 Good morning everyone. I'm on my morning walk. I got creation We'll talk when I get home, but I love today Doing a lot of editing listening to Spotify Have some coffee. Hey guys. Um, so I realized I didn't actually start this vlog yet really so today's Monday It's actually a memorial day. I'm not doing anything. I had a while not wild weekend I went to a conference this weekend. So from like Thursday to last night at like 11 12 p.m I have been going non-stop like 15 hour days. So I am back home getting my life back together It's Monday. So that means it's family dinner night. We typically do family dinners on Mondays Pretty much weekly, but I'm just getting a lot of computer work done I've been doing some schoolwork editing just random emails like not super fun stuff I self-tanned this morning and trying to think of anything else I'm gonna show you guys my mark jaco's bags that I got I posted them on Instagram You guys been asking me a ton. I got new easy So I'm gonna like unbox those even though I'm already like I've already worn everything But I want to show you guys what I got, you know I wasn't vlogging this weekend and I missed you guys. Also. I think on Friday So I'm just way right and I like my best friends. We're going to San Diego I'm actually recording a podcast with someone in San Diego if you guys can guess who it is comment down below It is like a company that if you guys are a longtime viewer, you know that I used so much and promoted so Much like I was absolutely obsessed with them. I still am Amazing if you guys can guess comment down below I feel like if you guys can guess they're a San Diego based company But it's like I'm recording with the CEO of this company. It's gonna be so freaking cool So they're gonna go with me We're just gonna make a little mini trip of it and I'm gonna go record just for a little bit and whatever But right now just getting some stuff done and I will show you guys What I'm doing. I need to be laundry and all that stuff I'm gonna edit this vlog and then you know, I really need to like, you know When you get back from like a really crazy few days I view this as like a vacation a staycation like it wasn't you know, I just feel a little bit out of it You know how many times gonna say, you know, I'm so sorry subscribe you guys are new here I love you guys so much. Okay. All right guys, so I just changed into literally like This is my outfit for today I'm just really slow right now. Um, so I have this champion hoodie on my favorite champion hoodie on my favorite Like black joggers. They're from Lulu lemon. I literally just flashed you guys. Um, they are The dancer jogger from Lulu. They're really comfortable and then I have my Yeezy's on which I'm about to show you guys Anyways should have shown you before Yeah, these are it. I've already kind of gotten them. Oh, no, I've definitely gotten them dirty How do I clean that part of my shoe? That is not a good look for these. I need to make sure that those are clean So please someone tell me how I do that, but those are the shoes that I got They're awesome. Love them so much. I'm just kind of tired and slow today Um, I got a lot of computer work done and I just need to get out of the house I'm gonna get my car wash. I have a feel like to do things that I need to do But before this is the house. I'm gonna show you guys my two new bags So I have not been home all weekend or like for four or five days I haven't really like gotten rid of these those shoes that I just showed you and then I have two Bags from Marc Jacobs that I just bought. This is all trash, but very cute The first bag that I got. Oh my gosh Is this one I'm gonna have both of them linked down below I really just needed to change up my recommend cuff bag. I'd way overworn it I love this one because it's gray and gold together and it's just so cute It holds so much stuff like it's still a side bag. That's like really easy every day But I can fit my vlog camera and a disposable camera in here and so much other stuff Which makes like the biggest difference for me. I love the hardware on it I love that it's gray and gold because I mix metals all the time So like this bag pretty much does that for me. So I love this and there's two like big pockets And there's like a place here cards like I just have a bunch of random stuff in here I'm not using this right now today, but I love this bag like this is just literally the perfect bag I was looking online last week because I was like I really do need to get a new bag And I was looking at like Saint Laurent and stuff like really high in brands And I don't know what it is I just am not obsessed with any of the like actual like high-end designer bags right now, but I love this So this is the one that I picked up This is like my everyday bag that I love and then I also have this Marc Jacobs bag This bag is perfect for like meetings and when I'm at church all day and stuff because I can carry so much in it And it's not huge and it's just so cute I'm actually using this today because I'm gonna go to a coffee shop and just do some reading after but like it's perfect It's gray that tag is not like a tag. It's it's not like a tag when you sell it It's just like it stays there, you know, it's supposed to be there So I'm trying to say so I don't really like it that much because everyone thinks that I just left the tag on I Carry it this way a lot, but um It's bigger and I can fit so much stuff into I can fit like four books my iPad probably my laptop I didn't even try that I can fit like a big tumbler cup So like my coffee I can fit a swell water bottle like I can just fit so much stuff and I got this half off I believe it first it was like four or five hundred and I don't remember like I got it for like 40% off But it's like literally the best bag. It's just so cute and small but carries so much stuff So I like am in love with it That is my mark jacob's and easy unboxing for you guys that wasn't really unboxing when I bought these it was just like I Was having the best morning like Whoo, I was just having the best morning. I was in West Hollywood. I had to go. What's Hollywood morning? This is I can just throw that into my Laundry basket isn't that nice But I was just having like the best morning in West Hollywood and it was like gloomy out Which is my favorite weather and I just kind of bought these on a whim I know I need a new bag for a while But like I don't know and that was on sale the reason I got to is because that was on sale But um, yeah, I just like I don't know I was having the best morning And it was like before Bethel and then I was going to be cat cat works at Alfred and like all this stuff whatever literally all my friends are recessed and It was just like Literally such a good morning. I was in the best mood, but I wasn't recording anything I wish I would have just because it was such a good day And then I was I don't know like I last week literally was I don't even know why I got into this like spiel of things This is nothing to do with unboxing, but um, I don't know last week I was literally like bouncing up and down so happy crazy, and I still am just exhausted, but I don't like I Don't know. I just had this whole like I was just so happy like I am and I think that I have a few things to say Okay, and here we are I guess we're really just having a little chat. This is not planned Um, I don't know. I think I just learned I say this I just learned and grown a lot like I really do feel that way and I like have a very like strong like impression on my spirit Basically that like something really good and much bigger is coming and like what all is happening like I can't even like see the surface I have this like thought of like what I'm gonna end up doing and whatever and I was at conference and I had this whole idea knows like I think it's kind of like a new color And like it's nothing of I mean it is like having to do it This is just gonna be like a very different But I think that like Basically the way that like even go like that God is like working now with like people who are Whatever I don't think that like many traditional ministry is gonna be traditional ministry for like ever I think that there's gonna be people who have like like I have a pastoral call my life like have this stuff And it all matches up together, and it's not always necessarily just like in a church Whatever apply that to whatever you want to do with your life It doesn't even have to have anything really to do with like church or like if you don't believe any of that like so good Just like I think that there's so many new things and new waves that are coming But basically I don't know why I'm sharing this to you guys So hopefully this is good for someone but it was like I got lunch with a friend and I was like I just feel like it's almost like a new color like what is coming is just a new color And it's like you look at all these colors And you can't even like imagine a new one because it's like seems impossible and it's almost like Overwhelming that it seems so impossible because you try to think of a new color and it's like what but it's like God Does the impossible and like there will be a new color and that's kind of how I feel like like generationally like where we're gone Anyways, um, I literally don't know why also another thing I had a break a lunch break where I do myself and I facetime to Ryan That's right and you guys are obsessed with him But I face them right and we were just having like kind of like a heart-to-heart And I was just talking about a bunch of things and I was like how And this sounds harsh and I'm gonna talk about this in a podcast And I don't mean this to sound harsh and this can go to any asset to realize like relationally business wise friendship wise What school you're gonna go to what you're doing with your life like where you're gonna live whenever and I was like how I Think with me Relationally to I am someone who like if you were in my life and you were a friend I made a decision you were my friend like I am in your life and I'm committed Obviously there are times when like I grow apart from people or like it's just not where it's just a be or whatever But for the most part like it's a decision, right? And so I'm like if you mess up whatever like we're gonna work through and we're gonna get together if I mess up like whatever It's just not like as based on actions But obviously and unhealthy situations. It's a totally different situation But anyways, I say this and I have to like really explain it because I don't ever mean to like Stay in a healthy relationship or relationship or friendship or whatever I was just talking about how like on the flip side of that when things I'm like not trying to get that into it, but like because of that I'm very loyal and There are times when like I need to leave basically But I think basically there's a difference between giving grace and giving forgiveness to people and giving them a second chance You don't need to give a second chance like those are very different situations You can give grace and give forgiveness to someone and not have them back in your life and not have them be in your life And also I was like and again, this is the part that sounds harsh like how low of myself Do I have to think to put myself in a situation like that? So you can apply that to anything and it's like I'm not someone I would not consider myself someone to have a low self esteem I would not consider myself someone to like have a low self-worth. I think I over extend I don't think there's ever I think you always extend forgiveness and grace But I think I over extend myself pass that to where it isn't that anymore And it's like it's like other chances that I don't need to be giving because that's not what that is And I was like how low of myself do I have to think to put myself in that situation or in that situation again? so like Relationships that's a very big one like signing a certain contract for me Like taking a certain job Going to like whatever you do look you can literally apply that to any area of your life And it's just like it's really changed my like thinking because I look at myself almost as like an outsider Like I almost like look at myself as like a friend I need to protect and it really changes like the decisions that I make and what I do and who I'm around I think I'm in a time right now where I'm like Extremely extremely intentional with who is in my life and who's like speaking into my life I feel like it's like a very big season of like preparation. I don't know whatever But it's just like when you ask yourself that when you're going in a situation That's like how low of myself to I have to think to like Say like oh, this is what I deserve when I know I deserve so much better. You know what I'm saying So anyways, this is literally supposed to be an unboxing clip I don't really know why if any of you guys got anything from that. Please let me know But I'm gonna like go into that more in a podcast that I'm recording with my friend Nico tomorrow I don't know when it's gonna be up, but if you guys haven't you need to check out my podcast I literally love it. It's a lifestyle podcast We talk about everything from like products to self-growth to like money management basically in every area of your life health like how to get healthy and Yeah, just like there's so much that we talked about on there And if you guys like that you'd like my podcast I love you so much always linked down below with that being said I'm gonna leave my house and Go actually do some stuff. So we're gonna go get a car wash. I'm gonna go to Alfred. I think it's gonna be good Okay, I just got my car washed in it like getting your car washed I have all these tumblers back there is one of the best feelings in the entire world. Like it's just so clean Oh my gosh. Wow. Love this. So I feel like I really have my life together and I'm gonna go to Alfred. I Got the parking spot literally right out front. So people are just probably staring at me as I'm recording myself But I got this perfect parking spot and I did some reading at the car wash because the car wash that I go to I like it It's really close to me. It just takes like 45 it takes a little bit of time I don't know. I feel like it takes way longer than normal car washes, but it's just busy So I normally like read when I go there also a multitasking tip is that like I keep I Constantly I'm like reading and like writing and whatever but I keep that stuff on me So I just do it when I'm sitting and waiting for things so I got some stuff done But I'm gonna like sit down. I'm gonna get a coffee And a snack and just do some reading and whatever and then I'm gonna go to Joe's and pick up some stuff for family night So I will Yeah, okay. Bye You got some oats and a chai And I quickly show you guys what I got at Trader Joe's guys this meal was literally $18 and will feed like four to five People so if you guys are too into family dinners and stuff. This is a really cheap one and it's actually just like so good I haven't made this meal in forever if you guys you guys have probably seen me make it before but it's really good I also forgot about it and it's coming back today So I'm gonna be making some tacos for tonight. We're doing taco night for family night Which is very exciting But again, like I said, this is $18 and you could even do it cheaper than that and it feeds like four or five people So if you guys do family dinners and you're not trying to spend like a ton of money like last week I think we spent if you guys watch the vlog where we made the John and buddies pasta I think we spent around like 30. I think we spent like $60 on that one But this is like really really cheap and everyone want to talk to us. I was like, all right So we have peppers Corn Little tomatoes And then okay, so this is soy chorizo and like listen guys. I'm not vegan and this is so freaking good This is the best taco like me. I've ever had it's not me But you know what I'm saying from Trader Joe's it's like two three dollars It is so good Joe show me this like when we first into this house So like a year and a half ago and it still is like one of my favorite things to get at Trader Joe's It's the Trader Joe's brand, but it's so freaking good and then corn tortillas, these are literally like 99 cents and Avocados, oh my gosh, so that is it. It's literally so cheap and that's what I'm gonna be making tonight So I'm currently Making dinner. These are tacos. So everything that you guys just saw I have some tomatoes some peppers corn the Sorcerizo and then I put seasoning and stuff on there So I'm currently like heating up these oh, I this has been on there for a second. This is really how I do it Then we have some avocado and yeah, this is it's kind of a mess right now But this is what I do. Oh, all right. We're set up her family dinner I'm actually about to bring the food out here, but I have the table set up We have the living room the candles are lit Candles are lit in their Coco's toys out. I put this on the TV to be funny. I'd throw some stuff away It's just a casual thing as you guys can definitely hear the jazz music and yeah, I'll show you guys we have This looks absolutely Incredible All right guys, so it is now like midnight. I'm gonna go to bed. I have an early morning I have to be in a coffee shop at 7 a.m. If you guys enjoyed this video Let me know by giving it a thumbs up subscribe you guys haven't already and comment down below Don't kill my vibe. I don't know if you guys made it this far. Love you guys so much and I'll see you soon Bye