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Oh y'all because of the way that this apartment is situated it's really hard for me to set up my entire camera equipment the little bit that I do have left in a way where I could effectively and efficiently do videos so I do apologize it means echoing in here we didn't decorate because we don't plan on being here along so anyway let's get straight into the chit chat I'm gonna talk about what's going on my personal life talk about what I'm watching on YouTube and then talk about what I'm watching on TV and we're gonna talk about this hair huh this hair so y'all my hair I love the shape of my hair I oftentimes have gotten questions on how did you get your hair this shape I didn't do anything in particular my hair grows in this shape because of the different hair textures so my last chit chat I think I mentioned about JB making friends and praise the guy he has made friends at school and here in the apartment complex you know I'm gonna look at y'all I'm talking about this part I think it is very important as individuals that we speak what we want basically manifestation we speak it out loud no matter what the circumstances are and I'm a firm believer in this and so when he was upset about it there's not anything I could do besides pray for my child and encourage him right so for about two weeks straight every morning I would decree and declare over my baby I would say JB we are going to make friends I say I want you to repeat after me we are going to make friends either at school or here in the apartment complex and so I could tell he didn't you know he's eight years old no so excuse my language y'all but he will repeat it and I tell you what by the second week he had made friends both here and at the apartment complex now baby one of the friends that he made here kind of tried to put my hands his hands on my baby and JB came in sack and you could tell when your children something's not right let me back up first off y'all know me I've already told JB if someone puts their hands on you you have every single right to defend yourself okay we taught our child that and he did that right besides another one I was the only parent actively going out there like every 30 minutes to make sure everything was okay because I don't feel comfortable we don't know who these people are that live live around here you know what I mean and so I made it clear to JB you say your butt right here in the park and we can see the park from our apartment window but anyway I digress contacted apartment people they were like oh we will contact the father too contact the father everything's fine but yeah it's it's it's okay everything's okay now but yeah you got to teach your children how to defend themselves and because this is just something that they were go through unfortunately and so you know everyone here is super nice y'all and I know girl I know you told me one of you said that you wished that your apartment was quiet now we did have someone to move above us now let me tell you something quick with the story so before they moved in this couple that moved in above us I kept hearing this noise and I was like what the hell they and I already had to be moved above us and I don't know about this so I kept you know why didn't keep I went outside a couple of times just you know humming around and just trying to see if I can keep get a peek or who the hell this is because to me I was like this sounds like some 300 pound person walking around the freaking cowboy boots what the hell so finally I saw the leasing agents at the front off from the front office walk down down I'm not gonna give them real names who gonna call them Kim and Pam I'm like oh hey Kim and Pam they said oh hey Vivian and one of them she's from Atlanta she said I knew that was you down here humming was that you down here humming I said what are you talking about she said well I was telling Pam this is Kim right Kim I was telling Pam I could hear Vivian down there she probably got on some sun dress and flip flops singing some old Negro spiritual y'all I looked at her and I looked down at me and sure enough I held on I had on a spring dress and flip flops I said yes that was me and was that you guys upstairs she's like yeah we're upstairs you know prepped in the apartment you know you have some new neighbors I said so that was your ass up there I said what are you a size 10 12 shoe you up there walking around and cowboy boots what the hell you they started laughing they got a kick out of that we keep eating about that so I brought them in because I had told them because they're both sisters I had told them look my husband don't need to know about all these hair products I need for y'all to get y'all fluffy dead put butts they're not even fluffy I need for y'all to come out in here and get some supplies some hair supplies or whatever and so sure enough baby I have gotten rid of 80% of my hair products y'all I have I haven't counted which I'm really not into the but I do know at one point before we moved over here I had about 150 plus products I have less than 50 easily less than 50 and I'm not buying anymore don't send me anything don't know I don't need anything because we're shipping a lot of stuff you know I can't get these damn nails off girl let's just look at the nails I'm gonna wear we're shipping a lot of stuff and I need to have room okay so that was funny um also you know I'm just I'm just I have that type of personality and I think it's my southern upbringing when I see people I introduce myself and I meet them but I'm not a type of person if it's a group of people I won't go in it I just want to do that so um I think my husband came in um one person I met and I introduced myself because he was walking around he was blind he's blind and so I you just you know chit chatting with him and I asked him you know if it's okay you know was he born blind he said actually he had gotten shot he got shot in the head when he was 20 years old um he's 40 I think you say he's 41 42 and half of his face had to be completely reconstructed the bullet went in and out um and you know we were just talking but you know I think I was talking for about 15 minutes but interestingly enough I asked him I said well since you you know lost your your vision did any of your other senses heightened well he said no because in his case since he had this horrible you know accident he actually lost some of his smell um sense of taste but he did say that he can pick up on people's energy I said really he's like yeah um I can basically tell you know being around he didn't get into detail and I didn't really want to pry pry probe and what do you I don't know I can't talk I didn't really want to go there with him but he basically said he could pick up and by the way that boy that hit my son he said that he tries to stay away from him but I'm Jamie and I kind of already figured there's something going on but anyway y'all that's interesting huh very interesting so what else is going on y'all y'all part of living this going well look I went over to the apartment I am OCD when it comes to cleaning I'm not as good as I used to be but look since people have been going in and out of the house I went over and I cleaned the floors I went over and I cleaned the floors like a couple of days ago we're supposed to be meeting up with the real estate agent tomorrow to get all the paperwork signed and we are done y'all and then off it is to Texas to start looking at I need for the real estate agent she need to be on it because there's hardly no inventory in Texas right now so I'm kind of worried about it but I don't want to get anxious you know about that in particular so um what else what else what else started working like I told y'all a couple of weeks ago um and yeah I'm supposed to be at the gym now but um that's not going to happen so we're not going to the gym oh what else is going on okay what I'm watching on YouTube girl nothing watching divorce court um I am watching some videos on um being feminine and feminine energy which I hold hardly agree with um that's basically what my she-room was you guys I wanted my she-room to be that escape where I can go in that has all my girly stuff and it's just you know it's pink and white and soft color so I could feel because I'm that type of person um I do believe all of us have both masculine and feminine energy and actually so one of the things I've done is to create a little small space at my desk that has some other stuff that I had in my she-room cute little pictures I have some lavender oil and all of that so I can check into that head space girl back to back to YouTube so yeah not really much watching a lot of Ashley Mellis girl while I was watching on YouTube which is kind of going to kind of bleed into um uh what I'm watching on tv I was watching what is it it's not married to medicine love and marriage let me tell you something I'm gonna have to go back and watch a few seasons because that one guy his name is Martell and I believe he was having a whole family with another he had a girlfriend why he was married why his wife was given birth and so I watched some episodes and I look at reviews by Ashley and he is your stereotypical narcissistic and I can't have you no one can have you um he's he's not physically abusive but he definitely is and he just has all this aggression and just I'm glad that his wife got out of that relay that marriage because that is toxic he I feel like he walks around with this attitude of whatever whoever gets with him is lucky they are the lucky one not him okay it's you lucky that I chose you even if you are a side piece you are lucky that's the attitude I get from again it's called love and marriage and I'm like uh this is this is not love and it's definitely sure as hell ain't no marriage honey I'm not watching any of those other shows I'm not watching um any of the real housewives shows I understand that Portia has love housewives of Atlanta understand that Cynthia has left so who are who are the OGs that I love who is it um the one that's out when she always talking so much she crying candy candy it's not only OG love do they give Marlowe a peach I think that show has ran its course honestly I think all of the real housewives the front franchise itself it's run its course I mean how long have they been on the air no so I finished blood and water absolutely amazing I love this little show y'all I may go back and watch season one blood and water is based out of South Africa absolutely loved it um I started to watch a show called uh made this is on Netflix it's cute I like it I really like it um I have on my history a bunch of scary stuff which I probably won't get to um oh as far as YouTube I do watch those little alter scary like they're like 15 minutes and under little short movies that I watch on there um I know I'm all over the place y'all I do apologize back to YouTube also as far as my channel go y'all my views are ridiculously low um and as I said it's really difficult to do hair related videos because I don't feel like my hair is being you can't really see my hair that well on the camera because I don't have my lights available in this apartment with that being said I it can get discouraging when you take the time and the energy to post videos and they barely hit on 400 views um I have 30 000 subscribers and at this point I should be getting in a thousand views at least 800 so yeah that's a little discouraging but we're all filling in all of us are filling the but then you have other people who there's some channels I lurk and they don't have nearly as many subscribers and they are getting thousands of views and it's all hair related though I'm done with my hair I mean I'm more I shouldn't say I'm not I'm not done with my hair I do have several product videos that I'm going to be posting but I'm more than just my hair um and then the vlogs that people that again the people that have these high views it's they're very entertaining I don't have a lot going on right now you know what I mean um some of these people go shopping they go out to eat what I absolutely love is Sharika Sharika B and so she's out in Florida and so uh she goes out shopping she goes out to eat with friends I ain't got a lot of friends here and I'm not making up with none of these hussies so my vlogs and this is the thing I also found that when I was struggling as a single mom just around the corner here we lived in these apartments I was getting more views in and I had way less subscribers so it's interesting what people you know what they'll tune into you know I think as humans we migrate to people that have similar lifestyles in us or extremely different lifestyles you see what I'm saying so it is what it is I'm not going to say anything about oh I'm going to stop making videos you know because you know people ain't watching but it's just very discouraging when you put in the effort and you still get low views so it is what it is so um we're going to get to the squid game let me tell y'all something the Bible says that seriously y'all I got to episode four I have to cut it off I can't do do if you haven't watched it spoiler alert I cannot do a lot of gore and this is almost like gore porn like trauma porn like over and over and over and all they're like you don't even get a break I can't do that like I stopped watching them walking in because of that so I understand it's good and thank you to those of you who did suggest this series I suggest that you read the book of Matthews because girl yeah I couldn't do it I could not I can't do all of that I really can from my heart to yours thank you but I can't do it um I also think that as someone who watches a lot of stuff that is like that well used to watch not anymore that's on the I think I kind of figure out what's going on again spoiler alert I think the older man is in on it just by the third or fourth episode because what was it like the first the first game he was already scooting up front like the number one he was already scooting up front and when they show the overall view of the participants or the players no one is really as old as he is so why is he one of I mean the demographics are the participant demographics vary but you would think there would be a lot more old people he is really old like he looked like he's 80 something years old so yeah I think he's in on it yeah he was scooting up on the front and then what when they did the what game when they did the tug-of-war game he was telling them how to play it oh you in on it Ben you you you part of you probably the man behind the mask you want to clone yourself and the person behind the the um the black mask is probably you too girl yeah I don't know I'm not gonna watch it I'm not gonna finish it sorry not gonna do it I'm gonna instead I'm going to watch made um and there was another movie with it has Denzel Washington son and I think it's a time traveling movie and I'm gonna watch that so y'all that is it I need to go in here and um start working again I need to eat clearly I didn't do my nails because y'all will bother me so I had to come on here and do this short video so that is it everyone thank you so much for watching take care bye