 You are the shining star of creation. You are the dream station. Now we have to realize that we aren't going to go from being identified as a person and a body into pure spirit without a transition face. It would be too frightening if, you know, like in those magic shows where they pull the tablecloth. You've seen those times when they pull the tablecloth out and all the china and the silverware that goes flying everywhere just shattering and flying. We're not being asked to go from body identification and person identification into pure spirit. This body is part of a self-concept I'm going to call the doer. And you and I know what that doer is about because there's a lot of hard work that the doer goes through to improve the self-concept. It doesn't really get us anywhere. It's kind of like spinning your wheels in the mud. You've got the odometer going up to 70 miles an hour and you're not moving because the wheels are spinning in the mud. Jesus is over the corner again just tapping with his hands like, you know, just like this. Okay, that's fine. You know, no problem. We can deal with this. We've got a mud spinner here. We can deal with it. We're finest fates, but you don't know that yet, so we'll work with it. What happens is the only way you go from doer to being to pure beingness is to be done through. Doer done through beingness. So when I gave everything over to the Holy Spirit in my 20s, it was just saying take me to the beingness. Excuse me. I was ready to have a still mind. Has anybody in here tried to meditate? You know, is the monkey mind surrender at the first one minute of meditation? No. In other words, I went off. I left the ten years of university. I went off to a hermitage in the woods of Kentucky. I took my course book down. I was going to meditate as many hours a day as I could and everything. And I got down into the woods and he goes like, ha, you're pathetic. I've had you in my grips for millennium. I've had you in prison for millennium and you think you're just going to come down here and meditate me away? Ha! It was a James Brown. Ha! And so I tried and the ego just laughed. It snickered. You know, he was thinking, sorry, I'm going to list simply like Henry David Thoreau and I'm just going to make bread and I'm just going to eat bread and drink water. And he goes like, ha, come on. You're going to starve me out now. You're going to try to get me with asceticism and it's just snickering and laughing. And initially, you know, if I had to stay there in the woods, try to just sit there and meditate, I don't know where I'd be now probably looking like Buddha with the long hair and the long fingernails and whatever. But basically the Holy Spirit of Jesus said, listen, I'm going to have to use you because you are so identified with that body and that person of David. I'm going to have to use you. I'm going to have to do through you. I'm going to have to perform miracles for you. I'm going to have to speak through you and laugh through you and hug through you and shine through you and it's going to take as long as it takes but this is the way you're going to come to this illness. You're not, it's time consuming and tedious but you're just to sit there in this little travel trailer in the woods of Kentucky and this is not the fast route. This is not going to save time. It'll get you there some lifetime but if you really are wanting to get back to heaven as quickly as possible, you're going to have to be done through. You're going to have to be willing to be done through. No small task because I was voted most quiet in my senior class and they told me don't go talk about God or politics in public and now I threw in a few things on politics but this is how I do it but I talk a lot about God and I've been done through for so many years so to speak and unfortunately that's where the stillness has come in and that's just what Francis has been talking about that she didn't leave behind her country and her family her husband and business and all these things just for the sake of it like she gets brownie points for how many things she can drop it was more to really be used in purpose that just helped free her up for her purpose and mission and then the stillness comes naturally when we're aligning with God and letting God do it through us This peace that you are This peace that you are