 I get my final veneers. Thank you! It's gonna be literally epic. It's the dinner party of my dreams. Kind of like back and forth focusing on photography and then like the influence through stuff. Hey y'all, what's up? Welcome to a new week in my life vlog. My name is Sonali, you guys are new here and it is currently Monday morning at 8 a.m. and I'm about to meet a friend to take a couple photos for socials. I like to do this like every other week I would say and just kind of like bad shoot content but I feel like photos aren't even like a thing anymore. I feel like it's more reals but I'm really trying to get my feed to like where it used to be and just make my feed really aesthetic so that means having to still take photos to like post on the real covers. So if you guys are interested in kind of like watching the journey at my feed you can follow me on Instagram. It's so underscore gnarly with dot the G but I'm in this really pretty brown dress. It's like very fancy though. I went with a slick black bun cause my hair was greasy and it worked out cause I didn't really have to spend much time on my hair this morning. I am renting this off of fashion pass and that's another reason why I wanted to take photos today so I can get all my fashion pass stuff returned today and then I'm not sure when I'm able to pick out the new stuff. I don't know if I have to like wait until you know they receive my packet or if I can just start picking it out right when I return it. Ready to take some pics. I feel like very uncomfortable cause I'm like literally in a gown but it's okay. We're gonna do it quick. Get our pics. How many outfits did you have? I don't know. I was running late this morning like I always am. Sonnelli is just very sweet and like puts up with me and I just grabbed. It's okay. I don't even know if it matches but you know we'll see what we'll go with it. We're currently at Taverna because they have like a little cute little neutral background so let's do it. We just got done taking some photos. I feel like we got some good ones. I'm wearing huge heels. I'm not that tall but I hope we got good ones. Yeah. We are quick. We are efficient. I'm proud of us. I'm already staying my shirt but I feel like I'm gonna look in the shirt. So sorry if you get sick of seeing it. But it is 3pm. It's been a while since I've been home. I have been so productive and I've been working from the couch which I always say my most productive days are when I work from my desk obviously but I've been amped up. I feel like I have a lot to do and a lot to plan especially for like photography stuff. If you guys are new here I am a photographer here in Austin and I mainly do like seniors and grads. I feel like I like to say specialize in that but I also do couples, families, literally anything else but weddings and so I always do holiday minis and those are like a discount price, a little shorter of a time and you can use them for like holiday cards or whatever you really want. It's just a good time to get like family photos or couple photos done because the weather is really nice and like we're not all sweating and dying. So I'm very excited for fall weather for that reason. So if you live in Austin and would be possibly interested in doing a fall mini I'm going to have my photography account right here. Go ahead and follow that because once I finalize dates and everything I'm going to be posting a lot all my stories and in feed so that you guys won't miss that because whenever I do sign ups it's like first come first serve for dates and times. You bring your dogs, you can bring your kids, husband, whatever. I've also had some girls come alone and just get some nice lifestyle headshots and branding photos done then. It's honestly just a really good time to take advantage of that price drop and it's right around the holidays when you probably want all the holiday content. So I've been kind of like back and forth focusing on photography and then like the influencer stuff because I needed to reply to a couple like collaborations. These days I'm getting a lot of collaborations through like to know it which is kind of crazy because I have been pretty active on like to know it for the past year or two and I made it like a priority to really grow my following on there and these days I'm not amazing about linking my clothes but since I've been on it for so long I feel like I have a lot of good like analytics to show to brands so they have like this whole other collaboration platform which you like have to like log in separately it's kind of weird and the whole thing is not really user-friendly but I feel like I get my most clubs through there like consistently which is crazy because at three months ago I did not have this collaborations portal because I remember going to South by Southwest and went to a few like to know events because they are actually headquartered in Dallas so they came here and did like cute all event and I'm pretty sure I went to like every single one because I just think it's really cool I love this like platform that they have I went and then I was able to talk to like higher-ups and that's when they were like kind of relaunching their collaborations platform so anyways I don't know if that was boring to hear but I actually just got back from FedEx because I did some returns for my fashion past thing it was so easy it did not realize it actually came with a new bag with like the label already on it I was like wow this is insane when I was opening the package though I was like how am I gonna fit it all back in the package it fit so that's great but now I'm going to look at an email that the girl that's helping me with my website sent me so basically I think I said this in my last vlog but my photography website is just not the vibe anymore I got it like custom done from a guy on Fiverr and I designed it and it's just like I don't even want to talk about it like it looks so bad to me now and I got it done like I think right when COVID kind of happened so it's been a while and I just feel like I need something more professional and just like simple honestly like I don't need all the bells and whistles just something to show my portfolio and a contact form so Karishma she's actually a photographer in Dallas she's helping me with my new website she said it's gonna be possibly done on October 1st but I have to like look through this form and just like fill out like little questionnaire before we like fully deep dive into making my site so very exciting things happening and then I have a shoot at 6 p.m. at Maddie's which is a place I regularly go for shoots when I am with the photographer because it's just such a beautiful greenery area and usually actually I do my holiday minis I don't know if I'm gonna switch it up or do that place again because it's just like so pretty so updates to come I have about 30 minutes before I have to leave for my shoot and I kind of want to do a little challenge with myself and see if I could get this all cleaned up like do a quick clean I just did the dishes they've been sitting there for quite a while and just cleaned up like the kitchen and stuff which makes me feel so much better because I feel like the kitchen is like the first thing you see when you come into your apartment and if it's cluttered then you get like immediately stressed that's how I feel with my closet right now so we're gonna fix this because this is just not okay that literally only took six minutes I was trying to go so fast but let's unbox some things so that we could like declutter all first ask me if they could send me a package and my immediate answer was yes because I knew it was going to come with one of my favorite headbands ever let me show you guys you guys probably like recognize it from my tiktoks I always wear my pink one and it's gotten so dirty I really like should throw it in the wash or something but I got another one these are like I don't want to say rare but like I saw them going on Poshmart first like a very expensive and I haven't really seemed to find like a really good Amazon dupe but something about this headband I cannot take my makeup off unless I have the first headband I saw an Instagram ad like a couple times saying like if you place an order over a blank amount of dollars you get a headband for free so that's where that like iconic headband is from but also obviously I wanted to try out their products because they had packages that you choose from and I think I got the shower package which I'm always always looking for more like body oils I go through them a little too fast so this is the keep it supple body oil it's a spray on I love spray on ones this one is an acne control body mist this is the gentle retinol body lotion retinol body lotion what the heck use me if you want a body lotion that repairs more than dryness very interesting I'm seriously I I literally need to put on body lotion like a hundred times a day I cannot stay moisturized especially on my legs and because they're dry I itch them almost like they have bug bites on them but it's just so itchy when it gets dry so I really need to be better about that I usually just like moisturize right after the shower but like that's not cutting it these days this is also from a skincare company I believe and I think that's Sephora but I haven't really heard of this company until they reached out it's called Bloom and I also have a discount code for burst products I'll put it up here okay I was looking on their site and this poor clarifying clay mask had really really good reviews I honestly have not tried like a clay mask in so long or I wonder if it's like the black one you know like the biore one this one is oil for acne prone skin okay so I don't really have acne prone skin but I do like a face oil so that's kind of nice that they made it for that okay this is skin and scar fade serum that's nice because I feel like when I do get like pimples I pick at them and I'm so bad but I cannot help it I already unboxed this but I wanted to set it up with you guys I've been waiting because the pods only came today but this is the click and grow and I'm pretty sure I told you guys about this already but basically I cannot keep or plants alive because if I put it on my balcony they literally dry out because it's so sunny and then I bought it inside and put it on my windowsill but same thing like they're drying out and maybe I'm forgetting to water them sometimes but still like it would dry out so fast so I heard about this thing it's called a click and grow basically you can just grow herbs in your kitchen it's self watering I'm pretty sure it has a light and you can buy different kind of pods so I bought cilantro peppermint I don't know if like that's different than just regular mint or what but whatever and then I think this one comes with basil and other ones you can get are like really random ones like mini tomatoes parsley wild strawberry green lettuce poke polka dot plant purple chili wow I didn't get it from the actual website so I didn't see all those options I purchased it on Amazon so they did have like a good amount of options but anyways basically I wanted to get this because I'm so sick of like buying a bunch at the grocery store and me using it for like one thing or forgetting to use it and it goes bad so quickly so I figured if it was actually just like a plant I can pick from it whenever I wanted to so let's set it up so excited about it I wonder how long it'll take to actually grow though here in the little light to label it but for reference if I forget this is going to be cilantro the first one the edge of the lamp so put the soil thing in click this in put it back in here put the dome back on says the domes create a green house effect any plants in there okay I think that's it so I just have to fill the tank and then plug the garden in these things don't feel like great quality to be honest like it's way more plastic even I thought it would be okay so that was peppermint peppermint is going to be in the middle last way we're gonna do basil kind of a lot of water now it's time to plug it in I always hide shit in that corner of my kitchen which honestly is the reason why I loved this apartment so much because I knew it was gonna be like that I kind of want to put it back there though so it's like not like all up in my kitchen I'm just scared if I put it on my windowsill again it's not gonna work because it's too freaking sunny here which I'm not complaining cuz I know I'm gonna get seasonal depression very soon no I'll update you guys when I see the first sprout nothing humbles me more than what I wear to my photography shoots I love the fit but it's okay cuz we're just gonna get sweaty and like we're not in the photos so that's okay my clients are changing but the photos are so good but I also forgot my bug spray at home luckily I told my client to bring a bug spray and she actually did so I sprayed some but I'm still getting eaten alive it's so grassy and like greenery everywhere but they're just loving it here they're loving eating my blood I don't even know what bugs do but not not the best feeling but the photos are good so it's worth it at This is what it looks like the greens are green it looks so good the sun flare is coming through over there right there and this is the restaurant also super cute I just got home and literally immediately ran to my benadryl spray I like it's bad guys I got bitten so bad but just took Sophie out and I was thinking maybe I'll just walk on the treadmill because it's 743 and I don't really have any TikToks to post for today but I feel like it's a good time to post so I feel like I should go on the treadmill and then edit stuff while I walk I'm also dehydrated cuz I feel like whenever I'm at shoots I talk so fast I'm trying to get all of my words out then I have like cotton mouth because my mouth gets so dry because I'm like talking so fast so anyways yeah I think I'm gonna work out cuz I like want to wash my hair I don't know if I should just wait till tomorrow now or what I think I might do that and with our workout I really was like editing content the whole time and I think I was on there for like 65 minutes remember I am on the treadmill I try to have like some sort of goal whether it's like miles or calories or time so today was at least four and five hundred calories and I did it so now it is time to take a shower I decided like I should work out tomorrow so since it's night I think I just will keep the bun in and hope that it stays through my sleep that kind of is gross but it's okay it's not like itchy anything it was just kind of greasy and for photos today I thought I would try it out anyways gonna go take a body shower but my makeup I did it so early this morning I woke up at like six something or maybe it was six anyways I did my makeup so early and look it still looks good I'm wearing the Charlotte Tilbury flawless finish foundation one of my favorites ever so good morning happy Tuesday we started off the morning with a walk-on ladybird like trail I feel like I just wanted to get up and get out of the house and like have a reason to and also get in a workout before my shoot that I'm about to head to this shoot is gonna be like a cake smash and that type of person that like if I don't work out in the morning it usually doesn't happen like yesterday was very rare for me to have the energy to work out at night but I'm glad I did because this morning I felt like really good but yeah I just want to like keep going and honestly stay consistent I'm already getting a little bit worried about Ryan coming back because I know us and I know we're gonna want to eat at all our favorite places because I feel like I'm a sentimental person where even like Starbucks like I have not had Starbucks without him because I feel like Starbucks is like our thing which is so stupid to say because Starbucks is very basic but I literally we used to go there every single day of corndy it was so bad but anyways I also just don't love to eat in restaurants alone and I would rather cook at home than actually get stuff and like pick stuff up I don't love doing delivery things I only get Uber Eats like very very rarely so if I do like take it to go always go to pick it up and then that's like something that really deters me from ordering out which is a good thing I guess but literally that what five-minute duration of that anxiousness when you're just like picking it up I hate that I hate that so much so I just rather find something in the house and I also have like a packed fridge and honestly today I need to clean it out because I'm just like what the heck is in here like there's only one person living in this house how does a fridge get this packed I have no idea but I'm about to head to my shoe it's about 30 minutes away so I'm gonna find a podcast to listen to and head up there it's 4 p.m. wash my hair and this whole day I've been just trying to collect photos for my new photography website and just kind of work on prepping for that my designer actually sent over like some fonts and colors and everything like that it already looks so so good so I'm really really excited about it but I know it's gonna be like a lot of work because I'm not the best writer and when you make a website especially like an informational website like photography website there is a lot of copy that goes into it and every other website I've read is very witty and like very cutesy I have no idea how to write like that so it's gonna take me a while I was thinking about like outsourcing the writing I think I'll just try it and see how long it actually takes me and if it comes down to it all outsource it but I'm not really sure how many girls are coming over tonight for bachelorette every Tuesday well every Monday it's supposed to be but it's been weird and now it's on a Tuesday now I usually host my friends here and sometimes we'll do like snacks and sometimes I'll do like little snacks like I think last time I made like pizzas and everyone just took a little bit and I really wanted to make olive oil cake it's been on my bucket list for a while now but I don't want to be stuck with like a whole cake if like not that many girls show up so I might just wait till the finale which is next Tuesday and Ryan's actually coming next Tuesday I cannot believe it's already like here and that kind of starts in the out because I don't myself I really wanted to go through a lot of stuff and like organize and just like declutter a little bit maybe get rid of some things even like in the kitchen I just feel like every little drawer or cabinet is like overflowing I need some sort of system to keep me like really organized currently the guest bathroom is a mess and if my friends come over that's gonna be fun so I actually have to clean that right now but anyways I am not going to make the olive oil cake I was gonna go to HEP and pick up some chicken because I'm really craving like chicken bowls or something I don't know if any of you have ever been to fresh kitchen in Florida but something in me is craving the creamy white ginger sauce and just like the mushrooms and sweet potato noodles and my steak and my ahi tuna oh my god I used to get it all it was so good and I cannot find a copycat recipe for that creamy white ginger sauce which is crazy because I feel like it's been popular for a while now and I feel like for popular chains people try to make like copycat recipes I was really hoping something was out there on the internet but I was like I still have the salmon that I froze so I'm just gonna do the salmon and I have like a bunch of greens that I bought last week that I never touched so I'm like okay you know what I don't need to go to the grocery store I should eat what's already in my house I was gonna go get some wrapping paper too and I just found some so I am very happy about that I also don't know where or if I have tape that might be an issue but I swear I have everything I just need to find it also last week I got an email notification that I got the companion pass for my Southwest credit card and you know a lot of people would be super super excited about this but I just feel as though it's not the right time for me to have it because Ryan's not even here living with me I'm like I'm not gonna be able to take advantage of this and I'm so bummed out about it but like also my immediate thought when I saw that email was like oh my god now I have to like travel and like you know use it up and like make sure it goes to good use but like honestly I have really realized this year that I don't think I love traveling as much as I thought I did I think I like the idea of it but I don't really love to be away from home out of my routine living out of suitcase I mean I'm grateful to be able to travel but you know I do like to be home or just like at least in this area also that just means like I'll probably be spending more money if I'm traveling so let's say Ryan lives with me and we decide to like travel crazy bunch all over the United States so that we can you know get good use of this companion pass it's only saving money on like his flight so basically what a companion passes is I buy my flight and then if he's like flying with me his flight is completely free I think he just only has to pay like taxes which is like what $11 or something like that so it's basically free that's the only thing you're saving money on because then when you get to the destination you have to pay for an Airbnb or a hotel or rental car and like all these travel expenses so it really just makes you like have to spend more money so I don't know at least I didn't like well I did technically pay for it because I was using my credit card but like it's not like I purchased it you know not like I got like a Disney pass and I purchased it I'm not using it like I'm wasting my money if that makes sense but anyways I guess I'm just rambling about it but I got it so that's kind of cool so we're gonna go to New York after Thanksgiving we can use it then because I'll be home so we can like fly from Atlanta to New York and then I'm thinking about flying with Ryan from New York to Austin and then back to Atlanta for Christmas so we'll use it then and like he's gonna be back next year so like I have it till when did I get it maybe September or October I can't remember when I got the email notification but I have till next year so like I just hope there's like random weddings that we have to go to or something like that you know or I'm like oh I have a companion pass so you know I don't even have to worry about it cleaned up the bathroom and I made myself dinner I realized some of the mozzarella balls that I got like I don't even know how long ago but I realized that they expired today good thing I checked but I have mozzarella balls well tomatoes avocado and some salmon so I think I'm gonna do like a balsamic glaze but my friends are gonna come over in the next like hour or so and then we get to watch the bachelor but there's two more episodes of the bachelor so it's not we have to wait till next week especially because it's probably like the juiciest episode and I'm sad because claim to fame is over and that was like the show after the bachelor and it was so good and I think I told you guys in the last vlog but you guys have not watched it I think you can stream it on Hulu speaking of streaming platforms I'm hearing that every show is going to peacock I'm like how many more streaming platforms are we going to have like I do not understand but like you know I'm gonna get it these are opening up her present I'm so excited I've actually been wanting this hell yeah you're so sweet they're awesome and you have them yeah I have the two hunters like that and I was mad because I got them when this color wasn't out wait we can wear these on our wall I love it who wants some okay anyone else Maddie behind you hello it is Wednesday and it is around two ish I think this morning I was just doing some admin work I'm about to head out to Soho house because I am doing some in-person planning for my Sunday Riley event I feel like I mentioned this in one blog or maybe I didn't I can't really remember but basically I got really close with the girls from all of in June and they actually moved over to Sunday Riley within the past year sadly one of the main girls moved to San Antonio but another one of the girls is still here and her name is G and she came up with the idea of having this like cute little dinner party with Sunday Riley and I was so honored and so excited I was like are you like are you sure you want me like literally when I got the email because I took my email like kind of very often throughout the day I got the email and I swear replied back like in one minute I was like yes yes yes like let's do it it's coming up a lot sooner than we like thought or I don't even know like I feel like it's kind of getting really close to the event which is making me very very nervous so we're meeting in person today to talk about florals and just like logistics and to make like the actual evite but yeah so very exciting stuff I'll try to show you guys what we come up with if we can because and so house you're not allowed to like take pictures or videos so if I can I will but first we need to change out of our sweat so let's do it okay here's the fit I kind of wanted to wear this green button down on the top but I feel like the colors are like looking a little funky so maybe I should just do a white button down but I gotta pack my computer bag and then leave I really like this background like not with this car you know yeah yeah yeah it's a lot yeah I didn't realize these are backgrounds actually it is five o'clock I just got out of so house and we had such a productive meeting it's gonna be literally epic like it's the dinner party in my dreams I can't even wait to see everything like come to life because I I don't know how to make decisions I was like honestly like whatever you think for flowers I pretty much just gave like some inspo pics and just said like yeah like pinks oranges but it was honestly really hard to make decisions so it's nice to have G there just to like have her bounce off her ideas but it was also so fun hanging out with her because she's just the best energy but it definitely made me feel a lot more calm about the event happening so soon and we made the evite and it looked so cute I think I filmed it for you guys on my iPhone you can't really like film in so house so I was scared that somebody was gonna come say something but now I'm gonna go home I'm going to text out the evite link to all of the guests and I don't know what else oh I need to like film some tiktoks or something I go in these phases of like being really really into tiktoks and like filming so much and like posting so much and then these weeks where I'm not as active which sucks like I want to be but it's like I'm busy with other stuff I can't really film and like there are trends where you don't always have to like film but then it kind of takes time to like pull photos or like look for the videos that like match that trend does that make sense so tiktok is like very time consuming and I feel like a lot of people don't really realize that unless you're those tiktokers that just like talk to the phone which I definitely want to become because I feel like that is how like you build a community of just like people actually getting to know you and I want to do that more I think I'm gonna do a tiktok in the car actually now anyways random thoughts for this Wednesday afternoon is a Wednesday oh my god tomorrow is Thursday guys I'm getting my real veneers my final veneers I have my time sin and I know last week's vlog I told you guys within the first 30 seconds that I was getting my finals but I ended up having to reschedule to this Thursday it honestly worked out perfectly because I had an event last Thursday that I am so glad I wasn't swollen for and I didn't have to miss but yeah tomorrow's the day I get my finals and I think they're gonna look a lot different so very very very excited and also nervous to see I need to put a reminder on my phone to unthaw my salmon when I get home because I think I'm just gonna have the same dinner I'm very proud of myself for like actually eating which just in my house and not getting like takeout or not going to the grocery store honestly like my biggest thing is going to the grocery store and buying things I don't need like I'm not an uber eats girl I think I told you guys this in the beginning of the week but I'm not a really big delivery food person but one thing I will do is go into a grocery store and buy everything that I don't need and then I just seem like wow mangoes sound really good I'll just buy them and never touch them it's actually I literally have mangoes in my fridge that I need to eat so maybe I'll do that tonight but I just feel like my eyes are way bigger than my stomach when I walk into a grocery store and I just love going through the aisles I feel like it's very therapeutic for me hello hello Sophie because these are my favorite moments when I come home and she's like half asleep she's so cute hello are you hungry are you hungry yes okay let's go eat I just took Sophie on a walk because I was on my phone for so long and I was just like I need to be outside while it's sunny and just like you know get get some exercise get off my phone so I did that then I just popped some salmon and the air fryer it's my last piece of salmon so then I maybe have a reason to go to the grocery store tomorrow to get more protein so I'm very proud of myself but I am wanting something sweet but I also need to be like hydrated because I feel like a headache is coming on so I want to try out this HEB peach iced tea it's like a little packet like a little self-serve packet so let's do it this smells really good taste test kind of was hoping it would be a little bit more sweet but honestly I feel like it's good enough especially it I think one packet is like five calories it adds a little something something to your water kind of craving sushi one of my not always but I decided to just try to make the salmon into like a sushi kind of dish so we got a roasted seaweed here I'm just going to lay these out and then we're going to make mini sushi salmon tacos with all my sushi sauces if you guys are new here I feel like I put these sauces in every dish I make at home with eel sauce yuzu extract spice mayo and then we have cream cheese and I was thinking of putting like a little avocado I already sliced that up it's like I feel like that will satisfy my sushi craving but honestly I was like so close to getting some whole food sushi because I've been wanting to try it out the last time I went to Whole Foods which was kind of a while ago I was looking at their sushi and I was like wow this looks like the best grocery store sushi I've seen anywhere honestly like H.E.B.s isn't horrible but I don't know their their sushi looks so fresh so maybe I'll try it this weekend but for now we gotta finish the salmon so I'm just gonna take a little piece of salmon and then gotta get the cream cheese in there maybe we can put a slice of avocado okay actually I have a really good feeling about this like this already looks so good all right let's try it out it's gonna be a big one bite I think it's like pretty close to having like raw sushi in there because I did the same exact thing with like actual I'm pretty sure it was salmon or tuna like fish like raw fish sushi great fish that's what I'm trying to say it tastes pretty pretty close um but I'm about to put on something on Netflix I feel like I should edit tonight but I kind of just want to like chill since I've been on my phone this whole time posting tech talks and I also feel like I should be posting tech talks now because I feel like tech talks just do way better late at night so I might do that good morning today's the day I get my final veneers so see you never tempts um these are not like the most comfortable things and I've had it for about a month now so I'm so excited to say goodbye and get them the frick off my teeth and get like my real final veneer so today's gonna be a good day um but my skin is feeling a little funky I think I'm getting my period soon so that makes sense but I was thinking I could like do a little icing on my face and well not like kick icing but let me show you guys had to literally go into the depth of my freezer to get this but I went to a Charlotte Tilbury bet a while back and they gave us a goodie bag and this thing was in it and it's literally like a face icer so like taking well not ice rolling because it's not rolling anything but like taking icing to the next level oh my god well this is a little bit creepy hmm oh wait there's like these little metal things too wow okay so basically let me just unbuckle this part too this is gonna feel so good it already does all right felt growing the back I just really need this to be ice because my issue is right here and like right here this is super creepy but honestly it already feels so good and I love to take like an ice cube to any irritated like patches of skin especially if you feel like a little pus pimple coming up just feel like ice definitely helps like the swelling of it all so this is like literally perfect okay I'm gonna go work on my computer for a little bit I was gonna get ready and then do that but I want to you know make sure my skin and the foundation is good just had breakfast I had a Kodiak frozen waffle and it was actually so good I think that might be my new breakfast fixation or like that and my scrambled eggs but I ate that and then half of an avocado so like I got the sweet and salty that I love but I think I'm gonna take this time to work outside and like edit outside because I feel like when I'm editing if I'm distracted one bit like I just get so thrown off and I want to like knock it out because I think I have like 15 minutes of footage to edit and I still need to get ready my appointments at once I should probably leave here latest like 12 35 I just like getting places early like it's really not that far but I'm gonna try to be there early not be rushed just did my makeup and hair because I always have to be camera ready when I walk into the office because I film a lot he literally has like almost three million followers on tech talk so they're always filming like content over there and I remember one time it came without makeup and they're like oh can we film you and I was just like uh-huh so it's okay but it's always better if I have a little little something on you know but I made a good debt in editing and so I feel kind of good about that I mean I wish I could have finished it but honestly I also wish I had more time to like film some tech talks and for my video because I want to do like a full veneers video um and obviously most of it I want it to be in my finals but I'm gonna do like a quick video about my tests and everything so we're about to get started on the process bye bye tabs I had a kentieth thing I was like oh my god that is even better than the intro I showed you guys so I'm really excited to see it when my mouth isn't so numb but my nose is numb I don't know if it's running like I feel like it's running but I'm not sure I think I'm just gonna chill when I couch the rest of the day maybe take a nap because my teeth are feeling a little bit sensitive nothing's hurting that much um because we didn't whiten my bottom teeth this time and when I got the temporary so we did whiten the bottom teeth and that's really what made me go insane was the zingers that I got so at least I don't have that this time but I wonder how long this numbness is gonna last because I'm kind of getting hungry but I also don't really want to eat while I'm numb so I'll keep you guys updated I'm literally feeling the numbness wearing off so we're close guys it is currently 644 um right when I got home I went to say hi to Sophie in the bed because she was laying there and I just started laying there and next thing you know I literally woke up from an app and I was like like it was so weird um so I passed out right when I got home I feel like so congested right now I've been sneezing a little bit and I just feel like well I think I said my nose was like running or I couldn't tell if my nose was running I just took an Allegra just to make sure because I am going for a walk with my friend I'm glad I'm just getting out of the house because I didn't want to be in the house for like the whole day I guess I wasn't I literally went to the but um anyways it is 645 and I told her I would meet her at 7 so let's go Friday and my mouth is not numb but I think my gums are a little bit sore I don't really want to like look too much because I feel like I want my full reaction to be when I have makeup on this morning I woke up early because I'm headed off to a shoot in the city I'm shooting the same vlog I did on Friday and then I'm going to meet up with one of my friends for um chai after but I think she has a call like when we were going to meet up so we pushed it to later which is totally fine because I think I have some returns to make and I was thinking of getting medicine because what the frick is wrong with me I like right when the numbing wore off I started having the craziest sneeze attack and like I like my nose was running it was the weirdest thing well yesterday it was more of like the sneezing it sucks when you like feel like you have to sneeze but then it doesn't come out so that started on the trail yesterday and then when I got home my nose was like so runny it couldn't stop I tried to take like allergy medicine it didn't really oh I took that before we went on the walk so it started before I went on the walk so I took allergy medicine that didn't help but I just popped it on the one um and I have no idea what it was I literally looked up like does the laughing gas make you want to sneeze question mark like I'm just so confused but I'll keep you guys updated I just took like a different allergy medicine like an off-brand claritin so I'm really really hoping it's gonna work it is 9 20 we got done with our shoe and these photos like I feel like every time I shoot with vigil the photos every time they just keep getting better because I feel like we just know what each other needs and want for me I get her angles and she gets like the way I pose her so they just it just come out better every time I'll try to put some pictures on the screen um but I am currently just like editing a video I took of her in the tiza app I don't really use this app like that much and I pay for it so like I do want to use it more they have so many features like this app is like really cool they just added like a photo booth um filter kind of thing kind of like that Bryant photo booth filter I don't know if you guys have seen it but it's kind of trendy on tiktok um and the only thing about this app is that it's so freaking slow when it like exports a video because basically I just use it to put filters on my videos if I feel like it which is not very often but sometimes I just want to like brighten up the video especially if it's like a tiktok like aesthetic one or just add some more color to it um but yeah so I'm gonna post this on my photography account because I feel like I always forget to post the videos I take and now I'm like actually remembering to take the videos so I can make them into reels um so anyways I just want to be more active on that account but I feel like I've been saying that for a while but I feel like I have been really good about it this week I think I post it like almost every single day I have a little chai date with my friend Hannah at 9 30 I just pulled up into better half's parking lot and I love their chai here it is so good yesterday wait it wasn't yesterday this week has been going by so fast it's actually kind of scary um but when I went to sew house we got a chai and G got like a vanilla latte or something and we tasted it and like we weren't gonna say anything but I um asked the like waiter I was like hey is it like sweet like does it usually come sweet because I like my things like really sweet usually and um I was like maybe it's all at the bottom like would you mind giving me a straw so I can stir it and see and then like G was like yeah I don't think there's any vanilla in here like this is like literally just straight up milk so anyways I thought that was funny but I'm gonna post this and then head in to better half me too and I just got so stressed out because um I think we're gonna actually go out out tonight again I was telling my friends I'm like I've been out every single weekend most of the time multiple times per weekend and you know what I'm not mad about it because this is what kind of what I wanted like I just wanted to have fun with my girlfriend and not have to choose between my girlfriends and my boyfriend but I mean if there was something going on with my girlfriends I pretty much never picked Ryan over it because I feel like Ryan has stuff to do that he likes to do like golf and stuff so he can like occupy himself so in that way I'm not like super clingy to him but I feel like pretty much all my friends have boyfriends so they understand how it's just easier to hang out with like your boyfriend and just like more chill and you don't have to like plan things and so I get it but anyways pretty much what I'm saying is that I've been going out so much and I kind of like I'm loving it but I feel like I'm getting a little sick of it just because I feel like we're going to same places we've been going to West a lot which we were pretty like sick of for a while rainy street is like what makes Austin super iconic but everything's getting shut down because they're building like high rises and you know condos and everything like that so it's really sad I swear every month one of our favorite bars gets demolished versus bungalow now it's Raina that just like literally closed this past weekend so it's very sad so we haven't really been going to rainy um but honestly I kind of want to a couple more times before it's literally so dead um and yeah it's just so sad because I feel like that's definitely what well one of the things that makes Austin stand out but we also like going to eat sixth um and that's always really fun but I think we're just gonna go to West again I have my friend's birthday dinner tonight so we celebrated her last weekend we went out last weekend and did like that paper bag roulette I'm literally going to edit that vlog right now but now we're doing like a little birthday dinner and we're going to Everly which honestly has been on my bucket list since I moved here I have never been inside but I've seen pictures and it's stunning so I'm hoping we get some good pictures tonight um and anyways basically what I'm stressed is we decided to go out and I feel like if I'm gone from like six to like midnight or one I definitely want to make sure this little one is okay so now I have to make time to like you know play ball with her beforehand make sure she's like tired maybe we'll just go on a walk because I feel like walks are beneficial for me and they make so be tired but yeah we'll see we'll see about that um also my nails are very chipped and I'm not one to have chipped nails so we're gonna do my nails really quick while I edit the vlog um and then what else is on my list to do today I feel like there's so many like little random things I think I want to go to agb and get some medicine like real claritin because I took two of those like knockoff claritin things also my friend Hannah said that the pollen is at its highest right now which is so weird I'm like it's not even spring like I don't even really I I don't know why I just associate pollen with spring but it's like what the heck that is very interesting but that makes me feel better so it's just allergies but the allergy medicine needs to like step it up so I think I'm literally gonna go to the store and get extra strength because this is not fun I feel like I need to sneeze every five seconds and not the size of my nose it's getting red and irritated um oh I just remembered I need to upload visuals photos and send them over to her I do blogger packages and they're a bit different um than my normal packages because you know usually bloggers like to edit their own photos with their own presets so I have a little package for that specifically I have my natural nails I really want to wait until my Sunday Riley event to get them like done done like gel so I'm just gonna do like a random color I found I actually have like a shitload of nail polishes because during quarantine I was obsessed with painting my own nails like just regular nail polish so I think I'm gonna go with this pale pink color it is the oh beyond the pale pink from OPI so hopefully it looks good um but I got really really good at painting my own nails during quarantine and my nails were like so strong and beautiful so I'm trying to get back to that because gelax really did pop them up I'm so mad I mean gelax is beautiful like literally my nails never looked better when I did gelax but you know my nails like they drilled at them so hard that it actually hurt like just touching my nails like the lightest touch would be the weirdest feeling and I did not like it because they were so thin at that point um so yeah I don't know if I would do gelax again so now I'm really trying to just grow them out by itself um I used to do dip and I can't remember if those like really ruined your nails as much it is three o'clock I literally just finished editing my vlog but I haven't even like touched the thumbnail or anything so still got some work to do but I am gonna go take Sophie on like a little walk or while her ball just broke so I literally just ordered new like extra small balls on Amazon the dinner reservation is at 6 p.m and I should probably get ready be ready by 5 30 and I also have to go pick up my package downstairs for the fashion pass stuff because it delivered just in time so I'm very excited about that I'll get it on the way up but I'm gonna take this whiny little dog outside Sophie is pooped that is such good news she's like panting I'm telling you to go drink water but you won't listen um but my fashion pass got here just in time I see that my vlog just exported perfect um and really hoping the stress fits for tonight well orange moment okay so we have a problem this is like not wide enough it's so weird showing a little too much so sad and the back of this drawstring I feel like there's barely any material to like tie an actual bow so unfortunately this is a no and I think this one was like 200 something dollars it feels like something you would get off of no shame she in that blows my mind why is it that when I just cleaned my apartment it gets so messy so fast but I realized that my princess poly package actually just got in and I wanted to see what this looks like because this is what I was most excited for there's sweatshirts are so cute this one says nudes oh my god I love it it's very like vibrant I feel like I didn't think it was that vibrant oh and then Brett says said nudes that's really freaking cute can't wait to get my orange makeup all over it to match the orange font anyways um I just had a little debacle with myself because I could not figure out what to wear first I was going for this then I faced my friend and she said my jeans needed to be like tighter on my legs which yeah those are jeans are very baggy but like I like the look it's kind of like a haley beaver look but honestly I feel like I get a lot of clothes that are a little bit bigger on me you know I don't know like where I am in between sizes or what is going on but I mean those were like my size then I tried on this outfit because the top was fashion pass and I wanted to like get my use out of it and then I landed on this and this top is also fashion pass so I'm glad I'm at least using this then I'm wearing some abracame jeans and then I had some shoes on I just took them off because I have about 20 more minutes until my friend picks me up so I'm gonna try to clean up wait actually no I want to take like a selfie with my teeth because I didn't even post on stories yet these shoes were literally in my princess poly package but I'm a little nervous that my feet are gonna hurt since it's like the first time wearing these shoes but I literally just sprayed lidocaine on my feet I saw these influencers at New York fashion week spray this stuff on their feet to make their feet numb so I don't know how long it lasts because I feel like it would have been nice if I could like fit it in my purse but it's kind of like a chunky can so hopefully this shit works that would be so nice because then I can like wear heels like I've always wanted to I have this one aunt that's super short and when I was growing up she would always wear heels like to any event and I was like wow I'm gonna be her when I grow up I grew up and I'm like wow that is so uncomfortable like how the hell did she do it no clue but I'm so excited to go to everly you guys are gonna die when you see the inside of this place I literally almost walked out with just the purse and nothing in it that would have been so bad I just realized that I didn't switch over all the stuff I also need a moisturize oh shoot it's gonna take some work I love to look like moisturized and shiny when I go out can't be it off she's out there yeah then after everything's on I like to use the dimstick in rose gold I don't know was the rose gold one but I like to put on my shoulders and just take your hand and rub it in it gives you like a really pretty shine sparkle the whole night and just make sure you watch any ends because the more white I know all the sparkle on me