 Chapter 5 After breakfast and before Arthur Peachey's departure for business, there had been a scene of violent quarrel between him and his wife. It took place in the bedroom, where, as usual, save on Sunday morning, Adda consumed her strong tea and heavily buttered toast. The state of her health, she had frequent ailments, more or less genuine, such as afflict the indolent and brainless type, made it necessary for her to repose till late hour. Peachey did not often lose self-control, though sorely tried. The one occasion that unchained his wrath was when Adda's heedlessness or ill temper affected the well-being of his child. This morning it had been announced to him that the nurse-girl, Emma, could no longer be tolerated. She was making herself offensive to her mistress, had spoken insolently, disobeyed orders, and worst of all defended herself by alleging orders from Mr. Peachey. Hence the outbreak of strife, signaled by furious, shrill voices, audible to Beatrice and Fanny as they sat in the room beneath. Adda came down at half-past ten and found Beatrice writing letters. She announced what any, who do not know her, would have taken for a final resolve. I'm going. I won't put up with that beast any longer. I shall go and live at Brighton. Her sister Payne, not the slightest heed, she was intent upon a business letter of much moment. Do you hear what I say? I'm going by the first train this afternoon. All right, remarked Beatrice placently, don't interrupt me just now. The result of this was fury directed against Beatrice, who found herself accused of every domestic vice compatible with her position. She was a sordid creature, living at other people's expense, a selfish, scheming, envious wretch. If I were your husband, remarked the other without looking up, I should long since have turned you into the street, if I hadn't broken your neck first. Exercising quarrel only made Adda's voice the clearer and more shrill. It rose now to the highest points of a not inconsiderable compass, but Beatrice continued to write, and by resolute silence put a limit to her sister's railing. A pause had just come about, when the door was thrown open, and inrushed Fanny had it engloved from a walk. He's dead, she said excitedly. He's dead! Beatrice turned with a look of interest. Who, Mr. Lord? Yes, the blinds are all down. He must have died in the night. Her cheeks glowed in her eyes sparkle as though she had brought the most exhilarating news. What do I care? said Mrs. Peachy, to whom her sister had addressed last remark. Just as much as I care about your affairs, no doubt, returned Fanny with genuine frankness. Don't be in too great a hurry, remarked Beatrice, who showed the calculating wrinkle at the corner of her eye, because he's dead that doesn't say that your masher comes in for money. Who'll get it, then? There may be nothing worth speaking of to get, for all we know. Beatrice had not as yet gained Fanny's cooperation in the commercial scheme now being elaborated. Though a far more amiable nature than Mrs. Peachy, she hardly hoped that the girl might be disappointed in her expectations from Mr. Lord's will. An hour later she walked along Grove Lane and saw for herself that Fanny's announcement was accurate. The closed-drawn blinds could mean but one thing. Today there was little likelihood of learning particulars, but on the morrow Fanny might perchance, hear something from Horace Lord. However, the evening brought a note hand-delivered by some stranger. Horace wrote only a line or two informing Fanny that his father had died about eight o'clock that morning and adding, please be at home tomorrow at twelve. At twelve next day Fanny received her lover alone in the drawing-room. He entered with the exaggerated solemnity of a very young man who knows for the first time a grave bereavement and feels the momentary importance it confers upon him. Fanny, trying to regard him without a smile, grimaced. Decker's behavior was at all times impossible to her, for she neither understood its nature nor felt its obligation. In a few minutes she smiled unrestrainedly and smoked the things that rose to her lips. I've been keeping a secret from you, said Horace, in a low voice which had to express his sorrow, for he could not preserve a gloomy countenance with Fanny before him. But I can tell you now, a secret and what business had you to keep secrets from me. It's about Mrs. Damrule. When I was at the seaside she told me who she really is. She's my aunt, my mother's sister, queer, isn't it? Of course that makes everything different, as she's going to ask you to come and see her. It'll have to be put off a little, now, but not very long, I dare say, as she's a relative. You'll have to do your best to please her. I'm sure I shan't put myself out of the way. People must take me as they find me. Now, don't talk like that, Fanny. It isn't very kind just now. I thought you'd be different today. All right, have you anything else to tell me? Horace understood her significant glance and shook his head. I'll let you know everything as soon as I know myself. Having learnt the day, and our of Mr. Lord's funeral, Anne and Fanny made a point of walking out to get a glimpse of it. The procession of vehicles in Grove Lane excited their contempt. So far was it from the splendour they had anticipated. There you are, said Atta. I shan't wonder if it's going to be a jolly good take-in for you, after all. If he died worth much, they wouldn't have buried him like that. Fanny's heart sank. She could conceive no other explanation of a simple burial, save lack of means, or resentment in the survivors at the disposition made of his property by the deceased. When on the morrow, Horace told her that his father had strictly charged Mr. Barmy to have it buried in the simplest mode, compatible with decency, she put it down to the old man's excessive meanness. On this occasion, she learnt the contents of Mr. Lord's will, and having learnt them, got rid of Horace as soon as possible that she might astonish her sisters with the report. In the afternoon of that day Beatrice had an appointment with Luckworth Crue. She was to meet him at the office he had just taken in, Farrington Street, once they were repaired with solicitors in the same neighborhood, for the discussion of legal business connected with Miss French's enterprise. She climbed the staircase of a big building and was directed to the right door by the sound of Crue's voice, loudly and jocularly discoursing. He stood with two men in the open doorway, and at the side of Beatrice waved a hand to her. Take your hook, you fellows, I have an engagement. The men, glancing at Miss French facetiously, went their way. How do, old chum? It's all in a mess yet. Hold your skirts together. Come along this way. Through gloom-pots and shavings and an overpowering smell of paint, Beatrice followed to inspect the premises, which consisted of three rooms. One, very much the smallest, about ten feet square. Three workmen were busy, and one, fitting up shelves, whistled a melody with ear-piercing shrillness. Stop that damn noise, shouted Crue. I've told you once already. Try it on again, my lad, and I'll drop you down the well of the staircase. You have too much breath, you have. The other workmen laughed. It was evident that Crue had made friends with them all. Won't be bad when we get the decks cleared, he remarked to Beatrice, plenty of room to make twenty thousand a year or so. He checked himself and, asked in a subdued voice, seen anything of the lords. Beatrice nodded with a smile, and heard about the will. Have you? No, I haven't. Come into this little room. He closed the door behind them and looked at his companion with curiosity, but without show of eagerness. Well, it's a joke, said Miss French. Is it? How? Fanny's that mad about it. She's got it into her silly noddle. And Horst Lord would drop in for a fortune at once. As it is, he gets nothing at all for two years, except what the Barbies used to give him, and if he marries before he's four and twenty, he loses everything, every cent. Crue whistled a bar of a street melody, then burst into laughter. That's how the old joker has done them, is it? Quite right, too. The lad doesn't know his own mind yet. Fanny weighed if she really wants him, and if she can keep hold of him. But what are the figures? Nothing startling. Of course, I don't know all the ins and outs of it, but Horst Lord will get seven thousand pounds, and a sixth share in the piano business. Old Barbie and his son are trustees. They may let Horst have just what they think fit during the next two years. If he wants somebody to go into business with, they may advance what they like, but for two years he's simply in their hands to be looked after, and if he marries, pop goes the weasel. And Miss Lorde asked Crue carelessly, Beatrice pointed a finger at him. You wantin' to know badly, don't you? Well, it's pretty much the same as the other. To begin with, if she marries before the age of six and twenty, she gets nothing whatever. If she doesn't marry, there's two hundred a year to live on and to keep up the house. Oh, I was forgetting. She must not only keep single to twenty-six, but continue to live where she does now with that old servant of theirs for companion. At six and twenty, she takes the same as her brother, about seven thousand, and a sixth share in Lorde and Barbie. Again, Crue whistled. That's about three years still to live in Grove Lane, he said thoughtfully. Well, the old joker has pinned them and no mistake. I thought he had more to leave. Of course you didn't, remarked Beatrice significantly. Look, Harold fellow, don't talk to me like that. He replied, good humoredly. But with the reproof not to be mistaken, I thought nothing about it in the way that you mean. But it isn't much after living as he has done. I suppose you don't know how the money lies. I have it all from Fanny, and it's a wonder she remembered as much as she did. Oh, Fanny's pretty smart and LSD. But did she say what becomes of the money if either of them break the terms? Goes to a girl's orphanage, somewhere in the old man's country, but there's more than I've accounted for yet. Young Barbie's sisters get legacies, a hundred and fifty a piece. And last of all, the old servant has an annuity of two hundred. He made her a sort of housekeeper not long ago, a child says, thought no end of her. Don't know anything about her, said crew absently. I should like to know the business details. What arrangement was made, I wonder, when he took Barbie into partnership? I shouldn't be surprised if he simply gave him a share. Old Barbie and Lord were great chums. Then you see, Samuel Barbie has a third of his profits to pay over, eventually. Beatrice went on to speak of the mysterious Mrs. Damrell, concerning whom she had heard from Fanny. The man of business gave particular ear to this story and asked many questions. Of a sudden, as if dismissing matters which hardly concerned him, he said mirthfully, you've heard about the wow at Lily Bridge yesterday. I saw something about it in the paper. While I was there, pure chance, haven't been at that kind of place for a year and more. It was a match for the sprint championship and a hundred pounds, timed for six o'clock, but at a quarter past the chaps hadn't come forward. I heard them talking and guessed there was something wrong. They thought it a put up job. When it got round that there had been no race, the excitement broke out, and then I'd have given something for you to see it. First of all, there was a rush for gate money, a show in a piece, you know, we'd all paid. There were a whole lot of north of England chaps, fellow countrymen of mine, and I heard some of them begin to send up a roar that sounded dangerous. I was humming along with the crowd, quite ready for a scrimmage. I'd rather enjoy a fight now and then. And all at once, some chaps hang out, just in front. Let's burst up the blooming show, only he used a stronger word. And a lot of us yelled, hooray, and to it we went. I don't mean I had a hand in the pillaging and smashing, it would have done for a man just starting a business to be up at the police court. But I looked on and laughed, laughed like I could hardly stand. They set to work on the refreshment place. It was a scene, if you like. Fellows knocking off the heads of bottles and drinking all they could, then pouring the rest on the ground. Glasses and decanters, flying right and left, sandwiches and buns and I don't know what, pelting about. They splintered all the small wood, they could lay their hands on and set fire to it, and before you could say, Jack Robinson, the whole place was blazing. The bobbies got it pretty warm. Bottles and stones and logs of wood. I saw one poor chap with the side of his face cut clean open. It does went good, a real stirring up like that. I feel better today than for the last month. And the swearing that went on. It's a long time since I heard such downright, hearty, solid swearing. There was one chap I kept near, and he swore for a full hour without stopping, except when he had a bottle in his mouth. He only stopped when he was speechless with liquor. I wish I'd been there, said Miss French Galey. It must have been no end of fun. A write down good spree, and it wasn't over till about eight o'clock. I stayed till the police had cleared the grounds and then came home, laughing all the way. It did me good, I tell you. Well, shall we go and see the lawyer? Suggested Beatrice. Right you are. Have a drink first. Nice quiet place round in Pleete Street. Glass of wine. No? As you please, old chum. Think this shop will do, don't you? You must come round when it's finished, but I dare say you'll be here many a time on biz. Oh, I dare say. And as I went down the stairs, crew laughed again at his recollection of yesterday's sport. End chapter five. Chapter six, part three, into bondage, of In the Year of Jubilee, by George Kissing. The sleeper box recording is in the public domain. Chapter six. Guests of an October evening swept about the square of the old inn and made rushes at the windows. All the more cozy seemed it. Here in Terence Room were a big fire, fed into smokeless, placidity, purred and crackled. Pipe in mouth, Terrent lay back in his big chair, gracefully indolent as ever. Opposite him, lamp light, illuminating her face on one side and fire gloom on the other. Nancy turned over in illustrative volume, her husband's gift today. Many were the presents he had bestowed upon her, costly some of them, all flattering the recipient by a presumption of taste and intelligence. She'd been here since early in the afternoon. It was now near seven o'clock. Nancy looked at the pictures, but inattentively, her brows slightly knitted and her lips often on the point of speech that concerned some other matter. Since the summer holiday, she'd grown a trifle thinner in face. Her beauty was no longer allied with perfect health. A heaviness appeared on her eyelids. Of course, she wore the garb of mourning and its effect was to emphasize the maturing change manifest in her features. For several minutes there had passed no word, but Terrent's face, no less than his companion's, signaled discussion in suspense. No unfriendly discussion, yet one that excited emotional activity in both of them. The young man, his pipe hand, falling to his knee, first broke silence. I look at it in this way. We ought to regard ourselves as married people living under exceptionally favorable circumstances. One has to bear in mind the brutal fact that man and wife, as a rule, see a great deal too much of each other. Thence most of the ills of married life, squabblings, discontents, smaller, great discuss, leaning often enough to all take why. People get to think of themselves victims of incompatibility when they are merely suffering from a foolish custom, the habit of being perpetually together. In fact, it's an immoral custom. What does immorality mean, but anything that tends to kill love to heart and hearts? The common practice of man and wife occupying the same room is monstrous, gross. It's astounding that women of any sensitiveness endure it. In fact, their sensitiveness is destroyed. Even an ordinary honeymoon generally ends in quarrel, as it's certainly ought to. You and I escape all that. Each of us lives a separate life with the result that we like each other better as time goes on. I speak for myself at all events. I look forward to our meetings. I open the door to you with as fresh a feeling of pleasure as when you came first. If we have been ceaselessly together day and night, well, you know the result as well as I do. He spoke with indulgent gravity in the tone of kindness to which his voice was naturally attuned. An Nancy's reply, though it expressed a stronger feeling, struck the same harmonious note. I can't agree with all that, but it applies to people married in the ordinary way. I was speaking of ourselves, placed as we are. I don't pretend to like the concealment, said Terent. For one thing, there's a suggestion of dishonor about it. We've gone over all that. Oh, I don't mean that for a moment. It isn't really dishonorable. My father could never have objected to you for my husband. He only wanted to guard me, Mary says so, and he told her everything. He thought me a silly, flighty girl and was afraid I should be trapped for the sake of my money. I wish, oh, I wish I had had the courage to tell him. He would have seen you and liked and trusted you. How could he help? It might have been better, but who knows whether he would have seen me with your eyes, Nancy? Yes, yes. But I was going to say, she hesitated. Say on. There are so many difficulties before us, dear. Not if we continue to think of each other as we do now. Do you mean it might be discovered? Yes, through no fault of ours. She hesitated again. Quite sure you haven't told anybody. No one. Tarrant had a doubt on this point. He strongly suspected that Jessica Morgan knew the truth, but he shrank from pressing Nancy to an avowal of repeated falsehood. Then it's very unlikely we should be found out who would dream of tracking you here, for instance. And suppose we were seen together in the street or in the country, who would suspect anything more than love-making, and that has not forbidden you. No, but, but suppose I, she rose, crossed to him, seated herself on his knee and put an arm about his neck. Before she had spoken another word, Tarrant understood. The smile on his face, lost its spontaneity, a bitter taste seen to distort his lips. You think? You are afraid? He heard him on a syllable and sat silent. This indeed had not entered into his calculations. But why not? He could hardly say. He had ignored that not unimportant detail as it lurked among possibilities. Perhaps had willingly ignored it as introducing a complication oppressive to his indolence, to his hordeernal philosophy. And now he arraigned mother nature, the very divinity, whom hitherto he had called upon to justify him. All at once he grew cold to Nancy, the bold objections to matrimony awoken him again. Again he felt that he had made a fool of himself. Nancy was better than he had thought. He either loved her or felt something towards her, not easily distinguishable from love. His inferior she remained, but not in the sense he had formally attributed to the word. Her mind and heart excelled the idle conception he had formed of them. But Nancy was not his wife, as the world understands that relation. Nearly his mistress, and as a mistress he found her charming, lovable. What she now hinted at would shatter the situation. Tarrant thought not of the peril to her material prospects on that score he was indifferent. Saved in so far as Mr. Lorde's will helped to maintain their mutual independence. But he feared for his liberty in the first place, and in the second, aboard the change that must come over Nancy herself, Nancy a mother. He repelled the image as though it degraded her. Delicacy however, constrained him to a disguise of these emotions. He recognized the human sentiments that should have weighed with him. Like a man of cultivated intelligence, he admitted their force, their beauty. Nonetheless, a syllable in Nancy's lips had arrested the current of his feelings, and made him wish again that he had been either more or less a man of honor down at Tynmouth. And yet, he said to himself, could I have resisted an appeal for marriage now? That comes of being so confoundly humane. It's a marvel that I didn't find myself married to some sheer demi-wrap long ago. Nancy was speaking. Will it make you love me less? I have always refused to prophecy about love, he answered, with forced playfulness. But you wouldn't, you wouldn't. We should find ourselves in a very awkward position. I know, said Nancy hurriedly. I can't see what would be done, but you seem colder to me all at once, Lionel. Surely it oughtn't to, to turn you away from me. Perhaps I'm mistaken. This referred to the alarming possibility, and Tarant caught it hope. Yes, she might be mistaken. They wouldn't talk about it. He shook away. Let me fill my pipe again. Yes, you can do it for me. That reminds me of a story Harvey Mundan tells. A man he knew, a doctor, got married, and there was nothing his wife wouldn't do for him. As he sat with her one evening, smoking, a patient called him into the consulting room. He'd only just lighted a fresh pipe and laid it down regretfully. I'll keep it in for you, said his wife. And she did so, with dainty and fearful puffs at long intervals. But the doctor was detained, and when he came back, while the poor wife had succumbed to her devotion. She never kept in his pipe again. Nancy tried to laugh. She was in her own chair again and sat resting her cheek upon her hand, gazing at the fire. How is it, Lionel, that no one ever knocks at your door when I'm here? Oh, very simple. I sport the oak, as you know. But don't you think some friend of yours might see a light in your window and come up? If so, irrespect la consigne. No, no, I don't like you when you begin to use French words. I think it reminds me of once when you did it a long time ago, and I thought you, never mind. Terent laughed. Weren't they strange, those meanings of ours at Champion Hill? What did you think of me? Arrogant, insolent. That is my tendency with strangers, I admit. But I was asking you a question, said Nancy. You mean that no one would knock if he saw your outer door closed, but what would they think? No doubt that I was working. I am supposed to be secretly engaged on some immortal composition. Nancy pondered. I do hope no one that knows you will ever see me coming or going. What could it matter? They wouldn't know who you were. But to have such things thought, I should feel it just as if they knew me. I would leave, I could never come again. Why, what's the matter with you? Terent asked. You have tears in your eyes. You're not well today. He tracked himself on an unwelcome thought and proceeded more carelessly. Do you suppose for a moment that any friend of mine is asked enough to think with condemnation of a girl who should come to my rooms? Whatever the circumstances. You must get rid of that provincialism. Let us call it camberwellism. They wouldn't think it any harm, even if, my dear girl, we've outgrown those ancestral prejudices. Terent's humor never quite deserted him, least of all when he echoed the talk of his world, but his listener kept a gray face. With nothing to do with Mrs. Grundy's morals. But you believe in a morality of some kind, she pursued with diffidence. You use the word immoral just now. Nancy felt no consciousness of the gulf that yawned between herself as she spoke now and the old self, which had claimed superiority. Her mind was so completely unsettled that she never tried to connect its present state with its earlier faces. For the most part, her sensations and her reflections were concerned with the crude elements of life. The exceptional moments she spent in a world of vague joys and fears, wherein thought, properly speaking, had no share. Before she could outlive the shock of passion, which seemed at once to destroy and to recreate her, she was confronted with the second supreme crisis of woman's existence. Its natural effects complicated with the trials of her peculiar position. Terent's reception of her disclosure came as a new disturbance. She felt bewildered and helpless. He, preoccupied with the anxiety he affected to dismiss, had no inclination to debate ethical problems. For while he talked justingly and at length fell into a mood of silence, Nancy did not stay much longer. They parted without mention of the subject uppermost in their thoughts. They had no stated times of meeting. Terent sent an invitation whenever it pleased him. When the next arrived in about a week, Nancy made reply that she did not feel well enough to leave home. It was the briefest letter Terent had yet received from her and the least affectionate. He kept silence for a few days and wrote again. This time Nancy responded as usual and came. To the involuntary question in his eyes, hers answered unmistakably. For the first few minutes, they said very little to each other. Terent was struggling with repulsions and solicitudes of which he felt more than half ashamed. Nancy, reticent for many reasons, not the least of them a resentful pride, which for the moment overcame her fondness, endeavored to speak of trivial things. They kept apart and at length, the embarrassment of the situation held them both mute. With a nervous movement, the young man pushed forward the chair on which Nancy usually sat. I see that you don't look well. Nancy turned to the window. She hadn't buttoned her jacket and taken off her gloves, but went no further in the process of preparing herself for the ordinary stay of some hours. Did something in my letter just please you? Inquired her husband. You mean because I didn't come? No, I really didn't feel well enough. Terent hesitated, but the softer feeling prevailed with him. He helped remove her jacket, seated her by the fire and led her to talk. So there is no doubt of it. Her silence made answer. Then of course there's just as little doubt as to what we must do. His voice had not a convincing sincerity. He waited for the reply. You mean that we can't keep the secret? How is it possible? But you are vexed about it. You don't speak to me as you used to. I don't think you ever will again. It will make no change in me, said Terent, with resolute good humor. All I want to be sure of is that you're quite prepared for the change in your prospects. Are you, dear? Her tone and look deprived the inquiry of unpleasant implication. He answered her with a laugh. You know exactly how I regard it. In one way I should feel relief. Of course I don't like the thought that I shall have caused you to suffer such a loss. I should never have that thought. But are you quite sure about the result to yourself? You remember saying that you couldn't be certain how? How I'll be taken at Champion Hill? I was going to tell you the latest report from there. It is very doubtful whether I should ever have to break the news. They did not look at each other. Everything in that quarter must be long since settled. Pray remember that I have no vast expectations. Quite certainly it won't be a large fortune. Very likely not more than your own. But enough to live on no doubt. I know the value of money, no man better. It would be pleasant enough to play with thousands a year. But I don't grumble so long as I have a competency. Nancy meditated inside. Oh, it's a pity. Father never meant me to be penniless if I married wisely. I suppose not. Of course not. They both meditated. It wouldn't be possible, would it? Why? He answered with a laugh. Last time you were here you spoke in quite the other way. You were utterly miserable at the thought of living through it alone. Yes, I don't know whether I could, even if, what are you thinking of? I've been talking with Mary, she replied, after an uneasy pause. She's lived with us so long and since father's death it seems quite natural to make a friend of her. No one could be more devoted to me than she is. I believe there's nothing she wouldn't do. I believe I might trust her with any secret. The obvious suggestion demanded thought. By the by, said Tarrant, looking up, have you seen your aunt again? Nancy's face changed to a cold expression. No, and I don't think I shall. Probably you were as little sympathetic to her as she to you. I don't like her, was a brief reply. I've had curious thoughts about that lady, said Tarrant, smiling. The mystery, it seems to me, is by no means solved. You think she really is your aunt? Impossible to doubt it. Anyone could see her likeness to Horace at once. Aw, you didn't mention that. I had a fear that she might be simply an adventurous with an eye to your brother's money. She is what she says, I'm sure. But I shall never ask her to come and see me again and I don't think she'll want to. That would be fortunate if, if we wished, Tarrant nodded. At the same moment, they heard a sound that startled them. That's a knock at the door, said Nancy, rising as if to escape. So it is, banging with a stick. Let him bang, it must be a stranger, or he'd respect the oak. They sat listening. The knock sounded again, loud and prolonged. Tarrant joked about it, but a third time came the summons. I may as well go and see who it is. Oh, you won't let anyone? Of course not, so quietly. He went out, closing the room door behind him and opened the heavy door, which should have ensured his privacy. For five minutes he was absent, then returned with the face pretending news. It was vaudry. He knew my habit of sporting the oak and wouldn't go away till he had made sure. My grandmother is dying. They telegraphed to vaudry in the city and he came here at once to tell me, I must go, perhaps I shall be too late. What do you think of your keeping him outside? I made some sort of excuse. He's a good-natured fellow, it didn't matter. Stay a little after I'm gone. Stay as long as you like, in fact. You can pull to the inner door when you go. What did the telegram say? Mrs. Terrant, sinking, come immediately. Of course we expected it. It's raining hard. Wait and see if it stops. You must take care of yourself. For this, Nancy was not slow in exhibiting her gratitude, which served as a mask of the pleasure she could not decently betray. When her husband had hastened off, she sat for a few minutes and thought, then alone here for the first time, she began to walk about the rooms and to make herself more intimately acquainted with our contents. End Chapter Six. Chapter Seven, Part Three, Into Bondage, of In The Year of Jubilee by George Kissing. The Superbox recording is in the public domain. Chapter Seven. While she was thus occupied, darkness came on. She did not care to light the lamp, so made herself ready and stole forth. The rain had ceased. Walking alone at night was a pleasure in which she now indulged herself pretty frequently. At such times, Mary would have believed her in the company of Miss Morgan. The marked sobriety of her demeanor since Mr. Lord's death and the friendliness, even the affection she evinced in their common life at home, had set Mary's mind at ease concerning her. No murmur at her father's will had escaped Nancy. In this respect, very unlike her brother, who, when grief was forgotten, declared himself ill-used, she seemed perfectly content with the conditions laid upon her and the sincerity of her mourning could not be doubted. Anxious to conciliate the girl in every honest way, Mary behaved to her with the same external respect as ever and without a hint of express guardianship. The two were on excellent terms. It seemed likely that before long they would have the house to themselves. Already Horace had spoken of taking lodgings in a part of London more congruous with the social aspirations encouraged by his aunt, Mrs. Damarole. From Chancey Lane, she passed into Fleet Street and sauntered along with observation of shop windows. She was unspeakably relieved by the events of the afternoon. It would now depend upon her own choice whether she preserved her secret or declared herself a married woman. Her husband improved himself generous as well as loving. Yes, she repeated to herself, generous and loving. Her fears and suspicions had been baseless. Mrs. Terran's death freed them from all sorts of considerations. A short time, perhaps a day or two, might put an end to regularities and enable her to hold up her head once more. Feeling hungry, she entered a restaurant and dined. Not carelessly, but with fastidious choice of vines. This was enjoyable. She began to look more like herself of a few months ago. She would return to Camberwell by train from Ludgate Hill. At the circus, crowding traffic held her back for a minute or two. Just as she ran forward, a familiar voice caused her to stop again. She became flurried, lost her head, stood still amid a tumult of omnibuses, calves and carts, but a hand grasped her by the arm and led her safely to the opposite pavement. What do you mean by shouting at me in the street? Were her first words. The person addressed was Luckworth Crue. He had by no means anticipated such wrathful greeting and stood in confusion. I beg your pardon, Miss Lord. I didn't think I shouted. I only meant to call your attention. Why should you call my attention? Her cheeks were flushed with anger. She regarded him as though he were a stranger, guilty of mere insolence. I don't wish to speak to you. With astonishment, Crue found himself alone. But a rebuff such as this, so irrational as he thought it, so entirely out of keeping with Miss Lord's behavior, he could by no means accept. Nancy was walking towards the railway station. He followed. He watched her as she took a ticket, then put himself in her way, with all the humility of countenance he could command. I'm so sorry I offended you. It wasn't the right thing to do. I ought to have waited till you were across. I'm a blundering sort of following those things. Do let me beg your pardon and forgive me. She was calmer now, though still tremulous, but for the attack of nervousness, she would have met Crue with nothing worse than a slight reserve to mark a change in their relations. Very soon after her father's death, he had written a becoming letter, though it smacked of commercial phraseology. To the hope expressed in it, that he might be allowed to call upon her in a few weeks' time, Nancy made no reply. A fortnight later he wrote again, this time reminding her with modest propriety, of what had occurred between them before she left town in August. Nancy responded, and in grave, friendly language, begged him to think of her no more. He must not base the slightest hope upon anything she might have said. To her surprise, Crue held his peace, and she saw him now for the first time since they're assent of the monument. I'm ashamed that I lost my temper, Mr. Crue. I am in a hurry to get home. In the booking office at Lovegate Hill, it is not easy to detain by a chivalrous discourse, a lady bent on escaping, but Crue attempted it. He subdued his voice, spoke rapidly in with emotion, implored that he might be heard for a moment, which he not permit him to call upon her. He awaited, respecting her seclusion. He asked for nothing whatever, but permission to call, as any acquaintance might. Have you heard I've opened an office in Farringdon Street? I should so like to tell you all about it, what I'm doing. No one calls to see me, said Nancy with firmness. I wish to live quite alone. I'm very sorry to seem unfriendly. Is it anything I've done? No, nothing whatever. I assure you nothing. Let us say goodbye. I can't stop another moment. They shook hands, and so parted. You're back early, said Mary, when Nancy entered the drawing room. Yes, I left Jessica to her book sooner than usual. The examination draws near. Quiet, sad, diligent ever. Mary kept unchanged, the old domestic routine. There was the same perfect order, the same wholesome economy, as when she worked under the master's eyes. Nancy had nothing to do but enjoy the admirable care with which she was surrounded. She took it all as a matter of course, never having considered the difference between her own home and those of her acquaintances. Horace had died and was gone out again. They talked of him. Mary said that he had spoken of moving into lodgings very soon. Of course he doesn't tell us everything, said Nancy. I feel pretty sure that he's going to leave the office, but how he means to live I don't understand. Perhaps Mrs. Damoral will give him money, or lend it to him. I only hope she may break it off between him and Fanny. Has any told you that Fanny is often with Mrs. Damoral? With her? Nancy exclaimed. He never said a word of it to me. He said so to me this evening and laughed when I looked surprised. Malvin, I don't pretend to understand what's going on. We can't do anything. About nine o'clock, the servant entered the room, bringing Miss Florida note, which had just been left by a cab driver. Nancy, seeing that the address was in Terrant's hand, opened it with a flutter of joy. Such a proceeding as this, openly sending a note by a messenger, could only mean that her husband no longer cared to preserve secrecy. To her astonishment, the envelope contained but a hurried line. Not a word yet to anyone, without fail, come tomorrow afternoon at four. With what show of calmness she could command, she looked up at her companion. The idea of ascending in this way. It's that Mr. Crew I've told you of. I met him as I was coming home and had to speak to him rather sharply to get rid of him. Here comes his apology, foolish man. Living in perpetual falsehood, Nancy felt no shame in a fiction such as this. Mere truth telling had never seemed to her a weighty matter of the law. And she was no grown expert in lies. But Terrence's message disturbed her gravely. Something unforeseen must have happened, something perhaps calamitous. She passed in miserable night. When she ascended the stairs at Staple in next afternoon, it wanted 10 minutes to four. As usual it are coming, the outer door stood open, exposing the door with a knocker. She just raised her hand when with a sound of voices from inside, the door opened, and Terrence appeared in company with a stranger. Terrence stricken, she stepped back. Terrence, after a glance, paid no attention to her. All right, he was saying to his friend, I shall see you in a day or two. Goodbye, old man. The stranger had observed Nancy, but withheld his eyes from her and quickly vanished on the stairs. Who is that? she whispered. I told you four o'clock. It is four. No, 10 minutes two, at least. It doesn't matter, but if you'd been punctual, you wouldn't have had a fright. Nancy had dropped into a chair, wide and shaking. Terrence's voice, abruptly reproachful, affected her scarcely less than the preceding shock. In the struggle to recover herself, she sobbed and choked, and at length burst into tears. Terrence spoke impatiently. What's the matter? Surely you're not so childish. She stood up and went into the bedroom, where she remained for several minutes, returning at length without her jacket, but with her hat still on. I couldn't help it, and he shouldn't speak to me in that way. I have felt ill all the morning. Looking at her, the young man said to himself that love was one thing, what a life another. He could make allowance for Nancy's weakness, but it was beyond his power to summon the old warmth and tenderness. If henceforth he loved her, it must be with husband's love, a phrase which signified to him something as distinct as possible from the ardor he had known, a moral attachment instead of a passionate desire. And there was another reason for his intolerant mood. You hadn't spoken to anyone before you got my note. No, why are you treating me like this? Are you ashamed that your friend saw me? Ashamed? Not at all. Who did he think I was? I don't know. He doesn't know anything about you at all events. As you may guess, I have something not very pleasant to tell. I didn't mean to be unkind. It was only the surprise at seeing you when I opened the door. I had calculated the exact time. But never mind. You look cold. Warm yourself with the fire. You shall drink a glass of wine. It will put your nerves right again. No, I want nothing. Tell me at once what it is. But Terrent quietly brought a bottle and glass from his cupboard. Nancy again refused, pettishly. Until you have drunk, he said, with a smile of self-will, I shall tell you nothing. I don't know what I've done to make you like this. Her sobs and tears returned. After a moment of impatience, Terrent went up to her with a glass, laid a hand upon her shoulder, and kissed her. Now come, be reasonable. We have uncommonly serious things to talk about. What did your friend think of me? That you were one of the prettiest girls he had ever been privileged to see, and that I was an enviable fellow to have such a visitor. There now, another sip, and let us have some color back into your cheeks. There's bad news, Nancy, confoundedly bad news, dear girl. My grandmother was dead when I got there. While the foolish old woman has been muddling her affairs for a long time, speculating here and there without taking anyone's advice and so on, and the result is that she leaves nothing at all. Nancy was mute. Less than nothing indeed. She owed a few hundreds, that she had no means of pain. The joke of the thing is that she has left an elaborate will with legacies to half a dozen people, myself, first of all. If she'd been so good as to die two years ago, I should have come in for a thousand a year or so. No one suspected what was going on. She never allowed Vowdry, the one man who could have been useful to her, to have an inkling of the affair. An advertising broker got her in his clutches. Vowdry's lawyer has been going through her papers and finds everything quite intelligible. The money's gone in lumps, good after bad. Swinling, of course, but perfectly legal swinling. Nothing to be done about it. A minute or two before her death, she gasped out some words of revelation to the nurse, enough to set Vowdry on the track when he was told. Still the listener said nothing. Well, I had a talk with Vowdry. He's a black guard, but not a bad fellow. Wish she could help me, but didn't quite see how, unless it would go into business. However, he had a suggestion to make. For Nancy, the pause was charged with apprehensions. She seemed to discover in her husband's face a purpose which he knew would excite her resistance. He and I have often talked about my friend, Sutherland and the Bahamas, and Vowdry has an idea that there'll be a profitable opening in that quarter before long. Sutherland has written to me lately that he thinks of bestowing himself in the projects I've told you about. He's got the old man's consent to borrow money on the property. Now Vowdry, naturally enough, would like Sutherland to join him in starting a company. The thoughts of such men run only on companies. So he offers if I will go out to the Bahamas for a month or two and look about me, and put myself in a position to make some kind of report. He offers to pay my expenses. Of course, if the idea came to anything and the company got floated, I should have shares. Again he paused. The listener had wide, miserable eyes. While I told him at once that I would accept the proposal, I have no right to refuse. All I possess in the world at this moment is about 60 pounds. If I sold all my books and furniture, they might bring another 60 or so. What then is to become of me? I must set to work at something, and here's the first work that comes to hand. But his voice softened. This puts us face to face with a very grave question, doesn't it? Are we to relinquish our money and be both of us penniless? Or is there any possibility of saving it? How can we? How could the seeker be kept? Voice and countenance joined in utter dismay. It doesn't seem to me, said Terence Lilly, a downright impossibility. It might be managed with the help of your friend, Mary, and granting that you yourself have the courage, but he made a large gesture. Of course I can't exact any such thing of you. It must seem practicable to you yourself. What are we to do if my money is lost? Don't say we, he smiled generously, perhaps too generously. A man must support his wife. I shall arrange it somehow, of course, so that you have no anxiety, but his voice dropped. Lionel, she sprang up and approached him as he stood by the fireplace. You won't leave me, dear. How could you think of going so far away for months and leaving me as I am now? Oh, you won't leave me. He arched his eyebrows and smiled gently. If that's how you look at it, well, I must stay. You can do something here, Nancy continued, with rapid pleading. You can write for the papers. You always said you could. Yes, you did say so. We don't need very much to live upon at first. I shall be content. A moment. You mean that the money must be abandoned. She had meant it, but under his look her confused thoughts took a new direction. No, we need it, Luzette. Only stay near me and I will keep the secret through everything. You will only need then just to support yourself and that is so easy. I will tell Mary how it is. She can be trusted and I'm sure she can. She would do anything for me. She knows that father was not thinking of a man such as you. It would be cruelly wrong if I lost everything. I will tell her and she will help me. Scarcely anyone comes to the house as it is and I will pretend to have bad health and shut myself up. And then when the time comes, Mary will go away with me and the child shall be taken care of by some people we can trust to be kind to it. Horse is going to live in lodgings and Mrs. Damerel, I'm sure, won't come to see me again. And I can get rid of other people. The bar me shall think I am salking about the wool. I'm sure they think already that I dislike them because of it. Let them think it. I will refuse presently to see them at all. It's only a few months. If I tell people I'm not well, nobody will feel surprised if I go away for a month or two, now, soon. Mary would go with me, of course. I might go for December and January. Father didn't mean I was never to have change of air. Then there would be February and March at home and then I might go away again till near the end of May. I'm sure we can manage it. She stopped, breathless. Tarant, who had listened with averted face, turned and spoke judiciously. There's one thing you're forgetting, Nancy. Do you propose that we shall never acknowledge the child? Remember that even if you were bold enough after our second marriage to acknowledge it in the face of scandal, that wouldn't be safe. Anyone, if suspicion is aroused, can find out when we were actually married. We can't think of that. The child may not live. Tarant moved and the movement startled Nancy. It meant that she had pained him, perhaps made him think of her with repugnance. I hardly know what I'm saying. You know I don't wish that, but all I can think of now is to keep you near me. I can't bear to be separated from you. I love you so much more than you love me. Let me just tell you what I had in mind, Nancy. Supposing the secret can be kept, we must eventually live abroad, that is to say, if our child is not to grow up a stranger to us, which neither of you nor I could wish. Now at Nassau, the capital of the Bahamas, a lot of Americans always spend the winter. If I made acquaintances among them, it might be a very useful step. It would be preparing for the future. To Nancy, this sounded far from convincing. She argued against it in a perfectly natural way, and as anyone else would have done, who knew Tarant. More than once he had declared to her that he would rather die than drag out his life in one of the new countries, that he could not breathe in an atmosphere of commercialism, unrelieved by historic associations. Nancy urged that it would be better to make a home on the continent, whether they could go at any moment without a sense of exile. So it comes to this, he interrupted, with an error of resignation. I must refuse Roger's offer, and in doing so, refuse an excellent chance of providing for our future. If, what is by no means improbable, the secret should be discovered. I must turn to journalism or be a clerk. Well and good, my wife decrees it. And he began to hum an error, as if the matter were dismissed. There was a long silence. How long would you be away, murmur Nancy at length? I suppose two months at most, November, December. The second of those months, you might be spending as you said, away from London, down in Devon, perhaps. I can't blame your thoughts about it, but it seems, doesn't it? A trifle inconsiderate, when you think what may result from my journey. Would you promise me to be back by the end of the year? Not promise, Nancy, but do my best. Letters take 14 days, that's all. You should hear by every mail. Why not promise? Because I can't foresee how much I may have to do there, and how long it will take me. But you may be very sure that Vaudry won't pay expenses for longer than he can help. It has occurred to me that I might get materials for some magazine articles. That would help to float me with the editors, you know, if it's necessary. Nancy sighed. If I consented, if I did my best not to stand in your way, would you love me better when you came back? The answer was a pleased laugh. Why, there, he cried. You've given a nutshell the whole duty of a wife who wishes to be loved. Nancy tried to laugh with him. End chapter seven. Chapter eight, part three, into bondage, of in the year of Jubilee by George Cassine. This sleeper box recording is in the public domain. Chapter eight, he must be a strong man, whom the sudden state of penury does not daunt and in some measure debase. Tarrant, whatever the possibilities of his nature, had fallen under spell of indolent security, which declared its power only when he came face to face with the demand for vigorous action. The moment found him a share of paltrune. What, is it possible that I, I am henceforth penniless? I, to whom the gods were so gracious. I, without warning, flung from sheltered comfort onto the bare roadside, where I must either toil or beg. The things seemed unintelligible. He never imagined such ruin of his hopes. For the first time he turned anxious thoughts upon the money to which his wife was, would be, might be, entitled. He computed the chances of success and the deception he and she were practicing, and knew with shame that he must henceforth be party to a vulgar fraud. Could Nancy be trusted to carry through this elaborate imposition, difficult for the strongest-minded woman? Was it not a certainty that some negligence or some accident must disclose her secret? Then had he a wife and a child upon his hands to support even as common men support wife and child by incessant labor? The prospect chilled him. If he went on to the West Indies, his absence would heighten the probability of Nancy's detection. Yet he desired to escape from her, not to abandon her. Of that thought he wasn't capable, but to escape the duty, repulsive to his imagination, of encouraging her through the various stages of their fraud. From the other side of the Atlantic he would write affectionate, consolatory letters, face to face with her. Could he support the show of tenderness, go through an endless series of emotional interviews, always reminding himself that the end in view was hard cash? Not for love's sake. He loved her less than before she proved herself his wife and earnest. Veritable love, no man knew better, would have impelled him to save himself and her from a degrading position. Was he committing himself to a criminality which the law would visit? Hardly that, until he entered into possession of money, fraudulently obtained. In miserable night-watchings he fell to the most assorted calculations. Supposing their plot revealed would Nancy in fact be left without resources, surely not, with her brother, her aunt, her lifelong friends, the Barbies, to take thought for her. She could not suffer extremities, and upon this he blushed relief. Better to make up his mind that the secret must inevitably out. For the moment Nancy believed she had resigned herself to his departure and that she had strength to go through with the longer deal. But a woman in her situation cannot be depended upon to pursue a consistent course. It is nature's ordinance that motherhood shall be attained through phases of mental disturbance which leave the sufferer scarce a pretense of responsibility. Nancy would play strange pranks by which assuredly he would be driven to exasperation if they passed under his eyes. He had no mind to be called father. Perhaps even his humanity might fail under the test to which as a lover he had given scarce a casual thought. By removing himself and awaiting the issue of a far off he gained time and opportunity for reflection. Of course his wife could not come to want. That after all was the one clearly comforting thought. Her old servant would take good care of her. Happen what might. He must taste of liberty again before sinking into the humdrum of married life. The thought of an ocean voyage of the new life and tropics lenders excited his imagination all the more because it blended with the thought of recovered freedom. Marriage had come upon him with unfair abruptness. For such a change as that even the ordinary bachelor demands a season in preparative. Much more than the young man who reveled in a philosophic sense of attachment who wrote his motto wixi ho di ai. For marriage he was simply unfit. Forced together he and his wife would soon be mutually detestable. A temporary parting might mature in the hearts of both that affection of which the seed was undeniably planted. With passion they had done. The enduring tenderness of a reasonable love must now unite them. Were they to be united at all? And to give such love a chance of growing in him Tarrant felt that he must lose sight of Nancy until her child was born. Yes, it had begun already, the trial he dreaded. A letter from Nancy written and posted only an hour or two after her return home. A long, distracted letter. Would he forgive her for seeming to be an obstacle in the way of what he had proposed? Would he promise her to be faithful? Would he? He had hardly patience to read it through. The next evening on returning home about 10 o'clock he was startled by the sight of Nancy's figure at the foot of his staircase. What has happened? Nothing, don't be frightened, but I wanted to see you tonight. She gripped his hand. How long have you waited? What? Hours? But this is downright madness. Such a night is this. Couldn't you put a note for me in the letterbox? Don't, don't speak so. I wanted to see you. She hurried to words as if afraid he would refuse to listen. I've told Mary, I wanted you to know, come in, but there's no fire in, you're chilled through. Do you want to be ill? What outrageous silliness. Her vitality was indeed at a low ebb and reproaches made her weep. Tarrant half carried her up to his room, made a lie and fell to his knees at fire-building. Let me do it, Nancy exclaimed. Let me wait upon you. If you don't sit still and keep quiet, you'll make me angry and earnest. They were not really angry with me. I couldn't help it. No, I'm afraid you couldn't. Tarrant muttered cheerlessly. I wanted to tell you that Mary will be our friend. She was speechless with astonishment. At first I didn't know what she would say. She looked at me as she had never looked before, as if she were the mistress and I the servant. But see what I have come to, all I felt was a dread lest she should think at her duty to cast me off. I haven't a bit of pride left. I could have fallen on my knees before her. I almost did. But she was very good and kind and gentle at last. She'll do everything she can for me. The fire in a blaze, Tarrant stood up and regarded it gloomily. Well, did she think it possible? He asked at length. Yes, she did. She said it would be very difficult, but the secret might be kept if I were strong enough. And I am strong enough. I will be. It doesn't look like it, said Tarrant, taking the edge off his words with a smile. I won't come again in this way. Where have you been tonight? Oh, with friends. Which friends? Where? He moved impatiently. People you don't know, Nancy, and wouldn't care about if you did. Do you know what time it is? Do tell me where you've been. It isn't prime into your affairs. Your friends ought to be mine. At least I mean, at to know their names and something about them. Suppose I were to tell you I've been spending the evening with friends. My dear girl, I shouldn't ask a question unless you invited it. However, it's better to tell you that I've been making arrangements to sublet these chambers. I can't afford to keep them, even if there were any use in it. Harvey Mundan has introduced me to a man who's likely to relieve me of the burden. I shall warehouse my books and furniture. Then you are going, really going to leave England. He affected astonishment. In truth, nothing now could surprise him. But wasn't it all decided between us? Didn't you repeat it in your letter? Yes, I know, but I didn't think it would come so soon. We won't talk about it tonight, said Terrent firmly. For one thing, there's no time. Come closer to the fire and get warm through. Then I must see you home. Nancy hung her head. When in a few moments, she looked up again. It was to say dryly. There's no need for you to see me home. I'm going to at all events. Why? You don't care much about me. I might as well be run over or anything. To this remark, no sort of answer was about saved. Nancy sat with her feet on the fender and Terrent kept up a great blaze with chips, which sputtered out their moisture before they began to crackle. He and she both seemed intent on this process of combustion. Now you're quite warm, said the young man, as if speaking to a child, and it's time to go. Nancy rose obediently, gazed at him with dreaming eyes, and suffered herself to be led away by the arm. In chance relaying, Terrent held a calling handsome. When they were driving rapidly southward, Nancy began to question him about the date of his departure. She learned that he might be gone in less than a week. If you could behave quietly and sensibly, we would have an evening to make final arrangements. I can, she answered, with the calm that surprised him. If you go without letting me see you again, I don't know what I might do, but I can be as sensible as you are if I'm treated fairly. He grasped her hand. Remember, jerk girl, that I have a good deal to worry me just now. Do you suppose I leave you with a light heart? If you can't persuade me that you care, I care a good deal more than I can easily say. Your position was a very hard one, harder than mine, but I'm going away to work for your future. I see clearly that it's the best thing I could do. Whether Roger's idea has come to anything or not, I shall make profit out of the journey. I mean, to write, I think it's all I can do to any purpose. And the material I shall get together over there will give me a start. Don't think I'm cold-hearted because I talk in this way. If I broke down so much the worse for both of us, the time has come for serious work. But we shan't lose my money. I've made it my mind. We shan't. It's impossible for you to guard against every danger. We must be prepared for the worst and that responsibility rests on me. Try and keep your mind at ease. Whatever happens, to protect you is my duty and I shall not fail in it. Speaking thus, Tarrant felt the glow of virtue. His words were perfectly sincere but had reference to a future which his thoughts left comfortably vague. They were to meet again, probably for the definite parting, three days hence. Tarrant, whose desire for escape had now become uncontrollable, used the intervening time in a rush of preparations. He did not debate with himself as to the length of his sojourn in the West Indies. That must be determined by circumstances. Explicitly, he had avoided a promise on the subject. What money he possessed he would take with him. It might be to his interest, for Nancy's likewise, to exceed the term of absence provided for in his stipulations with Mr. Bodry. But all he deliberately thought of was the getting away. Impatient with Nancy, because of the vagaries resultant from her mental and physical state, he himself exhibited a flagrant type of instinct over reason. Once an enjoyment of liberty, he would reflect, like a practical man, on the details of his position, review and recognize his obligations, pay his debt to honor, but liberty, first of all. Not his, the nature to accept bondage, it demoralized him, made him do and say things of which he was ashamed, only let him taste the breezes of ocean and the helpful spirit which is one with rectitude would again inspire him. Much to his surprise he neither saw nor heard from Nancy until the hour appointed. She came very punctually on opening the door to her with an air of resolute cheerfulness. He saw something in her face that removed the necessity for playing a part. It was the look which had so charmed him in their love days. The indescribable look, characteristic of Nancy, and of her alone, a gleam between smile and laughter, a glance mingling pride with submission, a silent note of personality which thrilled the senses and touched the heart. What now? he asked, holding her hand and gazing at her. Some good news. None that I know of. How hot your room is. White, you look glad to see me. Was I ever anything else? She answered him with a smile. It's a very pleasant surprise, he continued. Watching her, she threw off her outdoor things. I expected a doleful visage, eyes red with weeping. Did you? See how much a man thinks of himself. If you choose to go away, I choose to think as little of you as possible. That's common sense, isn't it? I don't want you to cry about it. Oh yes you do. It flatters you and you like flattery. But I've been too obliging. I feel myself again and there's no more flattery for you till you come back. I don't ask you when that will be. I ask you nothing at all. I am independent of you. Taren grew uneasy. He feared that this mood of jest would change only too suddenly and her collapse into feminine feebleness be the more complete. Be as independent as you like, he said. Only keep your love for me. Oh indeed. It sure experiences it that the two things can go together. That's the difference between man and woman, I suppose. I shall love you just as little as possible and how little that will be. Perhaps I better not tell you. Still he stood gazing at her. You look very beautiful today. I know. I saw it for myself before I left home. But we won't talk about that. When do you go? My goods will be warehouse tomorrow and the next day I go to Liverpool. I'm glad it's so soon. We shan't need to see each other again. Smoke your pipe. I'm going to make a cup of tea. Kiss me first. You forgot when you came in. You get no kiss by ordering it. Beg for it prettily and we'll see. What does it all mean, Nancy? How can you have altered like this? You prefer me as I was last time. Not I, indeed. You make me feel that it will be very hard to leave you. I shall carry away a picture of you quite different from the dreary face that I got to be afraid of. Nancy laughed and, of a sudden, held out her hands to him. Haven't I thought of that? These were the very words I hoped to hear from you. Now beg for a kiss and you shall have one. Never, perhaps, had they spent together so harmonious an evening. Nancy's tenderness took at length a grave return but she remained herself, face and speech, untroubled by morbid influence. I won't see you again, she said, because I might be able to behave as I can today. Today I am myself. For a long time I have been living. I don't know how. Terent murmured something about her state of health. Yes, I know all about that. A strange thought came to me last night. When my father was alive, I fretted because I couldn't be independent. I wanted to be quite free to live as I chose. I looked forward to it as the one thing desirable. Now I look back on that as a time of liberty. I am in bondage now. Three-fold bondage. How three-fold? To you, because I love you and couldn't cease loving you, however I tried. Then to my father's will, which makes me live in hiding as if I were a criminal. And then, what other tyranny? You mustn't expect all my love. Before long someone else will rule over me. What an exchange I have made, and I was going to be so independent. To the listener, her speech seemed to come from a mature mind than she had hitherto revealed. But he suffered from the thought that this might be merely a pathological phase. Reminding him of her motherhood, she checked the flow of his emotion. You'll remember, and Nancy went on, that I'm not enjoying myself whilst you're away. I don't want you to be unhappy, only to think of me and keep in mind what I'm going through. If you do that, you won't be away from me longer than you can help. It was said with unforced pathos, and Taryn's better part made generous reply. If you find it too hard, dear, write to me and tell me, and there shall be an end of it. Never. You think me wretchily weak, but you shall see. It's of your own free will, you undertake it. Yes, of my own free will, she answered firmly. I won't come to you penniless. It isn't right I should do so. My father didn't mean that. If I had had the sense and the courage to tell him, all this misery would have been spared. That money is mine by every right, and I won't lose it. Not only for your sake and my own, there is someone else to think of. Taryn gave her a kind look. Don't count upon it, trust me. I like to hear you say that, but I don't wish you to be put to proof. You're not the kind of man to make money. How do you mean it? As you like to take it, silly boy, don't I love you just because you are not one of the money-making men? If you hadn't a penny in the world, I should love you just the same, and I couldn't love you more if you had millions. The change which Taryn expected did not come. To the end, she was brave and bright, her own best self. She said goodbye without a tear, refused to let him accompany her, and so, even as she had resolved, left in her husband's mind an image, beckoning his return. End chapter eight, end part three into bondage. Chapter one, part four, the veiled figure, of in the year of Jubilee, by George Kissing. This labor box recording is in the public domain. Chapter one. Before his admission to a partnership in Mr. Lord's business, Samuel Barnby lived with his father and two sisters in Cold Harbor Lane. Their house was small, old and crumbling, for lack of repair. The landlord, his ground lease, having but a year or two to run, looked on with equanimity, whilst the building decayed. Under any circumstances, the family must soon have sought a home elsewhere, and Samuel's good fortune enabled them to take a house in Dagmar Road, not far from Grove Lane, a new and most respectable house, with bay windows rising from the half sunk basement to the second story. Samuel, notwithstanding his breath of mind, privately admitted the charm of such an address as Dagmar Road, which looks well at the head of note paper, and falls with sonority from the lips. The Barnby sisters, Lucine and Amelia by name, were unpretentious young women, without personal attractions and soberly educated. They professed a form of dissent. Their reading was in certain religious and semi-religious periodicals, rarely in books. Domestic occupations took up most of their time, and they seldom had any engagements. At appointed seasons, a festivity in connection with the chapel called them forth. It kept them in a flutter for many days, and gave them a headache. In the strictest sense, their life was provincial. Nominally, denizens of London, they dwelt as remote from everything metropolitan, as though Camberwell were a village of the Midlands. If they suffered from discontent, no one heard of it. A confession by one or the other that she felt dull, excited the sister's surprise, and invariably, led to the suggestion of a little medicine. Their brother they regarded with admiration, tempered by anxiety, great talents they knew by report, were often perilous to the possessor, and there was reason to fear that Samuel Bennett Barnby had not resisted all the temptations to which his intellect exposed him. At the age of one and twenty, he made a startling announcement. The chapel no longer satisfied the needs of his soul, and he found himself summoned to join the Church of England as by law established. Religious intolerance not being a family characteristic, Mr. Barnby and his daughters, though they looked grave over the young man's apostasy, admitted his freedom in this matter. Their respected friend, Mr. Lord, belonged to the Church, and it could not be thought that so earnest-minded a man walked in the way to perdition. At the same time, Samuel began to exhibit a liking for social pleasures, which were, it might be hoped, innocent, but as they kept him from home of evenings, gave some ground for uneasiness. He joined a society of young men who met for intellectual debate, and his success as an orator fostered the spiritual pride already discernible in him. His next step could not be regarded without concern, for he became a member of the National Sunday League, deceptive name. At first the Miss Barnby's supposed this was a union for safeguarding the Sabbath day. It appalled him to discover that the League had quite an opposite tendency, that its adherents sallied forth together on Sunday excursions, that they received tickets for Sunday admission to picture galleries, and in various other ways, offended Orthodox feeling. But again, the father and sisters gave patient ear to Samuel's elaborate arguments. They became convinced that he had no evil intentions. The elder girl, having caught up a pregnant phrase in some periodical she approved, began to remark that Samuel had a modern mind, and this eventually consoled them. When it began to be observed that Samuel talked somewhat frequently of Miss Lorde, the implied suggestion caused a tremor of confused feeling. To the Miss Barnby's, Nancy seemed an enigmatic person. They had tried to like her, but could not. They objected to her assumption of superiority, and were engraved out as to her opinions regarding cardinal points of faith and behavior. Yet, when it appeared a possibility that their brother might womb Miss Lorde, and win her for a wife, the girls did their best to see her in a more favorable light. Not for a moment did it occur to them that Nancy could regard a proposal from Samuel as anything but an honor. To them, she might behave slidingly, for they were of her own sex, and not clever. But a girl who prided herself on intellectual attainments must, of course, look up to Samuel Bennett with reverence. In their unrulyness of a truth they were good, simple creatures, the slight difference of social position seemed unimportant, and with Samuel's elevation to a partnership, even that one shadowy obstacle was removed. Henceforth, they would meet Nancy in a conciliatory spirit, and, if she insisted upon it, bow down before her. Mr. Barnby Sr., whose years drew nigh to three score, had a great advantage in point of physical health over his old friend Stephen Lorde, and his mind enjoyed a placidity which promised him length of days. Since the age of 17 he applied a pen in the office of a life assurance company, where his salary, by small and slow increments, had grown at length to 250 a year. Himself a small and slow person, he had every reason to be satisfied with his progress, and hoped for no further advance. He was of eminently sober mind, profoundly conscientious, and quite devoid of social ambition, points of character which explained the long intimacy between him and Stephen Lorde. Yet one habit he possessed which foreshadowed the intellectual composition of his son. He loved to write letters to the newspapers. At very long intervals, one of these communications achieved the honor of type, and then Mr. Barnby was radiant with modest self-approval. He never signed such letters with his own name, but chose a pseudonym by fitting the subject. Thus, if moved to civic indignation by pieces of orange peel on the pavement, he styled himself Urban Rambler. If anxious to protest against the overcrowding of bus or railway carriage, his signature was Oteum Koum Dignitate. When he took a holiday at the seaside, unwanted leisure and novel circumstances prompted him to address local editors at considerable length. The preservation of decency by Bathurst was then his favorite topic, and he would sign Pudor, or perchance, Pater Familias. His public epistles, if collected, would have made an entertaining and instructive volume, so admirably did they represent one phase of the popular mind. No, sir. This sentence frequently occurred. It was not thus that our fathers achieved national and civic greatness. And again, all the feelings of an English parent revolt, et cetera, or, and now, sir, where is this to end? A phrase applied at one moment to the prospects of religion and morality added another to the multiplication of muffin bells. On the Sunday afternoon, Mr. Marmey often read aloud to his daughters, and in general, his chosen book was Paradise Lost. These performances had an indescribable solemnity, but it unfortunately happened that as his fervor increased, the reader became regardless of aspirates. Thus, at the culmination of Santanic impiety, he would give forth with shaking voice, El orz el, and now profoundest el, receive thy new possessor. This, though it did not distress the girls, was painful to Samuel Bennett, who had given no little care to the correction of similar lapses in his own speech. Samuel conceived himself much ahead of his family, quite uneducated in any legitimate sense of the word. He had yet learned that such a thing as education existed, and by dint of busy perusal of penny popularities, had even become familiar with names and phrases, with modes of thought and of ambition, appertaining to a world forever closed against him. He spoke of culture and imagined himself far on the way to attain it. His mind was packed with the oddest jumble of incongruities. Herbert Spencer jostled with Charles Bradlaw, Matthew Arnold with Samuel Smiles. In one breath, he lauded George Elliott, in the next was enthusiastic over a novel by Mrs. Henry Wood. From Poirot to Sishi, he passed his speculations on the origin of being, and with equally light heart. Say for Pilgrim's Progress and Robinson Crusoe, he had read no English classic. Since boyhood indeed, he had probably read no book at all. For much died of newspapers rendered him all but incapable of sustained attention. Whatever he seemed to know of serious authors came to him at second or third hand, avowing his faith in Christianity when with orthodox people. In the society of skeptics, he permitted himself to smile at the old faiths. Though he preferred to escape this temptation, the non-conformist conscience still reigning within him. At home he posed as a broad-minded Anglican and having somewhere read that Tennyson's in memoriam represented this attitude. He spoke of the poem as one of the books that have made me what I am. His circle of acquaintances lay apart from that in which the lords moved. It consisted for the most part of young men, humbly endowed in the matter of income, and making little pretense of social dignity. When others resorted to theater or public house or places not so readily designated, Samuel and his friends met together to discourse on subjects of which they knew somewhat less than nothing. Some of them occasionally held audacious language, especially when topics such as the relations of the sexes invited their wisdom. They had read something somewhere which urged them to cast off the trammels of conventional thought. They ventured to say that in a very few years surprising changes of opinion would come about. These revolutionaries, after startling the more sober of their hearers, went quietly home to mother or landlady, sucked on cheese and cocoa, and next day applied the cleric pen with exemplary zeal. Samuel believed himself in love. That he should conceive matrimonial intentions with regard to Stephen Lord's daughter was but the natural issue of circumstance. From that conception resulted in amorous mood, so much inflamed by Nancy's presence that a young man who thought to not often transgress to quorum had every reason to suppose himself her victim. When Nancy rejected his formal offer of devotion, the desire to wed her besieged him more vigorously. Samuel was peaked at the tone of lofty trifling in which the girl answered his proposal. For assuredly he has named himself no less remarkable a person than he appeared in the eyes of his sisters. And his vanity had been encouraged by Mr. Lord's favor. Of his qualities as a man of business, there was no doubt. In one direction or another, he would have struck the road to fortune. Why Nancy should regard him with condescension and make him feel at once that his suit was hopeless, puzzled him for many a day. He tried flattery, affecting to regard her as the superior in things of the intellect. But only with the more defined result that Miss Lord accepted his humility as quite natural. Then he held apart in dignified reserve and found no difficulty in maintaining this attitude until after Mr. Lord's death. Of course, he did not let his relatives know of the repulse he had suffered, but when speaking to them of what had happened on Jubilee night, he made it appear that his estimate of Miss Lord was undergoing modification. She has lost him, all through her flightiness, said the sisters to each other. They were not sorry and felt free again to criticize Nancy's ideas of maidenly modesty. The provisions of Mr. Lord's will could not but trouble the intercourse between Grove Lane and Dagmar Road. Mr. Barnby Sr. undertook with characteristic seriousness the guardianship conferred upon him. He had long interviews with Horace and Nancy, in which he acquitted himself greatly to his own satisfaction. Samuel, equally a trustee, showed his delicacy by holding aloof, save when civility dictated a call upon the young people. But his hopes had revived. He was quite willing to wait three years for Nancy and it seemed to him more than probable that this period of reflection would bring the young lady to a sense of his merits. In the meantime, he would pursue with energy the business, now in his sole direction, and make it far more lucrative than when managed on Mr. Lord's old fashioned principles. As the weeks went on, it seemed more clear than at first that Nancy resented the authority held by Samuel and his father. They were not welcome at the house in Grove Lane. The Miss Barnby's called several times without being admitted. Though they felt sure that Nancy was at home. Under these circumstances, it became desirable to discover some intermediary who would keep them acquainted with the details of Nancy's life and of her brothers. Such intermediary was at hand in the person of Miss Jessica Morgan. End chapter one.