 You know, we're resilient, we're going to keep fighting like and hang our heads, obviously. We know where we're at, we know when you'd pick it up, but you know, at the end of the day we're just going to keep grinding. I know it's probably getting worn out, but you know, what else can we do? Keep fighting, keep working, keep grinding. Hopefully it'll turn. Have you been through a stretch like this personally? Of course not, it's been kind of hard to figure out. If it is, I don't remember. Like I said, it's just got to get better. This is as frustrated as it has ever been on a baseball field. I guess I just got to get better, got to get better. How surprising is it for you to have that kind of velocity in both of them and still give up such a hard contact? It sucks. Like I said, I'm not going to sugarcoat it. I'm just a lot out of stink right now. I don't know what it is. I mean, when you're going good, it's good. When you're going bad, it's pretty bad. So, you know, hey, show up tomorrow, put on the shoes and get back after it. Do you feel like that loss that you did when you talked last time, do you feel that loss today? I just know I got to pitch better. I don't care how I feel, what it looks like. I just, I need to start putting on zeroes. Do you feel like it's done something different each start for you? Like I said, I don't know. I don't know. I just, I got to find a way to, I got to find a way to pitch better. I mean, this is flat out embarrassing for my family, for my team, for our fans. This is, this is about as bad as it gets. I know I've, like I said, I just got to, I have to pitch better. I keep saying the same things, but at the end of the day, you go out there and give up four runs here, five runs here, seven runs here, not getting to the sixth, seventh inning like I should. I mean, that's who I am. I'm supposed to pitch the sixth, seventh, eighth inning, finish games and stuff like that, save our bullpen, cut it off when we're losing and keep winning the streaks going and that's not who I've been. I got to get back to that.