 And I called Illusion, and I had been with Maya, and so I thought, oh, this is definitely something we know about this one. And I'm so tuned into the movies. I think while this movie was being made, I became aware of it from someone, and I was aware that this movie was being made, and that it was a long process, like a birthing process, and what I found out later on was that it's really a forgiveness movie, but the man who was making it, he used to star in that television show, Party of Five, and he basically ran out of money, and so he said he went door to door. He called his parents up and asked for money, and he was going door to door asking people to donate so he could finish this movie. And I could feel like this movie had a lot of profound content, that this was a movie wanting to get made, and then when he got it made, actually what helped him get it made too was Kirk Douglas found out about it, and he said, I'll play in your movie. You put me in your movie, and I'll support it that way. And this was after Kirk Douglas had had a stroke, so he's in the movie, his words are sometimes slurred, but he plays someone who's old and seems to be old and so forth in the movie, and what I think is so great about this movie is it really shows what we have to go through to really forgive. Like we've got this ego voice in our mind that's always harsh and it always puts us down, it's always saying we're not going to be able to do it, we're not going to be able to make it, and we have to face that voice of self-condemnation and we have to like stare it down and transcend it. You know, we have to literally transcend this voice. And in this movie, like Kirk Douglas' character, he's a filmmaker who's quite up in age and basically he has a memory that he's pushed out of awareness whereby he got a woman pregnant and a woman had a child and a son and basically he was into the filmmaking industry, you know, quits, famous, this and this. He basically just wanted to ignore that whole part because if it never happened, just push it out of awareness, not have anything to do with her or his son, just kind of let go. And so when he's up in years, you know, that's like haunting him. Here he is, he's up, he's getting older, he's getting sick and he remembers this haunting memory of this woman and this son and he just is completely disowned. And he's given an opportunity to get in touch with his son's life, to literally view scenes from his son's life, almost like, you might say, spiritual characters, like a spirit character comes into his life and basically gives him an opportunity to review from the Akashic records his son's life, the life of his son that he never met. He just knew existed. And that is where he can start to heal the wound he has in himself. He feels bad about this, but it's so pushed out of awareness he needs many opportunities. So he's going to get a chance to review these scenes and he gets very interested in the son's life. He can hardly stay in the theater chair because he gets so inspired. And in the end, you know, when it is in our mind, we have to take the grievance or the hurt and we have to realize that it was only a call for love. That's all it was, to extend the love that we have in us. And he actually has the opportunity in this movie to really, really see the call for love, to realize the mistake that he made, but that it's not like a permanent mark on his soul. He can actually let the love well up in him and want to extend that to his son. And so it's really, it's a movie for all of us because every time we think we've let somebody down, we mistreated somebody or somebody mistreated us or hurt us, it was just a call for love. It was our own call for love to see past the attack, the grievance, to see that we were just, whoever it was, they were just crying out for love and anything that we did wrong, our mistakes, were just cries for love. You know, we're just to see it in a different way. And so I really think he finally got it made and I don't think he found a major distributor, but I think I did hear that it made it out on the Spiritual Cinema Network, you know, seeing the signs, I think it got circulated that way and I was able to get a hold of it, so I hope you'll enjoy it. And then afterwards, we can all share our impressions of this film and what it touches in our own hearts about something that we had buried in the past or buried in the mind that we were able to see. Oh, that was just my call for love. Nothing for me to feel bad about. Okay, I will turn this light off and you can roll it. I'm my son. Dark Voice has its way. How it just goes on and on to nation and then when we, when we make room for it, it just changes everything. So it's just what a great movie to show how, you know, if you hang with it and you replace that thought, it just, you know, brings everything comes together, you know, the man, the whole movie, everything came together just from that little tweak from, you know, not buying into that thought. The guy says, Sir, do you want me to take care of this? I go, Yeah. And the guy goes running off. That's about how it is when you turn to the spirit. You want me to take care of this? Yeah. Wow. It's a light.