 I just wanted to jump on to say hi. Tomorrow I'm going to see my psychiatrist, which is what this video is about. The video that he works out to watch is about me going to see my psychiatrist. And afterwards we're going to talk about what seeing a psychiatrist doesn't really like. I don't know what my psychiatrist is going to say tomorrow because I got admitted to hospital not long after seeing him. So you'll see. So today I've got an appointment with my psychiatrist. I don't know what he's going to say because I've been impatient that I saw him. So I don't know how this is going to go. Nearly an hour. Wish me luck. I was only waiting for the bus. I left a bit later than I was planning on moving. So I'm praying and making it on time. Where's the 295 when you're at? I've talked to my team to see if I can ask for someone to be allocated to work with you. And to see if we can help move things on for you a bit. Yeah. So like it, I don't know if it will be a community nurse or a support worker. But I'll let you sort of see about that. When do you go back to university? September. So I had a good appointment. I was juicing my hardware along to 2.5 in the morning. And it's still 5.5 hours at night. It's ordered me to have a lithium level good task. If I haven't had one in nearly a year. I was going to talk a little bit about what it's like seeing a psychiatrist. But I know people when they go for their first appointment see they get a little anxious. And they kind of want to know what to expect. So here's what to expect from a psychiatrist appointment. So I go and see a psychiatrist once every three months. I go and see a psychiatrist. We talk about my medication. We talk about some kind of support I could have. We talk about how I've been doing. We talk about general things that have always been going on in my life. And we have a chit chat about other stuff like slavery was talking about my YouTube channel, which was a fun conversation. He tried to get my URL out of me, which I didn't give. It's not a system anyway that my channel is called. From when I was in Lancashire. I could just chat. But, you know. Anyway, I decided to appoint him. My first appointment was a psychiatrist appointment. I was really anxious about it. But it really doesn't have anything to be anxious about. Because they work with you. They're not just going to stick you on medication. They ask you if you're willing to try medication. Because in the community you can't be forced medication. And I should recommend treating an order. In which case then you have to take meds. But if you're not on a CDM, you have the freedom to choose whether you take medication or not. The psychiatrist wants me to come on Hella Paradol. But I don't feel comfortable doing that. Because when I was on the lower dose, I started hearing voices. I don't think taking me off at the anti-psychotics is a good idea. But, hey. Where are we going to get together? We're lower in the dose. Over my head, I don't know. It doesn't come from my nose. He wants me to come off it because apparently you can see that I'm stiff. I don't feel stiff. I don't think I'm stiff. But apparently I look it. So there's that. And really they're decent people. They're not all about medication. My psychiatrist always talking about me doing therapy again. But statistically trauma therapy. Which I'm bad about. So psychiatrists don't discourage straight to medication. They do also consider whether therapy is an option or not. It really is a shared situation. You have a say in your care. That's all I want to say. So that's a bit about what my psychiatrist's point of view isn't like. I hope it helps. If it did, let me know in the comments down below. If you have any questions, ask me in the comments down below. As I said at the beginning of the video, I don't know if I said I'm not. Subscribe, turn the notifications on, hit the thumbs up button. So it really does help me out. And with that, I will see you guys in my next video. Peace.