 Good morning birthday girl, I was in this look up and stopped for a day. Oh my gosh. She's up so early. I can't believe I'm turning 21. She's not. Okay, so what do you think I got you for your birthday? I'm just telling her because it's on pre-order. I think, or back-order. I think Hensie got me a passion planner. No, but you probably need one. A She Reads Truth Bible? I got you the things that you wanted. The shoes? Yeah. I thought you would know that. That's why I was like, they're on back-order, so make sure no one else buys them because they're not going to come. I texted Kayla not to get them. But then, apparently everyone was planning on getting them for you, so I got them first. I think that was the only thing you ever wanted. Well, that makes sense because I did post on my Finsta. I was like, are these cute, you guys? Well, I was like, perfect as you posted that because I just asked her to have her work. Next time I just start posting my wish list on Finsta. Yes, but also I was going to do it. I kind of always plan on it because you kept saying you wanted. I knew which odds you wanted, but you just had to follow them. Oh my gosh. This is crazy. This has probably been the longest vlog of my life. But you know that everyone loves it. They can do 12-30, and then when they finish 12-30 and they're starting work, they can play this. That's so true. I've posted, I'm posting right now, a compilation of videos. We're bringing for Dawn's birthday. We're bringing back the Shrek nails. We're bringing back the video where Dawn pulls her hair out. What do we call that video? When we're dancing on our bed. Oh, and I pull my hair out. Like Britney or something. A never-before-seen TikTok of Dawn roasting someone who roasted me. There's a lot there, so go check it out. Wait, that is so funny. I'm excited to see this. Like you haven't seen it before? The boys are... I know, this is just never-before-seen footage. What if that person comes for me? Because I came for them. Then I'm going to come for them again. And then, honestly, it'll be good for your career. I almost wore cowboy boots last night with my outfit. And everyone said no. And I said, if Fenty was here, she would have said yes. Wait, cowboy boots actually make everything look better. Do you have Shrek nails? Do you want to see what Saab got me? Also, look at the boots, guys. Beautiful. And these boots are... They're not mine. She just caught me being caught the same ones. Oh, my God. It's the Shrek Supreme collab. Yeah. I know, when you showed me the skateboard, I was... No! What have I done to you? That's a leave for my dry bar appointment. I'm getting my hair blown out. Because I hate doing my hair. Dom is preparing her playlist for her party tonight. I don't think we've even said that to the vlog. Dom is throwing a birthday party tonight. That's why there's a Shrek. Like her nails. Um, Piñata here. What do you have to tell the class, Saab? Guys, I just want to say... You know, I'm feeling just really on top of the world. Especially after our reading. No, that was literally the... Clearly the most... Oh, I don't think we told the vlog. We had a psychic reading today. I don't think we've vlogged this yet. It was going to be a whole video. It was crazy. Literally insane. Literally one of the craziest things that's ever happened to me. Yeah. And I was shook out of my mind. And ever since, honestly, that reading... I've just been dealing on top of the world. Absolutely on top of the world. And we have just like a fun little get together with friends tonight plan. And it's going to be... It's going to be so much fun. Yeah, so anyways, I'm going to get a blowout. I'm actually meeting a friend and we're getting them together at Strybar. I always go to the one either on 3rd or the one on Sunset. Which I honestly go to the one on Sunset more because there's always more openings. I'll show you my outfit. It's very cute, guys. I have this pink vest from Urban, a white long sleeve. These pants are Urban. I actually think they're my sisters and she left them at my house. I have these Prada shoes on. This is my Rebonning Housewife tote. Thank you! Bye! Here we go. It's a dry bar. I'm out of my blowout. This is where I used to take hot pilates like Don around the corner. It's so funny because the Oppenheim group is here. There's like always tourists now because of the show. Anyways, off to sleep. Here we go. We're ready for Don's birthday. Don want to do an offer to the day? Yes. So this dress is from Nordstrom. Cute. That's really all I'm wearing. These shoes are dogs. I'm wearing Don's Cowboy boots. We got a boob barn. If you guys haven't seen the video, check them out. And this? This up here is natural. Are you going to tell them your captions? My captions would be like, I have boobs, too. You know? I mean, Kenzie's not the only one with boobs, you know? That's literally my caption. We figured out what works on Instagram, guys. Now it gets people's attention. Yeah, we did. I accidentally posted this selfie. I accidentally posted this. It's not bad. It's just like, I didn't move. Wait, we accidentally posted this to my main story. It's not a bad photo, though. I look like that one piece of hair. Happy birthday, Don. We love you. I carry her 21st birthday cake. Ready? Project D, Project D. Every time I do this shot, I feel like I'm in college again. Happy Monday, guys. So Don's party was a huge hit, as you saw. Literally, story of my life. I'm going to show you guys the lip combo I've been going for. Yesterday, honestly, I edited, napped. We went to Jones, as you guys saw. That's kind of it. Oh, my God, I have my blue bottle right now. I'm about to record for making moves, a.k.a. TK's podcast. And then she's recording for my later tonight. I have four shows total. I got her some matcha. I got here, like, a little bit early, because I'm always early to everything. Always 10 minutes early to everything, because I have anxiety. And if I'm not able to sit in my car for a few minutes before I go inside, I just feel so rushed. This has been my lip combo lately. The Charlotte Tilbury pillow talk. Hourglass velvet teddy, velvet story. And then just a lip gloss on top of it. Actually, I've been liking the... Oh, take it, it's not even in this bag. I don't know where I put that. My two-face, I've been wearing the, like, lip pump for one. Look who it is! I have your matcha. Thank you so much. You're welcome. Look where I am. Oh, welcome vlog. Guys, remember the bag from the Bahamas vlogs? Yes. So cute. I wear it every day. It is such a good bag. I'm so glad that happened. That was, like, such a fun moment. No, I told someone, people, the sweetest part about it was the boys in the hotel room after. It was so cute. It was a haul. A haul, yeah. They really were your hype men. Guys, we just recorded such a great episode. It really just picked up the last half that we literally, we had so much to say. We, a never-before-told story on the pod. About TK's juicy breakup. TK's juicy breakup. There you go. We just finished recording. Heading to Alicia's. We're going to the studio for meat later. Got some recordings. Oh, we're off. I really would. Guys, we just made it to the studio. TK's here. We in the stew. The mother of horkings stew. I'm actually going to play the NFL. NFL. This is what I play when my boss isn't in the mood to film. I literally play this. And she's like shot that. This reminds, honestly, this makes me really relax as it reminds me of my home. Down. All right, guys. It is Monday night. I recorded four episodes today. Went to Alicia's. I didn't film that much because, honestly, it's really hard in studio days to film at the studio, obviously, because we're already filming and recording. Getting my meter. Going to draw in buddies again. Here we are. I'm meeting with my editor, Carly. It's going to be great. All right, guys. Little recap of today. It was crazy. I didn't vlog a ton. Recorded at 9 a.m. with TK. Went over to Alicia's. Ran an errand. Met up with a friend from college. Got lunch and then I was in the studio. Recorded three shows. Got drawn in buddies with Carly. Just dropped Dom off some food. And now I'm done with my day. But I just wanted to chat with you guys because I don't know. And I want to preface this by saying I am not an L.A. hater. I normally love the city of L.A. I don't think it's fair to generalize. There are so many great people here. Obviously, I have some of my best friends. But I just, I don't know. I would say like 80% of those that I know who live in L.A. are either trying to get out or really want to get out of L.A. And I was like, oh, guys, I don't know. It's a great city. It is. I definitely think there's other cities in America to live than L.A. and New York, even though I love New York. I much prefer New York over L.A. Now, I'm always like, there's other cities. I don't think L.A. is an L.P. all, but I have loved L.A. and it really shaped me into the person that I am so much. I learned so much here. I made incredible friendships. I mean, people that I would die without DOM and itself is worth it. Ryan, all of my people here, but it got me thinking when I am here, I just feel almost claustrophobic and I just don't ever want to be here, honestly. I don't look forward to coming really anymore. And that's weird because I always have. So, I don't know. That's kind of odd. It was also my dream growing up. And I'm obviously so grateful for my life and my time here, but it's just so crazy how you really just like, it really served me at a time in my life, but now I'm like, I don't even know how to describe how I feel, but just weird. And I love L.A. and I'm so grateful for it and my time here and stuff. And I'm not saying if you live here or if you love it, I'm not saying that. I just mean my personal experience now with the city that once was like so dear to me. It just feels weird. And I saw life here. I have so many roots here. I have so many friends here. It just got me thinking. And TK and I talk about this on the podcast today, to trust your gut, because I knew that I needed to make a move. I don't know what it was. And I had no idea my life was going to end up like so much better in Dallas. I would have never, ever, ever expected that. But I really trusted my gut. I went against what people in my life were telling me to do, because I knew deep down that that was the right move for me. Even though at the time it wasn't a full-time move, but still. And it was the best decision of my life. And anything these past few days in L.A. have taught me, even though again I'm here all the time, I made the right decision and there is no better feeling than that. But it was really hard. I was really scared. It was, yeah, it was honestly a difficult thing to do. And I was really worried. And I thought like, maybe this is going to be really bad for my career or like whatever. And it just wasn't. It was the right move. If you are currently thinking about something or something's on your mind and change you want to make a scary move, something, I'm telling you, trust your intuition. Follow that. I promise you. Well, I guess I can't promise you. But I hope that it is the same outcome that I feel. I've almost been gone out of L.A. full-time for two years. Almost like two years now, guys, which is crazy that it's gone by so fast. To be honest with you, I still see most of my friends in L.A. the exact same amount because you just don't see your friends when you're in L.A. anyways. Yeah, I don't know. There's just something about it. Like I don't feel, I don't feel like I used to when I'm here at all. Like literally at all. And I honestly like spend my time like so excited to be home. Some are like obviously I want to be a thom. So that's like really the only thing. And like obviously there's other friends. You guys just like don't know them. But even then, like besides a few here, my quality, everything in Dallas for me is just so much better. So yeah, trust your gut. That's my life lesson for today. Um, time to go in. Dom, it, oh my God, I'm crying. Okay, um, love you guys. We're going inside. I need a shower and stuff. I have an early morning workout. Dom is watching The Bachelor. And I'm going home. Thanks for picking up your order. It's the Q1. Hi. Alright, I just left P-Volve. It was my first workout there. I've wanted to work out. Oh! Um, I woke up early, got coffee with Maddie and then we went to work out. I loved P-Volve. As you guys know, I normally, when I lived here, I went to hot pool. Oh, okay. I lived here. I went to hot pilates every single day on sunset. And I loved it. My teacher daylight doesn't teach there anymore though. So like when I come here, I rarely will go there or I'll just train with her. But I'm trying out like different studios because my friends have been changing up what they do. I really loved P-Volve. I think I'm having some people on, um, to the podcast with them too. Anyways, this is really good. So if you guys are looking for a place to go, I like it. Alright, anyways. I'm back from the workout. Dom is in here. She stayed at our friends last night. For whatever reason, last night I got really anxious. I need to be more intentional with when I do batch recording weeks. And I know it probably sounds stupid and when I say this and you are like a host and you don't have a podcast, things like that, it sounds really dumb because you're like, you're just talking to someone. But batch recording, recording even two episodes in a day is so exhausting. And I don't know how else to describe it. It's one of those things that like you only will get it if you've done it. Anyways, doing 14 episodes in a week is a lot. And two, a few of them, three of them were for another show. Still like recording that much is exhausting and I was getting really overwhelmed about tomorrow because that was a big day and I had so many and I was just like, okay, I'm feeling all over the place. I want to make sure that these episodes are like the best of the best of the best of me because I obviously care so much about the podcast. And if that's it, there's a lot of pressure because when I'm recording in a week, it's basically like the next three, four months of episodes. So it's actually a lot of pressure because that's like a quarter of the year and I need to be on one and I feel like this week, I'm just not fully on one. Like I just got back from New York. I was home for a few days. It's rushed. It was right after a big like social weekend and I just need to stop doing batch recordings like when it's super, super busy, like I need to prioritize taking care of myself around them and then just doing them on a time where like, my social battery is higher, if that makes sense. But actually, two of the guests tomorrow canceled, which sucks. Well, they're rescheduled, which sucks, but I actually feel so much better now and it's exactly what I needed. So I'm happy. Anyways, today I have three episodes. Tomorrow I have two and the next day I have two and that's a lot more manageable to me even though it's still a lot but I'm just feeling a lot better. So anyways, I just ordered breakfast. I'm gonna start getting ready and then I'm heading to the studio in like an hour and a half. I started reading Monica from Cheer. So I'm reading her book and it's really good. I love her. Cheer, season two comes out tomorrow. I cannot wait. I'm watching it. Here's my outfit. I'm wearing a brown revolve set. My Prada slippers, loafers, whatever. This coat is my new favorite one from Revolve. The craziest thing happened. My other two recordings are tomorrow at four. All four of them got canceled this morning and honestly, that is okay with me. Normally I would be like that is such a bummer but I've gotten enough done. I'm still recording Thursday and I have just like a day off which would be nice because I just, I need to regroup and not be on camera talking to people. Not in like a vlog setting but hosting. This is my lesson of booking things way too close to each other and not resting and I just am feeling like overwhelmed and burnt out if that makes sense. What a nice surprise that I have the entire day off from recording tomorrow. I might actually get to get lunch with people that I never get to see. I'm about to head off to the studio. I need to also honestly go to the grill. I think I'm going to have to do that after our facials with Dom. Dom's doing other stuff today. I don't even know. She's going to some like NFT thing. She's becoming a crypto girl these days guys but here we go. Here's my outfit. I'm feeling so cozy and I'm so happy that these got recorded even though I'm excited to record with these people in the future. But it's a good surprise. Just left the studio guys. I am glowing. One, I have a day off tomorrow which is what I needed. Two, I just recorded the best swap of my life. I will talk to you guys in a second about to wake up Dom. It was so good. One time, Kenzie put the most disturbing thumbnail of me up and I almost killed it. It was so bad that one of my friends screen-charted it and sent it to me and was like did you know Kenzie posted this? To be honest with you I'm really not that friend that's just like I only look at myself I don't care even if I've ever been like don't post that at that moment you actually I guess I was then but but like I don't I personally do not care at all wait where are you going? I'm gonna turn to rock cause I couldn't make it a lot but Wow your camera skills hold on this is not a vlog friendly Jesus Christ you're looking pretty good today thank you this is not a vlog-friendly car right now the recording I have at top and not the best made us we know guys I was singing the Texas song you know oh my God you were actually down bad I was down bad I was so anxious last night no honestly I've never worried about you bro I was so anxious I was not feeling good I was really like homesick which I normally find like weird like I I don't know I've also been not home much but I just was all over the place I was feeling really overwhelmed with recordings so I'm so gonna have to go back right to where the Wiltern is in the turn right here I kind of figured this is what would happen here's the thing I started my day off today with early morning coffee with Maddie and we went to work out and that set the tone and I knew that was gonna make my day better then I got ready and then I headed to the studio and I had a great recording with Rebecca as well this was a really good one the second one was a swap and we talked about like she wrote a book on like solitude and like she said a line that I feel like it's just gonna hit and it's being single is not a problem to solve I thought that was really good yeah thank you amen church you know okay I'm sorry you guys it's getting a little rocky okay but then I recorded with Topsy and she's new to your media what if I just recorded you like this that's fine just make sure it's good good okay you guys I'm gonna see my face but it's gonna be easier on your eyes thank you so much everyone um okay anyways I recorded with Topsy and it was literally the best episode of mine like it's like one of my favorite episodes I've ever recorded and she's like a business mindset coach on like she's an emotional intelligence coach she's a good therapist she was a social worker she was everything she's done it all um but it would be good for anyone even like business or not it's just it's all about limiting beliefs you need to hire her as your coach yeah I need to find her right now I already connected you on Instagram okay I'm gonna I literally immediately when I left I texted Lauren I texted so many people and I said you have to have this girl on your podcast and I connected them all on Instagram within I literally hadn't even left West Hollywood so anyways feeling really good about today we are getting facials at six I don't know what it means when you show up to a facial with makeup on like I have to have makeup on makeup I just never go to facials with makeup on um we're gonna be snatched cause it's like the face gen like workout stuff so that's gonna be good I know they were like asking questions they were like what do you want I was like Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt Sculpt It's a mood booster. In the words of Lord Elizabeth, right? It's a mood booster. Someone was wearing a mood merch at the office so I sent a photo to Lord Elizabeth. Wait, that's really cute. And guys, I got some of the last edits on the new Brebunny Housewife merch launch. The next one today. I still have like a few more edits cause like I'm so annoying, but you do have something coming soon. So get excited. So get excited people. If you're not excited, then you're not winning. Yeah. No, I'm just kidding. Tom, how was your day? Dude, I went to the most insufferable NFT event and I like- It's crazy high. This wasn't like in for all, but yeah. Here's the thing, you guys. Now I'm going to turn the camera on to me cause now we're going to focus on this. I am learning about NFTs because one of my best friends is also into NFTs and like went through all that crap. And as someone who is an artist, like NFTs are interesting to me- No, I'm really fascinated by it. Because it's like really important for me, especially like if you guys know with like graphic design, being able to like monetize your work is that was like- They literally were like- What the hell's wrong with you? I don't think I've ever haunted someone before. You did that in the Cooper. Something about driving in the Cooper. Anyways, being able to monetize my work as someone who got like ripped off millions and trillions of times with my graphic design and is getting ripped off currently, like I'm really interested in it. So I went to this event because one of my friends is starting an NFT soon, which is very exciting and I wanted to connect my friend and this other friend who's starting an NFT and since we're going to be a part of this project, I was like, okay, let's go to this. No, this shit was insufferable. It was insufferable because we're- Sorry, I got cut off because, anyways, I did get cut off. Don't worry, I remembered where I was at. We were two cute ass girls at an NFT event. So what do you think's gonna happen? Of course, some weirdo people are like sharing their NFT projects. So of course, we're two cute girls in a room full of weirdos and someone's amazing Hollywood Hills backyard with only two cute people there in a room full of weirdos. And this guy comes up to us and is like talking to us and first like, he's like, so like, how did you get into NFTs, whatever? I explained like, I just learned about what the MF and NFT is. NFT two weeks ago, okay? That's what happened. Why did he ask me this next, this is his follow-up question. Not about crypto or re-through of anything else. He could have asked me about my mother, honestly. This whore asked me, sorry, you might have to move that. This fool asked me, what does consciousness mean to you? So for any girl who hasn't dated a gaslight, gatekeep, I've gone through ego death person or you've spent less than a week or two in LA, I was like, wow, it's simply gonna be. Why are you asking me the craziest part about this is did I not just say, I don't know what it is about your life in LA, but you just attract the most insufferable human beings. Literally, like, actually you're so right. It is crazy, like they are people that I meet them and I'm like, first off, sometimes Dom likes them, I don't understand. I wanna just be, I wanna literally punch them in the face with that annoying. This guy actually had me like, out of here because I was slowly losing brain cells and he was talking to me about his NFT ideas that I really personally don't care about and he was talking about how he wants to have the first hotel in space and I'm like, then take that up with Elon Musk, but you're honestly killing my hot girl vibe. I'm not your girl. I'm really not your girl. I'm actually like really fucking stupid. I'm stupid. I'm really stupid when it comes to this stuff. You don't wanna be talking to me about your NFT ideas. I cannot help and progress you. So anyways, my friend Stephen comes, he shows us his project, shows us his staff. It was great, love Steve, love his brother, love what they're working on, but my God, girls in Los Angeles and girls everywhere, if you are taking a new interest into the NFT life, protect yourself. It's always two, just in general, like the craziest guys are the ones who like, are the like wanna be like indie boys who like, and like this, back in the day by the way, Dom and I probably would have liked this type a few years ago. Dom more recently, I went their face, okay? It's always those people and it's like, they're so deep and what I, they, you know what those people need to shut the fuck up because they are the manipulators. This psycho still go on a date with a fucking finance, bro. That means that I don't have to talk about ego death, consciousness and, what, do you not wanna know what's happening in my brain? There is a monkey with off the wheel. The guys that I like now are a direct correlation of the opposite of the guys that I've met in Los Angeles. When a guy tells me like, I'm like, what do you like to do for fun? He's like, watch football. I'm like, yep. Love you. Thank you. You're a fantasy league. Did you win? Yes or no? I don't care. Guys, one of our like really good friends in Dallas, texted me today. She won fantasy football by, she doesn't know anything about football, by randomly picking all the teams. The chances that are happening are like so slim. She beat everyone. She won. Unbelievable. It's impressive. It is. And I just, I needed to come on here and share my story. I don't wanna be at your wanna be indie hipster. No, it's also, I'm not done. Indie hipster bookshop with this fucking off the wall coffee shop where you know everyone, you're so cool, whatever. No, I wanna be on your sports bar with so emotionally manipulative. And honestly, just downright crazy. That's what they are. And we're looking for an experience of many, of many, just inseparable fucking people. I'm like, I don't. I know someone who's a little bit less developed. And I can't manipulate. Yeah, I don't. You're not even smart enough to like, you don't even know. You don't know what God's like means. No, and you shouldn't know what that means. You shouldn't know anything. Like you really shouldn't know anything. I want a- You shouldn't get a blank canvas so that we can- You know what I want? I want a himbo. Just a himbo, like he don't know shit. You know shit about anything you didn't know. Pink from blue. That's all I want. Cause I- I'm making me fun. Oh! No, I left and I was like, I can't be here. I can't sit. I was like, stop talking to me. You know our friend, Saf, she's so nice. So nice. Like, she's just so nice. I had to take a moment of silence. She's so nice. That's how I feel about you and Groups though. I was just saying- I'm like shocked like- No! This, I literally was like, Saf, we can't keep talking to him, bro. You know what the difference is though? The reason that I, cause I used to be like that and I'm just naturally really nice, but I used to get myself in situations socially where I couldn't get out of them. I lived in LA, I moved to LA way before you did. Like, two years before you did. So I'd already gone through it so I'd realized I can excuse myself and it's fine. No, I was like, I'm excusing myself. Yeah, well now you're like that. I refused to talk to her. I was like, oh my God, no. But Saf, she was like, I feel bad. He's like, doesn't know anyone. Like- Okay, I feel bad in those settings. No, but like, he is a man. And you're a man in a man's setting. How easy is it to meet men and talk to other guys about men- You're a man love, other men. A man love- Men love nothing more than themselves, other men. That is so accurate, Kenzie. And no more ultra deep in the creative men. No, you know what, they are the worst. Like, this is what I want for them. Shut, shut it. We had, I just didn't remember it. We've shared the story before, but we had like, okay, I changed this. When I say a college talker, I mean it. I mean a college talker. Like, we were actually so scared, but it was like one of these guys. And this wasn't just, by the way, we're not saying this from one experience with one guy like that. And not- Oh, remember the other- We have creative sides in general. We have so many normal guys. No, but I mean, the other one that I jaded. No, but do you remember the one who would follow me around and like show up and was like silent, and at first I thought they were cute, but then they started blowing up my phone and literally being psychotic. Yes. There's just so many. Just so many, and I- Stay away. So this is our warning to you. If you are going to a male dominated space, be prepared to bark. Like, don't even let them start talking. Like, literally just start barking in their face. I'm just gonna start playing dumb so they'll just stop talking to me. I'm literally gonna be like, oh my gosh, is that like, um, no, but see, that's the thing. I tried playing dumb. I did, I said, oh, web three, I don't know a ton about web three. Bitch, I fucking know what web three is. And listen, it's not ever, we love creative boy, like that's just so many of our friends, but there's, you know the type. It's like- You know. It's literally, what, Joe from you or whatever? Yes. Like that kind of guy. Like, oh my God, you suck. Oh my God. You're not smarter or cooler or more developed or whatever because you think you know where- I'm like, also- Shut the fuck up. Oh, you took shrooms? Yeah. You took shrooms and went to Palm Springs, and- Go to the house in Joshua Tree. Yeah. And stared in the desert and realized, oh, you didn't go through ego death, you literally realized your personality's mid as hell, and maybe you should stop talking so much. Like maybe that's actually all you realize. And what's so sad is it takes drugs, it takes hallucinogenics for these boys. Hypersonogenics are fixing your brains and helping you realize that you are in the wrong. Then who's hallucinating in the first place? That's true. Oh, I have a new show for us to write, you know, whatever. You know how everyone is like, show just for our friendship? Yes. We need to, and everyone always, I don't know about you, but I get probably, honestly, realistic, I get probably 100 DMs a day. I'm like, how do I make friends? Yeah. We need a friend matchmaking show. Yeah. That's what we need to do. And it'll be like funny, I have like ways to spend it to make it more entertaining. I'm into that. But you know what I also love? Like I, have you seen Nathan for you? Yes. Okay, like I- No, there's this girl I wanna show you. Like the Nathan version, and like where it's like, bad. There's this girl? Well, no, honestly, you got me fired up about these guys. I'm remembering. Yeah. We got reached on time. One of them texted me guys. Oh yeah. You brought, oh. Sometimes there's parking in here. I think they're- I can just park over here. Okay, cool. Right? Well, it says no. Six p.m. Maybe. Yup. Oh yeah, we're fine. I know, I, you know, believe it or not, Tom. I did, I have lived in L.A. And I've been here before, but I was gonna get street parking. I didn't know you lived here. I'm longer than you have, so. I didn't know you were from here. I thought, no, I'm just kidding. I mean, I'm not from here. I don't claim that by. You have lived here longer. No, I know. Let's try, I don't care. I fought one of Dom's insufferable friends the other night. I fought. She also fought it. He was being so rude, and he like said something rude about Texas, which is like the only way to like piss me off. And then he was like saying something about how I can't wear cowboy boots in L.A. And I was like, how long have you lived here? Literally? Shut your mouth. If I was there, I would have custom out, but I wouldn't. Also, cowboy boots are trendy. Like everyone wears them. Like literally, I wear cowboy boots. Shut up. I was wearing her cowboy boots. You were wearing my cowboy boots. And literally you say that again, you're gonna get rocked. Yeah, we'll fight you. So anyways, you know, just today, I was actually talking about how I'm not as emotionally reactive as I was. Or it wasn't real. How funny is my one eye open for Selena? I haven't even seen it. That's actually really funny. This eye mask? My friend got me this eye mask, and you can close the eyes. Look, one eye open for Selena. Goodbye, everyone. Eye facials at six. I'll take you there. That was, wow, you guys. Sorry I hijacked it for a moment, but my warning, heed my warning. You needed to hear that, everyone. To celebrate my great mood that has quickly turned around, got a little happy hour, Marge at Dikaya. We're gonna do the one. If you're ever here, go to Harriet's for drinks, it's great. But face gem just opened. It's on sunset. We're gonna go get facials, but it's like a sculpting facial. So it's a gua sha, you know? So when I have a jawline. Yeah, you guys are gonna be like, oh my God, new girls. You know, my margarita was only $5. Happy hour. Oh, that place, yeah. Love that. Dikaya. It's so cool. So much. Wow. I loved it. Are we snatch guys? Yes, we are. Like, my jawline has never been more defined. You know, literally when she was tugging, like when she was like. Can you do the vibration thing? Yes. Oh my God. Oh my God, making my face. I was like quick, like literally. Cause it like, I hate shit. Like I don't remember anything like this. Like I was literally like this. Yeah, like it, basically it involuntarily like moves your muscle. And like my muscles, whatever. Lips are literally like. Guys, my face was contorting. I was like, okay. For the record, I sound really stupid, but I just like lose all brain cells at the end of recording days. So I don't know how to speak anymore. Yeah, anyways, I feel so snatched. It was so incredible. I'm really. Good morning guys. I'm Whisper. Today is like a self care day. I booked a massage at Squeeze. Going on a hike, gonna get a smoothie. I might go do a little bit of shopping. Cheer season two comes out. And I need to prep for tomorrow's episodes. I'm so excited. This has reminded me that like the past few weeks I have not done anything to take care of myself besides like regular workouts. And I need to make that more of a priority. I guess I just like forgot. I don't know. I'm back from my hike laying in bed watching cheer before my massage. I've never been happier. I have just had the most incredible past two and a half hours. I'm on episode three of cheer. There's nine episodes. I'm thinking that if I plan my car dry, I can finish by tomorrow. Granted, I have a lot of work to do, but I think I can like figure it out. You know, are you proud of me for watching a show? No. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. I'm not. No. All you do is to play that adult show. I'm skinny. I am proud of you because that isn't it. I can't win. I'm on my self care day. We're on our way to a massage. Tom doesn't want to get a massage. Because I'm, is anyone else like ticklish? But like they don't tickle you. I know, but like, even if someone just like touch, touch my neck. See like I instantly- You know what's crazy? You get so, you're like, oh my God. You never hug me. You never hug me. You never hug me. Dude, you're not ticklish. So you don't even know what that feels like when someone goes like this to you and it tickles. Have you ever gotten a massage before? No. Not from someone that wasn't in my family because I start feeling literally start being like, ah! I love this place because it's so nice and they have you can control everything. If you watch my LA vlogs, I used to have a membership, but like it's the best place ever. I'm not, I wasn't actually even a huge massage girl until I went to squeeze and that changed everything. Thank you. What do you guys have for Thursday? There's a new podcast episode up. It's like has the career tips and stuff, but I'm getting ready. I'm about to head off to go to Rumble for boxing. Here's my outfit. I'm meeting up with Morgan Gates. I never said her last name. I don't know why I said that, but we're going to Rumble and then we're gonna go to breakfast after. So I'm very excited. I've actually been keeping up my workouts this week. This vest, by the way, is from Zara. It's like the best thing I've purchased. I love this set, but I mean, look at this. Think that. Bye, Dom. I'll walk you out. Oh, okay. Guys, I'm back. I got ready for the studio. I'm going to record with Natasha and Victoria today and then I'm done. I am just really ready to be done batch recording guys. Honestly, this has not been, for whatever reason, like the recordings have been really, really good, but I've had to like push myself more to get there. Like normally I'm on 124.7 and it's been a challenge to be on one, but the episodes are really good. These are going to be great today. So don't worry, everyone. The voicing will be on right now. Are you? I wish. Get some trial support, some spouses support. I'm going to prove at one point someone loved me. Oh my God. All right, well anyways, breadwinding housewife tote. Guys, by the way, they are sending me today the first samples of the next drop. So get excited. What I was trying to say is I need like mat talk. I'm on episode six of cheer. They covered all the Jerry stuff, which is like so heartbreaking. Look for the victims, obviously. I don't know. I don't want to talk about it because it's just like so horrible. But what I need is mat talk. I need to pump myself up in this drive, which I do a lot. I just, I like sit so close to the steering wheel. I don't even got her legs without much longer than mine. She's going to be like, you got to be kidding me. Here I am. I need mat talk. My blue bottle is getting to the studio. I need to just like zone in it. I'm feeling like I'm getting there. I've lost music. I used to always play Beyonce live on my way to like meetings and stuff. I go back and forth. I'm going to really, really like do something. This is perfect. I just got to the studio and I had blue bottle delivered and the guy thought it was alcohol. So not yet. I really liked the recordings today. I liked Natasha a lot. Yeah, both of them were really good. They were great. Like that one was the one I was worried about and I was hoping it would head in that direction. I love the way it happens. Yeah. So I feel- You've had a lot of comments that's gonna make you- No, those are my top five books that she listed. I was like, oh my God, I love her. And Victoria really killed it. Good recordings today. Okay, I can go into intro and outro. Hi guys, welcome back to the I Love You So Much podcast. We talked about how when we were like 18, 19, 20 we used to have these meetings where we would kind of, they were kind of like accountability meetings but we would brainstorm, we would talk about what's working in our lives, what's not, we would goal set. And I thought that that would be a really cool conversation to bring on to the podcast. I think this would be a really great thing as like bread winning housewives that we can do. You know? Anyways, love you guys so much and I will talk to you next Thursday. Okay, do I need to add anything else? Okay, that's over 60. Okay, perfect. All right, I feel like that's good. Okay, perfect. Good? Yes. There we go. Hi. How's the wrap? This week has been just the hardest batch recording week for me. I don't know why. It's so new. It's the top of the year. It's too soon. I haven't been very busy. I was only in Dallas for like three days in between this and New York. Like I need to just not. I need to go watch Cheer and Peace is what I need to do. Now you don't have anything to do now, right? No, I leave tomorrow. I go home, which I'm very excited for. I miss Dallas. I honestly really like the shows that I recorded this week. Feeling good about that. I wanna have Monica from Cheer on So Bad. That's like my dream right now. I need to. Like she's in Texas. It's going to happen. I tried to last year, but I'm gonna really just, you know, do whatever I can. Thank you so much. If you were wondering, that's Dom in the background being a hater, but I have to say I turned it around. I was really worried I wasn't gonna be on one today and typically I'm in the studio, I'm just on one. And the recordings were incredible. They were so good. I loved Natasha, we were the exact same person, Victoria as an angel. It was just such a good day in the studio. It was really fun. I told Connor that he said sorry for not inviting him to your birthday party and he said he'll need some time to forget you. Yeah. Now we're gonna go meet up with Ryan, my bestie, our bestie from college. They're the first in the world. If you guys listen to the podcast back in the day, that's the Ryan, the infamous Ryan. Love him to death, one of my favorite people in the entire world. And clearly I love him more than Dom does. Cause look at her. So a little update about me, you guys. I don't know if he's been keeping up with Kenzie and I's little banter drama on TikTok, but essentially I haven't been the best version of myself I haven't been showing up for myself in the best way. And that sounds a little deep. And let me tell you it is because let me tell you how low you have to go to just nonstop hit up your ex. Like it's almost as if it's your full time job. Yeah, let me tell you. That's a little bit about my life right now. So I told Kenzie that I recently entered the dating pool again in an attempt to stop talking to my ex because have you thought about getting over your ex in ways that might be healthy to where you just have to fully heal and move on from it? Yeah, like going on another date with someone. I think they call that a rebound. Easy, that's healthy. You don't know too much about this. Also you guys, something about this bag right here. Kenzie, I wanted to be the first one to let you guys know how awesome of an ally Kenzie is. She said for Black History Month, this is something that she wanted to gift me with and I think that's a pretty awesome movie you can see. I don't know about your other audience, but for me as your best friend, I think that's such a Kylie Jordan move. But I think that's really cool. Okay. Don, take my bag. I think I have something that looks just like this. And it was a free outdoor voices suit bag that she was gonna trade for my bones. Actually, let me clarify not free because I did have to buy it. It came with purchase. It came with purchase, I think I got socks that day. So back to me, I am working through this and so I told Kenzie, I was on hinge and there was this guy who's from Texas and has moved to LA. And I said, that's really great. I was a board in Texas. I'm not from Texas, but I don't think I'm a tech. I consider myself a Texas girl. So if I went on a date with him, it'd be like, has anyone ever told you about a place, a little secret place called Highland Park Village? Yeah, I didn't think so. Oh wow. Oh, high fives. 77, I've heard of those places a few times. 77, that's what you're gonna go with. She's lost her mind, guys. Texas Roadhouse or a place called Watburger. I'm literally texting in our group for our monkey bar, our monkey bar on our dinner plan store night. Are you just so sad with all of our best friends? Like it's actually so rude that you don't. You can just, there is such a thing as just coming for a weekend. They're gonna know that we don't do that and you come for like two months. Dude, that's such a tease. How am I supposed to ever just go? I know, but like you can do that. For one weekend? Yeah, like a normal person. That's literally a joke. That's literally a joke. Don can't come right now because she has like a shoot. But like you're letting a shoot that's like literally one day take away from like an entire month of things that you could be doing. No, because I'm on hold for three days in case we need to reshoot. Okay, whatever, you have those three days. How are you allowing that to affect? I just can't believe that you would not let me in. I just don't understand how you would have let that affect like a whole month of your life. It's a three day shoot. I really, I have something next week too. Well, this is a prime example of Don is crying every day because she's not in Texas, but you heard it here first guys. Something I can do. Everyone wants you back, everyone's sad, everyone is trying really hard and you're crying and you're complaining. And I'm like, I can't feel bad anymore because. It's just like exhausting because I'm like, where would I even stay? Like, Kenzie's not gonna let me... I can't even hear this from her. Coming from the girl who was lived at my house for probably six months collectively. I mean, you're just gonna keep crying and like just imagine. I am, I like being the victim. Yeah, no, I got that. Keep in mind, we have to leave in five minutes. She started without me. How are we gonna leave in five minutes when I still have to do a full face of makeup? Why are you doing that? Do you want me to take my makeup off? Is that what it will take? No, cause you look the same with or without makeup. Okay, well, that's not really a compliment. I don't think it's a compliment because if I looked the same with or without makeup, do you think I'd be doing a full face right now? You really don't need to do anything. I feel like you look the exact same too. See, the only way it makes some differences when you, like a big difference is false eyelashes and I don't wear false eyelashes. So that's the difference. Yeah, well, I just... And you're also better at makeup then. I've been feeling a little naked right now because I'm wearing a false eyelash glue. Well, you're, honestly, we're going, we're literally going to get food. Kenzie and I are fighting. We're fighting vlog. You know what? I'm gonna start filming our fights. Film them. I will, and they're gonna be like, Dolly's wrong. No. I'm gonna be like, guys, I know. I'll just be like, don't forget everyone, Black History Month is right around the corner. Remember to be on the right side of history. Oh my God. Okay, well, I'm gonna grab a hoodie and do a... Hey, I'm gonna miss you guys. It's been a good week hanging. It's really sad. Everyone's so excited when you're back in the vlogs. I know it's always so sad when the camera goes away and the lights go down. It's just me. The curtain closes. The curtain closes and I go, it's just me left. Wow. Yeah, does it feel weird sharing your life online and then just not at all? Yeah, I'm like, don't, aren't you guys ever curious? Maybe what I'm up to. Yeah, I give them updates. You would know if you watch. No, I know you do. Sometimes a little too much. Sometimes a little too much. Yeah, about your ex that you do. I don't share anything if you ever put it online. You know, it's so great. I can only ever actually date guys that aren't online because like, wow, what a psycho would I be if they ever checked my social media. Do you guys ever hear me go like this? Oh yeah, about my love life. You know what happened? Someone blew the whistle on me. Or you blew the whistle on me. Yeah, I like that answer. Guys, Dom is like holding onto things to hop tightly right now. What does that mean? You're not even making sense. You just like need to like let things go and not be like, oh my God, this is like gonna happen. What do you think about that right now? Maybe I'll put links on it. No? They think you like go to things too fast. I actually wish I did. I would kill to have that skill. I feel like you do do that. No, I don't. It takes me a long time to get over something, honestly. That is such a lie from hell. Are you kidding? I mean, maybe not like- Kelsey, seriously. I feel like you go, nah, I'll be fine in about, give me 48 hours. Then I'm like talking about it six months later. Get in memory, one time we went to the Henry and we were talking about you and we were like, she was like, yeah, I mean, Kelsey seems great. She literally says she's already fine. And I was like, yeah, I don't know, she's just like that. So you do be getting over things really fast. Maybe I'm lying. I think I have a car. Sorry guys, I'm taking my shirt off underneath. I think I'm just lying to you guys. Well, that's not bad. Then I'm like talking to you about it when I'm like drinking at like 3 a.m. I'm getting granted, that doesn't really mean much, but I don't know, I don't think I really get over things that fast. I actually think I have a problem with like really getting over things. I get over like, if I've been dating someone for a long time when we break up, I think it takes me, it's quicker because I'm like, I don't want to be with you. Also, they made it very easy for me to get over them. And the nicest it possible, you know? Like the other ones that I'm like, oh, I really liked you. Like that was fun. Cause like I didn't see them turn into a psycho. So like it's harder to get over them because I personally witnessed it. I think it's easier to get over people that you've dated than it is to get over people that like you've dated for shorter periods of time, but you've been with for like a long time, you know what I mean? Cause then you're like, I've seen this play out. Exactly. All right, well, we're gonna go. You're not putting out a full-facing makeup. I'll literally murder you. Dom. Can we Uber? Yeah. I'm being afraid. Are we gonna like have it sip or? We got Mrs. Taxes on Aux here, y'all. We're back. Dom, how was your night? Kenty and I made some TikToks. Ryan had just deceased 24 seven. And I don't know, you guys, I'm a little sad right now because I'm just gonna miss Kenty a lot. You know, it's really hard for me when she leaves. Weird, like you don't even say anything too. No, but you do. You just get silent. Well, I am gonna miss you. Well Dom, like you could have gone to Texas. You know I can. So sh, you really can. So we'll have something in just like three days in a whole month and it ruins her entire month. Literally she's like, I can't do this. I have this coming up. But I'm like, that's three weeks away. I have potential for other things coming up next week. Selected first. I'm hearing you guys. Yeah, well I just found out today too. Well, anyways, I think I'm gonna watch Cheer and I'm reading Monica's book from Cheer too. Have you guys watched Cheer? Do you like Cheer? I'm the biggest fan. What if you just read your book? I think that would be good for you. I'm gonna have my headphones in and I'm gonna put a pillow in between us and I'm gonna watch Cheer. I'm not even gonna be in here. Where are you gonna go? I'm gonna go to the living room. Can you watch it for you? I feel like that's way better for you. No. Guys, how do you feel about a guy riding a motorcycle? Oh, that's you guys. Like, I asked Kenzie, I'm like, Kenzie, how do you feel about a guy riding a motorcycle? And she goes, I mean, yeah, just tells a story about how she would never cause of safety. And I'm like, I dead ass don't give one crap about safety. I just wanna do it cause it's the most embarrassing thing I could possibly think of. Like imagine, you and your friends are all leaving from a bar and you like went with your boyfriend. Everyone's getting in their cars and you leave behind your boyfriend in a motorcycle. Absolutely humiliating. Well, one of Dom's money aches. Leave your worst ache below. I'm just imagining leaving behind on a motorcycle. Or even worse, he's alone. He pulls him alone on a motorcycle. It's humiliating. Decided I'm gonna pack everything in the morning which shouldn't take me that long and then we have to leave at like 8.30, so. Okay, well you guys, it's been a fun ride. No, we'll vlog in the morning, so. It's a week in my life, tomorrow's Friday. Duh! Should we wake up a little early and get like a coffee or something? Sure. Maybe not feeling it. I thought we thought. Morning, queen. Good morning. Anyways, we're going to Back Air Bulls. Do you feel like we're in college? Yeah. We used to come out here every morning. Guys, I'm going home. But I'll be sad cause I'm the stom and a few other friends that I'll be happy because I'm the Texan. Mom said that she's sad because she's not coming and she understands me. No, I understand Kenzie leaving. It's just me not being able to go with, you know? Like, I think that's what hurts so much. I think that's like a little, it's a little hard on me. I haven't seen the kids in a minute. Fits. Coco, I tell Kenzie, show them my picture regularly so they remember what I look like and who I am. She didn't do that. I have to ask Maddie to do it. It's just really, I do not want Maddie in my house. I don't know. We got her new security system and she somehow got in while I was going to see. And I'm going to like amp that up. It's actually really funny actually. She's not allowed in my house. That's actually really funny. Yeah, amazing. Thank you. A beautiful, beautiful coffee. Oh yeah, I forgot. Guys, did anyone watch my college vlogs? I'll be back here. People are there so I don't want to film them, but throw back. Throw back. Cute. All right guys, I forgot to film an outro. I hope you enjoyed this vlog. I'm sorry, it was so long. But I hope you guys are having a great day and you just had a great time watching this video. Love you guys so much and I will see you guys next week. That is so OG. Yeah, it was really OG. It was like three people in a loft. It was so fun, so cool. And I like learned so much.