 How do you feel about the influence that art has on people? Well it's awesome, you know, every kid, normally little naughty kids, right? I was a little naughty kid and what got me not going down that path was sports and a dream to get into the films, so I was quite passionate about that and I got into the kickboxing later on in life, I became the Welsh and British kickboxing champion and it opened up the doorway for another dream to get into the films and that put me in a position that I can help and be very positive for the kids so any kids watching out there, I've never seen so many cameras for you in every life listen follow your dreams man and if you're knocking about some other kids and you feel a bit uncomfortable, have you been a bit naughty then move away from that, you don't have to be in that gang, right? move away and get into something you really like, right? and if they call your name so what, send your names in it, that mean? My uncle, he died really young, he was 39 years old, he was really talented but you could never get him to say he was talented out loud, he would never say it you know, we just forced him to draw, you know and so he died talented and really insecure do you have any advice or any words or maybe any creatives or young people that maybe haven't heard their voice yet? When I was a kid, we didn't really have internet, right? and the internet is the world stage, right? so don't be afraid of locking yourself in a bedroom for a few hours and just singing your heart out and do whatever passion that you're good at even, you know, flying a little remote control plane or on a skateboard do anything that you're good at, you can't be good at everything well, you may be, but concentrate on one thing and get really really good at that and just record it, put it on the net even if you've got one or ten viewers because, you know, there's kids out there that become multimillionaires but very famous and stuff like that and it's not just about the money, it's about being very passionate and sharing your talent and your dreams with other people all kids as well that may look up to you one day, you know what I mean? so just stick at it and go for it do you have any insecurities that may have, that you don't really mind sharing that may have hindered your success? yes, when I landed my first audition, right, it was a snatch, right, to play Tommy but at the time I was only 32, right, I'm 45 now but I couldn't read or write and it wasn't long ago, I'm a heavy dyslexic now but it hindered me, you know, sometimes I'd shake going into the bank feeling the forming, sometimes I couldn't even film my own naming, right but don't worry about it, right, it just means you're very special if you've got dyslexia, right, you've got to learn a different way to learn things you know what I mean, make your own pictures to words and things like that I just stick at it and stick at it and stick at it and if you've got it in school don't worry about it because it's a good time don't hide it in and don't mess about tell them what your disabilities are and they'll help you, yeah where are you, how far are you in, how far are we? I am, I'm at your waist to Spencer Wilding okay, cool, cool, so you don't see me here, right? nope, go on alright, you see me here? now I do no, can you go back up so tell me where you're at, tell me where you're at right here, right here, your eyes right, cool, I know you there, right? hi Spencer, I want to talk to you, I want to go take you back you want to take me back to what? take you back to where? way, way back way back way back to your earliest form of expression I got my ass slapped, that was the first thing I come out of darkness into the light and it was one of them what are some of the first ways you express yourself as a human being? some of my questions are philosophical you know I was, you know I was one of them kids, I was you know, my mates watched football and this and the other I was one of them kids who used to go out, climb a tree, look for animals bring them back, say it fell out of the tree but it didn't you know what I mean, I just wanted to be in mind, you know what I mean my mum used to say, whatever you've brought back here, we don't want it put it back in the bushes, put it back in blah, blah, blah, blah, and once right, I used to live in Prostate, right, it's a small town and there was a bastion gardens field, there used to be a circus that used to come into town this is, this is the truth, right and then I loved animals and animals taught to me when I was a kid you know what I mean, it was one of them and there was a, there was a big camel, right and I used to be grazed in the daytime ready for the circus so at night so I, I went to this camel and this camel said to me goes I want to come over you I went okay there was this peg that kept this big camel grazing so they didn't run off, right and cause havoc in town because we don't normally get many camels walking around North Wales so anyway I got halfway home with the camel on the Auckland running out and said what are you doing, what are you doing so I wanted to take the camel home with me, I got him halfway home but anyway and I used to be one of them kids that used to go knock on the next door neighbours for the jambutti and things like that I was a naughty little rogue but a cheeky one that got dimples and got away with it you know, I was one of those kids in my last interview with you you mentioned that it took you a while to learn how to like read or write and that was a big part of your life like you know you know to me that's like real deep you know what I mean because for somebody that really enjoys expressing themselves and enjoy entertaining people you know for you to learn that later on in life like how are you reflecting on with the dyslexia it with the dyslexia, yeah like you said in our last interview through primary school right I was in Oskar Mayer at like a Catholic school in real right North Wales I couldn't read or write in primary school I couldn't read or write in high school so I took no input in yeah I was the class clown they didn't understand about dyslexia back then they understand about it now but there's I bet there's a few schools out there that are supposed to register dyslexia kids but they probably don't you know they just get pushed to the bit bit of a hard work pushing back but anybody with dyslexia out there kids you ain't thick you're very special look what I've achieved I've done over 40 films I was the Welsh British kickboxing champion and the patron of anti-bullying back home right it's a special thing to have dyslexia it really is and it just just because we may learn the theory later on down the line right and we get more physical this time but sports is great and it really helped you but there's tricks I've learned over these few years because at 32 years old I couldn't I couldn't read or write you know what I mean I used to read Thomas the Tank Engine stuff bad but now I'm good I'm holding it over the big boys so don't beat yourself up like don't beat yourself up because it's okay to be dyslexic right it's cool to be dyslexic right when I I struggle with remembering words put a picture to it right if you're you know car put a car to it colors put a color to it things like that it'll help you remember the words better and read before 10 minutes before going to bed it helps a lot it really does we're like computers it's magic it's magic you read the story or if you want to do a bit of acting in you I find all you want to do some homework right read 10 minutes before to bed right sometimes it doesn't go in in the daytime it's like no I can't do I'm dyslexic I'm sick no you're not right there's ways around it 10 minutes before you go to bed get yourself into bed do your homework 10 minutes before to bed and in the morning you're like wow I remember it it does something to the memory it's really really good so don't worry about it if you're dyslexic because I'm dyslexic Darth Vader's dyslexic that was the world's British kickboxing champion that was a dream right I got there and I call the boxing machine the boxing ring my dream machine because I've lived another dream I've become an actor you know I've done a lot to work in the film industry over 40 shows and but I'm very grounded still you know I don't I don't get lost with myself no way I'll never do that I'll stay grounded you know take more in really grounded and you can be yourself you know what I mean because I'll treat the guy that lives in a bin the same that the guy is directing the film that's the way I am yeah treat people how you want to be treated yourself do you know what I mean and that's why I'm one of them but sitting down watching the film I it's not like it's weird if like I'm watching myself playing a pirate in Peter Pan or playing the Frankenstein monster in Victor Frankenstein or playing Darth Vader and Darth Vader I watch it like you guys watch it if I'm watching it like myself then I'm done with job yeah because it's a different character that just use me to become that character and I love it it's very special to feel somebody else inside your body you know what I mean and you turn it on you just help it you give it you know from the costume I'm full of latex and stuff like that then you know you've got to turn that latex into your real skin if you're going to be a somebody might be watching me now going I want to be a creature blah blah blah blah you've got to become that character you've got to open up the doorway and give it a real heart and spirit yeah it's pretty cool man and it's magic if you can do it it's got to believe in yourself do you know what I mean