 I've got AMO 40 here, so I just watched the 2021 movie Nitrum and it's about the Port Arthur mass shootings in 1996. It's the biggest mass shooting in Australian history, so 35 people were murdered by this mentally ill kid. And the subtitles place the emphasis on gun ownership and subtitles complain that more people own guns now in Australia than when the shootings occurred. But Australia's had an incredibly strict gun control since 1996 within 12 days the federal government passed strict gun control laws. So the movie is pretty fair to income. It's the subtitles at the end want to place the blame on guns. It's a gut wrenching movie. It's an hour and 51 minutes and only the last four minutes of the movie are about what happened at Port Arthur. So these are the thoughts that ran through my head when I was watching the movie that your unhappiness is not something that's just a private matter. Unhappiness affects other people. So thinking about what this kid did, what this Nitrum has displayed in this Nitrum movie, what the guy did in Port Arthur. Your unhappiness is going to spill over to other people. It's going to affect other people. There's nothing that you do that's not going to affect other people. Everything we do, everything we say affects other people. And so you don't get to just be miserable on your own and think, oh, this doesn't affect anyone else. It's always going to affect somebody else. Your misery, your social dysfunction, your anti-social attitudes, your lack of hygiene, your bad clothing habits, your disrespect. It's always going to affect other people. Your misery is always going to affect other people. So I guess the centrist or the left-wing reaction to this type of movie is we need stricter and more gun control. And I look at this and think how profoundly our unhappiness can affect other people. So you don't get to just go off on your own because you're unhappy and say, screw everybody else. Because even what you do on your own, whether you're watching video games or you're watching pornography or you're watching sports, everything you do affects other people. There's no decision that you make that does not affect other people. And my view of world politics is the same as my view of these sorts of issues. We're all locked in an iron cage together. We can have gated communities, but they only work to a moderate degree. In the end, we're all stuck in an iron cage together. And so that's why we all have an interest in how other people behave and how other people even spend their spare time. If you spend your spare time doing drugs, that's going to negatively affect other people. If you spend your spare time sitting Torah, that's going to affect other people. If you don't hold down a job, that's going to affect other people. If you don't take your meds when you need your meds, that's going to affect other people. So a gut wrenching movie about a mother played by Judy Davis doing the best she can with this mentally ill, deeply troubled kid and how some people were kind to this kid. Now dangerous it is to be kind to dangerous people. When you see the degree of disrespect that this kid exhibits, you want to flee from people like this. It also makes you think you never want to disrespect people or humiliate them. Unnecessarily. Because you never know how people are going to explode. Have I seen the ABC expose on the Turpin family case? No, I have not. But Nitrum's a powerful movie. And it'd be useful to know what types of mental illness such as with the Port Arthur killings. What types of mental illness are the most dangerous for everybody else? Because you got a mental illness, that's going to affect other people. All right, so Martin Bryant. Talking about the movie Nitrum, N-I-T-R-A-M, which is what the other kids would call Martin Bryant because he was mentally ill and seemed to do everything backwards. So instead of calling him Martin, they turned his name around. Port Arthur is not a false flag. Like this notion that all these major events are false flags, that's nonsense. If you're reading all sorts of conspiratorial meaning into events where it's not there, it's coming out of a desperate lack of connection. So you don't have normal human connection, so you're seeing connection in random events that aren't there. So Martin Bryant, the shooter, pled guilty. But, wow, Nitrum just came out. He globed on to this very rich woman, Helen Harvey, who bequeathed him about $570,000 and used part of this money to go on trips around the world and to buy guns. And so his suspected motivations for the mask or the refusal of these owners of the vacation property or the seascape property to sell to Martin and his father. So, Kid was mentally ill. Read Deadly Deception at Port Arthur by Joe Villalas. Bro, I didn't know anything, but if you think this is a false flag, that's just completely absurd. So, yeah, the kid had an IQ of 66, I believe that. But people with an IQ of 66 are capable of committing mass murder. So the average IQ of people in prison is in the high 80s. I'm hopeless, mate, yeah, because I don't believe in these nonsense theories that things like the Port Arthur massacre or mass killing. So if you're seeing that as some sort of false flag operation, then you've got a desperate need for meaning, which is completely warping your worldview. But more important than that, it's revealing a life that's desperately lacking in human connection. And so because you don't get the human connection, you're reading connection into random events and conspiracy theories that connections that aren't there. We were built to connect. You don't connect with people. You're like, look out into the world and see all sorts of connections that aren't there. When you connect with people, you calm down and you don't know this desperate need to try to read meaning into events where there is no connection. You get that human connection, then you calm down and you don't have to read connection in the way that the wind blows through the leaves. Or you don't have to try to see connection in messages that the TV said, although the radio is sending you or there are these hidden messages in advertising billboards. You calm down from the human connection and then you don't have to read connection into all sorts of random events. Much of life is random. Most of the order that we see in life just exists only in our head. It's because life is so random. It is frequently so far beyond our ability to understand that we then try to impose onto reality our own precepts and belief about how the world should work. And therefore that's how the world does work. But almost all the ways that we make sense of the world is just these patterns just exist purely in our head. And if we have the human connection, we wouldn't so desperately need to read patterns into random events where patterns are there. We wouldn't need to see conspiracies and certain groups just hoarding us back and hoarding us down. So this kid Martin Bryant deeply troubled and this movie is just chilling. Absolutely chilling. So I mean this kid not seeing obvious patterns is a sign of mental deficiency. Yeah, if you see patterns that are really there then that serves you. If you're seeing patterns that aren't there but you're having to read meaning into random events where it's not there, that's a sign of a deeply disturbed and lacking life. So I mean from a very young age he was anti-social. He took pleasure in causing other people pain. And this is not entirely foreign to me. When I got out of six years of chronic fatigue syndrome I thought man I've lost out on my 20s when I should be sleeping with all sorts of women now I'm going to go out and get mine. And that did not lead me to be particularly kind and gentlemanly and a good person with regard to women. I just had the attitude oh I've got to go out and get mine. And there were complications when I was about age six or seven. I think when I was seven when I went out and I lit fires it was like the most anti-social, the most dangerous thing I ever did. And trying to understand that behavior of mine now I figure I wanted to make the outside world kind of match my inner world. So I had an inner world of feeling on fire, a flame. And so desolation. I felt desolation inside and so I wanted to take the desolation that I felt inside and make everybody else miserable. So when somebody is miserable they're usually not happy to just be miserable on their own. They want to make other people miserable. We all want other people to feel what we're feeling. So I believe in Judaism. So it's really important to me that people understand and appreciate and love Judaism. Or whatever I'm into I want to share it with people. So if you're happy you want to share your happiness. If you're content you want to share your contentment and you want to give and help other people. If you're miserable you want to drag other people down. But if your own life is frustrating and you're not accomplishing anything and you want to get lost in drama. And cause drama all around you because drama is a very quick and relatively easy way of filling you up inside. Making you feel as though you've got some importance and that your life has some meaning and that you matter. So instead of getting something done you get lost in drama. But you get a thrill from causing other people pain. And I mean I've often gotten a thrill from my life from winding people up or cutting people down with humor or very quick verbal responses. And when I did that it wasn't usually coming from a particularly happy place. You need to project the idea that the world is an orderly safe place that is worthy to return to. Yeah so there are some irrational beliefs that probably serve us. So we do tend to think of the world around us as much more safe than it is. The world is much more random and dangerous than we consciously think about. Because it would cause us tremendous pain and anxiety if we did not kind of fool ourselves about how the outside world is much safer than it really is. Bro you need to believe every government sigh up because you're mentally unwell and need the peace of mind to return to. I don't know I don't believe everything the government says. So I don't believe everything the CDC says or the FDA says. I don't believe everything every government agency. You have to understand everything critically. You have to understand who's saying something. What's the basis that they're saying something. What's the evidence. Right. We have to understand everything critically. So I if so fact I reject all conspiracy theories because they burst my bubble. I don't have a bubble. If you mean conspiracy theories things for which there's no evidence. Yeah I reject things for which there's no evidence. Right. But obviously there are conspiracies that take place in real life. So 9 11 was a conspiracy by Al Qaeda to damage the United States and take down the World Trade Center and damage the Pentagon and probably send a plane into Congress or the White House. Well none of the conspiracy theories that you're you're buying into bottles is there evidence for. I mean this idea that the Port Arthur mask is a false flag that there's no evidence for that. So if if you want to tell me that Lee Harvey Oswald had some sort of conversation in the Cuban Embassy in Mexico before he shot John F Kennedy then yeah I'm open to that. Well bottles you keep saying I'm hopeless mate but you're tuning into my live streams. So I would never tune into someone's live streams if if I thought they were absolutely hopeless. I haven't even looked into the Port Arthur mask. Yeah I've done a little bit of reading about the Port Arthur mask ago. So the the filmmaker's main takeaways is that we mainly we need to restrict the right to bear arms. So my takeaway is how dangerous the human being is my my fundamental understanding of the way the world works as a human being is fundamentally a dangerous and flawed creature. Right. Human beings are dangerous. That's the basis of the right wing view of the world and how the world works as the human being is fundamentally a dangerous creature. So rather than the left wing view or the Enlightenment view the people are born good and then society corrupts. I think generally speaking people are born quite morally weak and society by and large generally speaking makes people better for all of society's faults. Like Australia United States France England Germany Norway Sweden New Zealand. These societies these countries for all their faults they generally make people better than what they'd be on their own. So the Enlightenment view and the left wing view and the media's view and the academic elites view generally speaking is that human beings are born naturally good and society corrupts. People on the right we understand that the human being is fundamentally dangerous and that it is society's duty to shape people and to discourage their more dangerous sides and to incentivize them away from behaving naturally and start behaving unnaturally. Putting on deodorant every morning is unnatural but it's also a good thing. People are fundamentally smelly and selfish and dangerous and there are a lot of people out there like the protagonist in this horrifying movie Nitrum and it's our duty as a good and healthy society to try to incentivize people to stay on the straight and narrow. I would be in paralyzing fear if I were an Alexander Technique practitioner. You should do a treaty side work get a feel for the yeah there's so much work out there right now right there's so many jobs right now but they're really looking for anything that pays less than six figures. So concluding thought reflect on how your selfishness is so the people around you reflect on how your selfishness is your parents your siblings your friends your teachers your community random strangers. Like have some sense for your selfishness is negatively affected other people and that to me is the is the fastest path to reality right just just when I reflect on how I drove through a red light at 70 miles an hour and there was a group of cars lined up to turn in front of me. And the only thing that saved me from running into a car and possibly killing a whole family is either good luck or divine intervention or other people seeing that I wasn't stopping and they stopped themselves from exercising their rights. So when I realized how very easily I could have caused mass mayhem and that humbles me it sobers me and it's nothing that anyone has ever done to me that's nearly as bad as what I almost did to completely innocent people. So as long as I keep that in my mind at times that sovers me and brings me brings me back down to earth. Oh this movie Nitro not an easy or a fun fun movie but an important movie cheers mate.