 sure you you didn't get to the ballpark thinking you were going to be the starting pitcher this evening. How much do you think maybe not preparing like you typically would as a starter played into tonight. I'm you know I was so prepared to go out there. Stay at a lot of things get away from me. Yeah, as far as you know, I feel like I was prepared to go out there and no pitch. It looks like at one point in time in that first inning you kind of kept looking at your hand. Did you have something going on? No. And you said it kind of got away. Why do you think things unravel the way they did in the first? Started off good to the first hitter, you know second hitter wasn't bad. Slider went up and hit him. And I think after that I just kind of let everything speed up walk the next guy and then I think I had a fly ball to center field. Got a third and then walk the next guy and pass ball from underscored and just kept escalating from that. What type of sigh or relief is there when you see Sessa come in and get out of the jam? Yeah, it's big sigh of relief. Did a good job. I think with her mon and green coming in to close the doors. Definitely team having back tonight. Just get away. You know, next to Matthew Robertson. Nick, when did you find out that you are going to be starting tonight? Like 330 or 4-ish somewhere around there? So then when you find that out you have to then launch into like a starting routine you've been using before and in the minors like what is what changes when you hear you're starting versus like when your mindset is you're going to be in the bullpen? Nothing really been starting down in AAA so down my routine back. Yeah, nothing really changed.