 or 15 friend people who claim to be my friends Um, and they're not there for you. That is it now. I'm rambling my hair is done So yeah, so with my hair like this I can wear my hair in all types of styles. Um Y'all see me do my hair in twisted styles before but protective styles Or endless but my go-to is just to pull my hair over like this child Twisted up like this. I don't worry about no edges or nothing Bobby pin it all up Like that and then put this back in the low bun That's my go-to That is it and I can wear it back Secure it really good two to three days take it down moisturize do something that's worthwhile I was pulling it all over like this And just letting it hang down sometimes, you know what I mean? So um, but let me fix this So that is it everyone my drink is done. So we are done. So that is it. Thank you so much for watching. Take care. Bye