 To me about like what it's like to be owned and traded and I don't mean by a man I mean by a you know professional basketball it's an old system that we had in we that we had in Hollywood and you know it's still what how sports run what is it like being at the whim of someone else well it's a really odd thing because you play basketball you play a sport any sport professional you know as an amateur and you're just playing for fun it's all fun it's all fun it was fun for you let's just clarify but keep going you know it's supposed to be fun it's supposed to be pure and you're just playing the game and then all of a sudden you know and for me the WNBA draft in 2008 which is the year I graduated was the day it was the day after the championship game so Stanford we made it to the finals we played Tennessee in the national championship game we lost the very next morning I get drafted so I didn't even have any time to even think like what's going on and realize that my whole life was gonna change so we have the championship game that night the next morning I just drive and I go to the draft and they're like you're getting drafted to Minnesota yeah you know it's you're just like it's just crazy you're and then you know you don't even have time to think and all of a sudden you sign a contract and you just you basically you know you kind of sign your soul away a little bit you know in terms of you know it's exciting this is what you've lived your whole life for but you don't really understand the business side of it and then it doesn't become it's not it's not necessarily fun anymore it's it's a business now and now you are expected to perform and you are expected to do these things and you just kind of forget like what am I doing that you lose yourself